November 2002

I've always written of progress to the self and insights found, yet I seem to have spoken with good the best intentions but fail to place it in long term action. I always seem to come to a closer stance where it stays as a permanent effect. I believe that I have achieved a position where I can hold to be fullfilling to myself. In discovering what is important to me over the last two plus years of my college and work experience I have found what are my priorities, or atleast for this current point in time. I think that it is important to focus on bettering yourself, than finding someone to be better with. A great part of our lives is spent alone and independent, searching for happiness and success. A firm belief that I have found is that you cannot have a long lasting relationship, until you can be happy and content with yourself. So if your priorities fall above that of finding a significant other, then so be it. The time will come when whatever you are looking for will come upon you. 1