PART 4A

     Under the dim light of the sunrise, Ranma was staggering down a random street in Nerima. The flowing hair was once again braided. His legs were shaking, but not because of the fact that he hadn't slept for the entire night, and was now carrying his heavy backpack.

     Rather, it was because of the fact that he had spared Ryoga, the one who had tormented him for over a year with his fanatic challenges.

     When he, or rather, she, bit into Ryoga's neck last night, she had expected the latter to freak, to push her away, to attack her, to do anything that could have given her a reason to torture him to death.

     Instead, he bore it in silence.

     And that, had cut through Ranma-chan's rage, and slapped her back into her rational self. Blood was gushing out in a fountain. Should she continue? Or should she stop?

     Ryoga's pulse was weakening at a frightening rate.

     Conscience that she always thought of as a burden kicked in, and she released him. The lost boy fell, his blood straying in all directions. His eyes were still open, reflecting Ranma-chan's stunned expression as she tasted the blood on her lips.

     Her eyes looked up and away from that face, and saw a cross on top of a pointed top of a distant chapel that looked blurry under the sunset.

     Ranma-chan looked down at Ryoga again, saved him without a second thought, and took him back home.

     And Ranma thought he was cold enough to get his revenge.

     Why did that baka had to choose that particular moment to be so damn honorable? It was almost like fate was purposely working against his revenge.

     And why did he felt so strange after seeing that cross?

     Ranma silently berated himself as contrasting feelings rushed over him. {I guess he really didn't owe me THAT much. After all, I was kind of using him myself. . . even though it had developed into something else afterwards.}

     Had it?

     {Great. After all the pain that I've been through due to him, I still haven't got enough of a reason to blame things on him as he did to me.} Ranma-kun muttered aloud as he turned a corner. "That wasn't fair-"

     His sentence was cut off as he became face to face with one person that he thought he wouldn't have to see ever again.

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     Akane was in a crabby mood as she was going through her ritual of morning jogging. {That insensitive jerk! How dare he not come back home without telling us?}

     Her anger cooled down somewhat as she remembered how Ranma HAD been staying behind at the Nekohanten. {Maybe he was mind-controlled by some kind of Chinese artifacts . . . DAMMIT! Why did he have to stay behind at that freakish place anyway?! Perverted baka! Probably having spent the night with that little whore! Ohhhhh! Just wait till he shows up-}

     "That wasn't fair-" a familiar voice, followed by a familiar face, appeared right in front of her.

     Akane was startled at first at seeing Ranma's backpack. Then her face hardened into a scowl. "You pervert! Where were you last night?!"

     Ranma looked at this girl who had walked all over him for over a year. Strangely, as if her spell over him had been broken, Ranma could suddenly handle this once fatal question with surprising calmness.. "You need not worry about that, Akane." he said in an even voice.

     Akane was stunned. This wasn't Ranma. This COULDN'T be Ranma! The Ranma that she knew could never sound so cold, so distant. He should be paralysed by her anger, franticly making some incoherent retorts that could only serve to give her even more reason to trash him.

     "What. . ."

     Ranma cut her off with politely restrained impatience. "Because starting from yesterday, our engagement was nullified. From now on, I will no longer be a burden to your household. . . I can't guarantee the same thing about Pop though. It was nice knowing you." Ranma smiled and drifted away, as cool as a piece of autumn leaf.

     Akane looked at his retreating figure with her jaw almost hitting the ground. This couldn't be right. Ever since the day Mr. Saotome had brought him to the Tendo house, Ranma had became hers to own, her to control, hers to be jealous over, hers to. . . love. He wouldn't, couldn't possibly left her. This just wasn't how their story was supposed to end! He's her's!!!!! Leaping up like a furious leopard over Ranma, she landed right of in of the boy, who didn't even finch.

     "This isn't funny, Ranma." she said, trying to maintain confidence in her voice.

     "It's not meant to be." Ranma replied as he stared evenly at her.

     Akane franticly tried to think of something to say. "We are engaged by our own fathers. . ."

     "And not by our own free wills." Ranma said casually as he attempted to walk around Akane. The girl blocked him, frustration on her face.

     "Ranma! You can't just ran out on our engagement! Think about your father-"

     Ranma looked amused. "About what? About how he threw me into a pit of cats? About how he had engaged me to a dozen fiancees, and left it to me to sort out the mess? About how he-" Ranma abruptly stopped himself before revealing too much.

