REQUISITION FORM C98(01) - STORY


Title: LADY of the NiGHT
Author: Griddlebone
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Lilith hasn't struck me down for taking liberties with Her, so I guess She's okay with this...*G*


ONE

Mr. Roarke stood in front of the mirror, knotting his tie absently. Most of the guests were already awake and he reviewed the progression of their fantasies, double checking his schedule. He let his mind expand to encompass the island, finding Harry and Ariel already in place. But something was wrong...by the time he found Cal at the radio, he already knew what. The plane was coming in. Midweek.

Outside, Cal met Roarke on the lawn. "Boss -"

"I know, Cal, thank you."

But in truth he didn't. No-one had told him to expect a "special" visitor.

"Boss? You want me to come with you?"

Roarke looked critically at his employee. "Why not?"

The passenger deplaned gracefully, a lushly curvaceous woman with skin the color of smoky quartz, long wavy blue-black hair and obsidian eyes. She wore white silk harem pants and matching midriff-baring top. A band of silver around her neck was her only jewelry. She was beautiful, in an unearthly way. When her eyes met Roarke's, he felt an intense wave of sexual desire, and narrowed his eyes suspiciosly, even as he felt himself inclined to step forward. She blinked slowly, obviously and the feeling passed.

"Lilith, I presume."

Cal's mouth gaped. "The Lilith? The", he swallowed, "succubus?"

She smiled slowly. "Daemon. If you please." Her voice was as smoky as her complexion.

"D-d-d-demon?" Cal stuttered.

"D, A, E," she spelled, "Same pronunciation, different meaning." She turned her attention back to Roarke. "Mr. Roarke? I was told you would greet me."

Roarke, wary, turned and gestured toward the hotel. "I wasn't told anything."

The daemon laughed as they walked, "And this surprises you?"

"I don't suppose you're here for a vacation."

She laughed again, with a trace of bitterness. "Alas, no."


Lilith
Cal watched, half terrified, half fascinated, as Lilith signed the guest book and took her key. "May I carry your bag Ma'am?

One pencil thin black brow arched questioningly but she surrendered the bag to him.

"Lilith, your timing is difficult. I have duties to attend so if you don't need to speak with me immediately?"

The daemon nodded graciously. "As I'll be staying a few days or so, I have preparations to make, special diet, you know." She winked at Cal, who blushed and stuttered incoherently.

Roarke shook his head warningly at her and vanished.

Immediately Lilith dropped the vamp act. "Cal? I need a few things...."


At lunch time, Lilith was nowhere to be found. So Roarke took the time to have a staff meeting. "Is she really a succubus, you know, eating souls and ... so on?" Harry asked, trailing off at the end.

Sharp blue eyes pinned Harry momentarily. "No. She is a daemon, a entirely different sort of being."

"What exactly is the difference between a demon and a d-a-e mon?" Cal asked.

Roarke smiled thinly. "A d-a-e mon works for both sides."

"Both sides?" Ariel was startled. "What does she do for *them*?" She pointed up.

Roarke shrugged.

"Who is she working for now?" Ariel asked.

"Only she can say. Whether she will or not...."

"Um....Boss? If she's not a succubus, um, what exactly does she do?"

"She....tests people. It is said that if one succumbs to her charms, one fails the test. It is also said that is how to pass."


By sunset, Roarke still had not seen nor heard anything of Lilith. Somehow this worried him more than having her constantly underfoot would have - at least he would have known what she was doing.

He went into his office and closed the doors before looking into his scrying glass. Lilith was in the back of the gardens, where the line between cultivated and wild was particularly fuzzy. She was standing statue still in front of what used to be a pitted stone bench. On the bench was a brass bowl, and an unlit candle. What was she waiting for? How long had she been standing there? He was about to wave away the seeing, when she moved. His hand froze and then returned to the side of the glass. He watched her move outward from the bench in a spiral to describe a circle, then retrace her steps to the bench and repeat it from the opposite direction. A shift of his vision showed she was using the raw magick of the island to weave what most resembled a giant DNA model.

She stood still a moment and spoke aloud. "Thus I reconnect to my source, in my name," her voice was ironic, "Nameless it shall stand, nameless it shall be, lest someone, somewhere, remembers me." She held up her right hand, fingers splayed, blue fire springing from the tips. With great care shelit the candle and the contents of the brass bowl, which appeared to be incense. She then extinguished her hand and breathed deeply, eyes closed. "I'm going to pay for this" she murmured.

Roarke again moved to clear the glass, and again paused, for the moment she stepped out of the 'nameless' place, she collapsed, as if in great pain. He frowned. There was more going on here than met the eye.



Lilith walked into the hotel calmly, not feeling much the better for having finally eaten. She didn't understand why she had been punished, she needed sustenance like any living thing, and she couldn't help that she'd no connection in this place, it was Outside. But it was done, at least tomorrow she could eat without pain.

Now. Where was Roarke?


TWO

"Let me make this perfectly clear. I don't like unannounced visitors and I don't trust you. What are you here for?"

Lilith stared evenly at Roarke. "I have a job to do. Fortunately it requires neither your liking nor your trust. You are being tested."

"I? By whom? For what?"

"I am not at liberty to say."

"So I am to be the object of your intentions," his face mirrored his distaste.

She favored him with a slow, feline smile, and stood up. "Was there anything else?"

Roarke sat back in his chair and steepled his fingers thoughtfully. "What were you doing in the garden?"

Making a connection to the land, so that I could ... eat."

"Do you always collapse after ... eating?"

Her left hand drifted up to touch her necklace. "No."

Roarke remained thoughtful after she left pondering the unanswered questions. Who was Lilith working for? What effect would pass or failure of the test have? If he was to be tested, why didn't she use the 'look' she'd used on the dock? Why would someone with such a well-known, if undesirable, reputation say, 'lest someone remembers me'?


They nearly ran into each other in the morning. Roarke was on his way to meet a guest, Lilith on her way back to the hotel, after breakfast, he assumed. Did she eat the smoke or the scent?

