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Willow’s New Relationship on Buffy: The Vampire Slayer (02/04/03)

In regards to Willow's new relationship with Kennedy, you feel like...?

Tara should have never died, this is an outrage!

Kennedy is cute, I'm happy they are getting closer, I want to see more mushy goodness =)

Willow and Buffy should get together!

Willow and Anya should get together!

Willow and Dawn should get together!?!?

Willow and Xander should get together!?!?

Willow and (gasp) Spike should get together!?!?

Who's Kennedy?

What's Buffy: The Vampire Slayer?

I'm touching myself in my bathing suit area and I feel like eating nacho's, what does that say about me?

If you just miss Tara, click here, even if you've already voted. My way of lifting a lighter up to a cool character I miss =(

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What this site is about (I.E., What the dillio)
The theroy works something like this... Supposedly I write. This site will hopefully host my works and let people read what I've created and also let them give comments. Mostly I write lesbian romance fiction with some good old fashion action thrown in. I havn't fully finished anything yet and I'm hoping that by creating this site, I'll force myself to get things done. Comments and suggestions can be sent to Gymim@yahoo.com

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October 14 04

I'm doin an update (havn't done one in a long time). Added about 2 pages to my Smallville fic.

June 29 03

Hey hey all, got new stuffy stuff up =P! Got some advertisments cause... well... cause I could! You can see them in the fiction section under the Willow Tara Video link (that still doesn't work, ack, sorry) near the top-esk part of the page. Music from one of the advert's is from Little Ninjia which ROCKS! You should visit it and watch it! The other advert's music is from Morrowind, which you should buy and play!
Added some more to Schism, which is still found in the fiction section. Section 11 was edited and reposted and section 12 is up =)!
And speaking of edit-ing. Schism has a new beta-er. My previous editor/beta-er, Richard, has moved on to real life matters and I'd like to say THANK YOU for all your long work on endless pages, I'm very grateful for ALL your time!

Schism's new Beta-er/Editor is Hilary (DJMaddScribbles). Ok, she never used the name DJMaddScribbles but I like that name eheheh =P. The editing in sections 11 and 12 are hers. This site wants to send a shout out for Hilarys time and help! Holla, holla holla, holla!

May 28 03

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May 18 03

Sweet goodness it's been a while since I did anything here (spanks self on bottom). Ok, I've added a tiny tiny wee bit more to Schism, found here.
I just want to say that this last season of Buffy has turned... Weird I guess? I don't know. Some of the show gives a feeling that's a throwback to the first season and some of it feels kinda clunky at times. All in all though I still think it's a good final season. I think the Willow/Kenndy relationship is kinda thin but I don't blame that on anyone really, the show didn't have time to focus on their relationship and put as much emotion in it as it did with the Will/Tara relationship. The Will/Tara relationship had over 2 seasons to get fleshed out. This included not only them just being together, but also them getting together too. This season Willow had to not only meet someone, she had to get together and be in a full on relationship and they had about a seaon to do it, less if you count the fact that the Willow and Kennndy characters didn't even really meet till a little less then half way through this season. Just kinda sad to see it all crammed into a tiny space, it takes alot of the fun emotional invovment out when you skip over huge chunks of characters getting together. I'm not angry with anyone, just like I said, saddened. Oh well, such is life no?

March 23 03

Geh, my last entry was Super Depressy Pants! Well, good news and bad news.
First, good news: I've added a bit more the the Schism story. You can read it here.
Now the bad news, I only added one page (IE only a tiny bit). Also, I'm not gunna write untill I see how this season ends. The way my story went in my head is ending up being so entertwined with the TV Buffy Universe that I'm going to not only write my story but also end up writing some of the last season as well.

My original idea for the Schism story was going to be a kind of side love story between Willow and Tara that could be played out during the downtime on the Buffy show. IE, not only does the SchismWillow have to do everything Buffy does in the TV show to keep the SchismSunnyDale universe demon free, she also has to figure out her relationship with Tara in what would be the "inbetween times" of the Buffy TV show where the audience assumes nothing major happened in the "TVBuffy" story line (I hope that makes sense). But now I can't keep the "TVBuffy" universe and the "Schism" love story universe from intertwining anymore with the way the show is going and the way I want the Schism universe to go. The two seem to be intersecting each other every time I watch a new episode. This isn't a bad thing, it just means I have to wait now, see how Joss is gunna end the story, then plop done my Willow/Tara Two-Cents eheheh.
As a side note, the Willow/Tara video... Hrmm... Long story short, I need a place to host it and I can't find one. (Chuckle) Anyone got about 75 megs of room to spare?

