02/08/99

<body bgcolor="#000000" text="#FFFFFF" link="#FFFF00" vlink="#00FFFF" alink="#00FF00"> <p><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">Well, here we are again.</font></p> <p><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">Right back where we started.</font></p> <p><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">(Except of course that we're not, we're somewhere different, because </font><a href="thoughts.htm"><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">thoughts</font></a><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch"> change all the time and </font><a href="mailto:selena.ulrich@dial.pipex.com"><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">I</font></a><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch"> have to allow for that otherwise </font><a href="mailto:selena.ulrich@dial.pipex.com"><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">I</font></a><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch"> would go strange. But if you were here last time, you'll remember that </font><a href="mailto:selena.ulrich@dial.pipex.com"><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">I</font></a><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch"> started then by talking about change, and I'm doing so again here, so in that sense we are right back where we started...)</font></p> <p><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">But </font><a href="deconstr.htm"><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">deconstruct</font></a><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch"> that how you will, the point remains.</font></p> <p><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">No matter what happens; no matter how close </font><a href="mailto:selena.ulrich@dial.pipex.com"><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">I</font></a><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch"> come to reconciling the different parts of my </font><a href="hack.htm"><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">self</font></a><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">, there will always be this tiny patch of darkness that constantly examines and re-examines the world, sorting out feelings and </font><a href="opinion.htm"><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">opinions</font></a><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch"> and deciding how </font><a href="mailto:selena.ulrich@dial.pipex.com"><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">I</font></a><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch"> see the world and live my life.</font></p> <p><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">And </font><a href="mailto:selena.ulrich@dial.pipex.com"><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">I</font></a><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch"> welcome it, for without original ideas we would surely </font><a href="death.htm"><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">die</font></a><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">.</font></p> <p><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">Or as near as </font><a href="GOd2.htm"><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">dammit.</font></a></p> <p><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">(Of course, you could just curl up like a </font><a href="hedgehog.htm"><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch">hedgehog</font></a><font size="4" face="ChickenScratch"> and pretend that nothing's happening.)</font></p> <p> </p> <table border="0"> <tr> <td><a href="main.htm" target="_top"><img src="small.jpg" border="0" width="100" height="50"></a></td> <td valign="top"><font size="2" face="ChickenScratch">(Remember these words well </font><br> <font size="2" face="ChickenScratch">for it is the only second chance </font><br> <font size="2" face="ChickenScratch">you get.)</font> </td> </tr> </table> <p> </p>  </body>