FEAR, PAST AND PRESENT Someone said our early memories show lifelong worries, conflicts: child shocked by fifties horror movie: jerking clacking dead in antique divers' suits their faces grave mud slimy pocks they spoke of death dismemberment proud ship they sunk their venue no need for air hose to the surface—they come to her at night; child shocked by air raid drills at school thought of radiation sickness first the flash then no air safe—the vomiting the clumps of hair no cure in sight; dread loss of a limb its perfect absence air where a friend was— — Mary Winters
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