Dedicated in loving memory to my little brother.
Rest in peace, Zack. I love ya bro.
September 3, 1977 - June 14, 1998



This little corner of my site is dedicated to my little brother. He was my best friend in life, and always watching me in death I think. He was killed under mysterious circumstances, ones that have never been fully explained. His killer is still roaming around. We all know who did it, but there was never enough evidence to press charges. Life moves on, but it never gets easier.

In the instant the light is shattered,
Pieces of its glory raining to the ground.
One moment you were with us, your smile
shining brightly in the dawn.

Though the world must turn, day up on day night upon night,
The vision of you, still fills us.
Never before, and never again, the sun will shine quite the same.
With out your smile to brighten it

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Rain why did you go away?
Leaving me alone this day? I loved you rain, I really did.
But you have gone away and hid.
Please come out and play with me. Rain that made me feel so free.
And even though I wasn't bold (because I thought I'd catch a cold)
I still loved you with all your grace, falling at a steady pace
But you have gone and left me here. with all the things I hate and fear.
Lightning, thunder all around. rain left me without a sound.
And that's the day I wept and cried. Because I thought that rain had died
But rain can never truely die, if I close my eyes and try.
To think of all the fun we had, instead of what we thought was sad.
'cause rain lives on inside my heart, and with these words, we'll never part
Then someday rain will come on back. and we'll sit down to have a snack.
The lightning storms will all be past. Back into the darkness cast.
Then rain and I can be once more, all that best friends are there for.
so please, my rain, don't go away. Because wihtout you, I hate today.

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