She was dressed in a swirl of gypsy silks, looking like a vagrant butterfly her dark hair was tied at the top of her head with a gold ribbon, then fell behind her left ear and over her shoulder. Her skirts kept moving forward after she halted abruptly, several inches away from him. She took a step back and curtsied. "Your pardon." And she was gone before he could say a word.

Roarke was annoyed that she seemed to be avoiding him, rather than pursuing this testing, but on the other hand, he really didn't have the time to deal with her. Several fantasies were reaching the "crisis" point, where the participants realized that maybe they'd made a mistake.


After refusing to terminate one guest's fantasy, Roarke pulled Ariel aside. "Can you find the time to talk to Lilith today?"
Roarke and Ariel

"Me?!? About what?"

"About her delaying of this ... test. She doesn't need to know I sent you."

Ariel's expression was one of a woman greatly put upon, but she said simply, "As you wish."

"That's my girl," Roarke said absently, his mind already turned to the next guest.

Ariel rolled her eyes and sighed. If patience was indeed a virtue, she was getting virtuous quickly.

Lilith was sitting at the white cast-iron table outside the hotel where Ariel and Roarke frequently breakfasted. As if expecting her, Ariel thought, for she knew Lilith did not eat in the conventional way. Oddly enough, Lilith looked up and said mildly, "You're late."

"Late? You were expecting me? But Roarke said-" the shapeshifter broke off, aware that she'd just said what she wasn't supposed to.

"Roarke, eh?", Lilith grinned.

"He wants to know why you're not ... actively pursuing him."

"Disappointed, is he?" Lilith grinned.

Annoyance flashed in Ariel's eyes. "It doesn't take a genuis to see the mutual attraction."

The daemon sat back and folded her hands thoughtfully. "Neither does it take one to see you have a vested interest in our Mr. Roarke. So why are you here, talking to me?"

"Passion is transitory Love is eternal" Ariel leaned forward as if to impart a great secret, "You want his body, I want his heart."

Lilith also leaned forward. "Trophy hunting, are you, dear?"

Shocked and infuriated, Ariel grabbed the dark woman by her necklace, dragging her halfway across the table as she stood up. "You dare!" she hissed. But her fury drained quickly. The necklace was cold, colder than cold, and Lilith's face was eerily expressionless. Meeting those eyes was like staring into a starless night. Ariel dropped her gaze and tried to release the icy necklace, but her fingers were too cold to move.

Lilith cradled the pale hand with both of her own, gently loosening it. Ariel still couldn't feel it. Slowly the dark lady raised Ariel's hand to her mouth, kissing the fingers lightly and blowing, as if to kindle a spark to a flame.

Ariel snatched her hand back Lilith laughed softly and walked away. The shapeshifter wanted to just let her go, but she'd still learned nothing about her. "Wait!" she called.

Lilith turned, one eyebrow raised questioningly.

"What are you really?"

"I am not human, I am not 'good', I am not 'evil'. That makes me a daemon."

"You define yourself by what you are not?"

The daemon's hand rose to stroke the necklace. Obviously she didn't feel the coldness of it. "There is nothing else left."

Ariel let her go. She'd learned all she was going to, for now anyway.


THREE

"Harry."

"Yes, Mr. Roarke?"

"You're something of a scholar, yes? I'd like you to do a little research on our guest."

"Sir?" Harry wasn't sure he'd heard correctly. Permission to use the library? "Uh, where should I start?"

"Mythology, demonology. Staff meeting this evening, I want to hear from you then. Here," he tossed a large, old-fashioned skeleton key to his employee. "Oh, Harry, see the decoration on that key?"

Harry held it up. A small wrought iron eye looked back at him. "Yes."

"Keep to the task at hand."


The sun was a glowing ball of fire, slowly being extinguished by the ocean, even as the ocean burned orange. Ariel saw the daemon sitting sitting on the rocks by the sea, staring into the glowing deeps. There was still an hour until the staff meeting, should she try again to learn something? She walked soundlessly down to the sea. Lilith remained unmoving.

"What are you waiting for?" Ariel asked, soft as the wind.

"A sign"

The sun sank beneath the waves and Lilith undid her hair with an automatic motion, brushing it out into a long curtain. Her gaze moved from ocean to sky. The stars winked into visibility as she brought a sparkling net from the folds of her gypsy skirts and draped it over her hair.

In the darkness, Ariel could still see/sense a feeling of sadness and loss. Then it was gone and Lilith stood up. "Please excuse me."

An owl flew ahead of her towards the gardens.


"So what do we know about Lilith today that we didn't know yesterday?"

"She wasn't always a daemon," Ariel said, drawing a startled look from Harry.

"What was she?" he asked.

"She won't say. And that necklace of hers is cold, unnaturally cold."

"How did you find that out?"Roake wanted to know.

Ariel had already worked out the answer to this one: "I have my ways, " she said, smiling mysteriously. Then she described Lilith's actions on the beach.

Harry looked incredulous. "Precisely as the sun set, as the stars come out?"

"I guess so, yes. Why?"

Harry glanced down at his sheaf of papers. "There isn't much available on the subject of Lilith," he began, "although it seems there used to be. Much of the material seems to have been destroyed or secreted away. What remains is myth, legend, tales passed on orally and much embroidered,"

"Yes, yes, Harry. We understand" Roarke said impatiently.

He cleared his throat and looked at the papers again. "Well, according to what I could discover, she used to be a goddess. Four thousand years ago, so the stories go, she was Lilith, winged goddess of the Night, patron of Mothers, of independent women. Goddess of wisdom, of secrets, of magic and healing. Her symbols were the Owl of Wisdom and the Lion of Strength.

"The story we are most familiar with is Lilith as the first woman, who infuriated Adam and God by refusing to lie beneath Adam. She held firm in her defiance. God's response to this declaration of sexual independence - portending fathers with teenage daughters down the centuries - was 'Out, Get out of the Garden of Eden'. So Lilith was banished. She flew away and lived in the caves by the Red Sea, where she coupled with daemons, presumably in any position she wished."

Ariel snickered, and Roarke cleared his throat warningly.

