These are some songs that I haven't written over the last couple years. I don't have a lot of music to them yet, so please don't email me asking if I could send you a copy of the music or anything like that. If I ever do get around to writing some music and recording, I'll upload it to my site. If you want to use any of my songs, that's perfectly alright with me BUT ASK ME FIRST. Ok? These songs are copyrighted to me. These songs can change at any time I see fit because of me finding something wrong here or there with one or more and deciding to change.
Copyright © 1998, 1999, 2000 152L8 Industries. All songs written by Clinton A. McLean.
Champagne Daydream
I wanna die in the dye of your sweet red wine
Always the odd man out in the games you play
Names ever said never be mine
Forget the identity at the end of the day
Just like the satellites you're far away
Circle 'round and crash into me
Crashing down from the air
Forget you
Forget me
Forget you
Forget me
The champagne daydream she still craves
And the pain-filled unconsciousness comes in like waves
But have no fear, she will not die
Though the tears of pain she just might cry, just might cry
Never be there when you remember
Always forget when we we're together
So analytical of the political thinking of you by people
Don't doublethink the way it could be
Never saw you cry at the spirited funeral
Never saw you cry, but now ya soon will
Post traumatic stress disorder
Your upright position is so hunched over
And You say that I've never been there
And you also say that I never really did care
Though the champagne daydream she still craves
And the pain-filled unconsciousness comes in like waves
But have no fear, she will not die
Though the tears of pain she just might cry
Where would she float
If she had it
What I have
She still wants
But will never float
In the champagne bubbles
The champagne daydream she still craves
And the pain-filled unconsciousness comes in like waves
But have no fear, she will not die
Though the tears of pain she just might cry
Just might cry
Just might cry...
Cry...
Cry...
Cry...
Beach-City Girl
It was about six days before the Fourth of July
And time for me slowly passed by
She was a friend of a friend
How could I comprehend
I was at work, waiting for her
Somethin about her sweet allure
I'd never seen her, but we'd talked on the phone
When I talked to her, I wasn't alone
But now she's gotta go home
Beach-city girl
Gotta pretty face
Beach-city girl
Make my heart race
Beach-city girl
Let's remember those days
Beach-city girl
Flowing grace
She had to go
Forget my foes
Wanna be with her
Never forget her
She so far away
In another state
Such a sorrow
Won't see her tomorrow
Won't see her again
Why did it begin...
Beach-city girl
Wanna be with ya
Beach-city girl
Just wanna see ya
Beach-city girl
Oh, I miss ya
Beach-city girl
Never forget ya
Could it be
Oh, could it be
Whoa, could it be
Could it be
(Beach-city girl, could it be)
I bless the day I met you
And thank God that he let you
Come to me, Yeah...come to me
Without you I am lonely
You're far from homely
Be with me, whoa, be with me
Let's Go
I've got what you sought
I got what you need
I still remember you down on your knees
Beggin please
Forgive me
Put in gear
Have no fear
Of what I do
Or what I say
Now where to
Now which way
Got no home
Now alone
You're so ambitious
And delicious
May I help you
Pull through
What you did
You're my id
To love
Rise above
Just like Cain
You're my bane
I'm gettin bored
Don't wanna play no more
You're sour-sweet
Your truthful deceit
It's not very deep
I could fall asleep
You're the faithful curse
So let's not sing another verse
You came and went
Flowers to you
Then we were through
I thought I knew
This was so overdue
You were always so shoal
You've fallen below
You never thought it would happen to you
Now that you've been left too
You come cryin to me
You just can't see
We will never be,
Again
AGAIN...Yeah...again...
