"...At this rate, we will be providing enough experts serving the country, from the capital to the districts, in the next twenty years..."
"... To^i ddi va`o nghe^` da.y ho.c nhu+ ddi va`o mo^.t gia ddi`nh...Ne^'u ba^y gio+`
kho^ng ga(.p , kho^ng da.y, kho^ng co' Vie^.n nu+~a, to^i cu~ng va^~n ca^`u nguye^.n , cu~ng
va^~n nho+' dde^'n luo^n , nho+' dde^? ca^`u chu'c ta^'t ca? (qu'y vi. gia'o su+ va` ca'c sinh vie^n ) cho ddu+o+.c Chu'a thu+o+ng va` co' co^ng a(n vie^.c la`m, da.y do^~ con ca'i ,
cho gia ddi`nh ddu+o+.c ha.nh phu'c... Ro^`i bie^'t dda^u ddu+o+.c , mo^.t nga`y na`o , ve^` phu.c vu. dda^'t nu+o+'c , bo+?i vi` chu'ng ta ddu+`ng bao gio+` que^n dda^'t nu+o+'c cu?a
chu'ng ta... " (Speech in Paris , France 10/1994 )
Ha~y bo? thi` gi+o` va`o co^ng vie^.c ,
6. Frere Nguyen Van Ke, Dalat University Administrator:
Linh Mu.c
7. Frere Tran Van Nghiem, Dean of School of Pedagogy:
9.
10. Professor Tran Trong San , Professor of Chinese.
11. Professor Ngo Tang Giao , Professor of Business Law.
. Pha.m Va(n Ba^n
, CTKD 7 , California :
. Hoa`ng Bi'ch
, CTKD 6 , Kansas, U.S. :
. Tra^`n Quang Ca?nh
, CTKD 1 , Washington D.C. :
. Nguye^~n Kha'nh Chu'c
, CTKD 1, Paris, France:
. Bu`i Ma.nh Cu+o+`ng
, CTKD 5 , Los Angeles , U.S (09-20-98):
. Phan Va(n Du~ng
, KH/1 , Covina , CA U.S :
. Pha.m DDi`nh DDa('c
, CTKD 5 , Milpitas, U.S :
. David Nhu+~
, CH/72 , Germantown MD U.S :
. Nguye^~n Tha`nh DDu+'c
, CTKD 1 , Atlanta , U.S :
. Le^ Thanh Kim
, CTKD 6 , Los Angeles, U.S :
. Qua?n My~ Lan
, Su+ Pha.m , California , U.S :
. Pha.m Ngo.c La^m ,
, CTKD 5 , Washington D.C. , U.S :
. Tra^`n Va(n Lu+u ,
, CTKD 1 , San Diego CA U.S :
. Pha.m ngo.c Phu+o+'c
, VK , SP , Houston U.S :
. Pha.m ngo.c Quy`nh
, CTKD 1 , Los Angeles, U.S :
. Nguye^~n Hu`ng So+n
, CTKD 5 , Pittsburg , Ca. , U.S. :
. Vu~ Kha('c Ta^m
, CTKD 5 , Florida , U.S. :
. Nguye^~n Thi. Ngo.c Ti.nh
, CTKD 10 , Virginia , U.S. :
. Ho`ang Thi.nh
, CTKD 7 , Vancouver , Canada :
. Tra^`n Thanh Ye^'n
, CTKD 6, San Mateo , CA :
(includes messages of :Monsigneur N.V. La^.p , Bishop Nguyen Ngo.c Quang , Father N. D. Linh, Father V. M. Tha'i , Fre`re Ke^' , Fre`re Nghie^m , Professors : Tra^`n Long , Ngo^ DDi`nh Long , P.B.Long, Tra^`n Tro.ng San, Ngo Tang Giao )
1.
Rev. Father Nguyen Van Lap, President of Dalat University:
Born on Oct. 28 1911 at Va.n Kim , Gio Linh District, Qua?ng Tri. Province
Sept. 01 1923, became the priest at An Ninh Seminary
1931 : graduated from highschool, transferred to Kim Long Seminary
1939: atttended at Sorbonne, France to get Licence e`s Lettres
1943: Principal of Thien Huu Highschool in Hue
1958: Director of Tie^'n Ha`nh National Catholic Center
Aug. 3 1961 : President of Dalat University
Oct. 1 1971 : Transferred to Da Nang
Apr. 1995 : Transferred to Du+'c Me. Fatima Church at Bi`nh Trie^.u .
Then , retired until now at the house built by Dalat University Alumni at Bi`nh Trie^.u .
Nov. 1998 : Honorarily named Monsigneur ( DDu+'c O^ng ) .
2
Rev. Father Nguyen Ngoc Quang
, Chancellor 1970-75
Tie^?u Su+? DDu+'c Cha Nguye^~n Ngo.c Quang
1. Gia DDi`nh :
Giacobe Nguye^~n Ngo.c Quang la` con thu+' mu+o+`i cu?a mo^.t gia ddi`nh mu+o+`i anh chi. em ; bo^'n che^'t co`n nho? ; hai chi. ; mo^.t chi. la^'y cho^`ng , mo^.t chi ddi tu Do`ng Tha'nh Phaolo , che^'t trong do`ng lu'c 33 tuo^?i ; ngu+o+`i anh thu+' chi'n la` Giacobe Co^ng, la` linh mu.c , bi. sa't ha.i na(m 1945 , ta.i Kha'nh Ho^.i , Saigo`n .
Giacobe Quang sinh nga`y 23 tha'ng 7 na(m 1909 , khai sinh nga`y 15 tha'ng 8 na(m 1909. Lu'c dda^`u dda(.t te^n Su+? , vi` tru`ng te^n vo+'i " Huye^.n Su+? " ba` con , ne^n ddo^?i ra So+? , ro^`i ddo^? ra Quang .
Te^n tha'nh Giacobe ghi nha^.n vu`ng na^`y te^n la` " Cap Saint-Jacques " , te^n ma` ca'c nha` tha'm hie^?m dda^`u tie^n dda(.t cho Vu~ng Ta`u , dde^? ghi nho+' nga`y ca'c Thu+`a Sai ddo^? bo^. la^`n dda^`u le^n dda^y , la` 25 tha'ng 7, le^~ tha'nh Giacobe . (tie^'ng Pha'p: Saint Jacques ).
2 Sinh Qua'n :
Sinh ta.i la`ng Phu+o+'c Le^~ , to^?ng Bi`nh An , ti?nh Ba` Ri.a .
Khi mo+'i tha`nh la^.p . go.i la` Thi. Ri.a (te^n ngu+o+`i dda^`u tie^n dde^'n sa'ng la^.p ) , sau mo+'i ddo^?i ra Ba` Ri.a .
Gia ddi`nh ngu. ta.i Xo'm Ca't, ca'ch nha` tho+` Ho. ddo^. 1 km 2 ,
ca'ch nha` ngu.c , nga`y xu+a giam ca'c gia'o da^n , ddo^. 1 km . No+i nha` ngu.c ba^y gio+` la` mo^.t Nha` Nguye^.n , be^n trong co' mo^.
chu+'a ha`i co^'t ca'c tu+? dda.o , ngoa`i co' kha('c chu+~ :
Ba tra(m bo^?n dda.o xa'c na(`m dda^y
Nhu+~ng tro^ng so^'ng la.i hu+o+?ng phu+o+'c dda^`y
Vi` Chu'a , tu` lao ddu? ba tha'ng
Cam lo`ng chi.u cha'y che^'t cho^'n na^`y . "
Trong co+n ba('t dda.o a^'y , 1858 , gia di`nh to^? tie^n dde^`u che^'t , so't la.i o^ng no^.i va` ba` co^' , khi a^'y co`n qua' nho? . Na(m 1862 , ca'c ba` phu+o+'c Tha'nh Phao Lo^ to+'i Saigon , nha^.n co^ be'
mo^` co^i a^'y ddem qua Pha'p ho.c , 7 na(m sau gu+?i ve^` .
3. Cha Me.
Cha : Nguye^~n Ngo.c Thanh
Me. : Nguye^~n Thi. Tho^ng
Nha` ddu? a(n va` nho+` ca^`n kie^.m co' ruo^.ng dda^'t . Cu. O^ng kho^ng chi.u la`m vie^.c la`ng, chi? giu'p vie^.c ho. dda.o , ma^'t na(m 1932 . Ba` me. ma^'t na(m 1943 .
4 DDi Chu?ng Vie^.n .
Na(m 1918 , anh la` Nguye^~n Ngo.c Co^ng ddi chu?ng vie^.n ( ho^`i ddo' la` Tra`ng La Tinh ). Na(m 1920 , em la` Nguye^~n Ngo.c Quang cu~ng ddi tu . Kho'a na^`y 50 ngu+o+`i ddu+o+.c ddo^? la`m linh mu.c . Chu?ng Vie^.n Saigon , ddu+o+`ng Luro so^' 6 , la^'y chu?ng sinh va`o tu tu+` lo+'p 8 ngu+o+.c le^n . Ho.c mo^.t ca'ch dda('p va' , kho^ng theo chu+o+ng tri`nh na`o . Na(m 1925 , DDu+'c Kha^m Ma.ng To`a Tha'nh ba('t buo^.c pha?i ho.c theo chu+o+ng tri`nh Nha` Nu+o+'c va` cho chu?ng sinh ddi thi la^'y ba(`ng ddo+`i
Ca'c Cha Ta^y mie^~n cu+o+~ng pha?i cho phe'p . Ai muo^'n ddi thi , thi` ho.c rie^ng . 5 chu?ng sinh lie^`u ma.ng , trong ddo' co' Nguye^~n Ngo.c Quang . Ca? 5 thi ba(`ng Franco-Indige`ne dde^`u dda^.u he^'t . Co^' Ta^y xa^`m xi` : " Nay mai bo.n no' se~ ra " . Nhu+ng bo.n no' kho^ng ddu+'a na`o chi.u ra . O+? hoa`i cho dde^'n nga`y la`m linh mu.c .
Na(m 1928 va`o DDa.i Chu?ng Vie^.n . Sau 2 na(m ho.c Trie^'t, ho^`i xu+a go.i la` Ca'ch Va^.t, chi.u chu+'c ca('t to'c va` ddi da.y 2 ky` , mo^~i ky` 6 tha'ng . Ky` 1 , da.y ta.i Gio`ng Go`n, thuo^.c Ho. Vi~nh Long .
Ky` 2 , ta.i Bi`nh DDa.i , mo^.t Ho. mo+'i la` Lo^.c Ta^n .
Na(m 1933 , DDu+'c Cha Nguye^~n Ba' To`ng ddu+o+.c cho.n la`m Gia'm Mu.c tie^n kho+?i Vie^.t Nam . Ngu+o+`i la` Cha so+? cu+.u HO. Ba` Ri.a , dda~ cho hai anh em Co^ng, Quang ddi tu , ne^n hai anh em chu? ddo^.ng to^? chu+'c vie^.c ddo'n tie^'p DDu+'c Cha mo+'i o+? Roma ve^` va`o tha(m Chu?ng Vie^.n . Sau na^`y Co^ng bi. treo mo^.t na(m ru+o+~i vi` la` nie^n tru+o+?ng ca^`m dda^`u , Quang bi. 6 tha'ng .
5. Chi.u Chu+'c Linh Mu.c .
Na(m 1935 , tha'ng 9 , hai anh em mo+'i ddu+o+.c chi.u chu+'c .
Cu`ng kho'a co' DDu+'c Cha Thie^.n, cu~ng dda~ bi. treo 6 tha'ng. Sau khi la`m linh mu.c , DDu+'c Cha Dumortier ba('t ddi the^' mo^~i no+i va`i tha'ng .
Ra.ch Da^`u : 2 tha'ng
Ca'i Mo+n : 2 tha'ng
Ca'i Quao : 2 tha'ng
La`m Pho' ta.i Ma(.t Ba('c : 6 tha'ng
DDo^?i qua la`m Pho' ta.i Bai~ Xan : ho+n 1 na(m .
Na(m 1938 chia ddi.a pha^.n Vi~nh Long . DDang o+? Ba~i Xan, DDu+'c Cha Thu.c go.i ve^` ta.m o+? Vi~nh Long, va` cu~ng dde^? chua^?n bi.
ddi ho.c vo+'i Cha Thie^.n .
6. Du Ho.c
Nga`y 06 tha'ng 12 1938 xuo^'ng ta`u Chargeurs Re'unis qua Pha'p . Nga`y 05 tha'ng 01 1939
to+'i Marseille . Ho^m sau , 06 tha'ng 01 1939 le^n xe lu+?a ddi Paris . DDu+'c Cha gu+?i o+? ta.i Tie^?u Chu?ng Vie^.n Paris , ta.i Conflans . Mo^.t tha'ng sau , Cha La^.p ( Hue^' ) cu~ng to+'i o+? chung .
Chi phi' a(n o+? do ho^.i St. Pierre Apo^tre chi.u . DDi.a Pha^.n mo+'i tha`nh la^.p , DDu+'c Cha Thu.c chi cho 200 le^~ , mo^~i le^~ 2 ddo^`ng VN . DDe^'n Pha'p va`o mu`a ddo^ng , kho^ng quen la.nh . Ho.c cu~ng kho^ng quen , lu'c dda^`u va^'t va~ .
Na(m 1946 , na^`y co' nhie^`u bie^'n co^' . Tha'ng 3 , nghe tin co' pha'i ddo`an VN qua Pha'p , ho^.i nghi. ta.i Fontainebleau do o^ng Ho^` Chi' Minh ca^`m dda^`u , dde^? thu+o+ng thuye^'t ddo`i ddo^.c la^.p . Vie^.t kie6`u o+? Pha'p go^`m sinh vie^n , li'nh va` tho+. , ai na^'y vui mu+`ng , to^? chu+'c ddi ru+o+'c pha'i ddo`an .