"It wasn't until medieval times that she was reputed as a succubus and soul eater," Harry looked at Ariel. "There is a folk tale that night fall is caused by Lilith letting down her hair, the stars are the jewels she decorates it with."

"You're not suggesting....?"

"Of course not," he scowled, "but it is an interesting coincidence." He turned to Roarke. "I also found out that in ancient Babylon, scented candles and incense were burned, and fragrant spices and herbs were offered in the temples in the belief that the gods consumed the scent."

"Well, that's what she eats does that mean she's a goddess?" Cal finally spoke, only to have three heads turn to him.

"You know for certain she eats scent?" Roarke asked quietly.

"Well, yeah. She told me, you know, after she checked in. She wanted a tour of the kitchens and the herb gardens and stuff said that daemons didn't eat like humans....um, maybe she said mortals."

"Did she say anything else?"

Cal frowned, trying to remember. "When we went thru the gardens I said it must be a feast to her, and she said it was like tasting something then spitting it out, instead of swallowing. She said it had to be offered to her, before she could, you know, get anything out of it."

Roarke steepled his fingers thoughtfully. "Thank you all. Good work, people."

Harry and Cal exchanged a look and left quickly, while he was still in a good mood. Ariel lingered a moment, then left as well.


FOUR

At the crack of dawn, Lilith went to the stone bench to light the sweet-scented candle and the herb incense. A fresh bunch of flowers lay there, and she smiled, drawing deeply of the scent. Cal brought her a small bunch every morning, and the gesture touched her. She moved the candle to one side and the bowl to the other, and sat on the bench, holding the flowers in her hands. Two down, two to go.

She extinguised the candle and incense, and carried the flowers to her room, to put in water. When the hotel had emptied, she carried a sketch pad downstairs and sat, watching Harry through slitted eyes. She absently pencilled various perspectives of the lobby, until Harry's tiding up brought him near her.

"You draw well, madam."

"Thank you, Harry. The key is observation."
Harry

After a brief hesitation, he asked, "Are you really a goddess?"

She looked up sharply. "Where would you get an idea like that?"

"Books..."

"That's an idea I'd appreciate if you kept to yourself."

"But I've already...." he trailed off, looking at her in a new light. "You are. My god, you are."

"I was," she corrected, then winced. One hand moved to rub at her necklace.

"Are you okay?"

"Fine."

Harry looked at her keenly. "Which side are you working for?"

Lilith looked at him, and smiled wryly. "Here's a secret, Harry. There's only one side." She finished the sentence with a strangled sound, and bent her head under the pain.

"Madam? Lilith? Can I get you anything? Aspirin? Water? The infirmary?"

Lilith took a deep breath as the pain eased. "Thank you Harry, it's just a passing thing."

Harry sat down beside her, gingerly. "It comes and goes?"

Lilith's face darkened, in sorrow or anger, he couldn't tell. But she said nothing, and the expression passed, too. After a long moment, Harry made up his mind. "Come down to the garden I have something for you."

The daemon was startled, "What? For me? Why?"

Curious, she went with him. He led her back to the stone bench where she 'ate'. He pulled out a bag from behind a wild-looking rhododendrum. "This is for you."

She opened the bag, but could smell the vanilla pods before she saw them. Her eyes closed as she savored the scent the daemon equivalent of Godiva chocolate. "Thank you," she breathed, then opened her eyes. "Why?" she repeated.

Harry was looking at her with a speculative expression. "Curiousity mostly. To see which parts of what I read might be true."

Lilith laughed incredulously. "I see. And what did those books say about vanilla?"

He flushed and looked away and Lilith became all vamp, sidling over to him. She took a pod dropped the bag. Crushed the vanilla in her hands she rubbed one hand on her throat, "For an offering of vanilla, gold or Tyrien dye," she began, as if quoting, " the priestesses of Lilith would dance, and channel the goddess, allowing male worshippers knowledge of the Dark Lady. Women preferred a husband who had been to the temple, for he learned there what pleased Lilith's daughters most." As she spoke she coiled around Harry, who stood frozen.

She leaned against him, eyes half closed and as their lips met, she collapsed with a shriek of pain.

Harry felt a mixture of relief and disappointment, overlaid immediately by concern. He knelt beside her. "Lilith?"

"Go away, Harry. He's here," she gasped.

"He? Who?"

"For you life, Harry. Go away."

"I can't leave you like this," he insisted.

"I can't die, you can. Go, please."

Harry left, but reluctantly. He looked back to see Lilith drag herself to her feet and walk, slowly at first then more quickly, toward the interior of the garden.


Ariel was sitting in the rose arbour, about to return to the hotel when she heard Lilith's voice: "Morganstern! What are you doing here? You'll skew the test!"

"I think you're already skewing it. What are you playing at, Lilith?" It was a man's voice, deep and musical.

"I don't play." Lilith's voice was taut with anger.

"Then hurry up, and be done with it. You've been slipping badly since you got here, and I think it's on purpose"

"Oh yes, I just love your little taps." Sarcasm tinged with fear?

"Careful, Lilith. I know you prefer it to my lovemaking," his voice become a caress, "I can make you loathe yourself, for enjoying what I can do to you."

Lilith gasped, then hissed, "Morganstern. I swear, when I am myself once more, I will hunt you down and rend you, limb from radiant limb." Her voice broke off in a strangled cry and Ariel heard her run off.

Through her mind she kept hearing, 'The enemy of my enemy is my friend'. She went around the rose hedge. "Mr. Morganstern?" she stopped. Before her stood the most beautiful man she'd ever seen. He was tall and golden, his hair curling softly around a face that might have been sculpted marble. His eyes were the blue sky. He was dressed in a loose white shirt, open at the throat, and black, close-fitting pants. He looked at her enquiringly, his gaze raking her from head to toe. She blushed and swallowed. "I'm, that is, my name is Ariel."

"Yes?" he said softly, smiling slightly.

Ariel stared a moment, before collecting herself. "Lilith. You want her off this island. So do I. I'll do whatever you want," she colored at her own words, "if you get her out of here."

Morganstern stroked his perfect chin thoughtfully. "Is Roarke attracted to that ... being?"