     "He might not be the best of fathers, but he did managed to brought you up." Akane said with a hint of anger.

     Ranma laughed. "And how, pray tell, do you suppose he went about to do it? The phase "getting a job" is obviously not part of his vocabulary."

     "Well... he... he had obviously done something!" Akane said.

     "That no doubt he did. How else do you explain Ukyou's blind rage when she re-discovered me here?"

     "So Mr. Saotome ran away with her dowry, but Ukyou's father was just as much to blame for her sufferings. If he didn't attempt to BUY himself a son-in-law, none of this would have happened!" Akane went over what she just said. It didn't sound right, but for argument's sake it would have to do.

     Ranma looked sideways at her. "Oh, and I suppose your father behaved differently on this issue?"

     "Don't you dare say that! My father loved you as he would his son!"

     "Really? Whatever makes you think that Mr. Kunoji didn't care for me?"

     "I..."

     Ranma continued. "As for your father, no... your entire family, whose side were they always on whenever we got into a fight?"

     "It... it was always your fault! Chasing other women, avoiding my cooking..." Akane was struggling to come up with retorts.

     "THEY CAME TO ME, OKAY!? I've never encouraged any of them, let alone chase them. And how dare you be angry at me for not eating your cooking WHEN NONE OF THE TENDOS EVEN DARED TO WALK NEAR IT?!!!!!!!" Ranma was burning with rage.

     "Have you said enough yet?" Akane was turning white.

     Ranma closed in on Akane. "No! For once I'm gonna give you a piece of my mind! None of you have never considered me as a part of the family. Remember how Mr. Tendo tied me up and hang me in the Dojo when I dated Ukyou and Shampoo under the influence of magic? Kasumi... well, I can't say much about her, since she always kept her distance. As for Nabiki, she kept on selling NUDE photos of me in both forms, and TO MY CLASSMATES!!! Would they do this to you? WOULD THEY??"

     "Ranma, I . . . they . . ." Akane was starting to sob as her shell of righteousness shattered. Ranma pushed her against a wall.

     "I know why they all treat me like this. To them, I'm not someone who was engaged to you, but someone who was SOLD to you. They think that I deserved to be beaten, exploited and humiliated because I am leeching off the Tendo household and inheriting THEIR Dojo! Dammit! I have never wanted your Dojo! I DON'T DESERVE ANY OF THIS! I should have left long ago, to show them that I ain't interested in munching off the O' mighty Tendo fortune. But no . . . my father WANTED YOUR DOJO AND INSISTED THAT WE STAY HERE! I didn't know that I had a mother then, and he was the only family that I had. Naive as I was, I stayed with him and endured the hell that followed. SO DON'T YOU CRITICIZE ME FOR *DISHONOURING* MY FATHER!!!"

     Akane turned away and cried. "But what about me? All this time that you had stayed, I thought you-"

     "Love you?" Ranma asked as he loosened his hold on her. "Well. . . I . . . I did love you unconditionally. . . and for such a long time too." those words were so much easier to say now than in the past, when they were still meaningful.

     Akane turned around in shock.

     "Because I liked you enough, and people that had mattered a lot to me were forcing us together. Also, you . . . you're so drop-dead beautiful when you smile, and you were the first Tendo ever to be kind to me. And even though my damn macho pride had prevented me from saying this before . . . I AM grateful to you for helping me won the important battles, even though it was stupid of you to risk yourself like that all the time. But without your help, I would have been killed a long time ago."

     "Ranma . . ." Akane blushed. She never knew that he thought that way about her.

     Ranma continued as his toned saddened. "Anyway, I thought. . . I thought that everything would be all right if I choose you . . . and then I could . . . I could have something like a family to hang onto. And that . . . and that you will love me back and everything will be all right . . . just like one of those sentimental anime shows." Ranma clutched his fists as he continued. "Obviously I was wrong. Nobody would ever really see me as anything more than a tool to defend the dojo. And you . . . you takes what I did for you for granted. I know I'm not the most perfect boyfriend in human history. I can be rude and boorish at times, and would sometimes put my foot right into my mouth . . ."

     "Lot of times." Akane corrected him as she wiped at her teary eyes.