Mo^~i vu`ng cu+? mo^.t pha'i ddo`an . Toulouse thuo^.c vu`ng Ta^y Nam nu+o+'c Pha'p , co' pha'i ddo`an do linh mu.c Quang ddu+o+.c cu? ca^`m dda^`u .
No^.i bo^. Vie^.t kie^`u lu'c a^'y ra('c ro^'i la('m . Da^`u co' la^.p Vie^. Kie^`u Lie^n Minh dde^? ca^'u ke^'t la.i , nhu+ng kho^ng the^? la`m cho Dde^. Tam va` DDe^. Tu+' ho`a ho+.p ddu+o+.c . Ca? hai dde^`u la` Co^.ng Sa?n . Vi` so+. thu+.c da^n lo+.i du.ng ti`nh the^' dde^? chia re~ the^m , ne^n ca'c anh em ye^u nu+o+'c , xin Linh Mu.c Quang ddu+'ng ra la`m trung gian da`n xe^'p . Sau nhie^`u la^`n ho^.i ho.p va` ba`n ca?i , phe DDe^. Tu+' cha^'p nha^.n tu+. gia?i ta'n cha'nh thu+'c nho'm DDe^. Tu+' , la`m ta.i Marseille , co' o^ng Pha.m Va(n DDo^`ng chu? su+.
Pha'i ddo`an thu+o+ng thuye^'t ma~i , kho^ng ke^'t qu?a .
Pha'p cho chie^'n ha.m Dumond d'Urville ddu+a ve^` nu+o+'c .
7. Ve^` Nu+o+'c .
Nga`y 12 tha'ng 12 na(m 1946 , hai anh em Quang - Thie^.n
dda(ng ky' ve^` nu+o+'c . Chie^'c Champollion , ddi Vie^~n DDo^ng la^`n dda^`u sau chie^'n tranh . Co' mo^.t so^' li'nh , tho+. VN ve^` nu+o+'c .
Nga`y 19 tha'ng 12 na(m 1946 , tre^n ta`u cho tin chie^'n tranh bu`ng no^? ta.i VN.
DDa^`u tha'ng Gie^ng , ta`u ca^.p be^'n Saigon . Lu'c o+? Saigon , cho+` di.p tie^.n dde^? ddi Vi~nh Long , thi` xa?y ra vu. so^i no^?i trong DDia. Pha^.n . So^' la` di.p ca'c Cha ca^'m pho`ng dda^`u na(m , ca'c Cha u?ng ho^. kha'ng chie^'n cha^'t va^'n DDu+'c Cha Caissaigne ve^` ca'c linh mu.c ddi kha'ng chie^'n , ve^` gia'o da^n trong vu`ng kha'ng chie^'n , ai chi.u tra'ch nhie^.m ... ?
Lu'c ca^'m pho`ng , ca'c Cha mu+o+.n ma'y dda'nh chu+~ be^n Pha'p ddem ve^` , le^n ta^.n plafond , dda'nh ma'y truye^`n ddo+n pha't cho ca'c Cha . Do ba'o ca'o , DDu+'c Cha nghi~ la` do ca'c Cha gia'o su+ chu? xu+o+'ng , ne^n lie^`n sau ca^'m pho`ng , go+?i gia^'y dda(.t ma^'y ca^u
ho?i , ba?o tra? lo+`i ngay . Chie^`u ho^m ddo'ca'c Cha ho.p , co' ma(.t Cha Quang dde^? u?ng ho^. tinh tha^`n . Ca'c Cha ddo^`ng y' giu+~ vu+~ng la^.p tru+o+`ng, ba^'t cha^'p ha^.u qua? ra sao , sau khi tra? lo+`i cho DDu+'c Cha . Tu+'c thi` cu`ng nga`y , ca'c Cha ddu+o+.c li.nh ra kho?i Chu?ng Vie^.n trong 24 tie^'ng ma` kho^ng bie^'t ddi dda^u : ca'c Cha a^'y la` Phaolo Bi`nh , Giuse Thie^.n , Phaolo DDa^.u , Phaolo Ki'nh ( Cha Ki'nh sau na^`y che^'t be^n Pha'p vi` tai na.n xe ).
8. Ve^` DDe^'n Vi~nh Long .
Kho?ang dda^`u tha'ng 3 1947 , DDu+'c Cha bo^? nhie^.m la`m Gia'm DDo^'c Chu?ng Vie^.n ; dde^'n tha'ng 8 ddu+o+.c ddu+a ve^` la`m Cha So+? ho. Vi~nh Long , nhu+ng co`n pha?i da.y o+? Chu?ng Vie^.n 12 gio+` mo^.t tua^`n .
Vi~nh Long co' mo^.t Cha Pho' vo+'i 10 ho. dda.o nho? . Na(m 1950 , Cha So+? la^.p nha` in Long Ho^` A^'n Qua'n, ro^`i la^.p Nguye^.t San Hie^.p Nha^'t , cho tin tu+'c trong ddi.a pha^.n . Na(m 1952 , la^.p tru+o+`ng Trung Ho.c Nguye^~n Tru+o+`ng To^. . DDe^'n 1954 mo+'i tho^i da.y Chu?ng Vie^.n .
Ca'c tha'ng nghi? , go'p su+'c vo+'i ca'c Cha gia'o su+ , to^? chu+'c nhu+~ng kho'a hua^'n luye^.n gi+o+'i chu+'c ca'c ho. , thanh nie^n thanh nu+~ tha'nh nghie^.p , nghia~ binh Tha'nh The^? .
9. Ve^` Cha'nh Tri.
DDa^`u na(m 1947 , ti`nh hi`nh bi dda't . Nhie^`u Cha trong ddi.a pha^.n bi. gie^'t : Cha Phero Tha`, GB. Ga^~m , Phero Dinh , Philipphe^ Tuye^`n ) Ba'c cu?a Cha Trie^m ), nhie^`u nha` tho+` bi. cha^'t bo^?i , ddo+.i le^.nh la` ddo^'t .
Di.p nghi? he` 1947 , Cha Quang xin gia^'y ddi giu'p ho. Ca'i Nhum , lu'c a^'y co`n o+? trong tay kha'ng chie^'n qua^n . Tu+` ddo' lie^n la.c vo+'i Linh Mu.c Le^ DDi`nh Hie^`n , va` ga(.p nhau trong chie^'n khu ta.i Ta^n Lo+.i ( Be^'n Tre ), va` nho+` Cha Hie^`n lie^n la.c vo+'i tuo+'ng Nguye^~n Bi`nh dde^? cu+'u va~n ti`nh the^' .
Ba tha'ng sau , tu+o+'ng Nguye^~n Bi`nh sai 2 si~ quan dde^'n Vi~nh Long , tru' ta.i nha` xu+' , lie^n la.c vo+'i Gia'm Mu.c , cha^'m du+'t vie^.c gie^'t linh mu.c , ddo^'t nha` tho+` . Ta.m la('ng di.u dde^'n na(m 1954 , o^ng Die^.m le^n na('m cha'nh quye^`n .
10. 1959-1960
Thay ddo^?i lo+'n trong Gia'o Ho^.i VN: the^m ddi.a pha^.n ; la^.p Ha`ng Gia'o Pha^?m : DDu+'c Cha Thu.c ddo^?i ve^` Hue^' , DDu+'c Cha Anton Thie^.n la`m Gia'm Mu.c Vi~nh Long . Sau khi nha^.n so+? , DDu+'c Cha tie^'n cu+? Cha Quang la`m Cha Chi'nh DDia. Pha^.n , kie^m nhie^.m Cha So+? .
Vi` chi'nh bie^'n 1963 , DDu+'c Cha Thu.c ddang o+? Roma du+. Co^ng DDo^`ng, kho^ng ddu+o+.c tro+? ve^` VN , Toa` Tha'nh dda(.t DDu+'c Cha DDie^`n vu+`a la`m Gia'm Mu.c Ca^`n Tho+ , vu+`a la`m Gia'm Mu.c DDi.a Pha^.n Hue^' .
DDa^`u na(m 1965 , Toa` Tha'nh cu+? Cha Quang la`m Gia'm Mu.c Ca^`n Tho+ thay DDu+'c Cha DDie^`n . Vi` co' nha^n vie^n na`o ddo' o+? Roma tie^'t lo^. bi' ma^.t cho o^ng Tru+o+ng Co^ng Cu+u` . Khi ve^` Saigon , o^ng
tung tin ra . To`a Tha'nh ngu+ng dde^'n tha'ng Tu+ mo+'i cho phong chu+'c .
11. Gia'm Mu.c
Phong chu+'c Gia'm Mu.c chie^`u nga`y 05-05-1965 ta.i Nha` Tho+` Cha'nh To`a Vi~nh Long, ddang la`m lo+~ vo+~ , do DDu+'c Cha Kha^m Su+' Palmas chu? le^~ , hai DDu+'c Cha Bi`nh va` Thie^.n thu. phong .
Sa'ng ho^m sau , nga`y 6 tha'ng 5 1965 , qua Ca^`n Tho+ nha^.n ddi.a pha^.n .
- Tha'ng 9-1965, ddi ho.p kho'a cho't Co^ng DDo^`ng Vatican II .
- 1966-1976 : To^?ng Thu+ Ky' Ho^.i DDo^`ng Gi'am Mu.c Mie^`n Nam VN .
- 1966 : Mua dda^'t va` ca^'t the^m Tie^?u Chu?ng Vie^.n .
- 1969 : La^.p nha` ma'y nu+o+'c dda' .
- 1970-1975 : Chu+o+?ng A^'n DDa.i Ho.c Dalat .
- Tha'ng 9-1977 : Cu`ng DDu+'c Cha Bi`nh ddi Ha` No^.i .
- Tha'ng 1-1978 : DDi ho.p U?y Ban Ma(.t Tra^.n Trung U+o+ng , ho.p ta.i Saigon .
12. Ve^` vo+'i Chu'a
DDu'c Cha Quang ve^` vo+'i Chu'a nga`y 20 tha'ng 6 na(m 1990 ta.i Ca^`n Tho+ .
3.
Rev. Father Ngo Duy Linh, Vice-President of Dalat University:
1922 : Born at Lie^~u DDe^`, Tru+.c Ninh district , Nam DDi.nh province
1934 : attended Trung Linh Seminary in Bui Chu
1952 : teaching Latin
1953 : studied music in Paris and awarded :
. Diplo^me de Professeur d'harmonie at Conservatoire international de Musique de Paris
. Certificat de Fin d' e'tude de Composition musicale avec mention d' admissibilite' a` la the`se pour le Diplo^me de Compositeur de Musique at Ce'sar Franck Paris
. Certificat de fin d' e'tude de direction chorale at Paris Catholic University
. Certificat de Fin de Chant gre'gorien at Paris Catholic University
1957 : Professor of harmony at National Music Institute in Saigon
1961 : Founder and Director of Hue^' Music Institute
1964 : Transferred to Dalat University
1968 : Studied music at Sorbone , Paris
1973 : Dean of School of Musical Pedagogy of Dalat University
1975 : Studied music at Paris
2/20/1998 : Passed away at Dallas, Texas
" O^i bao gio+` mo+'i la.i co' DDa.i Ho.c " tro^`ng ngu+o+`i " ta`i ddu+'c cho quo^'c gia! Bao gio+` mo+'i la.i co' to^? a^'m nuo^i du+o+~ng ti`nh ddo^`ng ba`o , xa^y du+.ng ti`nh ba.n hu+~u dde^? cu`ng nhau xa^y du+.ng canh ta^n dda^'t nu+o+'c , phu.c vu. da^n to^.c . "
"...I wish all of you to live firmly with the Vietnamese traditions, the Thu Nhan Dalat spirit: having close friendships, educating the young generations, serving our countrymen, establishing affectionate relations, loving mankind..."
4. Rev. Father Vu Minh Thai, Dean of School of Pedagogy:
"...Those days living in Dalat were really my significant days..."
5.
Professor Tran Long, Dean of School of Government and Business:
1928 : Born in a Catholic family in Pha't Die^.m - Ninh Bi`nh region.
1945 : Attended Nguye^~n Tru+o+`ng To^. Highschool in Hanoi.
1949 : Studied in France and U.S.
1954 : Graduated from University of Oregon with the degree of Bachelor of Science, magna cum laude, Industrial Administration.
1956 : Graduated from Syracuse University with the degree of Master of Arts, Economics and Public Finance, Maxwell Graduate School of Citizenship and Public Affairs
1956 : Publishing The Times of Vietnam , the first weekly magazine in English in Saigon
1957 : Assistant Director of Accounting & Finance ; Director of Public Relations
of Standard Vacuum Oil Company.
1964 : Dean of School of Government and Business
1971 : General Administrator of Business of Dalat University Association.
..." Hie^.n tu+o+.ng xua^'t na~o xa?y ra hoa`i hoa`i ta.i nhie^`u no+i. Ra ddi
ro^`i tha`nh dda.t , co' nhie^`u ngu+o+`i co`n ngoa?nh la.i gi'up nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i thie^'u may ma('n . Sau sa'u na(m du ho.c , to^i tro+? ve^` Vie^.t Nam
khi dda^'t nu+o+'c dda~ bi. chia ddo^i . Muo^'n giu'p nha` giu'p nu+o+'c , to^i
dda~ ddu+o+.c co+ ho^i. co^.ng ta'c vo+'i VDHDL, go'p pha^`n dda`o ta.o mo^.t lo+'p thanh nie^n tro+? tha`nh pha^`n tu+? co^'t ca'n trong xa~ ho^.i , du` so^'ng trong nu+o+'c hay ngoa`i nu+o+'c . Tu+. nghi~ i't co' ai co' ddu+o+.c co+ ho^.i qui' gia' nhu+ va^.y . Lu'c ba('t dda^`u phu. tra'ch Tru+o+`ng Cha'nh Tri. Kinh Doanh thi` to^i mo+'i 36 tuo^?i , dde^'n nay to^i dda~ tre^n 66 tuo^?i ro^`i . Tuo^?i ddo+`i dda~ cao , kinh nghie^.m dda~ da`y, i't co`n ham muo^'n thi tho^' ta`i na(ng chi nu+~a . Nay dde^'n lu'c ca'c anh chi. ne^n ddu+a nhu+~ng hie^?u bie^'t cu?a mi`nh ra dde^? giu'p ba.n , giu'p nha` , giu'p nu+o+'c ..."
