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All By Myself

All By Myself -- written by Kirsten Lindsay

My greatest fear is being alone,
To live life by myself.
I curl up into a ball and cry,
When I think of life without help.

Second to being alone,
My greatest fear must be
Rejection of love, an ending
Unhappily ever after with me.

My fear of rejection is strong,
When in love I fear the worst.
I end it early as if to keep
Rejection away, and hurt.

Unfortunatly when I end it,
I end up all alone.
More scared than when I started,
Scared deep into my soul.

Scared I'll never be loved again,
The way I was before.
Scared that love will never again
Come knocking at my door.

Am I destined to live forever
A solitary life?
Or is there someone out there?
Willing to make me his wife.

Send email to jdsmith@georgefox.edu if you like.