I'm gettin bored
Don't wanna play no more
You're sour-sweet
Your truthful deceit
It's not very deep
I could fall asleep
You're the faithful curse
So lets not sing another verse
I'm gettin bored
Don't wanna play no more
You're sour-sweet
Your truthful deceit
It's not very deep
I could fall asleep
You're the faithful curse
So lets not sing another verse
Let's just go
Let's just go
Let's just go
Listen
I'm doin fine, you say
Everythin's going my way
How's it goin, you say
Gotta go, cant stay
I hear them
Talkin
Talkin
To me
But I don't listen
I wont Listen
To them talkin anymore
They cry, and whine, and pour their heart out
Tellin all their troubles to me
And yet they always have no doubt
That I will listen, just like a diary
They'll be surprised, when I'm not there
They'll realize that no more, do I care
Don't worry, I wont say
The things you told me to put away
It's your turn to listen (listen to me)
Sit down, you're not leavin
I hear them
Talkin
Talkin
To me
But I don't listen
I wont Listen
To them talkin anymore
I hear them
Talkin
Talkin
To me
But I don't listen
I wont Listen
To them talkin anymore
Once you figure out that something is so wrong
You realize that the best listener is so gone
It used to be I was stuck in a bantam cage
I just want to release my teenage rage
Just let me out
Just let me go
I've gotta let it out
I've gotta let it go
If you had just listened, listened, listened
I hear them
Talkin
Talkin
To me
But I don't listen
I wont Listen
To them talkin anymore
Last Chance
I was scared, I was nervous
She was beautiful, yet she wasn't
I was weak in the knees
And she looked lonely
I stood up, and began to walk
And to her friends, she began to talk
It was the last dance
It was my last chance
For love
I called her name
In her eyes I saw the flame
She stood, so beautiful
Walked with me, so wonderful
Closed my eyes
Prayed it wasn't an illusion
Hoped it wasn't a dream
Opened them, she wasn't gone
It was the last dance
It was my last chance
Angel from above
Oh, I'm in love
It was the last dance
It was my last chance
For love
It was the last dance
It was my last chance
For love
All Of
The wild growing flower, in your hair
The time passes by, we don't care
The thin line between hate and love
I see it there, I see all of
All of...
All of...
All the ways you love me
All the ways you hate me
All the ways I love you
All the Ways I hate you
All the ways you mean...
Everything to my world
Everything to my world
Everything to my world
Everything to my world
I want
I want to drive someplace
Someplace far from here
Try to understand
Want to make it clear
What I did to you
To make you let me go
I just don't understand
Why you let me go
What could have been
Just will never be
What shoulda been
No, I'll never see
I want to drive someplace
Someplace far from here
Try to understand
Want to make it clear
What I did to you
To make you let me go
I just don't understand
Why you let me go
What could have been
Just will never be
What shoulda been
No, I'll never see
And I don't know why
I wanna break down and cry
But I can't let it out
No, I can't let it out
And I don't believe in miracles
'Cause the only one
I have
Doesn't want
Anything
To do
With me
And I don't know why
I wanna break down and cry
But I can't let it out
No, I can't let it out
And I don't believe in miracles
'Cause the only one
I have
Doesn't want
Anything
To do
With me
I want to...walk on the moon
I want to...visit every room
I want to...be right there
I want to...show that I care
I want to...go away
I want to...do what I may
Even though
I find
I've changed
My mind
Even though
I find
I've changed
My mind
Back In Place
Glaring at your silhouette
Beauty, wish I'd never met
You're the one that will be
The one and only I can't see
To be one. Next, and dear
Color's that I always fear
Lightly blind every soul
When I hear, I lose control
Stairway in to paradise
Motivation to be clear
Bronzing over my descent
The rules of love have been bent
Pale blue color of the sky
See the stars, set in your eyes
Now I will always see
The truth, the fake reality
My eyes are staring at the sun
Blinded by the covered one
Blinded by my wanting
To be not alone
Put the sun back in place
Put all that is, back in place
Take away the morning on
Be away, the mourning of
Maybe son, will be there
My art, I don't care
Creative good, prophecy
Something out of reach
Yet can be touched
Line to life, line to love
Now I will always see
The truth, the fake reality
My eyes are staring at the sun
Blinded by the covered one
Ghost
They're on their way to church
As content as they could be
And she doesn't know
That soon he will leave
His life will soon be over
He never said he loved her
But he does...
With all his heart...
And she sees him
It's just a ghost
Her mind is the host
She can't accept the fact
The he's not coming back
She never said she loved him
But she wishes that she told him
Now she's so confused
As to what to do
All this love in her heart
And how it rips her apart
She doesn't know what to do
She goes to her room
And she sees him
It's just a ghost
Her mind is the host
She can't accept the fact
The he's not coming back
He's not coming back
This
And I don't know what to do.
I can't stop thinking of you.