"...Agree that all of us will never forget each other. Even if there was a sea change, remember how happy we were under the same mother school, united under the nice and honest environment that made us good citizens, better than if we had not lived together and had not attended this school..."
Poem
by unknown author
Take time to work,
It is price of success.
Take time to think,
It is the source of power.
Take time to play,
It is the secret of perpetual youth.
Take time to read,
It is the foundation of wisdom.
Take time to be friendly,
It is the road to happiness.
Take time to love and to be loved,
It is the privilege of the gods.
Take time to share,
Life is too short to be selfish.
Take time to laugh,
Laughter is the music of the soul.
HA~Y BO? THI` GIO+`
Translator: Prof. Tran Long
DDo' la` gi'a tra? dde^? tha`nh co^ng .
Ha~y bo? thi` gio+` ma` suy nghi~ ,
DDo' la` nguo^`n go^'c cu?a quye^`n na(ng .
Ha~y bo? thi` gio+` ra ddu`a gio+~n ,
DDo' la` bi' quye^'t so^'ng vi~nh xua^n .
Ha~y bo? thi` gio+` ma` ngo^`i ddo.c sa'ch,
DDo' la` ne^`n ta?ng cu?a kho^n ngoan.
Ha~y bo? thi` gio+` ti`m ba.n hu+~u ,
DDo' la` ddu+o+`ng da^~n to+'i phu'c nha`n .
Ha~y bo? thi` gio+` ye^u thu+o+ng me^'n ,
DDo' la` a^n hue^. cu?a tha^`n tie^n .
Ha~y bo? thi` gio+` cu`ng chia se? ,
DDo+`i ngu+o+`i qua' nga('n dde^? hai. nha^n .
Ha~y bo? thi` gio+` cu+o+`i le^n tie^'ng ,
Tie^'ng cu+o+`i nha.c ddie^.u cu?a ho^`n thie^ng .
I. Politics
In early 1964, I was Inspector of Foreign Aid in the office of Dr.
Nguyen Ton Hoan, Deputy Prime Minister for Pacification. I was just
back from a trip to Malaysia to study its counter-insurgency program,
when I received a letter from Fr. Simon Nguyen Van Lap, President of
the Catholic University of Dalat. He asked me to meet with three of
my friends to discuss a serious matter concerning the university.
The following weekend we met for several hours at my friend Bui Xuan Bao's apartment on Hongthaptu Street in Saigon. The other two friends were Pho Ba Long and Vu Quoc Thuc. I knew Bao in Paris back in 1950 when he was studying at the Sorbonne's Faculty of Letters. In 1964 he was a professor at the University of Saigon's Faculty of Letters, and also a lecturer at the University of Dalat's Faculty of Letters.
Pho Ba Long and I met in Chicago in the summer of 1954 when he carne with his siblings to attend the annual meeting of the Association of Vietnamese Students in North America. Toward the end of that, three-day convention, he was elected president of the association to replace me after my two years as its president. At that time Long had just finished the first half of his two-year MBA program at Harvard Business School. In 1964 he was an executive at the Esso-Standard Eastern Oil Company in Saigon.
In 1956 when I managed the Times of Vietnam weekly magzine, I interviewed Vu Quoc Thuc, Governor of the Central Bank of South Vietnam,
and wrote an article about the bank in my magazine. That's how I came to know him and became his friend. He had a doctorate of economics from Paris Faculty of Law. In 1964 he was Dean and professor at the University of Saigon's Faculty of Law.
In this meeting, which Bui Xuan Bao termed an exploratory session, we discussed the feasibility of establishing a new faculty of political science, economics, and business at the University of Dalat, located about two hundred miles north of Saigon. To be set up, a new faculty had to be approved by the ministry of education. The politics at that time was not conducive to such an enterprise at a Catholic university, since President Ngo Dinh Diem, a Catholic, had just been overthrown and assassinated a few months earlier at the United Buddhist Movement (UBM), and Prof. Bui Tuong Huan was the current Minister of Education as a UBM candidate.
Gen. Nguyen Khanh, who ousted the Minh-Kim-Don junta in January 1964, was the strongman at the moment. However, his government was beset with innumerable problems, including the frequent street demonstrations led by university students with demands for a civilian administration and more liberal policies toward opposition groups. Our approach was for Fr. Lap to present the proposed faculty as a way to alleviate the student turmoil in saigon by attracting students to the peaceful setting of the resort city of Dalat. We learned later that Minister Huan did buy into this argument.
Acording to Bao, a close friend of Fr. Lap and his representative in this meeting, the name of the new enterprise was already thought up by Fr.Lap as Faculty of Political Scince and Enterprise Administration. Prof. Thuc preferred name it Faculty of Politics, Economics, and Business Management. Since I graduated from American universities, I proposed the shorter name of School of Government and Business.
Though products of French universities, Bao and Thuc agreed that the new school should have an American flavor. They suggested that Pho Ba Long and I propose a four-year curriculum to be discussed at our next meeting.
During the following week we pored over several American universities catalogs to come up with subject matters and study courses, especially for the first two years of the curriculum. With a few modifications made at our next meeting, this was the curriculum incorporated in the proposal presented to Minister Huan. However, a snag arose. When he signed the ministerial order to approve the establisment of the new school. he named it Faculty of Economics and Business Administration.
Meanwhile, due to irreconcialable differences, Deputy Primister Hoan left Gen. Nguyen Khanh's government in May 1964. Most of his associates in his Greater Vietnam Party ( DDa?ng DDa.i Vie^.t ) also left Khanh's government. I was at that time a low ranking reserve detached from mlitary service to the office of Dr. Hoan. New papers were prepared for me to be detached to the ministry of education and then specially assigned to the Catholic University of Dalat to help set up the new school.
In June 1964, I left Saigon for Dalat. My family, that is my wife Danielle and our four children, remained in Saigon. I spent the next hectic three months pulling together all the necessary resources to make the school ready for its first academic year. Gen. Khanh was ousted in August 1964 and replaced a civilian government led by DR. Phan Huy Quat . The new minister of education , DR. Nguyen Tien Hy, not a UBM candidate, issued a new ministerial order to rename the Faculty of Economics and Business Administration as the School of Government and Business (SGB).
Originally, we thought of admitting six hundred freshmen for the new school year. We received almost fifteen hundred applications. In early September when we started SGB first class sessions, we had 1,036 registered students, coming from all different parts of South Vietnam, with a majority from three urban areas of Saigon, Hue and Cantho, where the three existing public universities located.
By sheer determination and with a positive attitude , Fr. Lap and I along with a dedicated teaching faculty and administrative staff succeeded in making SGB a vibrant institution, well known throughout the country by the end of the second year.
The first batch of almost three hundred graduates received their diploma in 1968 and started serving South Vietnam in various capacities. And most of them served well.
In June 1964, when I left Saigon for Dalat to set up the School of Government and Business (SGB) at the University of Dalat, my title was director of studies.
When I received my bachelor of science degree in industrial administration from the University of Portland and my master of arts degree in economics and finance from Syracuse University, I never thought of one day becoming a university professor and managing a new college in South Vietnam. Now "The flag was in my hand and I had to wave it," as went the Vietnamese saying, "Co+` dde^'n tay ai, ngu+o+`i a^'y pha^'t ."
The four-year curriculum had been approved by the ministry of education. My task was to assemble the teaching staff for the twelve introductory courses listed in the curriculum of the freshmen year. I was lucky to obtain the collaboration of five Dalat residents who had university degrees in law, economics, mathematics, and business. For the remaining courses, I had to depend on visiting lecturers who commuted from the University of Saigon or the National Institute of Administration located of Saigon.
For the course titled " Principles of Accounting: Introductory ", I had a hard time locating a suitable person to teach the subject. After frustrating interviews with the candidates who taught accounting at the National School of Commerce in Saigon, I took upon myself the task of teaching accounting courses. Those who taught accounting in Saigon were schooled in France, not the type of accounting I wanted taught to my students.
During the next several years, I had to teach both the Principles of Accounting and Cost Accounting, and later Basics of Auditing, even though I did not major in accounting .
In order to teach these courses, I relied on the American textbooks authored by Finney, Noble, Niswonger, and Gohlke. On evenings or weekends, I spent my time with these textbooks and my Hermes typewriter, a Swiss poratble model with Vietnamese keyboard. While rendering the American concepts into Vietnamese, I cut the stencils by pounding hard on my light-weight typewriter. My stencils were turned over to the student co-op for mimeographing , so that copies of my teaching could be distributed to the students. Accounting being admittedly a dry subject, I interspersed it with funny animal to call variuos companies, customers and suppliers.
For the course titled" Social Ethics", I placed my trust on a Dominican priest, a reputedly eloquent preacher, who taught a philosophy course at another faculty (college) of the university. I discussed with him the syllabus, my envisaged outline, for this course of study, the notion of ethical behavior and of conflict of interest in public life or in a business environment. I later regretted my choice. Toward the end of the course, many students came to me complaining that, though this priest's lectures were entertaining , they did not get much out of the course
and worried about the grade they would receive.
Well, I did not have control over lots of things . When I brought the complaint to Fr. Simon Nguyen Van Lap, the university president, and discussed with him about the students' worry of even just receiving a passing grade for this course, he grinned and said he would talk with that Dominican priest. After the final exam, , most of the students received either a passing or higher grade for the Social Ethics course. In trying to entertain the students, the eloquent teacher had digressed from the syllabus and the students got lost in his numerous amusing anecdotes. I stored this situation in my mind and called it the E-eloquence, E standing for entertaining and empty.
By nature, I have never been a worrier. With the above situation as well as some other episodes, I was concerned. Concerned about the educational values imparted to our young generations, I tried my best to obtain from the teaching staff the lecture notes for the various courses of study.
These notes were to be mimeographed and distributed to the students at nominal cost. Most professors cooperated. The few who did not turn in their lecture notes would not be reinvited to teach the following years.
The whole generation born since 1945 knew nothing but war . The 1964 freshman at our SGB had heard of World War II that ended in 1945, and of the French-Vietnamese war that ended in 1954. Now they were in the middle of the war between North and South Vietnam . Almost all families in our nation had been adversely affected by these wars in one way or another .
Uppermost in the mind of the young men of that freshman class was the military draft. To continue to receive draft deferment, a freshman had to do well in the exams and obtain an overall passing grade to advance to the sophomore year. This deferment policy, imposed by governmental and military authorities , placed an unecessary burden on the conscience of all the universitity professors.
Outside the lecturer halls, our students had so little contact with their professors. The lecture notes and the university library were the nxt best things to help the students acquire knowledge in the various courses listed in the curriculum. I managed SGB within many constraints and under many pressures.
My memory of the first fours years at SGB was vague. Perhaps seventy percent of the freshmen advanced to the second year; eighty percent of the sophomores to the third year, and eighty percent of the juniors to the fourth year. By the end of the 1967-69 year, the first batch of almost three hundred graduates received their diplomas. We had started the freshman year with 1,036 students. What happened to the remaining seven-hundred-plus students who did not graduate ? I often wondered.
Since the loss of South Vietnam to the communists in April 1975, I have attended reunions of my former students in Los Angeles, San Jose, Seattle, Houston Dallas and Washington D.C. Many of them expressed lavish gratitude and I have been asking myself whether I deserve it. I hope I do, to a certain extent. (Yes, you do fully deserve. You were the sacrifying ,hard working, founding father ( Khai Quo^'c Co^ng Tha^`n ) of SGB , without you, we doubted the SGB would be opened in 1964. Cha^u Tua^'n Xuye^n, K1 ).
Final examinations at the new SGB were a serious matter. Male students must succeed in these finals and receive the overall passing grade
in order to qualify for military draft deferment. As dean of SGB in 1965, I wanted to conduct these finals with the utmost care, impartiality and integrity.
About a month before the examination week, I gather all the exam questions for the variuos courses ot study from the professors and lecturers in charge. I reviewed these questions to make sure they were clearly phrased and to clarify any ambiguities with the professors. At night, I personally cut the stencils, placed them in envelopes, and stored them away for safe keeking in a locked drawer. All this was done in complete secrecy.
Almost one thousand freshmen took these finals at the end of the 1964-65 school year. Seating arrangement had to be thought out, I also assigned a code number and a particular seat to to each student. To prevent cheating, students seating next to each other did not receive the same set of exam questions.
For proctoring, I mobilized all available staff members. These proctors supervised at the various exam halls to maintain order, distributed printed exams questions, prevent cheating from happening , and collect exam papers from the students.
The night before any particular exams took place, I pulled those related stencils out of the locked drawer and reviewed them for the final time to ensure accuracy . I did not know how to operate the mimeographing machine. Anyway it could be a messy and inky operation. Fortunately, Fr. Ngo Duy Linh, Assistant President and Director of Male Student Boarding, was an expert. I enlisted his assistance to produce the necessary copies of exam questions. All this was done in complete secrecy.
Yes, secrecy was the key. The worse situation was "leaked exam questions ( lo^. dde^` thi ) ". This would have compromised every thing and placed SGB's integrity in jeopardy .
I thought out every detail and anticipated potential problems related to that exam week of late June 1965. Luckily, not a single incident happened. The whole week passed by smoothly. A big hurdle was overcome.
