Kathryns Dreams

Rescue and Capture

I drempt that I was under some sort of dock in the water, my white cat, Zorra, was on some floating raft. The raft was pushed away from me and the dock and she fell into the ocean. I quickly dived in to save her. All of a sudden my dream turned to me being at the end of a stream or lake area (just right off the ocean), the water was quite low in this area, I had some how gotten a pole in my hand. Attached to the pole was a line (say fishing line). It started to tighten. I got scared (I have grown a fear of being in the water with fish lurking around it) and jumped onto a small (VERY SMALL) dock. The natives there told me of a huge white sacred fish that had some reward if caught...something along the lines of gaining a lot of spiritual knowledge. Though when I woke up I had no recollection of this part of the dream ending or moving on to something else. I thought that maybe this is really just an ongoing dream.

Interpertation:

In both parts of the dream white and water was reaccuring (white cat, white fish....ocean and lake). Overall, I think this dream was about my spiritual issues which could be determined because of the usual assocation of ocean to the subconsiousness. I think me saving my cat was part of me that I thought was special and caring (as Zorra is a HUGE sweetie and very affectionate) and wanted to hold onto. In a short period of my life it seemed as I was getting older....I was being more like the people around me...well not THEM, but the aspects of them that I didn't like. Thus, I wanted to get rid of the bad aspects I had obtained from them.....I had to do this by regaining the caring part of myself. For example, I was always hearing a few certain volunteers bash others behind their back. I began to be angry at them for being like this and began to complain about them. Doing exactly what they were doing, behind their back! Instead of coming out and saying, "Hey, I don't like how you are treating the others" and then going on to explain why. I shiver at the thought of someone not telling me what they don't like about me... If they didn't, then how could I grow to be a better person? :( Luckily, I think I have recovered!! :)
The fishing part was the struggling that I am going on right now in trying to define all the spiritual questions I have. Not only that, but I am struggling with fishing itself! I LOVE to fish! Was brought UP to fish!! It is something my dad and I do together. But, I struggle with the fact that I am catching these fish and then releasing them.....scaring the poor things and in the same aspect killing worms to catch them. I think because I don't know how the 'fishing' ended, it is something that is still going on in my life and I don't yet KNOW how it will end!! Though I think no matter what 'happens' with me catching this fish or not, I will still have gained a lot of spiritual knowledge!
Thanks to ALL the people who are on the MoonFire Magick Mailing list!! You all have been so helpful in 'decoding' my dream!! Special thanks to; Jet Phoenix, AbettaLayfetta, and Dominique!!!!

First Met Jeff....in a dream!

This dream happened when I was in 6th or 7th grade. I had a dream that I met a kid name Jeff on a beach. There were lots of rocks everywhere and we played games or talked. After awhile this blonde hair kid told me his name was Jeff and that he had to go now. We were becoming good friends and I didn't want him to go. I TOLD him so! He smiled and said, "Don't worry I will see you tomorrow in school!" and I DID! He was in my first class, looked the same and even had the same name! We, also, became friends like he said we would! However, we are not friends no longer because he moved away again! :( This is one dream I will NEVER forget!

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