She nodded stiffly.

The answering smile almost blinded her. "Here's what has to be done, then."

He whispered in her ear, reasonable words, underscored by the warmth of his breath.

"Deal?" Morganstern offered a perfect hand.

"Deal."

He took her hand to his mouth, she felt something sharp as he kissed it gently, but surely she imagined it. It never occured to her to wonder who he was. The enemy of my enemy is my friend.


FIVE

the curséd rose"Ariel? Were you in the rose garden?"

"Why do you ask, Harry?"

He pointed to a dark bead of dried blood on her hand.

"I guess I must have pricked myself, " she said absently and brushed the crimson speck away.


The sun set on another day. Ariel, unusually quiet, vanished after supper. Harry went to stand at the entrance to the kitchens, facing the back of the gardens. Cal was there already. "She's a goddess," said Cal simply.

"She's not, not anymore."

Cal looked at Harry. "Yes, she is. And you know it, too," he said, then walked away, leaving the night to his friend. Harry was about to leave as well, when he had the sudden feeling he was not alone.

"Hello. Aren't you going to thank me?" A deep, smooth voice came out of the night.

"Thank you?" he asked, feeling disoriented.

"You're welcome," the voice was lightly mocking. "I saved you from the awful clutches of the daemon Lilith."

"Ah. You've come to kill me, then?" a part of Harry marvelled at his own composure, but this whole thing had an air of unreality.

"Is that what she told you? I'm hurt. I'm Lilith's ... supervisor. What she was about to do with you." the voice paused sadly. " A grave infraction of the rules. If you so much as think a lustful thought towards her, I'll -"

"Kill me?"

"She is not for you!" the unknown man hissed.

Then the unseen presence was gone, Harry was once more alone among the shadows. Reality came crashing back and he sagged against the door jamb. What the hell was that all about?


Roarke sat in the silence of the night and reviewed what had happened on his island that day - not the things to do with the guests, those had been foremost, those had been dealt with. No, he looked at the other things, which his conscious mind had set into memory for later. Harry and Lilith - the things Harry *hadn't* said in his report. Lilith and this mysterious Morganstern, who showed up out of nowhere, a very bad sign. Ariel and Morganstern. Worse, because he could not see into either of their minds. And nobody was talking to Roarke.

And becuse his attention was on Harry, Lilith, Morganstern, et al, his attention was drawn from memory to here and now: Cal and Harry discussing Lilith at the back door Morganstern and Harry.

The beautiful starry night was now completely gone. Thunder rumbled threateningly. Roarke was irate. Lilith was down at the end of the gardens. With a snap of his fingers, so was he.


Lilith was sitting on the ground, her chin resting on the bench, drunk on the heady scents of roses, vanilla, beeswax and sage.

"Lilith"

"Roarke," her voice was slurred and lazy. "Go away."

"No." Roarke walked into the circle and moved the candle over by the incense bowl. He sat beside her head, looking down at her closed eyes, expressionless face. "Harry and Cal both think you're some kind of goddess Cal is in awe of you, Harry is taken by your vulnerability. Ariel - I have no idea what you've done to her. And who is Morganstern?"

"Don't speak that name, don't even think it. "

"Dammit, Lilith! I want answers, not more verbal fencing."

Lilith half opened her eyes, her expression hard. "I can't give you answers, Roarke. Don't ask the s-s-", she winced, and forced out: "servant."

"Then which side are you working for, so I know where to get answers."

"There's only one -" she choked and sat back, bending her head down to hide her face. She pointed up.

Her response caught him off-guard. "You're kidding."

She looked up, her face still shadowed with pain. "I spoke not a word."

Roarke's anger was fading fast, becoming confusion, then slowly dawning realization. Things were starting to add up, random phrases came together in his head - "not always a daemon" "necklace is cold" "a goddess" the way her hand moved to the necklace every time someone asked a hard question the way she rubbed at it now, as if it were the source of her pain. "You're a -"

Lilith placed a finger over his lips. "Don't say it."

He reached down to touch the necklace, and withdrew his fingers quickly. It was cold. "That's it, isn't it?" He shuddered involuntarily - he'd thought his lot was bad. "We need to talk. Is there a time or place we can do that?"

"Not that I know of. I can never predict when I'll be ... alone."

Roarke was thinking: Ariel and Morganstern. "I think I can arrange it," he said.


SIX

But the next day, Ariel was nowhere to be seen. The plane was leaving that morning, giving the islanders 24 hours grace before the next influx. But meanwhile, Roarke didn't have time to hunt up Ariel.

Ariel was, in fact, pondering how to carry out Morganstern's wishes. She wasn't sure why she had agreed to do this, but felt...compelled to keep her word. The best way was to follow Lilith, for at some point Roarke was going to come looking for Ariel, and if Ariel was with Lilith... So she practiced two of the four most difficult transformations in her repertoire - the Elements. These were difficult to form and even more difficult to hold, for the forms tended to want to merge with the greater element - Air into the air, and so on. And if that happened - no more Ariel. The fact that she could become Air, Water, Earth or Fire, was her little secret. But she knew of no other way to do this.

So an invisible Air elemental followed Lilith from the makeshift altar in the garden to the beach. And when Lilith lifted the long skirts of her white sleeveless dress to wade into the shallows, a shimmer unseen by the daemon marked the transformation of Air to Water. Water was harder to resist than air Ariel clung to Lilith's ankle and oddly found strength from the contact.


Lilith was wading, knee deep, along the shoreline. Once she'd been able to be the ocean. For over two thousand years, she'd been reduced to a dabbler. She missed it. The waves came in stronger as she rounded a point and she pulled her skirt higher, looping the length over her arm. She considered going for a swim. Sometimes, if she let her mind go perfectly empty, she could almost sense the life in it. It irked her to no end that many humans had more psychic sense than she did, or at least, could use.

It was the body form, of course. It was designed for one thing. She'd used it to try to convince ... she stopped and her free hand pressed against her heart, feeling agony from within, for a change. He had done this to her. He, once her solace, now her keeper.


