Fortunately, there is therapy available. The course of therapy requires textbooks named "Return", Beasts, Son, Jewels, et. al., to go along with the group therapy which seems to exist here.
I know it's embarrassing to get up in front of the list and say, "My name is Kala, and I'm an ERB addict, but denial is the worst thing to do with these things. Often the first book is free. You get it a the library, or a "friend" lends you one. Then pretty soon you are buying them. You buy more and more. Eventually you are always on them, and you just can't stop. It's the same old story.
My name is Tarak.....