Hate

I hate you because
you still make me cry
after all this time

I hate you because
you are a weakness
I didn't hide

I hate you because
I don't know
what else to do

I hate you because
you make me feel
flawed and unworthy

I hate you because
I know you've moved on
and I haven't.

I hate you because
you won't love me
no matter how hard I try

I hate you because
you hate me
and always will

I hate you because
I lost you
and I can't bear it

I hate you because
I love you
and can't stop

I hate you because
if I say it enough
it might become true