Ariel, being Water, element of emotions, and attached to Lilith's ankle, could feel what the daemon was feeling, but couldn't understand why. Sorrow, heartbreak, anger. All affected the way she moved. At least she'd be able to tell when Roarke arrived without having to let go, and possibly lose herself. Why was she doing this?


Lilith hated it here, so much wild magic, it called up too many memories long squelched. And this job! Although walking around making people drop at her feet with "the Look" was no longer the method of choice for her masters, this was even more ambiguous than most. 'Interact' she'd been instructed. Except physically. Which was probably why Morganstern was so very nasty when she'd tried to grant Harry's boon. This assignment didn't seem to be so much a test as a taking of measure. More like what would have been done in her time - without a slave.

Movement from the corner of her eye made her stop and turn, at least from the waist. Roarke? What was he doing here? He looked equally puzzled. "Have you seen Ariel?" he called.

Lilith took one step to the side, and the next wave swamped her, depositing her on her posterior, chin-deep in water. She sputtered, and heard Roarke laugh. At least until she stood up and staggered out of the water. It took her a minute to realize why he was looking at her so intently. But her loose white dress was no longer loose, and somewhat less than white. Lilith, being Lilith, couldn't help but grin.


Ariel moved from Water to Air and darted back to her room, where she collapsed, exhausted and feeling tainted. While she had no problem with Roarke amusing himself with whatever warm body he chose - in fact, she felt the more of these meaningless assignations, the faster he would come to realize that something more might be more satisfying. And here she'd be - and she certainly enjoyed warm bodies herself. But this, arranging it, seemed so ... tawdry. Perhaps a shower would help. At least she'd done what Morganstern wanted with both he and Lilith gone, things would get back to normal. Unthinkingly she rubbed her hand where Morganstern had kissed her.

About to turn thought into action, Ariel was surprised by the knock on her door, and dismayed to hear Roarke asking, "Ariel? Are you there?" If he was here, he wasn't with Lilith. And she still owed Morganstern. She couldn't do this again, Lilith would go when the test was done, and that would be good enough. She had to tell Morganstern the deal was off. She rubbed her hand again.

"Ariel? Can I see you in my office?"

"Be right down."

"Are you feeling alright?" He asked as she entered his office.

"Yes. Just a little distracted lately. Things. You know."

He looked at her speculatively. "What did Lilith do to you?"

"Lilith? Nothing, why?"

Roarke paused again. "That necklace? It's a slave collar."

"S-s-slave?" Ariel was completely taken aback, "Nobody's a slave anymore!"

"These are not human beings we're dealing with here, Ariel. Things are happening here beyond my control and I don't like it. I want answers and to get them I need to talk to Lilith without her ... supervisor, Morganstern, hanging around, visible or otherwise."

"Morganstern!"

"You know him?" he asked mildly, staring at her fixedly.

She looked down, "We met. I didn't know she was his slave." She closed her eyes. Lilith was a slave. Not acting of her free will. Under compulsion. Compulsion. Oh damn.

"She isn't. He's her keeper, her supervisor," he peered at Ariel, who was rubbing at her hand and shivering. "Is something wrong, Ariel?"

Yes! she wanted to say, but felt compelled to say, "N-no."

"Can you distract him? For about half an hour?"

The shapeshifter tried very hard not to gape. "Distract him? Morganstern? How?"

Roarke paused. "This is important, Ariel, but don't do anything you don't want to."

Ariel suspected she may have traded that luxury unthinkingly. She nodded, for now she really wanted to break the deal with Lilith's beautiful keeper.


SEVEN

It wasn't until Ariel had left Roarke's office that she realized she had no idea how to find Morganstern. She went back to the interior of the garden, where she met him before. It was quiet, warm. The air was heavy with the scent of roses, and insects hummed in the tropical heat.uh-oh

"Morganstern?" she called softly.

No reply.

"Morganstern!"

He appeared, looking vaguely annoyed. As before, Ariel was stunned by his beauty. He seemed to glow with a light of his own. "Do all modern women summon like harridans?"

Ariel blinked, felt a flash of annoyance herself. "Pardon me, I'm unfamiliar with summoning ... whatever you are."
Morning Star

He smiled then, and Ariel felt the same vertigo... with an effort she pulled herself together.

"You wanted me?" He asked, his voice soft, melodious and full of possibilities.

And Ariel was surprised to find that, in spite of everything, she did. She paused, making sure she was under her own will, and said, "Now that you mention it...."

He positively glowed beatific, and reached out to gently stroke her cheek. His touch was like ice, like fire.

"I am a shapeshifter, " she said with difficulty, "if you have a preference...?" Ariel shifted to a couple of popular figure types, and on impulse tried out Lilith - minus the slave collar. Morganstern's expression immediately stopped her there. She tried out Lilith's saucy smile and Lilith's stance. His eyes seemed to see something very distant and Ariel at the same time, and he moved his hand from her cheek, down her throat, pausing where the real Lilith wore her collar, and continuing downward.

With instincts honed by being a fantasy facilitator, she guessed Morganstern's fantasy was to have Lilith, of her free will. Ariel smiled again, this would qualify as 'distracting'.


...As a shapeshifter, she took it as a compliment to her skills when a man called her by another woman's name...


"Ariel"

The sweet honey whisper of his voice returned her to her senses, and she opened her eyes, surprised to see they were still in the gardens, standing embraced. She would have moved back but he tightened his hold. The sun had moved about two hours across the sky.

"Be yourself."

She shifted, and he lowered his radiant face to hers. "Morganstern," she stopped him, "about our deal."

He raised his head and loosened his grip. "Yes?"

"I, well, I've changed my mind."

He released her completely then, and looked sorrowful, "You have no idea how many times I hear that. But you, you should know that you should be careful what you ask for."

Ariel looked abashed, very aware that she should have been.

"What would Roarke say, if a ... guest told him that he'd changed his mind, wanted out?"

She sighed deeply. "What if I just won't?"

Morganstern's smile then was just as brilliant, and yet somehow chilling. "You will." And he disappeared in a blinding flash of light.

Ariel rubbed at her hand in consternation.