     Ranma continued on, as if he hadn't heard her. "But I . . . I have NEVER let you down in ANYTHING before, not when you needed a partner to defend the Dojo from challengers, not when you needed somebody to vent out your anger on, not when . . . not when you needed me to stay loyal to you despite all other temptations." he then turned toward Akane, startling her. "And you would still keep on pushing me away with suspicion and anger, expecting me to keep on reaching out to you all the while."

     The accusation stabbed into Akane's heart, hurting her. She wanted desperately to say something, to show him how wrong he was about her. But nothing came up to her mouth.

     Because he was right.

     "I had tried, God be my witness I HAD tried so damn hard to stay by you . . . but I can't do it anymore." Ranma bit his lower lip. "You are getting angry more and more often, Akane. That kind smile of yours, the smile that had kept me by your side all this time, it was beginning to fade from my memory." Ranma's eyes became slighly watery as he asked one final question. "If you can risk your life for me so often, why can't you risk putting aside your anger and give me a chance to get into your heart for even once, no matter how hard I had tried?" without waiting for an answer, he turned away, leapt up over a rooftop and disappeared.

     Disappeared from Akane's world.

     Looking back upon the entire year that they had been together, it wasn't hard for Akane to tell that Ranma was working way harder than her on building their relationship.

     With a finacially stable family (thanks to Nabiki) and an officially approved engagement, the youngest Tendo daughter could even afford the luxury to sit back and scorned at Ranma's other fiancees tearing each other apart. They were the unfortunate ones, with no substantial forces backing their claims upon Ranma. She thought of them as lowly, desperate banchees, throwing away their dignities to try winning him over with their cat-fights. She thought of herself as a higher, purer being, always a step above the others because a traditional, "honorable" arrangement was on her side.

     Actually, tradition was also on Ukyou's side, but since the girl had nobody here to back her up on it, it was somewhat invalid. As for Shampoo . . . Well, her Amazon law couldn't bind Ranma legally in Japan. China, on the other hand . . .

     With her strong leverage, Akane even had the pleasure to constantly beat up Ranma for being a womanizer (which she now began to realize he wasn't), something that none of her competitors could afford to do. Somehow, she had seldom been grateful for all that he had to put up to be with her in the past: the seemingly predictable result of this "war" had boosted her arrogance too much. After all, who would take care in treasuring something that she had gained so effortlessly?

     That's exactly why he left her now. From now on, she will have no suitors other than that sorry lot at Furinkan High that challenged her day in day out. All that good-natured taunting, toleration, consideration, protection and devotion . . . gone with the wind.

     "BAKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! "

     Roaring like a wounded tigress, she punched and kicked at whatever that was in her way, demolishing walls, lamp posts, fences with her kempo skills. Nothing was able to stop her, until a giant spatula blocked one of her punches.

     "Akane-chan?!"

     Akane looked through her blurry eyes, and saw Ukyou standing there in her boy's get-up. With the last strip of her frustration spent, the kempoist collapsed onto the ground in a sobbing mess.

     Ukyou was simply taking an early walk in the morning to work off the contrasting thoughts battling in her mind after knowing Ran-chan's choice.

     Dammit! He didn't deny not loving Akane, nor did he deny loving her. But he still insisted in pushing her away as far away as possible! How could she, who had given up everything for Ran-chan, possibly lose to someone who had barely raised a finger to please him?

     No, she had to stop thinking this way. If Konatsu could have stayed as her friend despite her preferring Ranma, then she should have been able to stay as Ran-chan's friend despite him preferring Akane.

     It was then that she saw whom she thought was the victor of this love-tri . . . no, love-pentagon. Her own depression was shocked out of her as she saw her kempoist rival plowing through everything on the street that her fists were strong enough to plow through . . . which was just about everything.

     After stopping the rage-fuelled girl with her spatula, Ukyou was further stunned by the sight of her collapsing on the ground and started crying. Tendo Akane was an extremely proud girl, and it was almost impossible to imagine her breaking down right in front of other people. Besides, didn't Ran-chan decided to choose her? Putting their rivalry behind them, she immediately kneel down beside the heart-broken soul.

     "What's the matter, Akane-chan?" Ukyou asked as gently as possible, almost as if imitating Kasumi's gentleness. Their relationship was a volatile one, thus she must be careful in her approaches.

