Espresso: The Real World

Apart from the Rest by T Duffield
Sometimes,
I feel different,
alone
out of touch with the world.
so unique
Is the world ready,
for what I bring here
I wonder what it's like
outside this bubble
I don't know what I know
and know what I don't
Does anyone feel the way I do?
keeping me here?
locked up
is that your escape from the truth?
Cold-hearted lies add up my friend
Is it necessary to keep me
In fear?
What about that cautious day,
that I step out into the world?
What will you do to keep me hidden?
Time by Belinda Dunbar

The sand slips slowly through the hourglass,
it waits for no-one as time will surely pass,
Each moment is precious beyond compare,
once it is wasted it will no longer be there.
Make use of each blessed moment it lends,
for that same moment...in happiness... you could spend.
Forget the grudges in your heart that you hold,
replace it, refresh it....make your spirit bold.
The Arrogance of Knowledge By Abbey Basiel

A slow but steadfast arrogance will kill us at the core.
We strive for a perfect state, yet knock on doom's door.

Once, ingenuity came with growing nations,
apes to sapiens,
with low temptations.
Sustenance demanded and challenges were met.
Success equaled life, the converse did not tempt;
we kept the rock rolling.

Now, sustainment does not beckon;
we have pushed the rock to the top.
But as our knowledge of all proves,
the rock will not simply stop.
Our thirst, once nearing fulfillment, has suddenly peaked,
and now we shall surely witness what our
omniscient nature will wreak.
Ills will be cured to a feverish degree,
and man will be left with nothing to treat.
Wars will all end, all darkness will be made light,
and loss of destruction will now be our plight.
With nothing to conquer man will dwindle and die,
the ghosts and gods will take over, and once again,
for life, will have to try.
Somewhere to Be by Will Wilson

I've had dreams I can't escape from,
nightmares too, I thought were true.
Wasted time out on the edges,
in the streets, back in the alleys.
I've had friends that have died young,
I've had friends that have never lived.
And you ask what does this all really mean to me?
Nothing if you got somewhere to be.

There is nothing beyond the wall,
to go after, after all.
Time is man's greatest disease,
bacterial glory he'll never seize.
so I will meet you in the garden,
give me a night once with you please.
And you ask what does this all really mean to me?
Nothing if you got somewhere to be.

Meet me at the river....you can wash me down.
Take me to the tower...you can drop me down.

I'm flying home on a two-way ticket,
guess I'm not hanging around.
There's a fire in a distant kingdom,
I hear there's money in putting it out.
And you ask what does this all really mean to me?
Something if you got nowhere to be.
Untitled By Dianne
I quiver in anticipation,
my minds focuses,
the crowd hushes,
we draw our breath,
my feet, they move as though preprogrammed,
the tempo livens, and I play,
I play from the heart, putting my soul into the music,
this is it, what everything's about,
but on this night, our show is dying,
I feel the energy,
Like sparks may fly at any moment,
Tonight's the night,
we play out what's built up in our hearts,
memories floating in the back of my mind,
football games, parties, practices, speeches,
friends, hugs, smiles,
emotions, good and bad riding high,
but for those few moments there is nothing in the world but us,
no judges, no crowd just us,
no judges, no crowd, just us,
our sweat, our tears, our laughs, our jokes, our lives,
played out on that field for all to see,
for all to wonder at, and for us to revel in,
and at the end, when all is done,
I shiver in the cold,
out of breath, about to cry,
or maybe jump and shout,
did the worked pay off? was I good enough?
I wonder,
but deep in my heart I already know,
we did it, I feel, if no one else knows it, we did it,
I did it for her, for him, for my best friend, my mother,
the seniors that are leaving, our instructors, even my enemies,

but I...... we, did it
Breathe by Maggie

I close my eyes
To make this world
Disappear
I retreat
Into the darkness
Of my mind
Where my thoughts,
My dreams,
My nightmares
All become
Tangible
Where angel dusted
Realities exist
Where boundaries
To sanity
No longer prohibit me
Where I can finally
Breathe
Without the suffocating stench
Of a ravenous
Society
The Stage by Rachel B.