The conduct of that exam week, with a few improvements added later, became the standard operating procedure for SGB during the six-year term of my deanship. I was blessed thoughout that six-year period. No "leaked exam questions " incident !
On Wednesday, december 10, 1997, Fr. Linh and I met again in Dallas, Texas , after twenty nine years of separation. We were thankful for the happy reunion. And we reminisced of those nights spent together to mimeograph the exam questions.
The curriculum of the fourth year at Dalat University 's SGB reserved a large block of hours for the seniors to do group research and present
group reports.
The SGB group study was designed to achieve, among many goals, the fololwing :
. The cooperation among students within a group to do research together and present their findings and conclusions to a panel of three examiners
in front of their classmates.
. The development of leadership and acceptance of one another among those students thrown together into a group by a decision of the school management.
. The application of knowledge and skills taught to students in other courses of study as Public Speaking , Writing style, Research and Report Writing.
. The collaboration of those who had proved themselve as leaders in various fields of laws, economics, finance, diplomacy, press, government or business.
Each study group was formed in this manner:
At the start of the third year, the juniors were to opt for government study (GS) or business study (BS). After the third year finals, the successful candidates entering the senior year were ranked according to their grade point average (GPA). There were enough GS seniors to form 36 group. According to my scheme, the first group of Alpha Group consisted of six students ranked 1, 37, 73, 109 145, and 181. The GS group received the Greek-Alphabet names as Alpha, Beta, Gamma, and so on, and the BS group, the Hebrew-alphabet names as Aleph, Beth, Gimel, and so on. Most group seemed proud of their names.
Using my prerogative as dean of the school and basing my selection on their three-year cumulative GPA, I threw five or six students together into a group and required them to cooperate in their research project, to develop leadership and followship, and to apply their previously-learned skills in public speaking and report writing, under the guidance of a government or business leader, whom I titled "Guiding Professor."
With the assistance of the teaching staff, I drew up a list of research projects and a roster of guiding professors. Some of these professors were lawyers, judges, engineers, public administrators or doctors of medicine residing in the vicinity of the university. Most of the others were busy prominent people residing in Saigon, about two hundred miles south of Dalat.
However, the student study groups were allowed to propose research projects and guiding professors other than those listed on my roster, as long as they met certain criteria. In this way, the number of potential research projects increased to enrich the university's central library
and the guiding professors expanded to enlarge the university's circle of friends and patrons.
The last two months of the senior year were hectic. I had too many variables to coordinate in scheduling for various group to present their reports:
. The readiness of each study group. Whether the group was advanced enough in its research project so that its members could present their findings and conclusions in an alloted time of sixty minutes, with each
members speaking no more than ten minutes.
. The presence of each group's guiding professor. Whether residing in Dalat or Saigon, he or she was a busy person and available only on certain time and on certain date, For a Saigon resident, air travel or road transportation had to be worked out.
. the avalilability of other staff members to participate in the three-member panel. The panel, presided by the guiding professor, would spent about thirty minutes questioning the group after its presentation, assigning a grade to the whole group and individual grades to group members .
. The availability of physical facilities such as rooms, halls, and public address systems, adequate enough to accomodate the presenting group, the examining panel, and a large of student audience.
On several days during those two months, various groups presented their reports at the same time in different classrooms or study halls. On more than one occasion, I had to find substitutes for panel members. Hectic two months, indeed .
After the oral presentation, each group had to turn in a written report, This group effort was limited to sixty double-spaces pages. Upon receiving the report, the guiding professor had two weeks to read it and assign a grade to the whole group. However, many professors did not abide by the two-week limit. More than once, I had to resort to phone calls or even personal visits to obtain grades for various group from these busy prominent people, who had been gracious enough to collaborate with the university.
In retrospect, SGB and its students derived several benefits from this group-study initiative. This systems and the case-study technique were then applied for the first time at any niversity in the country.
Each graduating class left behind many research papers at the university library to help succeeding classes in their study , both for the form and content of these reports.
By enlisting of these cooperation of government and business leader, SGB tapped on a pool of highly intellectuel and successful people to act as role models and advisors to our graduating students. Otherwise, these prominent persons, being too busy, would not have become friends and patrons of the university.
As advisors or mentors to our students, many government and business leaders either hired our graduates for their organizations or helped place them in other institutions throughout the country. Indeed, had South Vietnam to continue exist beyond April 1975, many SGB graduates would have become leaders on their own right.
SU+. VIE^.C DDA~ QUA .
- Anh Ta. Duy Phong , k1 : Thu+a Fre`re , chu'ng con pha?i co^ng nha^.n ra(`ng Fre`re la` nha^n va^.t ky` cu+.u nha^'t cu?a Vie^.n , ddo^`ng tho+`i Fre`re dda?m nha^.n nhie^`u chu+'c vu. nha^'t . Hi`nh nhu+ Fre`re ga'nh va'c nhie^`u co^ng vie^.c cu`ng mo^.t lu'c thi` pha?i . Xin Fre`re no'i ro~ ho+n ve^` ddie^?m na^`y .
- Fre`re Ke^' : To^i kho^ng da'm nha^.n la` nha^n va^.t ky` cu+.u nha^'t cu?a VDHDL. Ky` cu+.u nha^'t pha?i no'i la` Cha Nguye^~n Va(n La^.p
, Cha Le^ Va(n Ly' , Gia'o su+ Tra^`n Long va` nhie^`u Gia'o su+ kha'c .
O+? dda^y , to^i kho^ng co`n nho+' ro~ ra`nh ma.ch te^n tuo^?i cu?a nhu+~ng vi. Gia'o su+ a^'y , xin xa' lo^~i cho to^i .
Tuy nhie^n , to^i kho^ng the^? que^n Fre`re Pierre Tra^`n Va(n Nghie^m ,
la` ngu+o+`i sa'ng la^.p Khoa Su+ Pha.m ta.i VDHDL va` cu~ng la` Gia'm DDo^'c DDa.i Ho.c Xa' nam sinh vie^n . To^i chi? la` ngu+o+`i dde^'n sau
va` giu'p vie^.c , nhu+~ng co^ng vie^.c cu?a nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i ddi tru+o+'c to^i ma` tho^i .
Mo^.t tho+`i gian to^i dda~ la`m nhie^`u vie^.c ta.i VDHDL : lo cho sinh vie^n DHX , la`m pha^.n su+. cu?a mo^.t Qua?n Ly' cho Vie^.n , da.y Li.ch Su+? Gia'o Du.c , Ta^m Ly' Xa~ Ho^.i trong pha^n khoa Su+ Pha.m
Nhie^.m Vu. Ho.c ta.i CTKD , va` sau na^`y tho^i la`m Qua?n Ly' , to^i la`m Gia'm DDo^'c Thu+ Vie^.n cho dde^'n nga`y bie^.t ly Dalat dde^? qua USA va` hie^.n nay to^i ddang da.y Latin cho nam nu+~ sinh vie^n Hoa Ky`
ta.i Saint Mary's College of California (Moroga, ga^`n San Francisco ).
To'm lu+o+.c la` the^' , ra^'t nga('n ngu?i va` kho^ khan .
Ba^y gio+` , to^i ke^? chuye^.n mo^.t ca'ch nhu+ tie^?u thuye^'t ho'a cho no' co' ma`u sa('c vui ve~ ho+n .
To^i va`o la`m vie^.c ta.i VDHDL ke^? tu+` na(m 1962 . Na(m a^'y co' mo^.t lo+'p Gia'o Ly' Su+ Pha.m dde^? gia'o hua^'n va` nhu+~ng nam nu+~ tu si~ da.y gia'o ly' trong trong ca'c tru+o+`ng Co^ng Gia'o. Lo+'p Su+ Pha.m Gia'o Ly' a^'y kho^ng pha?i la` mo^.t pha^n khoa dda.i ho.c , chi? ddu+o+.c dda(.t du+o+'i quye^`n ba?o tro+. cu?a VDH ma` tho^i . Trong nhu+~ng te^n tuo^?i cu?a nhu+~ng vi. da.y lo+'p Su+ Pha.m Gia'o Ly'
a^'y , to^i co`n nho+' Linh Mu.c Nguye^~n The^' Thua^'n , vi. dda~ co' co^ng di.ch Tha'nh Kinh ra Vie^.t Ngu+~ , LM Nguye^~n Va(n Ho`a, hie^.n nay la` Gia'm Mu.c Nha Trang . Fre`re Gerard dda~ ddu+'ng ra to^? chu+'c
lo+'p Su+ Pha.m Gia'o Ly' a^'y .
DDe^'n na(m 1968 , Fre`re Pierre va` to^i nha^.n lo+`i mo+`i cu?a Cha Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng Nguye^~n Va(n La^.p va`o Vie^.n dde^? lo co^ng vie^.c cho DHX nam sinh vie^n . Ho^`i ddo' to^i chi? la` Phu. Ta' cho Fre`re Nghie^m , Gia'm DDo^'c DHX .
Co^ng vie^.c cu?a to^i la` : la`m sao cho sinh vie^n giu+~ tra^.t tu+.
, sa(n so'c su+'c kho?e cho ho. , tro^ng no^m cho ho. va`o lo+'p ho.c mo^.t ca'ch lie^n tu.c , tho^i thu'c ddo'ng tie^`n pho`ng DHX ddu'ng tho+`i ha.n . Kho^ng de^~ dda^u nhe' ! La`m ca?nh sa't cho tu.i con trai
la` ca? mo^.t va^'n dde^` ." Tha(`ng con trai thi` luo^n luo^n va^~n la` tha(ng con trai ! " . O+? xu+' na`o cu~ng va^.y ! Co' va^.y no' mo+'i lo+'n le^n ddu+o+.c va` ho.c kho^n ho.c khe'o . Nhu+ng nhu+~ng ai lo cho tu.i a^'y la.i pha?i ddie^n dda^`u no^?i gan , ma^'t a(n ma^'t ngu? vo+'i chu'ng dda^'y ! DDo' la` ttru+o+`ng ho+.p cu?a to^i ho^`i ddo' .
Cu+' dde^'n qua' nu+?a dde^m , to^i mo+'i ye^n ta^m va`o giu+o+`ng ngu? . DDo+.i dde^'n 12 gio+` khuya chu'ng ke'o nhau tu+` Thu+ Vie^.n ve^` pho`ng ngu? , chu'ng ddi qua pho`ng to^i la` :
Co' to^'i rao : Pho+? ! Pho+? ! . Co' to^'i rao : Ga` ! Co' to^'i ha't ba`i " Ca'i nha` la` nha` cu?a ta , Fre`re Ke^' Fre`re Nghie^m la`m ra ..." Co' to^'i kha'c , ddi nhi.p li'nh ta^.p tra^.n . DDu? thu+' tro` cho khua^y kho?a tru+o+'c khi chu'ng ye^n tha^n ddi ngu? . Nghi~ la.i cu~ng vui ma` cu~ng co' bu+?a tu+'c mi`nh . Nha^'t quy? nhi` ma thu+'
ba sinh vie^n dda.i ho.c ! Va` nha^'t la` sinh vie^n CTKD ! Ma` o+? xu+' na`o la.i cha(?ng the^' ! Ho^`i ddo' bo.n sinh vie^n ra^'t ba^'t bi`nh vo+'i nhu~ng vu. ba('t li'nh va` ba('t ddi ta^.p li'nh trong nhu+~ng tha'ng nghi? he` .
Co' mo^.t bu+?a ga^`n tru+a , chu'ng ke'o nhau dde^'n tru+o+'c Bie^.t Thu+. Ha`nh Cha'nh cu?a Vie^.n . Chu'ng pha' cu+?a va(n pho`ng ba('t li'nh .La^'y he^'t ho^` so+ ddem ra cha^'t tha`nh ddo^'ng tre^n sa^n tru+o+'c cu?a Bie^.t Thu+. Ha`nh Cha'nh va` pho'ng ho?a ddo^'t ra tro nhu+~ng te^n tuo^?i cu?a chu'ng trong ca'c gia^'y to+` ba('t li'nh a^'y . Ma^'y chu' li'nh va` ca'c si~ quan phu. tra'ch co^ng vie^.c ba('t li'nh ra ddu+'ng tru+o+'c cu+?a va(n pho`ng va` tha?n nhie^n nhi`n xem chu'ng ba.o ddo^.ng . Cha Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng Le^ Va(n Ly' thi` ddi ba'ch bo^. tre^n la^`u o+? pho`ng rie^ng cu?a Nga`i . Nga`i nhi`n xuo^'ng va` theo do~i nhu+~ng ha`nh ddo^.ng cu?a sinh vie^n o+? du+o+'i sa^n .
Cha Tru+o+ng , Pho' Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng thi` no^?i co+n thi.nh no^. , ra can thie^.p va` ra^`y sinh vie^n no^?i loa.n . Co`n to^i thi` la`m ca'i gi` ? To^i cu+o+?i xe Honda ra pho^' . Lu+o+'t qua cho^~ lo^.n xo^.n , to^i chi? nhi`n ma` kho^ng to? tha'i ddo^. . To^i tu+. ba?o : chuye^.n cu?a tu.i no' dde^? chu'ng lo , mi`nh to^.i gi` ma` can thie^.p .
Ngo^. ra chu'ng ddo^'t ca? mi`nh nu+~ thi` bo? bo^' .
DDe^'n chie^`u to^'i va`o nha` co+m , Cha Ly' suy tu+ : " DDe^? chu'ng no' ye^n ! O^ng Tru+o+ng ra can thie^.p ma` la`m gi` ! Da.i do^.t ! "
Cha Tru+o+ng nghe ddu+o+.c ma` nga'n ddo+`i !
