Rachel's 'I am'
By ~*~Sam~*~

I am a deadly warrior, stopping at nothing to
win.
I wonder why this wild beast inside of me is
there.
I hear myself in dreams roaring over the cowering
bodies of my enemies.
I see their fear.
I want this war to continue forever, so I can
continue fighting.
I am a deadly warrior, stopping at nothing to
win.

I pretend that my victims don't have feelings or
lives, but I know they do.
I feel their fear, and then I forget about their
feelings.
I reach new adrenaline highs, craving more and
more, each time.
I worry I am becoming a killer, but then my
worries grow larger when I
realize I AM!
I cry for those who cannot kill, yet wanting to
be them at the same time.
I am a deadly warrior, stopping at nothing to
win.

I understand that I have a need for a good fight.
I say, 'Let's do it!'.
I dream of at time when I no longer feel a need
to kill.
I try to make that a reality, but I always fail.
I hope that I can control my anger someday, but I
know I never will.
I am a deadly warrior, stopping at nothing to
win.




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