I have always wanted a public access show, and not like Wayne's World, but a sort of Pseudo-reality where I could escape to and show others so they could escape too. Thats what we all need is escape, the ability to leave, some chose drugs or alcohol and chose Mental Divergence. Which actually means a state of mind where your conceptual reality is a fictional creation of your imagination, brought to life because your reality has become more of a nightmare and it's just easier to deal with an unrealality than a pathetic reality.
This of course doesn't mean that I am not a fan of Alcohol, but it wears off, mental divergence is right behind my eye lids when I close them, it comes into focus when I stare off into space and it never changes its reliability.
I revel in the thought that I truely beleive there are infinite dimentions and just one of them would have to be the exact likeness of Mental Divergence, my only sorrow is that I will never see it.