Sau na^`y to^i mo+'i bie^'t ta.i sao ca'c chu' li'nh kho^ng bo^'i ro^'i tru+o+'c ha`nh ddo^.ng pha' pha'ch cu?a sinh vie^n . Nhu+~ng ddo^'ng ho^` so+ ma` sinh vie^n ddem ra ddo^'t la` nhu+~ng thu+' ho^` so+ tha^.t nhu+ng la.i la` ba?n phu. . Ba?n chi'nh thi` ho. dda~ ddem ve^` va(n pho`ng tra.i ba('t li'nh ca^'t ddi ra^'t ky~ lu+o+~ng ro^`i .
- Thu+a Fre`re , cu+' hi`nh dung nhu+~ng nhie^.m vu. ma` Fre`re dda~ dda?m tra'ch cu`ng mo^.t lu'c : Phu. Ta' Gia'm DDo^'c DHX kie^m
Tru+o+?ng Pho`ng Qua?n Ly' cu?a Vie^.n , cu~ng ddu? tha^'y Fre`re co' bie^.t ta`i vu+`a " du+o+ng DDo^ng vu+`a ki'ch Ta^y " ; ho^`i ddo' Fre`re a'p du.ng bie^.n pha'p na`o dde^? chu toa`n hai nhie^.m vu. a^'y va` ddo^`ng tho+`i da.y ho.c nhie^`u mo^n va` nhie^`u no+i ta.i Dalat
. Fre`re la`m the^' na`o dde^? tho?a ma~n chi tie^u cu?a Vie^.n va` dda(`ng kha'c tho^i thu'c sinh vie^n ddo'ng tie^`n pho`ng , tie^`n hoc. ddu'ng ha.n ky` ?
- Fre`re Ke^ :
1. Anh Phong, anh ne^u le^n cho to^i mo^.t va^'n dde^`nhu+'c oc' dda^'y . Tha^.t su+. ho^`i ddo' to^i dda?m tra'ch nhie^`u co^ng vie^.c . Ba^y gio+` nghi~ la.i to^i cu~ng nga.c nhie^n la`m sao ma` to^i la`m ddu+o+.c
ta^'t ca? mo.i vie^.c a^'y mo^.t ca'ch xuo^i cha?y va` mo^.t ca'ch vui ve~ . Ho^`i ddo' to^i ddu+o+.c mo^.t dda(.c a^n tu+` Chu'a ban xuo^'ng cho to^i . Mo^~i nga`y to^i ddo.c kinh ca^`u nguye^.n . To^i ddo.c kinh Ma^n Co^i va` co' lo`ng ki'nh me^'n Tha'nh Ma^~u Maria . Mo^~i buo^?i sa'ng to^i da^.y so+'m le^n Nha` Nguye^.n Na(ng Tin~nh ca^`u nguye^.n va` du+. Tha'nh Le^~ , ca^`u nguye^.n cho ca'c sinh vie^n va` cho VDH , cho nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i co^.ng ta'c vo+'i to^i . DDo' la` bi' quye^'t thu+' nha^'t dde^? tha`nh co^ng .
2. Ho^`i ddo' to^i ma.nh kho?e va` kho^ng ddau o^'m chi ca? . Ho^`i ddo' ta^m tri' minh ma^~n va` pha^'n kho+?i . Ga(.p
bao nhie^u ca'i ra('c ro^'i , to^i cu+' tu+o+i cu+o+`i , nha~ nha(.n vo+'i mo.i ngu+o+`i . DDo^'i vo+'i sinh vie^n co' khi to^i pha?i thi.nh no^. , nhu+ng trong nhu+~ng co+ ho^.i dda'ng thi.nh no^. , sinh vie^n bie^'t to^i . Tra'ch nhie^.m cu?a to^i ddo^'i vo+'i ho. la` pha?i co^ng bi`nh : ca'i gi` dda'ng khen thi` khen , ca'i gi` dda'ng su+?a pha.t quo+? tra'ch thi` quo+? tra'ch , ca'i gi` dda'ng xua dduo^?i thi` xua dduo^?i . Co' nhie^`u anh dda~ dde^'n no'i chuye^.n rie^ng vo+'i to^i DDa~ ta^m su+. nhu+~ng ddie^`u ho. tha('c ma('c , nhu+~ng bi' a^?n trong lu+o+ng ta^m ho. , nhu+~ng mo^'i ti`nh dda^`u cu?a ho. va` nhu+~ng bu+o+'c sa nga~ . To^i dda~ la('ng nghe va` chi? ba?o ca'ch xu+? su+.
. Ca'ch ddo^'i pho' vo+'i kho' kha(n ho. ga(.p . Co' anh sinh vie^n nha^.n le^.nh nha^.p ngu~ , dde^'n no'i chuye^.n vo+'i to^i, to^i dda~ hu+'a ca^`u nguye^.n cho anh , va` trao cho anh a^'y a?nh DDu+'c Ba` Maria , khuye^n anh a^'y ca^`u nguye^.n Ba` Maria ; anh a^'y tu+` bie^.t to^i trong bi`nh ti?nh .
3. DDie^`u sinh vie^n tin ca^.y to^i la` ddie^`u an u?i to^i nhie^`u
va` cho to^i lo`ng tu+. tin dde^? so^'ng o+? giu+~a ho. ma` kho^ng a'c ca?m , kho^ng khinh mie^.t ho. , tra'i la.i to^i ye^u thu+o+ng quy' tro.ng ho. nhu+ ngu+o+`i tha^n ye^u trong gia ddi`nh to^i va^.y . DDa^y la` bi' quye^'t cu?a to^i ha^'p thu. ddu+o+.c trong Do`ng La San sau 27 na(m da.y ho.c o+? ca'c tru+o+`ng La San Nam DDi.nh , Hue^' , Trung Linh , Ha` No^.i, Sa`igon , Nha Trang .
4. Co' ta^m tu+ va` ti`nh nghi~a Tha^`y Tro` . Nhu+ va^.y de^~ cho to^i tho^ng ca?m va` tha thu+' ho. nhie^`u ddie^`u qua^'y pha' , ke^? nhu+ la` ddie^`u di~ nhie^n trong nhie^.m vu. gia'o du.c tuo^?i tre? .
5. La`m vie^.c trong Vie^.n vo+'i tra'ch nhie^.m qua?n ly' cu~ng ne^u le^n cho to^i nhie^`u va^'n dde^` gai go'c: la`m sao ddu+o+.c nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i co^.ng ta'c vo+'i to^i trong Va(n Pho`ng Qua?n Ly' tin ca^.y to^i , va` tin ca^.y la^~n nhau dde^? cu`ng la`m vie^.c vo+'i nhau ma` kho^ng a'c ca?m nghi ky. la^~n nhau ?
6. Mo^~i nga`y to^i le^n Pho`ng Qua?n Ly' , ga(.p ho. , no'i chuye^.n vo+'i ho. nhu+ ba.n chi' tha^n , to^i nghe ho. chi? tri'ch to^i , to^i nghe ho. than phie^`n no. kia , to^i khen ho. , to^i cu~ng pha tro` cu+o+`i vo+'i ho. , kho^ng bao gio+` bi ki.ch ho'a nhu+~ng ca^u chuye^.n la`m vie^.c chung vo+'i nhau .
Da^`n da^`n to^i ddu+o+.c lo`ng ho. tin ca^.y va` thu+o+ng to^i nhu+ anh em trong nha` , co' nhu+ va^.y danh hie^.u cu?a to^i la` Fre`re thi` mo+'i ddu'ng nghi~a tha^.t su+. cu?a no' , chu+' kho^ng gi?a do^'i ...
7. DDa('c nha^n ta^m la` ca^`n thie^'t dde^? tha`nh co^ng va` so^'ng an vui . To^i la`m quen vo+'i tu+`ng nha^n vie^n trong vie^.n . Ho. ca^`n thuo^'c men tho^ng thu+o+`ng , to^i co' sa(~n cho ho. va` con ca'i gia ddi`nh ho. . Mo^~i tha'ng co' ga.o sa(~n dde^? pha't pha^`n cho ho.
Co' qua` to^i cu~ng chia vo+'i ho. . Mo^.t ddie^`u ho. thi'ch nha^'t la` co' mo^.t mie^'ng dda^'t la`m cu?a rie^ng cho ho. tro^`ng tro.t la`m vu+o+`n . Va(n Pho`ng Qua?n Ly' dda~ dde^` nghi. vo+'i Cha Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng chia dda^'t cho ho. Cha Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng Le^ Va(n Ly'dda~ ddo^`ng y' va` cho phe'p la`m vie^.c a^'y .To^i mu+`ng cho ho. va` ho. cu~ng mu+`ng la('m khi ca^`m ddu+o+.c trong tay ta^'m gia^'y Va(n Tu+. cho ho. ddu+o+.c la`m chu? mo^.t mie^'ng dda^'t . Nhu+ va^.y VDH ddu+o+.c ho. quy' me^'n va` gi`n giu+~ nhu+ mo^.t dda.i gia ddi`nh va^.y
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8. Va`i tha'ng tru+o+'c khi co' bie^'n co^' tha'ng Ba 1975, VDHDL pha?i ddo'ng cu+?a vi~nh vie^~n va` ta?n ma't kha('p bo^'n phu+o+ng tro+`i , to^i nha^.n ddu+o+.c mo^.t bu+'c thu+ " Chu'c Fre`re o+? la.i ma~i ma~i trong Vie^.n dde^? cho sinh vie^n va` nha^n vie^n trong Vie^.n ddu+o+.c ga(.p Fre`re vo+'i ca'i a'o do`ng tha^m va` ca'i co^? tra('ng mo^~i nga`y ". To^i ddo.c bu+'c thu+ a^'y va` to^i dda~ suy nghi~ ... the^' na^`y thi` mi`nh pha?i ddi tha^.t xa . DDa~ co' ngu+o+`i no'i rie^ng vo+'i to^i : " Fre`re o+i ! ra^'t tie^'c la` chu'ng mi`nh pha?i ly bie^.t nhau . Fre`re o+? la.i dda^y kho^ng ddu+o+.c dda^u ? "
9. Chuye^.n da.y ho.c : Ho^`i a^'y ( 1968-75 ) to^i va^~n da.y ho.c ha(ng say va` sung su+o+'ng da.y ho.c vi` la` co^ng vie^.c va` nghe^. thua^.t cu?a O+n Ke^U GO.i cu?a to^i . Nhu+~ng mo^n to^i da.y thi` to^i dda~ do.n sa(~n , in tha`nh ta^.p , sinh vie^n co' the^? mua ddu+o+.c o+? Thu. Nha^n a^'n loa't . To^i dda~ vie^'t ta^.p Li.ch Su+? Gia'o Du.c
, Ta^m Ly' Xa~ Ho^.i , Nhie^.m Vu. Ho.c va` Gia'o Du.c Ti`nh Ye^u .
Bo.n con trai con ga'i thi'ch nha^'t ta^.p Gia'o Du.c Ti`nh Ye^u .
To^i da.y o+? tru+o+`ng Adran mo^n va(n chu+o+ng Pha'p va` Gia'o Ly'
na(m gio+` mo^~i tua^`n . To^i da.y ta.i Tu Vie^.n Me^'n Tha'nh Gia' Ha` No^.i , tre^n Ca^?m Ly' mo^.t la^`n mo^~i tua^`n , ta.i Domaine de Marie va` Me^'n Tha'nh Gia'Thanh Ho'a cu~ng mo^.t la^`n mo^~i tua^`n , da.y ca'c em ve^` nhu+~ng va^'n dde^` dda.o ddu+'c gia'o du.c dde^? da^~n da('t chu'ng trong ddo+`i ca^`u nguye^.n va` tu ddu+'c . DDo' la` nhu+~ng mo^n to^i quen thuo^.c tu+` la^u va` mo^. me^'n . So^'ng ga^`n gu?i tuo^?i tre? dde^? cho ta^m ho^`n mi`nh ddu+o+.c luo^n luo^n tu+o+i tha('m .
10. Giao te^' vo+'i ca'c Gia'o Su+: DDo^'i vo+'i ca'c Gia'o Su+ tu+` Sa`igo`n le^n Dalat da.y ta.i Vie^.n , to^i a^n ca^`n tie^'p ddo'n . Lo cho ho. co' pho`ng nghi? ngo+i la`m vie^.c tre^n Na(ng Ti~nh va` nhu+~ng bu+?a co+m ngon la`nh dda^`y ddu? . Tie^`n lu+o+ng bo^?ng cu?a ho. to^i ddem de^'n trao ta^.n tay cho ho. tru+o+'c khi ho. ro+`i Dalat dde^? ve^` Saigon . Xe cu?a Vie^.n ddu+a ddo'n ho. ddu'ng gio+` . Ca'c Gia'o Su+ vui ve~ le^n Dalat da.y ho.c . Ho^`i a^'y to^i co' nuo^i tho? dde^? dda~i ca'c Gia'o Su+ mo'n thi.t tho? civet ma` nha` be^'p bie^'t la`m ngon la`nh tho+m tho . Na^'u vo+'i ru+o+.u tra('ng hoa(.c bia , va` to^i la`m ru+o+.u vo+'i qua? ca^y anh dda`o . hoa(.c quy' ho+n nu+~a la` co' benedictine hoa(.c Cointreau bie^'u ho. va`o cuo^'i bu+?a to^'i cho a^'m lo`ng ( nhu+~ng ru+o+.u quy' a^'y to^i ddu+o+.c va`i phu. huynh bie^'u to^i khi ho. le^n Dalat tha(m con ca'i ho. ).