Lilith couldn't remember the last time she hadn't felt Morganstern about in some degree or another. As her keeper, it seemed he was always somewhere on the edge of her awareness. But then, Roarke was a man who made people's fantasies come true. She fingered her collar idly and wondered if he could make that disappear. The rock outcropping on the beach was shady and the breeze from the sea cool. Day, particularly tropical days, were not her element.

"Are you ... alone?"

"Yes. May I ask how-?"

Roarke waved the matter aside. "I don't know how much time we have, so best to speak quickly. How did you become a slave, and whose? Why are you here? "

She sighed and sat down, under the shade of a rock. "Well, you are familiar with mythology? Once the old gods held sway over the Earth. We were 'born' when the Earth was born, we will die when it passes. In many ways, we are the Earth. But all things change, it is the nature of the Universe. Our time of dominance was ending. We prepared places, deep within the Earth, to live, to nurture, to simply be until our time should come again.

"We did not know who or what was to come after us, our best oracles could see only Light. And when they came, some of us couldn't believe it. They were not of the Earth, you see. But all things belong to the Universe.

"Now, many of the Old Ones are twinned or mated, in Balance. But to preserve/insure Change, there were anomalies, those of us who were ... singular. I was one of those."

"You belong," Roarke's mouth curled in disgust at the word, " to this ... new order? How?"

Lilith sighed again and stared out at the sea. "I told you that I ... work on the side of the Shining Ones."

"You also said there was only one side, what does that mean? And where does Morganstern fit in? He doesn't seem exactly ... representative of, what you call the Shining Ones."

"Morganstern, " she said softly. "He isn't one of Them, you know, he is, or at least was, one of us. He was an anomaly, too. Being singular like that, it's a very lonely thing." She stopped abruptly.

"You took solace in each other."

Solace. She closed her eyes, swaying a little, then drew a deep, shaky breath. "He was our gentle Star, reassuring, protective. He saw their Light and he wanted - oh, I don't know what he wanted. To keep going, to be of service, to not hide away in the Earth. To be like them, for all I know. He went to them. And we thought he was foolish and waited for him to come back to us. When he didn't, I was sent to bring him back. I chose this form, " she gestured down her body, "because it was one of our games, to cram ourselves into tiny mortal forms and pretend to be human.

"They delight in tests, you know."

Roarke raised an eyebrow at the change of subject.

"I think I was Morning Star's test. He led me to the Light, oh yes. And this lovely trinket he placed on me with his own hands. His stewardship of me, I could never discover if it was his reward or punishment. Considering what they did to him, I think he failed."

"What did they do?" Roarke asked, but he was thinking, Morning Star?

"They demonized me, yes? They did worse to him. He has a reputation far blacker than mine and as little deserved, though his hands are hardly pristine," she smiled bitterly. "He tests people, too, you see."

"And what am I being tested for?"

Lilith shrugged, "I am the instrument, not the song. But haven't you realized yet it's not just you?"

He frowned, "You said -"

"I said, 'you are being tested', I never said 'you alone'. And as for the other ... matter, this is a 'hands-off' test, which is why Morganstern was so ticked about Harry's little offering."

Roarke rubbed his forehead tiredly. This was all very interesting, no doubt, but didn't clarify a whole hell of a lot. He was already being punished, what could further testing prove or disprove? But slavery! The idea appalled him. "How can you be freed?"

She looked at him. "If I said that was my fantasy, could you make it go away? Forever?"

He concentrated. He snapped his fingers. Nothing happened. "I can't touch it."

Lilith wilted a little, "Figures. I don't know then. I think only They can do it. Maybe Morganstern."

There was a long silence. "If there's only one side, why are we told there's two?"

She smiled thinly, "If They are the Shining Ones, then who are we? The Old Ones, the Earth-bound, under-ground?" It was only a partial truth and Roarke seemed to know to it.

"If there's a way, we'll find it."

Lilith waved it off. "Just do what you do. It isn't so very bad, really," she lied.

Roarke left her in the shade, not looking like a believer.


When the heat began to go out of the day and the sun was not so brilliant, Lilith made her way to the gardens. She had a room in the hotel, yes, and she bathed and dressed in it. But the room was vacant more often than not. She seldom went by the front of the hotel, but today she did. The building was delicate, deserted, carrying the air, if not the appearance, of a ghost town. It seemed forlorn and sad. Lilith shook her head gently. So much raw magic here, it created all kinds of fancies.

She rounded the front corner, and walked down the side of the building. One could find the gardens blindfolded, she thought and closed her eyes once that had seemed funny to her, and she'd taken human form just to be able to not see.

"Lady? er...majesty?"

Lilith opened her eyes, startled. "Cal?"

He looked down at the ground, shuffling his feet. "um, afternoon, your grace."

"What are you -?" Her eyes narrowed, and she used one finger to lift his chin - but he kept his eyes downcast.

"Sorry, I don't know what to call a, a, a goddess."

"'Goddess' is a rather heavily freighted word. My name suffices, then and now. Look at me."

He did.

"I know what you're doing and why, Cal. I warn you - don't build the pedestal too high or I'll be forced to remind you just how earthy I am." She smiled suggestively, trailing her finger along his jawline before stepping away with a low laugh.

"La- , um, Lilith?" he called after her.

She turned, one eyebrow raised in question.

"There were no...prayers?"

A mocking look crossed her face. "'Oh gracious Lady of the Night, hidden now by Morning's Light..." she stopped with a grimace and rubbed at her collar, "Doesn't matter anymore." Her voice was bitter. She took one more step and turned again. "What would you say, Cal? If someone asked you why you put flowers on my altar?"

"You're a -"
Cal

"Not good enough. I mean, so what? One of my ... sisters is a great believer that one should know oneself, must know oneself, if one is to be true to oneself. She takes, took, great delight in pointing out the truths people hide from themselves. I always tried to be more subtle, at least in that regard," she laughed.

"So?"

"So, think about it."

Cal met her eyes of his own accord, somewhat suspiciously. "Is this gonna affect how long I stay here?"

Lilith gave him a long, measuring look. "Excellent, " she whispered and vanished into the gardens.


