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Well, This is dad. He rules. He's my hero. Yep. I hero-worship him. Not many know that. He's rather violent. But that's ok most of my family are. I don't really mind. As long as I don't have to watch it. Or be violent myself.

I've often thought about why I hero-worship him. I've come to realize it's because he always does something. He always has a plan. I've never seen him freeze in any situation. He might. Then again, he might not. I'd like to be like that.

There are days when I wish I were violent. When I wish I could fight above and beyond what the blood gave me. Then I come to my senses.*smirk* That's what dad's for.

Everybody seems to think that he's just a hard headed live only to fight bastard. They might be right. All I know is that he nearly tore apart NYC looking for me, when I er took that forced vacation.

I've mentioned that Kernel is my hero. I don't want to be like him, but he is my hero. Unfortunately he is dead. I'm more than a bit pissy about that. I'll have to take revenge. I wonder if a bullet to the head will hurt, or if that's too painless. OK this is one of the few times I will contemplate violence. Can't you tell? I'm really pissed. The person who did that, and yes I know who whacked him, is in for a world of hurt.

My only regret, other than him being dead, is that I never did get to hang much with him. 'Course that was probably mostly due to the enforced vacation, and laying mostly dead on a couch.

Dad I miss you.