(0 DPs all day, but high amounts of stress) Citizens demand a rambling! Wow, people read these? And they LIKE them? OK... friend reads rambling, loves it, puts him in strange mood, writes e-mail in same format... "Crazy crazy world. Crazy crazy times..." Check the prizes on the scratcher fundraiser spoof. They're funny. That guy who made the last half (whoever he was) did a really good job... "Fire house! Fire house. Fire house! Fire house." Girl really likes you... you dump her anyway... she never did wrong... you dumb**s! What for you do that?... Don't know?... Maybe for another girl?... Why?... That's bad... You know?... Then why?... You don't know... Something to do with you liking her for a long time... but nothing was wrong with the one you were with!... You idiot! Why you do this dumb thing?... Now she wants you back?... and the other doesn't want a relationship after all?... Go for it!... No, not sure? Why?!... Think she's too mad, you hurt her too much. But what does she say?... She tells you no, it's OK. Then do it! Notes?... She sounds very upset in notes she writes?... Too upset for it to work well? Hmmm... If she says it's OK though, do it... Hmm... where'd that all come from I wonder... What if... well, you liked this girl, after you dumped her and really hurt her, and she wanted you back, but you felt you hurt her too much and shouldn't go back and...? Change the subject, damn it! Change change change... I have a lot of change in my backpack... The everlasting Change Well... My backpack has a song binder in it. I write many songs. Really they're just lyrics, except one has music. Find them here: Songs, Numerical ... Only two are up now, more to come (soon I hope)... I need more to type... Oh, doesn't it suck when you've trained hard all year, then you injure yourself before the first meet? Yeah, really sucks. I wonder how long it will take Rat Boy and Chadney to get in a fight... I wonder if Chadney will ever manage to stop whining or asking questions... I wonder if a select few girls will ever possibly like me again... I wonder if this rambling is sucking because of a lack of Dr Pepper... I also oner (that's wonder, if you can't read when I type and skip letters) about Asile. And Eikcaj. Maybe Eisdnilnaras too... Time to stop that... I need something to help me make a decision I can stick with... anyone got a magic solution? AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! Hmm... Sophomores!... no, sorry, it's: Mmmmmmmmmmmm... sophomores! OK... that was bad. Dream: Sophomore in a green dress offering me a Dr Pepper with R.E.M. playing in the background... Oh boy! Now I must go before I cause myself even more trouble, you're getting too deep in my brain... (run! run!) ::stampede noise, fade out:: (3-11 23:13)
