Confusion

I lived in so many worlds
I no longer recognize
The world where I was born.

I have worn so many faces
I no longer realize
Which one is my own.

Time passes, I grow old
But in my heart I still feel young
What is reality?

A storm is raging through my mind
Disturbing all the thoughts I have
No peace or clearity.

The sun is hiding on the earth
The cloudy sky forever Fall
And I fall with the sky.

No emotions left in me
No hate nor love is holding me
If I could only crie.

I see a world but play no part
Life is slipping through my hands
The river that is me.

I try to catch the water drops
But when I look at what I hold
Nothing there I see.

How to make the water stop
Where to shelter for the storm
Where will I be safe.

In which world will I find the truth
Deserting all the other ones
Where to take my place?

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