All my life,
I've acted in plays,
The stage:
It is my home.
Reciting lines,
Acting them out,
Coming not from the heart,
But from pieces of plain, white paper,
And the emotionless words,
Flowing from my mouth.
I feel,
My life,
Is just like a stage,
Reciting,
Acting
Playing the part.
Speaking the written words,
Not my own.
This is how I live,
Everyday,
And every night,
I am living someone else's play.
And this is how it is-
Playing a part on the stage of life.
Surprise by Angel of Death

You don't know me!
Well, who does
it's like a present
all tied up
sealed tight
ripped open
only to realize
you already have one of those

I WANT TO BE DIFFERENT!
Unique
a surprise
will you be surprised?
Definitely
most definitely
Traveling Music by Jennifer M.

It calls to me again:
The summer asphalt
Fields long forgotten
View through a windshield

Two-lane highways
Where I counted trucks
That honked when I pulled
My arm down, like so

Scanning the radio
To find a decent station
The city's gone and
The sunset's here.
It's just you and me now
So step on the gas
I want to see stars
'Fore I sleep on the road
Tasting the Raindrops by Hell's Angel AKA Rachel B.

Remember when you were young?
Those long-lost memories.
The days way back,
When you danced in the rain,
Throughout the thundering storm,
In the treacherous lightening,
As children it came as no obstacle,
For us to dance in the rain.
Tasting the raindrops,
Falling slowly from the sky.
Quenching my thirst,
And quenching my heart.
Those days,
Are long gone and over,
The fun in playing in the rain has fled,
But the memories live on,
And run through my veins,
When I see the little children dancing in the rain.
Daddy's Girl by Hell's Angel, AKA Rachel B.

A great many years have passed,
Since I've last seen you Daddy;
And the pictures of you are slowly fading,
Memories I have with you miss bits and pieces,
You can't fill in the blanks for me though,
Because you're gone.

I remember,
Very faintly,
Us playing blocks,
You asking if I was going to use the blue square bocks,
And picking them up,
After our castle fell down.

Running through,
The water spouts,
Squirting up from the ground.
Dodging them,
Trying not to get wet,
Ending in complete and total failure.

Slowly your health deteriorated,
And I remember visiting you in the big, "ginormous" hospital,
One day you took me to the beach,
Shortly before you passed away,
Tell me God had called you on the phone,
Saying heaven was awaiting.

Since then,
And until recently,
I detested talking on the phone,
Maybe a coincidence,
But maybe not.

The day you died,
After mommy told me,
I was so happy you'd gone to heaven
Where your 'boo-boo' was 'all better',
And you could live in peace with God,
With no more pain or suffering.

I only knew you for 4 short years of my life,
At the time,
The reality didn't set in my mind,
That you'd never be coming home,
It was just an illusion;
Until now.

Now, it's hitting me like a thousand bricks pounding into my body,
Like knives stabbing me in my heart-
Daddy's not coming back.
I need you Daddy,
A girl can't grow up with out her Daddy,
Don't you know that?

You weren't there to see me go to my first day of kindergarten,
You never saw me get 3rd place in the science fair in elementary school;
Along with all my many other awards,
Or sing my solo in the school choir.

You won't be there to scare off my dates,
When they meet you for the first time.
And you won't be there to yell at me for staying out past curfew when I get home 2 hours late.
You'll never be there to see me graduate from high school,
Or leave home and go to college.

You won't be there for me when I need a good laugh,
You won't be able to comfort me when I cry,
Or say you'll go and hurt an ex-boyfriend after me breaks my heart.
You can't lend your fatherly advice when I need some words of wisdom and questions on life,
Even to help me escape when mom's in one of her moods,
Or walk me down the aisle on my wedding day.

I cringe when I see other girls with their dads,
Laughing and having a good time,
Sharing secrets and old stories.
Why did you have to go?
Why aren't you alive for me?!
Why is the world so cruel and unjust?!

When the girls at school asked why I didn't go to the father-daughter dance,
What was I supposed to say?
No one understands how it is with out you, Daddy,
And you're not here now,
When I need you the most.

Relatives and family friends always tell me,
How much I'm like you,
I've got your eyes,
Your stubbornness,
And lack of self-confidence.
But no matter what good or bad traits I picked up,
It doesn't change my love for you.

Though the time we spent together was short,
And I never really knew you,
You left behind a great impact on my life,
And an even bigger one on my heart.
That space will always be there for you,
Waiting until the day we meet again.

I never got to say good bye to you Daddy,
When I was 4, it didn't seem to cross my mind,
But it does now.
I know you're here,
At this very moment,
Listening and watching over me,
My guardian angel.
So good-bye, Daddy:
I love you.
Untitled Andrea G.