     "You. . . were right, Ukyou. I don't. . . deserve Ranma." Akane said between sobs. "He. . . didn't come home. . . saw him. . . just now. . . said that our engagement. . . nullified. . . He had . . . had enough. . . of me. . . said I used up. . . all his. . . love. . ." Akane's crying renewed with a vigour. "HE'S GONE!!!!!!!"

     In the past, Ukyou HAD dreamed of seeing Akane finally having to let go of what she didn't pay to earn. But seeing the horrifying pain that the girl was in right now had squashed whatever satisfaction that Ukyou might feel. As martial artists, both girls had their share of experiences in dealing with physical pains. But being brought up under the warmth and protection of her family, Akane didn't had the survival skills that Ukyou had in dealing with emotional pains. Ukyou now silently berated herself for ever wishing the loss of Ranma on Akane.

     Looking at Akane's piteous state, Ukyou bit down on her lower lip. In such an awkward moment between tense rivals, what could she do?

     The words on the bookmark came back into her mind:

     Do unto others, as you would have others do unto you.

     If she was the fallen one, and Akane the bystander, what would SHE want the Tendo girl to do?

     "I am so selfish." Akane continued to cry. "I never . . . never take the time to . . . love him back . . ."

     "No!!!" Ukyou's cut her off. "Don't ever say that. You have loved him back!"

     Akane looked up through her teary eyes, startled. "What?"

     Ukyou was startled herself after realizing what she had said. Was she actually capable of saying such encouraging words to her rival? But somehow, Akane's pain had triggered Ukyou to continue on.

     "Don't you remember how you had once dived into the sea trying to save him from Cologne's Shark-Fist? You didn't even know how to swim!"

     "How . . . how do you know about that?" Akane asked with tears in still dripping down her eyes.

     "Ran-chan told me, of course!" Ukyou sighed. "He always talked about you when he came to my place . . . {After getting thrown out of the dojo by one of your infamous tantrums . . . better not mention this now. } Back on the topic: Remember about the time that you had almost burned yourself trying to help him in learning Hiryu Shoten Ha? And what about the time when you had used yourself as a bait to save him from the Eight-Headed Serpent?"

     Akane stared at her in awe as she started to wipe off her tears. "Ukyou . . ."

     Ukyou continued on and couldn't stop. "And who was the one who almost turned permanently into a doll saving Ran-chan from Saffron at Mt. Phoenix? You have loved him back. You may not know how to show it properly but you HAVE loved him back."

     There, she had given her rival a bundle of reasons to try and continue to dominate her love. But somehow, she felt her own depression disappearing after speaking out the other side of the truth: the one that she often refuses to see in the past. She bent down and helped the other girl back onto her feet. "Here, get back up. Tell you what, let's have some free okonomiyaki at my restaurant, ne? It's on the house."

     Akane slowly stood up as she looked at her rival in a new light from her blood-shot eyes. "I finally know why Ranma always insisted in going over to your restaurant so often despite my hammering." she muttered. "You made a very good shoulder to cry on."

     Ukyou sighed as the two of them walked toward her restaurant. If she had been able to go so far in trying to be somewhat selfless, she might as well go all the way. "If I can't even comfort a *friend* in her time of need, how can I ever hope to actually love someone?"

     "Friend . . ." Akane looked suddenly weary. "Is all this kindness simply because of the fact that Ranma had ran away from me for good?"

     Ukyou looked weary herself. "Have I ever NOT show 'kindness' toward you , even way back when Ran-chan was still taking you as his *real* fiancee? The bombing at the wedding aside: those flash-bombs were meant more to stun than to hurt."

     Akane sighed. "Sorry."

     "Now just because Ran-chan was running away-" Ukyou stopped herself as she realized something. "Actually, where would he be running to?"

     "To you, to Shampoo . . . perhaps even to that nut Kodachi." Akane said darkly. "Not that I can stop him anymore . . ."

     "Not likely." Ukyou said as she told her about Ran-chan's "confession" to her from the day before. Taking in Akane's state, she omitted the part about Ranma saying that he didn't love her. Ukyou modified it a bit so that Ran-chan had chose the Tendo girl for "purely logical reasons". Akane's eyes widened at hearing that. Apparently, there were more missing pieces in the puzzle than she thought there was.