March 04 03

Dress up this rotten carcass just to make it look alive

i don't know what i am, i don't know where i've been,
Human junk, just words and so much skin,
Stick my hands thru the cage of this endless routine,
Just some flesh, caught in this big broken machine

Covered in hope, and vaseline

Watching the hole, it used to be mine,
Just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline

i don't know what else to do

The slave thinks it is released from bondage only to find a stronger set of
chains

(All lines of text by Trent Reznor/Nine Inch Nails)
my Tuesday has caused me to falter, waver in who i am and what i want. Importance and value in the things that i find meaning in seem trivial to the lives of the people around me. The things i use to define me, that i use to view myself with are nothing more than dust in the wind to others whom i walk near. i wonder what a voice or an ideal that commands attention and affection is like, and i wonder if anyone truly has it at all.

March 01 03

Sorry all, I havn't been writing or doing much as of late, I've been on a kind of hiatus. I have been doing *some* stuff though. I finally remastered my Willow Tara video and hopefully by the end of the day I'll have set it up so everyone has access to download it. Once I have everything set up though, the link still won't always be active, it'll go up and down daily (sigh, long story but I apologize). The link is at the bottom of the links page. It's the WillTaraVideo. If you were able to download the video, please either email me at Gymim@yahoo.com or post in my guestbook and give me your opnion of it. Thanx =)!
On another note, hopefully by mid this week or begining of next week I'll start up on the Schism fic again. I've been working on the direction I still want to go with the story inside my head and I think I've finally kinda figured out a way to get there.
Once again, I urge anyone who's read any of the stories here to give a comment or two in my guestbook please =) Thank you!

February 16 03

Added another page to the Batman Beyond fic. You can find it in the fiction section. Well, hopefully by the end of next week I will start working on the Schism fic but I'd still like to keep going on the Batman Beyond fic. Jennifer is fun to write, I really like her silly sense of niavete but we'll see what happens.

February 15 03

I finally put up a links section. It has links to various lesbian related things (Buffy and NonBuffy related). IE: fiction, videos, Buffy dialoge, fan fic sites, lesbian romance comics, etc...

February 9 03

Ok,I've written a little more on the Batman Beyond fic. Also I have dont some editing on the first few pages and cleaned it up a little.
Still waiting on the Buffy TV show before I pick up on the Schism Story again, probibly will be waiting till the end of February =(.

February 6 03

While I take a brief pause on Buffy I've started tinkering in Batman Beyond, found here. I've finally posted a kinda rough draft up, it's aboout 4 pages long. Trying to write atleast 6 times a week, leaving one day to post. Hopefully I keep it going. I always find it hard to consentrate when rating but it's still one of the funniest experiances too. I just want thank everyone who visits this site and reads my fic's, it means oodles to me =). Hope you get something good out of this =)!!!

February 4 03

Still waiting on how Buffy resolves some of the story lines that I plan about writing before I actually start writing again, sorry =(. In the meantime though, to commemorate Willow's new relationship kissy ehehhehe, I put up a new poll to find out how you all feel about Willow and Kennedy =). I miss Tara but I'm happy to see some mushy romance going on again. I hope though, they fit Amber Benson back in the show somehow once more for this last season of the show, maybe say goodbye to Willow in some form, I'd like that alot.
By the way, the Willow Poll is fricken HUGE so I don't know how long I'm gunna keep it up. VOTE! eheheh Find out what others think, and also,

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January 23 03

Ok, I've been reading some stuff at Spoiler Slayer dot com and it's thrown a kink into my Schism fic =(. The thing I try to do with this fic is keep it within the realm of the TV show universe, I feel it adds a better tangibility to it and, unfortunantly, a plan I have for a later part of the fic is going to be done by the TV show in a completly diffrent manner than my vision so now I need to think up something else (which is cool but I'm kinda sad I couldn't do my original idea, I thought it was kinda cool =( ). As for now I'm gunna slow down on the Schism fic I think and watch this season of Buffy a little more to find out how they unfold the story and the one section that is going to change my fic. I'm obfuscating what it is that the show is changing in my fic cause I don't want anyone to know too much about my idea eheh, so it can be a suprise (even if it is diffrent from my original plan =)!)
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January 19 03

