Hi All,

my laptop is caput so I am currently at the public library.  I thought I would lose my mind when and if my computer ever died on me.   I served as the storehouse for all my story ideals, observations, fragments, directories, lexicons, and the like are in it representing years of thought and work.  and that has me quite disturbed to be sure.  But from the standpoint of net access...  I am not as bothered as I thought I would be.  Mind You, I am at the library and online so that does tend to take the edge off ;)  I remember a friend telling me of her computer going out and the time that she found time to do all the things she had forgotten about due to the net.  I am hoping that I will not be off long enough to learn that kind of "bliss" lol  we will see....
 

more to follow as I have been away a long time, have survived a rather extended period of darkness and negativity, and my brain is about to ejaculate... hmmmmmm is that the right word for that..?  Perhaps not
ok ok  here is your chance to help me along with English :P   send me a better word to describe a mind full to overflowing with T, F, and I.  this should be interesting....

at any rate, a lot has happened and not everyone knows what has been going on so i will update next week, to sort of sum things up until then,

 the journey continues

DRIFTER

ohhhhhhhhh   I leave you with this though;  a reflection of my current state of mind :)
 

Drive
 
Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear.
And I can't help but ask myself
how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer.

It's driven me before,
and it seems to have a vague,
haunting mass appeal.
But lately I am beginning to find
that I should be the one behind the wheel.
Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes.

So if I decide to waiver my chance to be
one of the hive will I choose water over wine
and hold my own and drive?

It's driven me before and it seems to be the way
that everyone else gets around.
But lately I'm beginning to find
that when I drive myself my light is found.
So whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes. Yeah.

Would you kill the Queen to crush the hive?
Would you choose water over wine....
hold the wheel and drive?
 

-Incubus

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