     The "wild horse" had broken free. Free from all those who had loved him, those who had hated him and those who had used him as a dollar tree.

     But who in the world could he turn to now?

     Seeing the Nekohanten in the distance, Ukyou immediately made a change of plan. "Let's save the okonomiyaki for another time. For now, We need to discuss something with the others."

     Akane didn't object.

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PART 4B

     Still wandering aimlessly, Ranma was getting increasingly bitter and tired as he realized that he had no where to go. Pop was so right in saying that he couldn't make it on his own.

     He obviously couldn't return to the Tendo Dojo, now that he had already cut all ties with them. Then there's always the Nekohanten, but then Shampoo would probably try to corner him into marrying her had he dared to stay there.

     As for Ucchan's. . . No, he couldn't possibly impose at her place. He simply wasn't worthy. . . and the Ryoga incident didn't help either. . . Funny how a man should have been through all these instead of a woman.

     Perhaps that was the reason that fate had given him that particular curse. Looking at all those cases around him, it wasn't hard to conclude that all of the Jusenkyo curses were strangely fitting for the cursed ones. Ryoga, for one, was as clueless as a piglet. Shampoo emitted a sensuous but playful feline feel even in her human form. Mousse, with his water bird combat styles and occasional simpleness, did somehow resemble a duck. And his father . . . what other being could hide it's sharp claws and deadly fangs behind a seemingly harmless appearance as well as a fuzzy panda?

     Walking into what appeared to be a park dejectedly, he took off his backpack and rested on a bench. He was a bit startled as he noticed for the first time that he was right outside the side of the new cathedral. Looking into the opened side door, he could feel himself being drawn by what he could see of its interior: an infinite darkness, contrasted by the beautiful light shining from the various coloured glass windows.

     But Ranma didn't feel like going into the strange and unfamiliar zone that he knew nothing about other than that it was a place for marriage ceremonies to take place.

     Marriages . . . engagements . . . liaisons . . .

     Throwing back his head and closing his eyes, Ranma replayed his entire life over his head. Through the memories, he could recognized only two things that constituted his existence . . .

     . . . to be used. . . and to use.

     So what's the point of going on?

     There were but two roads ahead of a hopeless case like him right now. He could either end his miserable existence with a whimper, or he would exact his remaining revenge with a loud bang.

     His one. Single. Greatest. REVENGE.

     Opening his eyes and reaching into his backpack, he took out the box with the black Japanese robes.

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     It was the night of a minor Japanese festival.

     A certain Japanese market place was alive with motion. Most of the stores had set up tents for fish snatching, mock target shooting, and various other games. Many parents had took their kids for a night out at this joyful festival. Everyone was having a good time.

     Well, almost everyone.

     Amidst the happy crowd was a boy who was wandering around the market place. As he strode forward, several bystanders who REALLY looked at him all moved out of his way hastily.

     The boy stopped as he caught sight of something. It was a run-down antique' shop, the kind with dim-lights and lots of items that looked like antiques but are not really old enough to be antiques. There were all kinds of old traditional clothing, all of which were used and discarded by somebody of some older generations. His glassy eyes was glued to the black, Japanese robes hanging at a corner of the store. Slowly, he walked into the store.

     The store owner frowned as he saw the boy entered. How old could he be? Thirteen? Fourteen? Certainly not someone old enough to be interested in anything from his place. He was about to hush the kid out of the store when the kid's face became visible in the dark.

     And the store owner stepped back.

     Now mind you, the boy wasn't hideously deformed, at least not physically. Rather, he was quite good-looking, with his dark brows, large eyes and delicate chin.

     It was his expression.

     Has anyone ever seen a Japanese marionette? You know, the type with lifelike features craved onto a piece of lifeless wood? The store owner had two or three of those dolls in his own shop, and would always cover them up at night simply because he didn't want to see them in the dark. Their lifeless eyes are always wide and still, seemingly looking past whatever they are looking at.

     Just as the boy's were.

     The boy picked up the smallest of those robes, which was still a bit too large for him. His lips curled into a smile, even though his eyes stayed the same. "Say, have you got a smaller size?"

     The store owner would have laughed, had the kid not been so. . . creepy. Instead, he simply replied. "Eh. . . you see, these robes were meant to be collected and treated as antiques, besides, I do not think a little boy could. . ."