Added another mini chunk to the Schism story. You can find it in the fiction section under the Buffy Schism section, number 9. Or you can click on the shortcut here.
Hopefully next week I should also still keep my writing wave going with the Schism story and hopefully start doing a little bit with some of the other stories in my head. The Batman Beyond story keeps nagging at my head. The character Max is way cool, she has alot of qualities, from what little I've seen of the show eheh, that I think would make her a cool main character.
Also added in a kinda over view of what to look for in the Batman Beyond fic in the fiction section under Batmn Beyond Fiction.

January 12 03

Ok, the new Section, Book, Chapter, Part, whatever you want to call it eheheh, is up for the Schism story. You can find it in the fiction section under the Buffy Schism section, number 8. Or you can click on the shortcut here.

January 05 03

I have uploaded that last part of Schism. There is more to come, it's already started. You can find that last page in the fiction section under the Buffy Schism section, number 7. Or you can click on the shortcut here

January 04 03

I'm waiting on the last section of Schism to come back edited. I have started on the second part, where season 7 picks up. Hopefully tomorrow I'll have some rough draft stuff up. Eehhehe, New Year's resolution is to write more so hopefully there should be more posted on a little less random of a basis.

November 30 02

Finished with Schism in and after a fashion. Just need to tidy it up and send it to the person I've been sending my drafts to for his cool ass editing, (if he still wants too). Gunna try to get everything sent off tomorrow then post everything before the end of next week. Resolution is to get this story out before the year closes.
Added in a new Schism bit. It's a episode/timeline bio of the Schism universe called 'A Brief History Of Time. You can find it in the fiction section under A Brief History Of Time. Find out how Willow got her sword and what it's name is!

October 13 02

Ok, I've actually started writing again, yes, I *am* stunned. I've tacked on 2 more pages to the Schism fic, I think I'm just about ready to wrap up that story but there is alot more to that universe than that one story. I've got alot of other short stories and one shots set in the same univers that I hope come out alot more quickly than this one story.
As per usual, you can find the new part of the story in the fiction page of this site under section 6.

September 03 02

Added two polls to the site. One on this page, one other on the fiction page. The Fiction's section poll is an inquiry about which fiction I should finish cuase I usually think up another idea before going back to an old half done or just started fic.
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Also, I'm starting a new fic set in the Batman Beyond universe. Hopefully I'll put something up in the fic section in the next couple of days or so.

September 02 02

A few aesthetic changes on the fiction page. Nothing too noticable.
Added in the beginning to my Smallville fic, about one page.

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September 01 02

Ummm I was going to do some more updating before today but my computer's mobo and ram fried so I've been Frankstiening my comp back together and today I've officially gotten back to my web page. Now, down to buisness...
One, I've finally added the begining of Part 2 to the main Willow/Tara story called "Schism" in it's mostly final form. I've added about 4 more chapters today I think, maybe. It's located in the fiction section.
Two, I've added a Willow/Tara Schism Universe stand alone short story in the fiction section called "My December".
Three, I've added my one paragraph begining to my Witchblade story "Do You See?". It's really not worth reading yet but I just wanted to get it up just cause. This can also be found in the fiction section.
Four, I will be adding my Smallville fiction someday "Beginnings". A brief overview of what it's about can be found in, you guessed it, the fiction section.
Five,

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August 25 02

Ok, I've paused on alot of my fic's but hopefully I'll be getting that WitchBlade one up soon. Also, I've done a Will/Tara Schism Universe One Shot that I should be posting today theoretically, it's about 2 pages long. I will try to finish up my main Will/Tara Schism story by mid next month, maybe the end of this month.
On another note umm......

