Hmm. All the things I think I'm good at... and there's always someone who's better. So why on earth should I even bother? Hmm. Got a clue to how I'm feeling today? I think that maybe discouraged is the best word. I should really stop watching biography.

Of course, that's not the only thing... Heh. I probably shouldn't admit it... but I don't always like the fact that my friends are better at certain things then I am. Call it an issue of my ego... or just general jealousy... I think I should just be happy that I have been blessed with gifted friends. Hmm. Now all the boys are going to get big heads. Well... bigger heads.

If I get up early enough tomorrow... and the light is good, I'll take a picture of the one painting of mine that is decent. I think putting it up will be a good idea.

Hmm. Someone want to explain boys? Even the most insecure boys still have big egos. How exactly does that work?

Hmm. I appear to be saying hmm a lot. Hmm.

In other news... The caffeine thing seems to be working, a little at least. I've cut back, and it seems that I have been happier for the most part. Which is good. So... just imagine how I'll be when there's no more caffeine at all. Good, I hope.

Also... not that anyone cares... I wrote last night. I managed to type out four pages... which, if I finish the story line, and then rewrite everything, it will probably be really long. Well... not probably. It would be long. But we'll see how long my interest in it holds. And then the next step will be convincing myself to share it.