     The boy turned to him with a deathly smile, which was downright gruesome under the dim light. "I'll take it anyway. How much?"

     The store owner was about to overcome his fear and hush the weird kid out of the store when the boy took out a thick bundle of cash.

     The deal was done immediately. The boy hugged the black robes to himself with a mesmerized expression, the first real expression that the store owner could see on the young face. Somehow, the kid was not a bit disgusted by the fact that the body that used to be in the outfit was now probably either a hundred. . . or dead. He slowly walked out of the store, whispering to himself all the while.

     "Someday, someday when I'm big enough to wear this, the odds shall turn. . . and Pop shall pay for dragging me away from the vacant lot."

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     Holding the black robes to his shoulders, Ranma realized that he was indeed big enough to wear it now. Smiling to himself, he savoured the thought of repaying a man with so much traditional honour in his words in the most traditional outfit of all.

     A wave of sleepiness washed over him as the previous, sleepless night took its toll on him. Lying down on the bench, Ranma crutched the robe tight to himself. His face was to the cathedral's side door, and his slowly closing eyes were struggling against sleep to take in the spectacular colour of what he could see of the coloured glass windows that looked so bright in the darkness. They looked so much like bright-coloured drawings . . . but of whom?

     That note that he had left to Ryoga, was it really a farewell note? Or was it a cry for help? As his eyes closed completely and sleep took over, he didn't remember, and didn't care, anymore.

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     In the late afternoon in Nekohanten, every local customer was greeted by an unusual sight that rendered them speechless.

     Shampoo, Ukyou, Akane and Kodachi, all of them sitting around the same table, without engaging in any visible form of combat. Konatsu was the only non-female at the table, and was for once devote of exaggerating ribbons and lipstick at his boss' suggestion. Today was a special day off that Ukyou had granted him, being that he had handled business so surprisingly well by himself yesterday. Right now, he had came along to help in something that Ukyou told him was important.

     Nearby, Mousse was waiting on tables while Cologne was cooking behind the counter. A worn out looking Akane had just finished her story, and was tiredly peeved in seeing the look of intense joy on Kodachi's face.

     "Hohohohohoh! This is heavenly! My beloved had finally got the good sense to dump the abusive tomboy! Surely he would come to the Black Rose by now." Kodachi began throwing black rose petals around from her seat, her smile brilliant but detached in her attempt to drown out other less pleasant possibilities.

     "Shampoo find that hard to believe." the Chinese girl muttered as Mousse patiently swiped the petals off the floor with a broom. But deep down inside, she was just as excited as Kodachi was.

     "Guys! The most important thing here is not who is going to get Ran-chan." Having an entire morning to reorganize her once contrasting thoughts, Ukyou could now saw the problem from a more objective point of view. "The way I see it is that he had probably rejected all of us-"

     "Aiya!" Shampoo cut her off. "Shampoo cooked for Airen, fought for Airen, LOVE Airen more than all others!! No way Airen no want Shampoo! "

     "I love you much more than he ever had!" Mousse said to her with desperation. Shampoo turned her head away in distain. "Mousse's love no matter to Shampoo. Shampoo only want Ranma."

     "I don't like this any better than you, sugar. But we've all heard how often he had voiced against this entire engagement mess. Besides . . ."

     Ukyou told them about what Ranma had said again, and the excitement on Shampoo's and Kodachi's face visibily dimmed.

     Shampoo shook her head and looked at Ukyou defiantly. "Shampoo no believe Ranma no love her until hear it with her own ears."

     Ukyou sighed. "Suit yourself. But anyway, the problem is that he now has absolutely NO ONE to turn to. He had probably close to no money, and I doubt if he could make money with his martial arts as I do with my okonomiyaki. We've got to find him and help in whatever way that we could."

     Konatsu looked concerned. Even though she didn't show it now, his boss had been shaken and distraught yesterday as she came back to the restaurant. "Ukyou-sama . . . are you sure you can do it?"

     Ukyou turned to the face that is now handsome instead of pretty without makeup, and said something that only he could understand. "If you can do it . . . I can." She smiled meaningfully at Konatsu as he blushed.

     "Ukyou-sama. . ." Admiration could be seen in the boy's eyes, as usual. Konatsu's eyes became slightly teary as he remembered about a fateful incident.

