I LOSE TOUCH WITH MY REALITY, MY FEELING, MY SANITY AND I SLIP AWAY INTO A NIGHTMARE WHICH I LOVE TO DREAM. I WAKE IN SILENT SOLITUDE WITH ACHING PAINS IN MY MIND THAT I CAN NOT ESCAPE. I FEEL THE NEED TO SURVEY THE LIFE I LIVED IN MY YEARS AND I HAVE DECIDED...TO...die.

i am gone i am none i am dead

the more you and your surroundings blend the more you never change

this site was once a daily visited site, if that should ever change then i hope you know it was for the better.
i put a lot of work into this site many years ago, now as i lie awake in bed i see visions of a not so distant future where my life has made a backflip and somersaulted into oblivion.

Perhaps in a distant time far away and not so near things will be restored, This website was downloaded IN FULL to my hard drive. Maybe next time you show your ugly fucking face around here you wont be so disappointed..though I doubt it.