A FIELD NEAR GRAYSLAKE

Spring has not come
this year:
a relentless winter
of cop killings
and desert wars
has melted
into an uncaring summer
of night terrors and
daytime chest pings.
It is only May
and already silverfish
breed on my walls
as I look at my city - 
like a whore in a doorway
hot and moist
with sweat,
it beckons my gauzy gaze.
An unwanted wind
thrusts
branches against my east window,
scratching negatives
into my
mind. She was
beautiful,
that last night:
blonde hair teased
and teasing;
eyes hushed blue
as the December twilight
(that last night)
her neck a pillar
sculptured
on which all that face
is displayed.
All that face,
but mostly the eyes,
the eyes that hold
the night that fades and swims,
swelling
back into focus
as the small black dots
of your thin 
newsprint face
on the obituary page
taken in the days when
you still had all
your skin.
It's been a year
and I don't need
moonlight splinters
to see the neck
a pillar slaughtered
on which all that face
was discarded
in April weeds
after being ripped
twenty-
three
times
with an ice 
pick
found at the scene.
I want spring
to come. What 
were you doing
in Grayslake?
Was I there, too?
I have no answers,
only the corpse
of mere
fact

     - Wayne Allen Sallee
     Chicago; 4 September 1991

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