Been way too long since I last updated this site... Not even really sure what the last thing I wrote about was. Since spring is fully into swing, I really need to go through and do some house cleaning. Everywhere. Inside the house, on the computer, and in my own head.

Oddly enough, that last one seemed like the easiest to work on, so that's what I've been doing recently. I sit around and write, which is a pretty good feeling, even if I'm not actually doing much of anything. I even got a new journal and have written in it every day so far, which is a feat, considering I do nothing interesting. "Dear diary, today I took a nap." Wow. Such a fascinating life I lead.

And somehow, I always seem to run out of time to do the things I think I should do. Damn all those weird things floating around in my head. But they're slowly organizing and are going to dump themselves onto paper for me. Perhaps it would be easier if I threw the pen away and used my own blood.

The worst part, is that I thought I'd never have to write these things... I thought they'd be written for me. Obviously, I'm quite silly. The only person that could write this stuff seems to have given up on that, which is pretty sad. I haven't even gotten the nerve to look at writing about some of the other stuff, so I guess we're tearing at the layers of my soul like it's an onion. No wonder people cry when they have to chop onions.

We broke down and paid the fifteen dollars to go see a movie tonight... Jersey Girl of course. It was good. I have always been a little surprised at just how familiar those Kevin Smith films can be, and this one seems to be hovering there going, "Look....the future...." Which is both frightening and relieving. How is it we're all growing up? I am convinced that no good can come of this.

Oh, and if you just spent all that time reading through all my non-sensical rambling, you deserve some sort of prize. Maybe you can convince me to throw a fiesta for Cinco de Mayo. (Right? Maybe Spanish would be a good thing to learn.) If I do throw a fiesta at any point, a pinyata full of delicious cheese treats, or perhaps porn. Whatever I feel will get a better reaction.

And tonight, a word of wisdom. As I've come to realize, sometimes it's important to do whatever we can to keep our friends. Sometimes, you don't know how important they are until you can't be friends with them anymore. Sigh.