Hello Lost Soul.
Why do i call you a lost soul you ask? Well... anyone who happens to find their way upon this little dwelling of my own must surely be lost, for no signs lead to this place, and no buses have ever stopped here. So, to you i say..
Hello Lost Soul.
If you've ever traveled this way before i'm sure you're noticing changes. The writing that once existed on this wall, has now been painted over and a new story is written here.
Welcome to this new land.
On to the darkness of my own soul...


I'm a 17 year old droog from a small town in Pennsylvania. I'm a junior in High School, and the only reason i'm still in school is so i can become a music recording technician.
I'm associated in many different categories. I've been defined as all of the following: goth, skater, prep, jock, nerd, bitch, and all around slacker.
The only one i define myself as is slacker. I embrace that title with pride :)

I've got opinions about everything i know about. (perhaps that's the reason i'll be editing the opinion section of the newspaper next year) But the most important thing to remember about my opinions is that they are constantly changing.
While one day i may think you annoying as the light shining in on my sleeping eyes, the next i might find you comforting and a wonderful friend. I'm the worst at making up my mind on any subject matter.

When asked what religion i am, i'm most likely to reply "other." I do believe in some sort of supreme being that controls us all. While most call it god, i usually refer to it as fate. I've yet to find a religion i'm comfortable giving myself to whole-heartedly. I identify mostly with celtic religions (maybe becuase of my irish background). But i do not call myself druid, or wittan, or any of the other religions i've studied. I'm just "other."

I spent a large portion of my life very depressed and suicidal. I'm not saying i'm better yet, because if i did it would be a blatent lie. I'm just at a point now where i can find things to be happy with, and i can usually find something to live for.

I've seen many dark things during the course of years i'd been the person i was. What kills us only makes us stronger. That may be true, but i still doubt myself constantly, and i'll probably always have trouble trusting other people.

I find the human race very naive. I'm easily annoyed by this. The people i meet tend to be on the extreme sides. That is to say, they are either extremely stupid when it comes to reality, or they are so convinced they know what's going on, they are actually completely missing the point.

While i've not yet found the meaning of life, i've got my suspicions, and i understand it a lot better than most people my age.
So if you've come here for some explinations i'm sorry i haven't provided what you were looking for.
The truth is, i'm just a lost soul like you fair traveler.
Though my travels have taken me many places, i find myself still searching.
So until we meet again......
Good travel, my friend.