Exorcist
I cannot sleep,
My dreams persue,
The very essence of them, you.
Taunting, testing me inside,
From you, my love, I cannot hide,
A victim of disgraceful pride.
Facing you I cannot bear
Yet, turn away? I wouldn't dare
To miss one moment of your smile
To capture me with charm and style;
And in my bitterness beguile
Me in this hope a little while.
You make me wonder at the strength
It takes, forsaking all at length,
Be-friending those who're still around,
Who in your eyes are victims bound
By their resemblance to the hound.
The deepest wound that cannot heal,
This stolen, broken heart I feel;
For hearts are stolen then they break,
As mine is, found here in your wake,
Worse knowing it was my mistake
For wanting what I would not take.
Oh, man of wond'rous dreams unreal
Who once I thought, I wished was real
To take the place of fantasy
To rival all reality.
How comes it to and end like this,
Good-bye without a farewell kiss?
Come to me in dreams No More!
Travel swift to some distant shore!
Just, leave me! in my loneliness
To forget what, I must confess,
Is better gone with it's distress
If all that's left is emptyness.