I can't get you outta my head.
I always listen to what you've said.
And I wanna be with you till then
My love for your is my credence
What you do does not make sense.
When you talk to me
Or even look towards my way
Our eyes meet, and I want to say
That I love you, with my heart and soul
When I lay down in the grass
And stare up at the sky
My mind starts to wonder
And I ask myself why
I can't have what I love, want, and need.
You are this love, this want, and this need.
The lights are on in my heart
But no one will fill the part
To Do
Don't know where I'm goin'
Not even sure where I've been
Oh, these hardships always break
They always break before they bend
So now we're in this place in time
Not even sure of what to do
I wish I could go back to then
When I knew what to do
The only thing I know for sure
Is what to do while here with you
I will look at you then close our eyes
And just be there for you
This peace inside will overcome
My hate for all those people
This peace inside comes from something
I think it comes from you
To be at one
With this peace inside
Would be heaven on Earth
But I have to walk through hell
Before that time
And when I walk through hell I'll walk through standing side by side with
you...
I Think of You
You walk away
I think of you
You come in view
I think of you
I go to sleep
I think of you
While counting sheep
I think of you
I wake up
I think of you
I think of you
When I live
When I die
While I cry
I think of you
While singing lullabies
I think of you
Hours go swimming bye
I think of you
I sit down to think
I think of you
Before night dreams fill my mind
I think of you
While wishing you were mine
I think of you
I think of you
When I live
When I die
While I cry
I think of you
Realization
I give up
I give in
You don't want my love
So let's not begin
This masquerade
The 'Pity Parade'
Your pretty blue eyes,
While staring back at me,
Will always speak the truth,
That you mean to tell me
You make me face the fears I don't wanna face
You take me higher to the place I don't wanna go
You shook me up and tore me down
You took away all the fears that I had to face
For your love
I would give
My life
My soul
My world
And your life
Will be bliss
You will
Not cry
Or be sad
And I don't want you to fall in love with him
'Cause he does not deserve the love you give to him
I want you to love me, I want you to want me
Why won't you fall in love with me?
Do I not deserve your love for me?
I'd do anything just to have your love
I'd do anything that you've dreamt of
I would give my life to be with you
But do you want me to be with you?
The blind faith and beauty of my love for you
Are they worth the tears that I have cried for you
I wish I could see into your mind
I wish I could turn back the hands of time
Before the hands of love put pain on you
Before the hands of love put pain in you
For your love
I would give
My life
My soul
My world
And your life
Will be bliss
You will
Not cry
Or be sad
Please Let Go
Other people have been blinded by what I have to offer
If you chose me now I'll promise you won't suffer
And when you lay down at night to go dream with the stars
Don't have any worries...I won't be very far
Behind you
When I open my eyes
And you are still there
I know I'm not dreaming
And touch your soft hair
Run my fingers through it
And kiss your soft lips
I lay back down
And go...back...to...dreaming
I see your soul, all battered and ripped
The thread of life was tightly gripped
And why is the sky as blue as your mood
Tell me what it is, that they did to you
Tell my why you cry, when you see the stars
Tell me why you say, "You are very far"
And as darkness surrounds you, you let go
Let go of the fire, please let go
Light At The End Of The Tunnel
As I hold the knife up to my wrist
Or pull the hammer back
I search for what is good in life
And watch it all fade to black
I wish I knew to make it better
Daily life has shut its door
As I look back to these days
I sit and ask; "What's it's for?"
As the lights go down
As the lights go on
I see the people frown
And their life goes on
I know they love
And I know they lose
And I know they'll cry
When they hear the news
But after it's,
All said and done
They won't cry
And I'll be gone
No, they won't cry
And I'll be done
Now tell everyone that I am fine
Where I'm at, I'm being treated fine
Tell that one that the light is here
I hold it close, I hold it dear
People all around me fade
Into the darkness of eternity
Their memory's gone
It will forever fade
And their light goes down
As the lights go down
As the lights go on
I see the people frown
And their life goes on
I know they love
And I know they lose
And I know they'll cry
When they hear the news
But after it's,
All said and done
I won't cry
And they'll be gone
No, I won't cry
And they'll be done
As you jump from the scaffolding
Or leap from the roof
Remember this life
Because it's through