The Journey

by Mikeal Wolfe

One year ago today.. you threw my love away
Ripping out my heart.. you tore my world apart
Desperate and full of fear...
I would've done anything to have you here
All that was shared, and all that time
you left me with a sweet smile and a "you'll be fine"

draggin on day to day.. swearing the pain will never fade...
promising myself to never love again... this pain i cannot relive...
hiding my heart away.. slowly i begin to change...
hatred and anger flowing easy..
turning all i know against me...
cannot let them in... i promised not again

so many questions.. spinning out of control
no one there.. nothing to grab hold
reaching and reaching still i try
Damnit !!! why wont my heart die ?

desperately i search my soul one last time..
before i make the decision to live or die

exhausted.. so very tired i cannot sleep
all these things in my head
I dont want to think!!
Surrendering.. i fall to my knees
begging.. praying.. for just a moment of peace

ive lost my mind.. this pain i cannot release...
there is no hope for me....
at last i sleep.

thinking back on the love we shared...
i wonder now if you ever cared
i loved you completely.... with all my passion and soul...
now it seems your love for me was so empty and cold

asking... how can a love like this grow?

At the end of this journey, i have learned
what i had with you.. is not the love i yearn

at last i confess... all along you were right
we werent meant to be...i end this fight
i begin my life again with one final thought of you....
Im glad you went away.... one year ago today.

title of midi on page:  Fable