rumors fly
structures collapse
foundation weakened
cracked
friends fall away
hiding behind others
fear filling them
loneliness claims
what happened
a kiss
a single kiss
rumors fly
a kiss
a single kiss
cracks form
the house of christ
strained
jealousy and anger born
what to do
life loses meaning
what to do
anger is born
what to do
fear claims the helpless
darkness swallows them
help me
help me
help me
i am alone
my foundation cracked
what to do
a knife meets my eye
thoughts race through my mind
what to do
help me
my voice echoing
through the night
people walk by
help me
my soul cries out
what to do
the knife in my hand
what to do
is any one there
help me
the knife at my wrist
my hand shaking
help me
help me
my hand slips away
the knife falls to the ground
my arm uncut
i fall
tears pouring out
help me
help me
my life continues
memories flood me
a fist hitting me
help me
a hand slapping me
help me
my arms pinned down
help me
his face over me
laughing
his sweat pouring onto me
help me
his smile haunting me
his body pressing against me
i can't breath
my eyes open
the ceiling spinning
help me
help me
help me
i cry out
but deaf have my friends become
their ears plugged
my life spins around
help me
help me
laughter echoing through my soul
help me
help me
tears pour out
emptiness filling my soul
confusion
anger
my arm still uncut
the knife before me
my hand grasping it
help me
help me
a voice echoes in my head
a voice i have never heard
help me
my eyes cloud over
help me
a cross before me
knife in my hand
help me
the voice echoing
help me
a man hanging there
help me
his eyes looking on me
his arms bleeding
the knife slips
my arm cut
blood pouring out
i drop the knife
startled
a gash appears in the man's arm
a knife falling away from his arm
shock racks my soul
i collapse
weakness claiming me
sorrow wracks my body
the wound open
on both of us
my eyes clear
the knife before me
my arm uncut
shaking
i grasp the knife
throwing it away
my soul aching
i fall
i fall
i fall
help me
a voice echoes
help me
what is it
help me
who are you
help me
i hear it
the voice
a female one
help me
who is she
help me
i close my eyes
and see her
lonely
crying
afraid
confused
crying out
help me
help me
i reach out to her
but can't touch her
my soul longing to meet hers
help me
help me
i kneel
help me
my hands folded
help me
my soul focused on her
help me
pouring out for her
help me
help me
i stay there
help me
praying
help me
my life stopped
focused on hers
help me
trying to help........