Cha La^.p thi` hu't cigares tho+m ca? nha`. Co' ngu+o+`i bie^'u to^i cigares , to^i kho^ng hu't , to^i ddem le^n ta(.ng Nga`i . Cha Ly' thi` kho^? ha.nh kho^ng hu't thuo^'c cu~ng kho^ng uo^'ng ru+o+.u , chi? ghie^`n tennis ma` tho^i va` hay nha('c nho+? chu'ng to^i ba(`ng ca^u no'i ba^'t hu? : " Ro^`i cu~ng che^'t !" . Nga`i cu~ng vui ti'nh vo+'i to^i vi` la` anh em ba.n ho.c ho^`i co`n be' ti o+? Ha` No^.i . Sau na^`y mo+'i co^.ng ta'c vo+'i Cha Vu~ Minh Tha'i tu+o+i tre? va` de^~ ti'nh . Tha^`y Nguye^~n Kha('c Du+o+ng cu~ng la` ngu+o+`i to^i quen thuo^.c la^u na(m trong Vie^.n . Ba^y gio+` to^i va^~n co`n nho+' con ngu+o+`i cu?a nha` gia'o Trie^'t Ly' cu`ng mi`nh a^'y . Hi`nh nhu+ luo^n luo^n so^'ng tre^n ma^y mu` mi.t thi` pha?i . Nga`y nga`y ra ddu+'ng tre^n be^n he` cho+. Hoa` Bi`nh tro^ng ddo+.i ai cha(?ng bie^'t , xin nho+' la` o^ng Du+o+ng Trie^'t a^'y cha(?ng vo+. va` cu~ng cha(?ng con ca'i chi ca? . Co' nhu+~ng ca^.u sinh vie^n hu.t tie^`n co+m ra ga(.p Bo^' Du+o+ng va` cu`ng nhau ddi a(n pho+? cho a^'m bu.ng.
11. Ta^m Ly' va` Ta^m Ti'nh ho.c : co`n mo^.t thua^.t kha'c , to^i du`ng la`m quen vo+'i nhie^`u Gia'o Su+ va` sinh vie^n nam nu+~ la` no'i cho ho. bie^'t ve^` ti'nh ti`nh , ta`i khie^'u cu?a ho. va` nhu+~ng ha^.u qua? cho cuo^.c ddo+`i la`m a(n va` so^'ng trong xa~ ho^.i cu?a ho. do ti'nh ti`nh cu?a ho. sinh ra . To^i ca(n cu+' va`o nhu+~ng cuo^'n sa'ch so^' tu+? vi , ca(n cu+' va`o khoa ta^m ly', ta^m ti'nh ho.c va` dda.o ddu+'c ho.c , va` nha^'t la` va`o kinh nghie^.m cu?a cuo^.c ddo+`i so^'ng la^u na(m vo+'i nhie^`u ngu+o+`i va` vo+'i ddu? mo.i thu+' ho.c sinh Nam Trung Ba('c va` ngu+o+`i Ta^y ngu+o+`i Ta`u , vo+'i nhu+~ng ba.n ho.c cu?a to^i o+? Roma la` mo^.t tru+o+`ng ho.c quo^'c te^' cho to^i di.p chung soi^'ng vo+'i 40 Fre`re dde^'n tu+` nhie^`u nu+o+'c tre^n ho`an ca^`u , ha(`ng nga`y no'i chuye^.n , chia xe? kinh nghie^.m ddo+`i so^'ng vo+'i nhau . To^i dda^u co' tin nha?m di. ddoan gi` dda^u Khoa Ta^m ly' ho.c trong sa'ch chu+a ddu? dda^u . Pha?i so^'ng nhie^`u vo+'i ngu+o+`i mo+'i bie^'t ddu+o+.c ngu+o+`i . Va` nha^'t la` pha?i so^'ng ddo+`i so^'ng no^.i ta^m vo+'i chi'nh mi`nh dda~ . Tu+. bie^'t mi`nh sa^u xa thi` mo+'i bie^'t ddu+o+.c ta^m tu+ cu?a ke~ kha'c
. Khoa ho.c dda^`u tie^n la` khoa tu+. bie^'t mi`nh . " Suy bu.ng mi`nh ra bu.ng ngu+o+`i " la` the^' . DDo' la` bi' quye^'t tha`nh co^ng cu?a to^i trong nhu+~ng na(m la`m vie^.c ta.i VDHDL .
12. Tie^`n nong chi tie^u la^'y dda^u ra ? Co' tie^`n mua tie^n cu~ng ddu+o+.c . Phu' quy' dda nha^n ho^.i ... Co' tie^`n nhie^`u mo+'i co' binh li'nh nhie^`u : nu+o+'c mo+'i ma.nh da^n mo+'i gia`u, mo.i ngu+o+`i so^'ng thoa?i ma'i . Tie^`n ? ... Na(m to^i la`m Qua?n Ly' cho Vie^.n thi` dda^`y ddu? . Kho^ng bao gio+` thie^'u tie^`n ddi cho+. , cho nha` be^'p co' thi.t ca' rau qua? tu+o+i ngon , na^'u nu+o+'ng nhu+~ng bu+?a co+m ngon la`nh , dda^`y ddu? cho ca'c Gia'o Su+ no ne^, khi tu+` bie^.t Vie^.n , ho. co`n nho+' dde^? ma` tro+? la.i Dalat nu+~a . Lu+o+ng bo^?ng cu?a ca'c Gia'o Su+ thi` to^i thu xe^'p ddem dde^'n ta^.n tay ho. , ho. nha^.n la^'y ky' va`o so^? tru+o+'c khi ho. le^n xe ve^` Saigon . Tie^`n lu+o+ng cu?a ca'c nha^n vie^n cu~ng pha't cho ho. ddu'ng nga`y gio+` . DDie^`u to^'i quan tro.ng la` va^.y ddo' . Co^ng bi`nh ddo^'i vo+'i mo.i ngu+o+`i . Pha?i ra^'t te^' nhi. ddo^'i vo+'i nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i nghe`o tu'ng ma` la.i i't a(n ho.c la`m vie^.c vo+'i mi`nh . Cho+' co' khi na`o quo+? tra'ch ai ma` kho^ng co' mo^.t ly' do ra`nh ma.ch hie^?n nhie^n . Va` ra^'t bi`nh ti?nh nha~ nha(.n khi bi. chi? tri'ch co^ng vie^.c cu?a nhu~ng ke~ co^.ng ta'c vo+'i mi`nh . Tie^`n nong ho^`i to^i la`m Qua?n Ly' thi` phong phu' . DDo' la` nho+` o+? Gia'o Su+ Tra^`n Long lo kinh ta`i
cho VDHDL ke^? tu+` na(m Cha Le^ Va(n Ly' le^n la`m Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng
. DDa ta. Gia'o Su+ Tra^`n Long .
- Fre`re co`n nho+' te^n nhu+~ng ddu+'a na`o a(n ca('p ... ga` cu?a Cha Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng kho^ng ? .
- To^i kho^ng o+? Vie^.n ho^`i co' vu. sinh vie^n a(n ca('p ga` cu?a Cha Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng . To^i chi? nghe nha^n vie^n thua^.t la.i ca^u chuye^.n a^'y tho^i . To^'i ho^m a^'y ... bo.n chu'ng ddi da^u o+? ngoa`i pho^' ve^` , chu'ng ddi qua nha` Cha Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng tha^'y dde`n ddo'm ta('t he^'t ta^'t ca? . Chu'ng ba`n nhau : ta va`o tha(m ma^'y con ga` cu?a Cha ... Chu'ng sa nga~ ca'm do^~ , ba('t mo^.t hai con ve^` pho`ng na^'u cha'u a(n ddo~ ddo'i tru+o+'c khi ddi ngu? .
Cha VT La^.p pha'n quye^'t : " Ga` mi`nh mua ve^` chu+a a(n , chu'ng ddo'i thi` cho chu'ng xo+i . Chu'ng a(n sau na^`y chu'ng se~ nho+' tra? ." ....
- Co`n chuye^.n a(n ca('p hoa ho^`ng nhung cu?a Cha Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng ddem bie^'u ngu+o+`i ye^u thi` sao ? .
- Chuye^.n a^'y to^i kho^ng ro~ , vi` dda~ xa?y ra tru+o+'c khi to^i va`o la`m vie^.c trong Vie^.n . To^i chi? co' the^? ddu+a ra nha^.n xe't sau dda^y : A(n ca('p cu?a ngu+o+`i ta ddem da^ng cho ngu+o+`i ti`nh thi` la` con ngu+o+`i kho^ng co' o'c , chi? co' tim ma` tho^i .
" Le coeur a des raisons que la raison condamme " )Pascal dda~ vie^'t the^' ). Tra'i tim co' nhu+~ng ly' do ma` ly' tri' kho^ng cha^'p nha^.n . Ngu+o+`i ti`nh ma` nha^.n cu?a gian phi thi` kho^ng pha?i la` ngu+o+`i ti`nh dda'ng ye^u , vi` cha^'p nha^.n cu?a ba^'t nha^n ba^'t nghi~a . Va^.y thi` co^ ti`nh nha^n a^'y co' mo^.t con tim he`n ma.t .
Co`n anh con trai ma` la`m vie^.c ba^'t nha^n dde^? la^'y lo`ng ngu+o+`i ti`nh thi` la` ga~ si ti`nh tie^?u nha^n va` kho^ng co' o'c pha'n ddo'an ngay tha(?ng , thi` ta xe^'p va`o ha.ng mo~ . Chu'ng ta nho+' la.i coi
o+? VN tu+` nga`n xu+a cho dde^'n nay cha o^ng va^~n xe^'p nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i da^n Vie^.t tha`nh bo^'n ha.ng ngu+o+`i : thu+' nha^'t la` tha'nh nha^n , thu+' hai la` hie^`n nha^n , thu+' ba la` qua^n tu+? va` thu+' tu+ la` ha.ng mo~ la`ng . Sinh vie^n thi` pha?i ddu+'ng va`o ha.ng qua^n tu+? thi` mo+'i dda'ng chu+' ! .
Vie^.c gia'o du.c o'c suy tu+ va` pha'n ddo'an cho sa'ng suo^'t va` qua^n bi`nh la` vie^.c to^'i quan tro.ng trong nhie^.m vu. gia'o du.c con em .
- Sinh vie^n go.i Fre`re ho^`i a^'y la` " Ba` No^.i Tro+. dda?m ddang cu?a Cha VT co' ddu'ng kho^ng ?
- Qua?n Ly' Vie^.n ho^`i a^'y co' nhie^`u tra'ch nhie^.m ne^'u ddi va`o nhu+~ng chi tie^'t cu?a cuo^.c sinh so^'ng cu?a nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i sinh so^'ng trong vie^.n . Thu+' nha^'t la` nu+o+'c no^i ...Lo sao cho ddu? nu+o+'c ta('m ru+?a , gia(.t gii.a , a(n uo^'ng , na^'u nu+o+'ng va` tu+o+'i ca^y , ru+?a ca'c nha` ve^. sinh ...Nu+o+'c o+? Dalat la` mo^.t trong nhu+~ng va^'n dde^` kho' gia?i quye^'t nha^'t ha.ng , nha^'t la` va`o mu`a kho^ .
Ho^`i a^'y chu'ng to^i dda~ pha?i xa^y mo^.t ca'i gie^'ng chu+'a nu+o+'c o+? tre^n su+o+`n ddo^`i Na(ng Ti~nh dde^? bo+m nu+o+'c tu+` ho^` le^n va` tu+` ddo' pha^n pha't cho ca'c nha` o+? du+o+'i. Sau na^`y nu+o+'c ho^` cu~ng ca.n va` ho^` dda^`y bu`n . To^i pha?i ddie^`u ddi`nh vo+'i nha` ma'y nu+o+'c Dalat va` xin ho. cho+? nhu+~ng xe nu+o+'c va`o Vie^.n ddo^? va`o gie^'ng , vie^.c a^'y kho^ng pha?i mo^.t la^`n ma` hai ba la^`n mo^.t tua^`n .
Xa(ng cho xe cha.y cu~ng kho^ng dde^`u dda(.n le^n Dalat . Pha?i ti'ch tru+~ nhu+~ng thu`ng xa(ng trong ha^`m va` kho'a cu+?a sa('t a^'y la.i cho cha('c cha('n dde^` pho`ng co' ddu+'a a(n ca('p xa(ng . Ro^`i mu`a kho^ chi? so+. lu+?a cha'y co? kho^ tre^n ddo^`i a(n lan va`o ha^`m ma` toi xa(ng , ho'a ra kho'i lu+?a .
Ma^'y chie^'c xe ho+i cu~ng pha?i nha('c chu' Nga^.t kie^?m so'at , xem ma'y mo'c cha.y to^'t , kho^ng ca'i na`o che^'t do.c ddu+o+`ng . Ga.o pha?i ti'ch tru+~ tru+o+'c , dda^`u tha'ng sa(~n sa`ng co' dde^? pha't cho nha^n vie^n , nha` be^'p cu?a Vie^.n va` ca'c DHX .
Lie^n la.c vo+'i nha` thu+o+ng vi` co' nhu+~ng sinh vie^n ddau o^'m pha?i dem di nha` thu+o+ng chu+?a cha.y .
DDa^'y la` ke^? nhu+~ng co^ng vie^.c kho^ng the^? xao nha~ng ddu+o+.c dde^? cho mo.i ngu+o+`i so^'ng trong Vie^.n co' ddu? tie^.n nghi ca(n ba?n . Thie^'u hu.t la` ngu+o+`i ta nhao nhao than tra'ch pho`ng Qua?n Ly'. Va` pho`ng Qua?n Ly' ddem to^i ra to^' !
Dda^'y co^ng vie^.c no^.i tro+. cu?a " Ba` No^.i Tro+. dda?m ddang la` the^' " . Ma^'y tra(m ddu+'a con so^'ng trong vie^.n ho^`i a^'y co' tha^'u hie^?u co^ng vie^.c cu?a Ba` kho^ng ?
Nghi~ la.i cho vui ! Va` cho+' que^n Xu+' Hoa Anh DDa`o va^~n tu+o+i sa'ng trong ky' u+'c to^i .
