Shane's eyes snapped open. For a minute, he had felt like he was still on that couch in Hunter's room. Looking around, he saw a cheery hotel room and Sean sitting on the double bed Shane wasn't occupying. "Good morning sunshine," he said with a smile.

*Sunshine......* Shane thought, then it hit him. "Sean, last night....."

Sean's face went pale. "Oh God...you remember...." He stood up, trying to finish tying his shoes and bolt out the door at the same time.

Shane sat up, pulling the covers around him. "No...please don't leave..."

"I should never have said that...I'm such an idiot...'

"No! No, Sean....I wanted you to say that. I wanted you to love me. I...I think I love you too."

Sean just swallowed painfully. "Shane, after Hunter and Test....I don't think you know what love is. Look, I'm gonna go take a jog, we'll talk when I get back, ok?"
 
 

Shane sat on the hotel bed, holding his cell phone and trying to resist the urge to smash it into little bits. The voice of Vince McMahon coming from the other end was bringing out his destructive side. "You betrayed us Shane." Vince was saying. "Your partnership with DX....."

"It doesn't matter!" Shane yelled. "Don't you get it? You sent your lackey Andrew to rape me. How the hell could I have done something to deserve that? I was in the hospital and you didn't even care. You couldn't see what Hunter had done to me, you were too preoccupied with where he did it!"

"You're a disgrace to this family...."

"Good! I don't think I want to be part of it anymore! Why do you think Stephie married Hunter? Because she loves him? Not really, more like cuz she knows he'll protect her from people like the Undertaker..." Shane's tirade was cut off when Vince hung up on him.

Sean walked in, flushed from exertion. He was about to say something, but stopped when he saw the pained look on Shane's face. "Hey, what's up?'

"My dad called."

Sean sat down next to him. "And?"

"I told him off. Said I really didn't want to be part of the family anymore." Shane flopped back to lay on his back. "I wish I could just make it go away." he whispered.

Sean moved over to push some of Shane's hair back off his forehead. "Man, I'm sorry...I wish I knew how to help..."

Shane sat bolt upright, looking almost feverishly into Sean's eyes. "You do." He leaned forward to kiss Sean, who recovered from his initial shock to deepen the kiss. As they broke the contact Shane rasped "Take it away. Please Sean, you can take it all away. My dad, Hunter, Andrew...please."

"Shane, I don't think this is what you need right now.."

"Please!" Shane begged, eyes bright. "I don't know how to deal with it anymore...Sean, you told me I didn't know what love was. I want you to teach me."

Tears rolled down Sean's face. He wanted Shane, wanted to be with him so much, but he couldn't stand to do anything that might hurt him... He made his decision. "Lie down."

Minutes later, Shane lie naked on his back while a similarly unclothed Sean ran his tongue up and down his stomach. "Jesus!" he moaned.

Sean stopped for a moment to grin at him. "Nope...just me..." With those words he took Shane into his mouth.

Shane let out a moan of pleasure. This was like nothing he had ever felt before. "Sean...oh God Sean...."

"Like that do ya?" Sean asked.

"Sean....I want you to...I mean..."

"Shane....no, I don't want to bring up any bad memories for you, and your body's still so weak...." Sean looked into Shane's quivering brown eyes, and suddenly it came to him. "Fuck me."

"No...Sean, I understand why you don't want to do it, you don't have to get mad at yourself..."

Sean laughed at Shane's misinterpretation. "I meant...if you want this so much...why don't YOU fuck ME?"

Shane froze. "I don't know if I can...."

"Of course you can." Sean felt a need awaken in him. "Shane...please..." With a gulp, Shane agreed.

Sean lay on his side. Slowly, Shane moved behind him. He pushed the head of his cock inside, then paused at Sean's sharp intake of breath. "Are..are you ok?"

"I'm fine....please Shane, deeper...."

Shane pushed further inside. He had no idea this felt so wonderful. He could feel Sean tightening on him as he slowly found a rhythm, pushing in and out.....

Sean and Shane came simultaneously. as Shane gently pulled out, Sean turned over to face him. "And that darling," he said, kissing Shane playfully on the forehead, "is love."