EIGHT

The island's library was, from the outside, a small, 'Victorian cottage' garden shed. Inside was the Library at Alexandria, considerably augmented in the sixteen-hundred odd years since it had been here. From the Dead Sea Scrolls to the latest works by Michio Kaku and Stephen Hawking, from Aristophanes to Andrew Lloyd Webber - plus all the 400,000 original papyrus and parchment scrolls and codices - none of it indexed.

Roarke, with time on his hands - if only for a little while - had made it a mini crusade to find the key that would unlock Lilith's collar. Certain that this was the test, he was driving his staff crazy. Harry and Ariel sat amidst heaps of books and scrolls, which Cal had brought to them, while Roarke paced back and forth, hoping for an epiphany.

"Why don't you just ask Lilith?" Ariel suggested, frustration coloring her voice. uh-oh

"She says she doesn't know."

"Sir, if we just knew what we were looking for," Harry said, tiredly, rubbing at his eyes.

Cal dropped off another pile of paper. "This is the last of the Sumeria pile. What else, boss?"

Roarke said nothing for a moment. "That will be all for the moment, Cal. Oh, you can take back some of the ones Harry and Ariel are finished with."

Cal rolled his eyes, as both passed him thick stacks.

Ariel jumped up from the paper strewn table as a thought crossed her mind. As far as freeing Lilith went, it was a pretty lame idea, but if she could get Roarke to buy it... She shuddered a little, feeling something alien in her mind chuckling. Was it really her idea? "What if-"

"What if what? Ariel, if you have an idea, I'd like to hear it."

Ariel tried clenching her teeth, but couldn't stop herself from saying, "Well, this body she's trapped in, it's very, um, sensitive, right? And this was a key to her 'service' in the name of the Light? So what if, what if it just takes someone who comes to her independently, under his own free will?"

Roarke shook his head, dismissively, then paused to reconsider: She'd said it was a 'hands-off' test, which meant she wasn't to use 'the Look' for testing. But Morganstern had stopped Lilith from accepting Harry's freely made offer. And threatened Harry against trying it again. Perhaps there was something here.


Ariel stumbled leaving the library, blaming the lateness of the hour. She felt ill, the particular illness that comes when one doesn’t like oneself very much. In her mind she could hear Morganstern, and she didn’t know if it was really him or her guilty conscience.

It was only a whisper of the deep, melodious voice she knew, and for that she was grateful. Alone, it had none of the impact his physical presence had. Remembering how she’d ‘distracted’ him, she shivered, appalled to realize that she’d do it again in a second, if the chance arose.

Ariel felt a desperate need to make atonement, a need for absolution. But how could she get it? Who would grant her anything, so long as Morganstern directed her thoughts/actions?

At the hotel, instead of her room, she went to the kitchen to see what she could find. Cinnamon, cloves, honey. She warmed the honey, thinned it with rum, seasoned it with cloves and put the cinnamon stick in. It smelled delicious to her. She took it out, down to Lilith’s bench. Altar. She lit the candle, now hardly more than a stub, and the incense. “I’m sorry,“ she said, and put the fragrant concoction on the stone. She hesitated, then walked away, leaving the candle burning. Lilith would be coming to see who made offering.


NINE

Lilith was under the moon, hiding from herself or the others, she did not know. But her nose informed her that offerings were being made at her altar. Odd time of day for that. She began walking toward it, curious. Halfway there, the candle was snuffed, the incense extinguished. She paused a moment before continuing. There was something else... Just before the altar came into line of sight, she could smell beeswax again.

Her mouth fell open. Roarke? But why? And who had been here before?

“What are you doing?” she asked, more sharply than she intended.

“What does it look like?” He examined the altar a minute, “This has become rather a busy place. Are you reviving your cult?”

Lilith laughed, genuinely amused. “It’s a rather ... insulated ... place for that, don’t you think? Besides,” she touched her collar briefly, “ it wouldn’t be permitted.”

Roarke lit a fresh coal for the incense bowl and sprinkled something on it. Billows of fragrant smoke rose up in the still night - frankincense, myrrh, dragon’s blood.

She closed her eyes and breathed deeply. Surely no daemon had ever had such rich offerings! “I don’t make offering to the daemon,” Roake said, and she realized she must have spoken aloud.

“Why?” she asked.

“Because,” he said, from behind her now, “when I thought I was your target, I made plans to resist. And when you didn’t approach me, in any way, I confess I felt disappointed.”

“Disappointed that you didn’t have a chance to try your plans?”

“I didn’t really think they’d work,” his voice was closer now, she could feel his breath on her neck, “I was looking forward to the challenge.”

There was a *snap* and the unmistakable scent of vanilla was wafted under her nose. She growled low in her throat, how long since-? Morganstern would stop it, no doubt, unless Roarke had ‘distracted’ him again... She whirled, dark eyes a-glitter, “A challenge,” she purred, “I think I can provide that...” she danced away, a shadow in the night, then he felt her hands push at his back.

Surprised, Roarke stumbled and fell. With another growl worthy of her sacred animal, she pounced straddling his hips, pinning his shoulders with her hands and capturing his mouth with hers. And she moaned in feral pleasure when he countered with his own hands and mouth....


Morganstern brooded, silent and invisible, watching them. Lilith had never broken this rule before, but then, this place was like no other and no man such as Roarke had ever come to her of his own will, either.

Roarke. Seemingly cold and arrogant, and yet no matter how attracted he was to Lilith, he wouldn’t have approached her without an excuse. Which I provided, he thought darkly. Roarke’s problem was that he held his emotions too closely. Hiding his compassion, even from himself, so fortified he failed to see the love the shapeshifter bore him. Walls within walls.

Morganstern closed his eyes, ignoring the gasps and sighs of flesh touching flesh. An act of desire, an act of compassion. And for Lilith, an act of freedom, as much as she’d known for over two thousand years. It occurred to him that perhaps this was Roarke’s test after all. The Shining Ones worked in mysterious ways.