     In the past, when he used to cross dress, everybody had thought that he was a lesbian attracted to Ukyou. But when his ugly stepmother tried dragging him back into slavery, Ukyou had interfered, announcing that she was willing to take "her" under Ucchan's roof despite "her" womanly preferences to the shock of Ranma and Akane. Konatsu could love her unconditionally because he owe her for his freedom.

     But whatever did Ukyou owe to Ranma?

     Meanwhile, Kodachi's state of mind could be shown in the sudden appearance of the twirling fury that was her ribbon. {Insolent cook! How dare she even think that Ranma-sama is running away from the Black Rose also? Even if what she said was true, Ranma-sama probably didn't mean what he said about me. He was . . . confused. Yeah, that's what he was. . . Arg! What does it matter? Right now is the golden opportunity that I have been waiting for: the moment that Ranma-sama needed my love and hospitality the most. Surely he'd be so grateful to me that he'd reveal his yearnings for me! And If he didn't. . . it would only be natural for me to give him a little potion of my own to overcome his shyness, wouldn't it? Hehehehe. . . .} "HehehehehahahahahahaHOHOHOHOHOOHOOHOHOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

     Absorbed in her dream world, the Black Rose began laughing with abandonment as the other teenagers cautiously edged away. Shampoo looked around at the now empty restaurant with her jaw dropped.

     "Why authority no institutionalize her?" the Chinese girl hissed.

     "In your language: she rich." Ukyou whispered back.

     "I can't wait here anymore." Akane stood up. Just hours from what had happened in the morning, and already she looked barely a step above a hospital patient. The short hair that was always neatly combed was now in disarray, and the smooth cheeks that were always flushed with youthful pinkness had paled into dead white. Large eyes that were always twinkling with glistering light had dimmed, with a hint of dark shadows underneath them. However, the determination was still in her, struggling against the depression.

"Ukyou's right, Ranma could be in trouble. With no money and no one to turn to, his martial arts skills will only be a source of trouble for him. Besides, engagement or not, I can't just let it end like this . . ." the girl gritted her teeth. ". . . not like this. . ."

     Just then, Ryoga suddenly strode certainly, if somewhat raggedly into the Nekohanten, surprising everybody. A row of bandage was covering the lower side of his neck. "Thank the kami that you guys are all here!"

     "Ryoga-kun. . . you looked so. . . unconfused. Did you actually find your way here?" Akane asked in awe.

     "Thank the kami, yes." Ryoga said, breathing heavily. "It's easier to find your way looking out than in. . . but that's not important anymore! Ranma is about to do something drastically stupid, and shall he succeed, it would gain him nothing and ruin him instead. We've got to find him right now!"

     Everybody tensed up. If even Ryoga was so concerned, then the situation must be even more serious then they had though. Even Kodachi calmed down. (Of course, none of them really know about the past between Ranma and Ryoga by then.) Ukyou stepped forward and asked. "What is he trying to do, Ryoga?"

     Ryoga looked around the restaurant in alarm. Seeing that no outsiders are there, he took out the note left to him by Ranma. "Just read this."

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     It's over. I can't keep on tolerating things the way they are anymore. I have already been pushed too far into a one-way street: never able to turn back. Such a life is nothing but a gradual decay. However, I'm still a warrior. When I go down, I will surely go down with a bang. . . and together with he who had forced me into what I've become today. If you still have {{ several words wiped out with liquid paper }}, then bury this deep inside your head. After all, I'm quite sure that you WON'T have the sense of direction to interfere much anyway. It was nice knowing you . . . even though I had hoped that it had been under more honorable circumstances.

Ranma


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     "He. . . wouldn't." Akane paled.

     "Oh, Ranma-sama. . ." Kodachi held a fist against her mouth as she trembled, surprising even herself.

     Shampoo looked close to be in tears. "Airen. . ."

     "But why?!" Ukyou asked. . . puzzled and enraged at the same time. "What would have prompt him to write a suicide note like this?"

     "I'm not entirely sure." Ryoga saidin a slightly uncomfortable fashion. "But in the meantime, we must find him and stop him at once!

     Everybody agreed immediately, but Mousse looked slightly hesistant.

     "Mousse." Seeing that, Cologne leapt forward to land in front of him. "You're going too."

     The boy snapped on impulse. "I don't have to listen to your orders-"

     "Indeed you don't." The old woman cut him off. "But what would Shampoo think of you if you won't help your friend in his time of need?"