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July 30 02

Well I got one of my anime music videos posted. It's at http://videos.yuricon.com. Mine is the Read or Die Hans Zimmer one, it should be at the bottom. Check out the Gravity Of Love video, it is WELL worth the download. All the Anime Music Videos at the sight are in some way lesbian related =).
I added in a guest book. Ummm.... please sign it? Eeheheheh, I would like to hear comments and opinions and ideas (hopefully very few flames).
Also, if anyone has any ideas or suggestions or where I can get web hosting for my Willow/Tara video, give me a hollar please =).
Still working away on the Willow Tara Slayer fic, and I have also started a one shot fic for WitchBlade tween Sara Pezzini and Vicky Po (Vicky is COOL!).

July 4 02

All of Part 1, chapters 1 - 12 and the prolog, are up and redone/edited w/ the HUGE help from beta reader Richard (a very cool person). Also I've added the first part of Part II (chap 13-18) in complete rough draft form. The fic can be found in its usual place, the fiction section.
So apprently people visit this site, yeah, hard to believe isn't it? Well I adjusted the site to be a little more friendly, I.E. my email address works, I changed it to my yahoo one. My hotmail account got TONS of spam from day one so I just never looked at it.
Hopefully I can find someplace soon to host my W/T video and then I can set up a link to it here on my site. As of right now I just keep it going in Kazaa. If I'm on kazaa you can search for the video under key words:
- willow tara buffy the vampire slayer bmv amv wmv mv music video melanie doane i can't take my eyes off you

May 27 02

Part 1, chapters 1 - 12 and the prolog are finally done on the Willow/Tara Slayer fic which is located in the fiction section.
Eehhehe, I've updated my site =)

April 26 02

I have added the ninth through eleventh chapters to the Willow Tara Slayer fic which is located in the fiction section.
I have added the seventh and eighth chapters to the Willow Tara Slayer fic which is located in the fiction section.

April 15 02

I have added the sixth chapter onto the Willow Tara Slayer fic which is located in the fiction section.
I have put in the first chapter of my new Willow fiction with a Vampire that has lost her memory. It is located in the fiction section.
I have added the fifth chapter onto the Willow Tara Slayer fic which is located in the fiction section.

April 14 02

I have re-re-edited the prolog an first 4 chaps of the Willow Tara Slayer fic which is located in the fiction section again and added in a song. I am very opposed to adding in song lyrics into actual stories (eheheh not at the chapter title though =P) but I did it anyways. The song from the soundtrack "O Brother Where Art Though" "Down To The River To Pray" moved me so much emotionally that I... It wasn't so much the lyrics so much as the feeling of the vocalist and imagery. If any of the readers have heard the song and have been moved by it I want you to know that that feeling of all encompassing overwhelming emotion is what Willow is feeling. I don't know if I mixed the words in right and of course if you don't like that style of music or if you haven’t heard the song then it probably doesn't mean much to you but I hope it does. If you get a chance to buy the soundtrack, I’d suggest it. Also, if you have Kazaa or Morpheous you should at least download it and give it a listen. It's an all vocals song of choir singers with a female lead who has an unbelievably beautiful voice. I cried the first time I heard the song but I am easily moved by certain things. Once again, it is a relgious song (Sinners, Prayer, The Lord) and if you're like most of my friends and are Anti-Christian, please don't let that color your view from the simple vocal beauty of the song. When I write certain scences I sometimes feel an intense emotion (whether it be fear, sadness, excitment, or in this case, the rememberance of joy/love mixed with the and almost all engulfing awe) and I would feel the greatest joy knowing that a reader, any and/or all readers, feel something close to if not the same emotion I experianced when I first saw that scene in my head. I hope the lyrics to "Down To The River To Pray" bring you closer the emotion I felt when I wrote the scence in Schism. Done with my rambling =).

April 10 02

I have tacked on a Prolog to the Willow Tara Slayer fic which is located in the fiction section and also added on two more chapters.

April 9 02

I re-posted my first chapter of my Willow Tara Slayer fic in the fiction section and I have also added another chapter. I went over everything with Word and used Word to save it as an htm doc so it probibly can't be read by netscape now but I'm not certain though.

April 8 02

I have posted the first chapter of my Willow/Tara Slayer fic in the fiction section. There is alot more but I'm still going through the editing process and trying to get a good spell checker.

April 5 02

I have completley redone my Welcome page in an attempt to make it more official and appealing.
I have put up a link to the Fiction area and created the actual page to link to.
I have danced around naked in my bedroom!

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