Hopeful Feelings

To wake in the morning touched by your hairs
Would that and it's smell melt my cares?

Seeing the morning light shine upon your face
Would it warm my heart like a mothers sweet grace?

The things that we could share would never to bold
Thoughts of you leaving would they make me ice cold?

Even though we were not to each other commited
My heart I spoke finally, and to you admitted...

Although this time it feels to be right
For you my soul weaps and longs for each night

In my mind you wonder the world far aloft
Inable to Remember a touch you gave oh so soft

The feeling never there but still missed
To find out what it would be like to be kissed

Is that icey gaze of yours only illusion?
With that thought in mind I come to but one conclusion

Listening intently when you voice purrs
Reminding me of fine silks and warm furs

I know deep down it was ment to be...
If I asked you nicely would you follow me?

And if by chance one day you said yes to me
Would you listen to my heart scream "BE WITH ME"?

I get saddened each time you grow silent
That is when the nights are cold and most violent

To know you're upset or to know you're sad
To think perhapes that it was I that made you mad

It sickens my stomach and tears my insides
My heart gapes like the worlds great devides

Rambeling my heart to you I know I'm doing now
But with things not said I'd always have wonder how....

How would I have known if it was something new
To find these things out things I'd never knew...

I had to say the things not told by little birds
And with that I have but last few but meaningful words

If you had to ask yourself and see the things above
And they came rushing out in feelings of true love

Could you say that to me you were stuck like glue?
And would you chose me to be with you?

- Russ -