     "But he's an obstacle in my quest to gain Shampoo's heart-"

     "An obstacle that had helped you numerous times before, not to mention fighting by your side in various battles. Rivals don't necessarily make enemies, don't ever forget that."

     Mousse relented. "Alright, I'll go." After all, he didn't hate Ranma THAT much.

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     *Will you . . . stick by my side no matter what will happen?* The boy asked, slightly uncertain.

     The reply was sincere. *I promise.*

     With that, a storm of fluttering pink blew over, and the air was filled with the sweet scent of roses . . .

     Roses?

     Ranma's eyes slowly opened, and saw a sea of blinding red in front of her. Bits and pieces of red were fluttering in the air, blushing across Ranma's face.

     "You have awakened, my precious pigtailed girl." a gentle voice reached her ear. Ranma-chan shot up from the embrace that she was in, and saw Kuno looking lovingly at her. She looked around, and saw that the two of them were in the Kuno Mansion's rose garden. There was a gentle breeze, in which rose petals danced by like scarlet butterflies.

     "How did I get here?" she asked. {How did I transform for that matter?}

     "Alas, my delicate beauty. Thou art sleeping alone on a park bench by the side of the Godly cathedral, and a horrid lawn sprinkler was rudely spraying its contents onto thy flawless complexion. I, Kuno Tatewaki, being the gentleman that I am, took thy unprotected self under my care as I passed by."

     "Oh." Ranma-chan looked around. "So where is my backpack?"

     Kuno didn't answer her. Instead, he leaned forward. "Pigtailed girl, what's the need of travelling, when the Blue Thunder now stands before thy beauteous eyes in all his magnificence?"

     Ranma-chan frowned. Genma's plan to use her in conning money out of Kuno flashed through her mind. She really wasn't in the mood for Kuno's broken and incoherent poetry right now. Her voice hardened. "Just give the damn thing back to me so I can go, Kuno."

     "Alas! How could thy voice sting so coldly against one who loves thee as much as I?" Kuno asked, seemingly hurt.

     Ranma-chan looked closely at him. The breeze got even stronger, and red flower petals showered down upon them in a storm. The type of flower petals in this garden was different, but the result was almost the same: a beautiful, short-lived illusion. This was reminding her too much about the time in the sakura park.

     "I shall love thee till the end of this hollow world. . ." Kuno said. He probably meant it too at that moment.

     To Ranma-chan, however, that was the breaking point. She flew up her head and laughed bitterly, startling Kuno.

     "Pigtailed girl, what . . ."

     Ranma-chan wiped at the tears around her eyes as she brought her voice under control. "Love . . . haha . . . you can actually . . . haha . . . just stand there and expect me to believe that . . . haha . . ."

     "But I do love thee, pigtailed girl! Oh behalf of my honour-"

     Ranma-chan snapped, conveniently taking out her frustrations on him. "Don't talk about honour! You haven't learned any! All that your perverted mind have ever wanted from me was my body!!"

     "My goddess! Know you not that my love for thy spirit is stronger that for your flesh?" Kuno exclaimed, and he believed it too.

     The redhead looked at him with contempt, which puzzled him. "You mean that you will still love me for being me no matter how my looks will change?"

     "Alas, thou art insecure indeed. . . Thy unworldly beauty was nothing more than the outward manifestation of the radiance of thy soul. For as long as-"

     "You don't know what you are saying!" Ranma-chan shouted, cutting him off effectively as she began walking away. Kuno ran after her.

     "My love! Do not turn away from me!"

     Ranma-chan stiffly continued on. "Just shut-" without paying attention to where she was going, she crashed into Sasuke . . . who was currently carrying a kettle of hot tea.

     "Look out, pigtailed . . ." Kuno trailed off as the change took place directly in front of him. The feminine, curvy figure vanished, replaced by a lean and tight-muscled built that stretched the no longer baggy Chinese clothes. The dramatic red hair turned black, framing a still delicate but definitely more masculine face. The long legs became even longer, adding quite a bit of height to the now unmistakerbly MALE body.

     Kuno would scream, had he found the strength to do so. He had lost so much of his wits that he couldn't even decorate his speech with poetry. "Saotome... it's you?!"

     Ranma-kun simply stared back at him wordlessly.

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