Lilith made an unmistakable sound, half whimper, half roar, and Morganstern smiled against his will. He didn’t need to open his eyes to see her body arched against Roarke’s, her head thrown back, exposing her throat in surrender. But he did open his eyes. Roarke hesitated, it was the slave collar that gave him pause, no doubt. Lilith never surrendered long, and when Roarke didn’t take her offering, she thrust - Morganstern was finally able to see how she did that - reversing their positions, and she began to move.

He so fair, she so dark - he was moonlight given form and she the shadow embracing him.

Morganstern shook his head, ruefully. Once Lilith had worn that form for him, created it for him. It suddenly seemed so long ago, as if he too had lived as a material being. As if he’d lived it like Lilith had been forced to.

He turned away as Roarke brought Lilith to the edge of the abyss, the edge of the world. Their sounds of climax tore at him, ripping something from his heart, from his eyes - he collapsed in grief.


TEN

In the stillest hour of the night, Roarke left Lilith slumbering in her verdant sanctuary. She was still enslaved, and, alone but for his thoughts, he admitted he hadn’t really expected it to work. He had wanted the sweet release found in her embrace and sought a reasonable excuse.

But now, in the quiet amber glow of the small lamp on his desk, he thought the situation over. Clearly, this time. He had to admit that the key to Lilith’s freedom was not knowable, it lay either with Morganstern (that teasing tickle of thought, as if he should know who this was) or the Others.

He closed his eyes and let his mind encompass the island, brushing dreams not expecting to find anyone awake. So he was surprised to find, in the deep stillness, sorrow, equally deep, and directionless.


When they began to walk, roughly the same time, but differing paths, Roarke jerked fully awake, startled, disoriented. For a moment it was as if the last four days had just been a dream. Truth came on the heels of the realization that Cal, Harry, and Ariel were all walking into the gardens, even though the sky had only just begun to pale.

Roarke rubbed his eyes wearily and moved stiffly from the chair to follow.


Grey and rose streaked the sky and the last glimmer of Venus hung in the sky. The morning star, herald of dawn, bringer of light.

Morganstern could think of no better time to throw himself on Lilith’s mercy. The timing might even invoke her sense of irony.

His own light a soft gleam, he looked down where she lay, troubled even in rest. His fault. He turned to her altar and lit the candle with a wave of his hand, another wave to light the incense. He went down on both knees, and, twining his fingers together, he prayed to his goddess. “Sweet Lady of the Night, wisdom bringer, serpent healer - have mercy on this your servant. Forgive me, Dark Mother, moon maiden, Lady of vengeance....”

Scent awoke Lilith, an offering. She rose, uncaring of her state of undress, and stared at Morganstern, abject before her altar. His words penetrated finally and, unthinking, she touched his golden head in benediction. He looked up, his face a sketch of pain. She could see a silver dagger between his arms.

Ariel stopped dead when she saw Morganstern at the altar. She had fulfilled her part of the bargain, but still....

Harry, who had met Cal on the path, froze in his tracks when he saw the golden shimmer kneeling so humbly in the clearing. He stopped Cal, who would have gone on. “Wait,” he hissed.

Roarke saw Ariel standing, frozen as a deer in headlights, and moved softly to stand beside her. “Ariel,” he whispered, so as not to startle her. Without turning her face, she put out a hand to his arm, to restrain him from advancing or for reassurance, he couldn’t tell. He looked to see what had her transfixed and saw Morganstern for the first time with his own eyes. Morning Star. That’s what ‘morganstern’ meant, of course. He was beautiful, glowing softly with the first light of dawn. First light of dawn. Roarke had the sneaking suspicion that when he figured this out, he would feel very obtuse. He watched Lilith move to the penitential being, looking like a glorious, animated sculpture of smoke.

Morganstern’s next words were audible to all watchers: “Oh, Lilith! My sweet Lilitu, please forgive me! If I could take back that cursed collar, I would!” His voice was piercing agony and none doubted his sincerity.

Dawn came in a blinding blaze of light - Roarke, Ariel, Harry, and Cal shielded their eyes, realizing slowly that this was more than mere sun.

A sound like music, like singing, rang in their ears, and words, barely audible: *full circle. atonement. recompense. our time passes. fulfill not the vow of revenge?*

Lilith, within the harsh light, looked down at Morganstern. His abjection and sincerity hardly canceled out what she’d suffered, in loss of freedom, in degradation, in sheer pain. And yet, she could not forget that once she would have counseled the same the same. Fulfill not thy vow of revenge. “I will not become that which I despise.”

Morganstern looked at her, picked up the silver dagger. “I will offer you my heart...”

In spite of all, Lilith’s mouth twitched with laughter. “That won’t be necessary....yet.”

*earth spirit, we release you.*

The collar fell and shattered into dust. Lilith’s hands moved to her throat unbelieving. Then she yelled and vanished. The island trembled, every leaf whispered in a non-existent wind, and flights of birds darkened the skies. From their mass emerged Lilith’s face in the sky, dusky but joyous. From the sounds of a million tiny throats came the words, “Freeeee...I am alwaaaaays heeeeere... freeeee.” The vision shattered as the birds whirled and dived, returning to the cover of the trees.

*son of the morning, we release you.*

A bright arrow of light beamed skyward and vanished.

The four watchers then heard the voice or voices sound one last sonorous time.
Roarke heard: *tear down the walls*
Ariel heard: *the key to wisdom is love*
Harry heard: *to thine own self be true*
Cal heard: *great or small, the acts of one affect all*

The light increased in intensity, and the sound became ear-splitting. All four crouched, faces hidden, hands over their ears, louder, brighter, obliterating the world....


Mr. Roarke stood in front of the mirror, knotting his tie absently. The plane would be landing shortly.

“Ariel. You look lovely today. Shall we?” He offered her his arm. “Fisher’s sent us a uh-ohbumper crop this time...where are Cal and Harry?”

Ariel’s pretty face frowned.

“Something wrong, my dear?”

“I - I thought I remembered something...” her face smoothed back to her normal calm visage. “Nothing, Roarke, a dream, perhaps.”

But she couldn’t help looking back towards the gardens as they walked down to the dock.


~FiNiS~

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