- Thu+a Fre`re , chu'ng con ddu+o+.c bie^'t Cha Ngo^ Duy Linh nga`y xu+a
dda~ tu+`ng co' mo^.t tho+`i gian ho.c tro` Fre`re . The^' ho^`i ddo' Bo^' Linh co' nghi.ch ngo+.m pha' pha'ch kho^ng Fre`re ? Fre`re co' pha.t ...Bo^' Linh la^`n na`o kho^ng ?
- Cha Ngo^ Duy Linh , cu`ng vo+'i Cha Vie^.t Anh , Cha Vu~ DDi`nh Tra'c
, va` Cha "thi'ch nghie^n cu+'u tro^'ng ddo^`ng " dda ~ da.y ho.c ta.i VDHDL . Ho. dda~ ho.c vo+'i to^i ho^`i o+? Trung Linh. Xin mo.i ngu+o+`i nho+' cho ra(`ng : DDa^'t Trung Linh Bu`i Chu la` dda^'t cu?a Tha'nh Tu+? dda.o dda^'y .
Pha?i ro^`i , to^i dda~ mo^.t tho+`i gian da.y ho.c o+? Tru+o+`ng Trung Linh , la` no+i dda~ dda`o ta.o ca'c linh mu.c tu+o+ng lai cho Gia'o Pha^.n Bu`i Chu . Tru+o+`ng ho.c ra^'t dda(.c bie^.t . Ho.c tro` ngoan ngoa~n la('m la('m . Cha(m ho.c he^'t mi`nh va` nha^n ddu+'c , ddo.c kinh ca^`u nguye^.n, xu+o+'ng ca nhu+ sa^'m se't tro+`i ga^`m . Ho. gio?i ca? ba thu+' tie^'ng Vie^.t Pha'p va` Ha'n , va` ho. cu~ng dda~ ddu+o+.c la`m quen vo+'i tie^'ng La - Tinh .
To^i so^'ng o+? dda^'y vo+'i ho. ma` cha(?ng co' chuye^.n gi` ca? . Ca'c Fre`re ddu+o+.c DDu+'c Gia'm Mu.c Ho^` Ngo.c Ca^?n na^ng niu chi`u chuo^.ng la('m la('m . co' cu?a ngon va^.t la. la` Nga`i sai do.n ra cho chu'ng to^i . Chu'ng to^i ra^'t bie^'t o+n Nga`i . To^i ra^'t thi'ch da.y ho.c tro` o+? dda^'y . Tri`nh ddo^. ho.c va^'n cu?a ho. pha?i xe^'p va`o ba^.c trung ho.c mo+'i ddu'ng .
Va` chu'ng to^i la` Fre`re Marie , Fre`re Felix, mo^.t Tha^`y Gia'o va` Fre`re Theophane dda~ chua^?n bi. ho. ddi thi la^'y ba(`ng Certificat
d'Etudes Primaires . Chu+o+ng tri`nh ra^'t la` phu+'c ta.p : co' ngo^n ngu+~ la` tie^'ng Pha'p , Vie^.t chu+~ Ha'n ne^'u thi'ch cho.n , Su+? Ky' , DDi.a Du+ , Co^ng Da^n , Ve^. Sinh , Toa'n Ho.c , Va.n Va^.t Ho.c , Ho^.i Ho.a , The^? Thao , Nha.c Ly' nu+~a .
DDa(.c bie^.t la` pha?i bie^'t hai tie^'ng Pha'p va` Vie^.t ra`nh ma.ch , dde^? vie^'t a'm ta? , dde^? la`m ba`i va(n , dde^? vie^'t ca'c ba`i thi kha'c ba(`ng tie^'ng Pha'p dda^'y nhe' , ma` ca'i tie^'ng Pha'p pha?i ra^'t correct , sai va(n pha.m chi'nh ta? , va` chu+~ du`ng kho^ng ddi'ch xa'c ... la` bi. dda'nh ro+'t , tra('ng ma('t ra . Ro^`i ca'ch tri`nh ba`y sa'ng su?a, go.n ghe~ , va` chu+~ vie^'t cho tha^.t dde.p , thi` ca'c gia'm kha?o mo+'i ddoa'i hoa`i cha^'m ba`i cho ddie^?m to^'t
. A^'y , ta^'t ca? nhu+~ng chi tie^'t a^'y ca^`n ho.c tro` pha?i co' ky~ lua^.t va` ddu+o+.c re`n luye^.n va`o nhu+~ng chi tie^'t . The^' ma` na(m a^'y 37 ca^.u ho.c tro` Tru+o+`ng Trung Linh le^n Nam DDi.nh thi
dda~ dda^.u ca? 37 thi' sinh . Vui o+i la` vui . DDa^'y la` vinh quang dda^`u tie^n cho vu`ng Trung Linh Bu`i Chu .
Sau cuo^.c thi cu+? a^'y , to^i cuo^'n go'i ddi cho^~ kha'c . Be^` Tre^n sai to^i le^n Ha` No^.i da.y Tru+o+`ng Puginier co' nhie^`u con Ta^Y ho.c . The^' la` to^i tu+` bie^.t ho.c sinh quy' me^'n cu?a to^i o+? Trung Linh . Ba(~ng ddi mo^.t tho+`i gian la^u da`i , to^i dda~ que^n ho. . Ho. dda~ ta^.p luye^.n tha`nh nhu+~ng Linh Mu.c , co' ba(`ng tie^'n si~ va` may sao tha^`y tro` la.i ta'i ngo^. o+? VDHDL . Cha Vu~ Minh Tha'i thi` ho^`i a^'y co`n be' ti . To^i kho^ng ddu+o+.c ca'i vui co' Nga`i la`m ho.c tro` cu?a to^i . Cu+' ho?i Cha Ngo^ Duy Linh : Nga`i tha^'y to^i ho^`i ddo' nhu+ the^' na`o ...Nga`i hi`nh dung to^i cho ma` xem .
Ta. o+n Chu'a dda~ cho to^i so^'ng tu+` tho+`i a^'y dde^'n nay , qua ddi la` dda~ 55 na(m tro+`i ro^`i , ho+n nu+~a the^' ky~ vo+'i bao nhie^u bie^'n co^' xa'o tro^.n cuo^.c dddo+`i . To^i va^~n trung kie^n vo+'i o+n ke^u go.i la`m mo^.t tu si~ chuye^n nghe^` da.y ho.c , gia'o du.c tuo^?i tre? theo DDa.o Chu'a Gie^ Su .
- Thu+a Fre`re , Fre`re nghi~ sao ve^` cuo^'n so^? " No+. " ma` Cha La^.p dda~ ghi te^n ma^'y anh sinh vie^n mu+o+.n tie^`n Cha ?
- Mo^.t ddie^`u to^i cha('c la` co' sinh vie^n vay tie^`n Cha VT NVLa^.p . Nhu+ng cuo^'n so^? a^'y to^i kho^ng he^` ddu+o+.c tha^'y trong tay Cha . Va` dde^'n khi Cha li`a Dalat thi` Nga`i dda~ do.n sa.ch pho`ng cu?a Nga`i . To^i la`m Qua?n Ly' ma` trong tu? sa('t cu~ng cha(?ng tha^'y cuo^'n so^? no+. a^'y . Ba^y gio+` thi` cha('c cha('n la` cuo^'n so^? a^'y dda~ bie^'n ma^'t ro^`i . Cha La^.p dda~ di ta?n tu+` Hue^' va`o Saigon na(m 1975 . Va` ba^y gio+` Nga`i gia` ye^'u ro^`i . Nga`i ca^`n nhie^`u ngu+o+`i giu'p ddo+~ Nga`i . To^i nghi~ ra(`ng nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i ma('c no+. Cha hoa(.c Vie^.n ca'ch na^`y hay ca'ch kha'c thi` tu+. ddo^.ng ghi a^n va` dde^`n dda'p lo`ng qua?ng dda.i cu?a Cha La^.p va` cu?a Vie^.n Thu. Nha^n , ddu+o+.c bao nhie^u hay ba^'y nhie^u , kho^ng ba^y gio+` thi` trong tu+o+ng lai . To^i bie^'t dda~ co' nhie^`u ngu+o+`i giu'p Cha La^.p . Nga`i kho^ng ddo`i no+. ai dda^u , tay pha?i cho thi` tay tra'i dda~ que^n tu+` la^u ro^`i .
To^i ddu+o+.c nghe thua^.t la.i ra(`ng : Co' mo^.t toa'n sinh vie^n Thu. Nha^n co' sa'ng kie^'n va` no^?i hu+'ng la`m ba'o . Ca'c co^ ca^.u le^n va(n pho`ng Cha La^.p . Nga`i bie^'t ma^'y co^ ca^.u muo^'n gi` ro^`i . Nga`i lie^`n mo+? bao tie^`n ra dda(.t tre^n ba`n . Va` Nga`i ddo+.i . Ma^'y co^ ca^.u nha` ba'o mo+? mie^.ng lu'ng tu'ng , ma('t thi` nhi`n bao tie^`n . Cha hie^?u y' Cha no'i : Ca'c con ca^`n tie^`n pha?i kho^ng ? Da. pha?i . Va^.y Cha ta(.ng tie^`n la`m vo^'n cho to+` ba'o cu?a ca'c con . Nhu+ng Cha kho^ng co' y' mua to+` ba'o cu?a ca'c con dda^u . Ca'c con va^~n cu+' tu+. do vie^'t ba'o va` Cha mong ddo+.i ddo.c ba'o Thu. Nha^n dde^? ti`m ra mu.c : " Chi? tri'ch Vie^.n va` Cha Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng , mong Nga`i su+?a sai ca'i na^`y ca'i no.
... " Ma^'y co^ ca^.u la`m ba'o vo^.i dda'p : " Kho^ng da'm , kho^ng da'm Cha o+i " .
Nghi~ dde^'n mo'n no+. To^i co' y' kie^'n na^`y : tu+` ba^y gio+` da`nh mo^`i nga`y 50 cents , bo? va`o bu.ng mo^.t con heo dda^'t ... ro^`i dde^? o+? tre^n lu+ng no' lo+`i da(.n na^`y : Heo o+i ho+~i heo ! nga`y na`o tao che^'t , nho+` mi lo^.i bie^?n Tha'i Bi`nh Du+o+ng , ddem tie^`n ngu+o+i giu+~ trong bu.ng ddem ve^` cho Vie^.n Thu. Nha^n , nghe kho^ng ? " .
- Thu+a Fre`re : Fre`re co' nhu+~ng u+o+'c nguye^.n gi` ddo^'i vo+'i dda.i gia ddi`nh Thu. Nha^n ? ho^m nay va` nga`y mai ?
- To^i mong co' nga`y mo^.t nho'm cu+.u sinh vie^n Thu. Nha^n tro+? ve^` VN ta'i ta.o VDH /TN... Muo^'n la`m so^'ng ddo^.ng mo^.t VDH pha?i co' mo^.t nha` nga^n ha`ng phong phu' tie^`n ba.c va` mo^.t con tim cha'y lu+?a ti`nh ye^u tuo^?i tre? . Que^ hu+o+ng VN ca^`n nhu+~ng VDH nhu+ the^' ddo' . Mo^.t nu+o+'c gia`u ma.nh la` nho+` co' ca? trie^.u ngu+o+`i tho^ng minh , tha'o va't , bie^'t la`m a(n , kho^n ngoan va` dda.i lu+o+.ng , mu+u i'ch cho que^ hu+o+ng va` ddo^`ng ba`o ba^y gio+` va` trong tu+o+ng lai . Muo^'n dda`o ta.o con em tha`nh nha^n , thi` nhu+~ng ke~ la`m chi'nh tri. ca^`m quye^`n , va` nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i la`m nghe^` nha` gia'o pha?i la` ngu+o+`i ca'i dda~ . Chi'nh con ngu+o+`i la` kho ba'u cu?a dda^'t nu+o+'c dda^'y . Thu. Nha^n , " tro^`ng ngu+o+`i " la` va^.y ddo' .
Cho+' bao gio+` que^n ca^u no+'i cu?a Tha^`y La~o Tu+? :
" La`m Tha^`y Thuo^'c ma` la^`m thi` gie^'t mo^.t ngu+o+`i ,
La`m ddi.a ly' ma` la^`m thi` gie^'t mo^.t nha` ,
La`m chi'nh tri. ma` la^`m thi` gie^'t muo^n the^' he^. "
A^'y la`m gia'o du.c la` la`m va(n hoa' dda^'y . Thu. Nha^n la` nghe^` gia'o du.c con em ne^n ngu+o+`i .
Me^'n cha`o ta^'t ca? anh chi. cu+.u sinh vie^n cu?a VDH/TN Dalat .
- Thu+a Fre`re co`n nho+' gi` ve^` ca'i dde^m kinh hoa`ng xa?y ra trong Vie^.n DDa.i Ho.c na(m 1970-1971 gi` ddo' kho^ng ?
- DDe^m kinh ho`ang ? hoa(.c no'i nhu+~ng dde^m kinh hoa`ng thi` mo+'i ddu'ng .
To^i dda~ so^'ng o+? Dalat 15 na(m khoa?ng tho+`i gian tu+` 1961 dde^'n 1975 , to^i dda~ tha^'y ho?a cha^u lo`e sa'ng tre^n ba^`u tro+`i Dalat ve^` nhu+~ng dde^m khuya thanh va('ng , to^i dda~ nghe nhu+~ng tie^'ng bom dda.n no^? nhu+ pha'o rang . To^i dda~ ne^'m mu`i thuo^'c su'ng , dda.n no^? tung to'e xung quanh chu'ng to^i nhie^`u dde^m . VDH na(`m
o+? giu+~a hai DDa.i Ho.c dda`o luye^.n ca'c si~ quan .