The music blares into the night
I dance and yell 'till I can no more:
The beat fills my tired body
Loudness intoxicates me

Could that be the same girl who says nothing?
The one who observes this ironic world?
She watches, listens, and yes she talks,
Yet no one hears her

She cries and screams
Into the darkness drawing her close
Wrapping its numb arms around her,
Draining her feelings into a cage of oblivion

The music comforts her clouded mind
And the dancing tames her furry
The beat feeds her starving soul,
And she is not alone.
Wandering Soul By Hannah A.

Facing the Open road
A fresh breeze on my face
A village in ruins lies behind
Now I'm off to find my space
I've ruined and overthrown
The system of that village.
Now I hope I find a place
To stay, not another to pillage.
As I adjust my pack
And set off on my way
I wonder who'll accept me now
I wonder where I'll stay
But for now I'm sticking to the path
Until I find my place,
Where I belong in this world,
A fresh smile on my face.
Summer's End By Jennifer M.

The summer turned to autumn
But you didn't come out and play.
You didn't see the ground turn blue
Or the gold-laden leaves fall this way.

In a linen-white room, you tasted fall
Brought in by the breath of a friend.
You barely noticed the coming of spring
Or the coolness of summer's end.

Dry leaves collapse at the touch of a hand.
Desolate thoughts fill my head,
Watching you miss the seasons change
Confined in a hospital bed.
Speak, Understand By Jennifer M.

I've painted my face bright red today
And I speak of happy things
Things that make me shallow
And I worry I become the girl of my voice

But the girl who holds the pen
Feels gentle blue within her smile
And breathes underwater, a diver
In a tide pool as deep as her heart

My voice strangles my hands
Blurting facts and cockiness
Saying simple, noisy, happy things
To dispel my nervous fingers

Voice and hands in constant dance
To keep everyone confused
My hands stroke what cannot be said
And my voice listens only to earthly things
Barren By Hannah A.

I have nothing to say of those days
When the wind blew cold and dry
Across the barren lands
And the sky had no tears
To cry with us,
My tribe was cold
We were hungry
For the lands bore no fruit
And so we had none.
The mothers with their babies
Were weary
For their babies were thin from no milk
We could barely recall
When they had once been plump
With toothy smiles for us
But then they were thin.
And the children
Had no energy
To play their singing games
And keep up our spirits
And the men
Were bony
And gaunt with hunger
For they gave their meager portions
To the women
That they might give milk
For their babies
But it was not to be.
But although there was no food
No gifts from the plains or the gods,
No water and no milk,
No bread and no meat-
There was love.
Our tribe had love
Beneath the bony elders
Beneath the wailing infants
Beneath the milk-less mothers...
Beneath the barren soil
Our weary feet tread upon.
Synaesthesia By K. Overland

Somedays I cry in the rain
The gentle droplets mingle with my tears
Days like that
I can smell the rain coming
Echoes of words long past said
Ring in circles through my mind
As I cry into the rain
Sharp wind stings my cheeks
Each sensation brings me closer
To the reality I have lost

Synaesthesia II

And so it goes
I find myself slipping
Further away
The stepping stones are slippery
Will you catch me when I fall?
I close my eyes and see the birds
I sigh and sing with them
There is no choice in the matter
It runs rampant like the river
The current sweeping me away
The night sky is dark like a blanket
Drenching me in diamonds of light
Covering me as it should
The flower petal is silken on my lips
Rain droplets slide from my fingers
I cup my hands and watch them
When I cup my hands and gather water from the river
It feels so different
Each droplet is a jewel
The sun peeks at me from behind the gray sky
I shake my head and laugh
But I do not get the joke.
Untitled By Hannah A.

I learn about you
By listening to
Your silence.
The things I cant hear you say
The things I can feel you think
The things I know.
Your silence.
The tension
is there
In your silence.
I know.
Your silence.
Red, White and Blood By "A"

Millions die from invisible bullets.
I can see their blood
as it seeps into the earth
and is forgotten.
Patriotism
is what they call it,
but the word lost it's meaning
long ago.
Racism, homophobia, sexism,
anti-Semitism;
the issues are alive and well,
nourished by hate and greed.
A boy named Mathew
died for his country.
Truly,
it must be a great cause
that drives men and women to
pick up their guns
and fight.
It must be blue for courage,
white for purity
and red for blood.

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