Ho^`i to^i co`n o+? vo+'i ca'c Fre`re ta.i Bie^.t Thu+. so^' 6 Tra^`n Hu+ng DDa.o va` co' na(m o+? trong tru+o+`ng Adran . Ho^`i o+? Bie^.t Thu+. Bonheur Vert so^' 6 Tra^`n Hu+ng DDa.o , to^i dda~ tra?i qua va~i dde^m kinh hoa`ng . VC ve^` ban dde^m ba('n pha' dinh o^ng Ti?nh Tru+o+?ng o+? ngay be^n ca.nh Bie^.t Thu+. Bonheur Vert cu?a chu'ng to^i . Li'nh Quo^'c Gia o+? tre^n ddo^`i ba('n xuo^'ng , VC o+? du+o+'i thung lu~ng ba('n le^n . Chu'ng to^i o+? giu+~ hai la(`n dda.n no^? lo^'p ddo^'p tre^n ma'i nha`, tre^n va'ch tu+o+`ng Bie^.t Thu+. Bonheur
Vert cu?a chu'ng to^i. DDe^m a^'y cha(?ng co`n la` gi`Bonheur nu+~a , ma` la` " Malheur sombre comme la guerre et la mort ! " .
DDa^'t cu?a chu'ng to^i va` cu?a Adran chie^'m khu ru+`ng tho^ng go.i la` Bois d'Amour . Ca'i te^n dda^`y thi vi. ti`nh tu+' ddo'ngu+o+`i Pha'p dda~ da(.t cho khu ru+`ng a^'y . Ho^`i chie^'n tranh dda~ bie^'n tha`nh ru+`ng thu` oa'n va` su'ng dda.n . dde^'n no^~i co.p pha?i tro^'n ddi no+i kha'c . Cho' cu~ng pha?i so+. kho^ng da'm su?a , cong dduo^i cha.y nhu+ da^n chu'ng cha.y loa.n . Co.p ru+`ng cu~ng pha?i kie^ng ne^? , kho^ng da'm ve^` ba('t heo cu?a nhu+~ng nha^n vie^n la`m vie^.c cho tru+o+`ng Adran .
DDe^m kinh hoa`ng o+? VDH TN :
DDe^m a^'y to^i ddang ngu? ye^n trong pho`ng to^i o+? VDHDL . Cha La^.p dda~ ro+`i Vie^.n la^u ro^`i . Cha Ly' le^n la`m Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng . DDo+`i Cha La^.p thi` Vie^.n hu+o+?ng an bi`nh chi? thie^'u tie^`n tho^i . DDo+`i Cha Ly' thi` co' loa.n va` a^u sa^`u nhu+ng la.i dda^`y du+ tie^`n ba.c va` co' ddo^` a'n xa^y ca^'t pho`ng o^'c , the^m nha^n co^ng , the^m vie^.c la`m va` cu~ng the^m ra('c ro^'i ... Tha^.t ddu'ng ca^u no'i : DDa su+. thi` dda lu+.
Va^.y dde^m kinh hoa`ng thi` nhu+ the^' na^`y : VC tu+` DDa Thie^.n ddo^? xuo^'ng , tu+` ru+`ng nu'i Langbiang ke'o dde^'n , bao va^y Tru+o+`ng luye^.n ca'n bo^. chie^'n tranh ta^m ly' . Tru+o+`ng Chie^'n Tranh Cha'nh Tri. o+? thung lu~ng be^n du+o+'i VDHTN ve^` phi'a ma(.t tro+`i la(.n ddo^'i vo+'i Vie^.n THu. Nha^n , la` Vie^.n Tro^`ng Ngu+o+`i co' va(n ho'a , bie^'t tha'o va't la`m a(n va` cho+i gio+~n cho vui ddo+`i , chu+' kho^ng tro^`ng li'nh dda'nh gia(.c hoa(.c tuye^n truye^`n phe dda?ng .
Va^.y VC kho^ng chu? mu+u dda'nh VDHTN . The^' nhu+ng ta co' ca^u tu.c ngu+~ ra(`ng : Tra^u bo` hu'c nhau , ruo^`i muo^~i che^'t .
Va^.y dde^m kinh hoa`ng , VC ta^'n co^ng Tru+o+`ng CTCT , to^i ddang ngu? ngon trong pho`ng to^i, ca'c sinh vie^n DHX nam nu+~ cu~ng va^.y , ca'c Gia'o Su+ tre^n Na(ng Ti~nh cu~ng the^' .
Ba^'t thi`nh li`nh qua' nu+?a dde^m nhu+~ng tie^'ng su'ng dda.i ba'c no^? ra^`m tro+`i , mu+a nhu+~ng qua? dda.n no^? lo^.p ddo^.p tre^n ma'i nha` , tre^n nhu+~ng ca`nh ca^y , ca('t ddu+'t nhu+~ng ta`u la' ro+'t xuo^'ng dda^`y ddu+o+`ng . Va` cu+' lie^n mie^n dda.n no^? dda.n bay , nhu+~ng te^n lu+?a ba('n le^n tro+`i , ho?a cha^u sa'ng ru+.c mo^.t phu+o+ng tro+`i o+? phi'a Ta^y Vie^.n ta co' Tru+o+`ng CTCT .
Ca'c co^ o+? DHX Kie^m A'i ddu+'ng dda^`u hu+'ng dda.n so+. hoa?ng . Nhu+ng kho^ng ai cha.y ra pho`ng mi`nh . Sinh vie^n con trai be^n Bi`nh Minh cu~ng va^.y . Ca'c Gia'o Su+ cu~ng pha^.p pho^`ng tre^n Na(ng Ti~nh vi` o+? ga^`n chie^'n tru+o+`ng va` o+? tre^n cao ho+n , co' the^? hu+'ng nhie^`u dda.n ho+n .
Sa'ng ho^m sau mo+'i tha^'y nhu+~ng tra'i dda.n , nhu+~ng vo? ho?a cha^u , ma'i nha` mo^.t pho`ng lo+'p bi. tru'ng bom dda.n ga^y thie^.t ha.i . Nhu+~ng cho^~ kha'c kho^ng he^` gi` . Thu+ Vie^.n hu+'ng mo^.t qua? dda.n, dda'nh na't va`i ta^'m ngo'i . Nhu+~ng ke^. sa'ch an toa`n .
Co+n nguy nan dda~ qua cu+' tu+o+?ng va^.y .
Nhu+ng mo^.t buo^?i sa'ng tinh su+o+ng , nhu+ tho'i quen , to^i le^n Na(ng Ti~nh ca^`u nguye^.n va` du+. Tha'nh Le^~, mo.i su+. ye^n bi`nh .
Nhu+~ng con cho' , sa'ng a^'y , to^i kho^ng tha^'y chu'ng cha.y tre^n ddu+o+`ng le^n Na(ng Ti~nh . To^i cho la` co' gi` ky` la. . Le^~ xong , xuo^'ng nha` co+m a(n lo't lo`ng . Vie^.n va^~n ye^n ti~nh . Co' mo^.t nha^n vie^n thi` tha^`m : VC va`o Vie^.n dde^m qua . To^i ho?i : Tha^.t kho^ng ? - Tha^.t dda^'y ! .
To^i ddi vo`ng quanh mo^.t lu'c , hu+o+'ng le^n Thu+ Vie^.n , ddi dde^'n
pho`ng pho`ng lo+'p Va(n Khoa , to^i cha.m tra'n vo+'i mo^.t toa'n li'nh VC ddo^. sa'u ngu+o+`i , gu+o+ng ma(.t ho. xanh le` nhu+ ca^y la' ru+`ng . Vai ddeo A Ka . Anh tru+o+?ng toa'n cha`o to^i dda`ng hoa`ng : Cha`o Ba'c . Vi` anh a^'y tha^'y to^i lo+'n tuo^?i ho+n anh a^'y va` ma(.c a'o do`ng La San co' co^? tra('ng va` " ye^'m ' tra('ng nu+~a . Anh a^'y bie^'t to^i kho^ng pha?i la` li'nh chie^'n va` qua^n thu` . Anh a^'y ho?i to^i co' li'nh chi'nh phu? o+? trong Vie^.n kho^ng ? To^i dda'p : Kho^ng co' mo^.t li'nh quo^'c gia o+? dda^y , Ca?nh Sa't quo^'c gia cu~ng kho^ng . Chi? co' sinh vie^n nam nu+~ va` gia'o su+ ma` tho^i .
Anh a^'y ho?i the^m : Ba'c co' the^? na`o ho^.i ho.p sinh vie^n cho chu'ng to^i no'i chuye^.n vo+'i ho. ddu+o+.c kho^ng ? To^i dda'p : Bu+?a nay co' lo+'p ho.c , hie^.n nay chu+a to+'i gio+`, cho ne^n sinh vie^n ta?n ma't, chu'ng to^i kho^ng the^? ke^u ho. ho^.i ho.p ddu+o+.c dda^u . Kho^ng de^~ gi` ma` ho^.i ho. cho dda^`y ddu? . Anh li'nh VC the^m mo^.t ye^u ca^`u : Ba'c co' cuo^'c xe?ng gi` cho chu'ng to^i mu+o+.n va`i ca'i kho^ng ? To^i ho?i dde^? la`m gi` , dde^? dda`o ha^`m hoa(.c ho^' nu'p pha?i kho^ng ? Anh li'nh VC kho^ng dda'p . To^i no'i the^m : To^i la` mo^.t tu si~ da.y ho.c o+? dda^y , la`m gi` co' cuo^'c xe?ng . Co' thi` nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i la`m vu+o+`n o+? xung quanh ho. co' the^? co ' . Anh si~ quan VC ho?i the^m mo^.t ca^u : Tu+` dda^y qua Gia'o Hoa`ng Ho.c Vie^.n co' lo^'i ddi de^~ da`ng , co' ca?nh sa't
hoa(.c li'nh canh ga'c ddu+o+`ng lo^'i kho^ng ? To^i dda'p : Thu+o+`ng thu+o+`ng thi` kho^ng co' ca?nh sa't hoa(.c li'nh canh ga'c chi ca? .
Nhu+ng bu+?a nay co' ddo^.ng thi` co' le~ la` co' li'nh tra'ng canh pho`ng ca'c ddu+o+`ng lo^'i pho^' xa' .
Nghe xong , ma^'y chu' VC ru't lui ve^` phi'a sau Na(ng Ti~nh va` dde^'n mu+o+`i gio+` sa'ng thi` ho. xuo^'ng thung lu~ng ; ho. bie^'n ddi ma^'t ... dde^'n qua' tru+a , sinh vie^n nam nu+~ mo+'i ke'o nhau ra ma(.t
Co' ngu+o+`i ddo^`n la` VC dda~ ba('t to^i ddi theo ho. Ca'c Fre`re o+? Adran dda~ a'y na'y ve^` to^i . DDe^'n chie^`u , to^i va`o Tru+o+`ng Adran, ca'c Fre`re tha^'y to^i , ho. ye^n ta^m . Ca'c Gia'o Su+ o+? tre^n Na(ng Ti~nh cu~ng ho^`i ho.p ...
Mo^.t la^`n kha'c , giu+~a ban nga`y , ddo^`ng ba`o hoa?ng ho^'t , cha.y loa.n , cha.y tu+` ca'c xo'm o+? DDa Thie^.n , cha.y ve^` tru' ngu. trong VDH/TN . La`m ro^'i loa.n ca? Vie^.n . Sinh vie^n la.i mo^.t phen pha?i ho^`i ho^.p . Ho. bo^`ng be^' nhau ddi . Ho. cha(?ng co' gi` a(n To^i xu'c ga.o trong kho , pha't cho ho. na^'u mo^.t bu+?a co+m tru+a .
A^'y mo+'i la` nhu+~ng bie^'n co^' ba'o tru+o+'c mo^.t bie^'n co^' tha^.t su+. se~ xa?y ra va`o tha'ng Ba , tha'ng Tu+ na(m 1975 . Mie^`n Nam su.p ddo^? . VC tha('ng . VDH ddo'ng cu?a vi~nh vie^~n .Anh em chu'ng ta ta?n ma't kha('p bo^'n phu+o+ng tro+`i .
Quay ddi qua^?n la.i ,dda~ ga^`n 20 na(m tro^i qua . VDH/TN co`n cho+` ddo+.i ca'c anh chi. tro+? ve^`la`m cho no' so^'ng la.i va` vui ddo+`i nhu+ thuo+? co`n Cha La^.p , Cha Ly' la`m Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng , Gia'o Su+ Tra^`n Long la`m ra tie^`n , Fre`re Ke^' giu+~ va` xa`i tie^`n , cho mu+o+.n sa'ch va` thu sa'ch la.i , giu+~ cho Thu+ Vie^.n DHDL .
Mo^.t phu't suy tu+ :
A^'y ddo+`i la` the^' Ga(.p ca'i vui cu~ng pha?i ga(.p ca'i buo^`n , lu'c tu. lu'c tan ! Lu'c tha('ng lu'c ba.i Ga(.p ca?nh ngo^. na`o cu~ng sa(~n sa`ng ddo^'i pho' vo+'i nu. cu+o+`i tre^n mo^i va` ngo.n lu+?a tha^`n trong tim .
Fre`re Theophane Ke^' chu'c cho ta^'t ca? mo.i anh chi. cu+u sinh vie^n cu?a VDHDL ye^n vui ye^u ddo+`i va` tha`nh co^ng trong nga`nh hoa.t ddo^.ng cu?a mi`nh va` cu?a gia ddi`nh mi`nh . Xin Chu'a Gie^ Su , Tha'nh Ma^~u Maria va` Tha'nh Ca? Giuse phu` ho^. ca'c anh ca'c chi. va` con cha'u tre^n ddu+o+`ng ddo+`i , va` di`u da('t chu'ng ta he^'t tha?y ve^` cu`ng Thie^n Chu'a tre^n Thie^n DDa`ng .
U+o+'c gi` mo.i ngu+o+`i ghi nho+' ca^u no'i cu?a cha o^ng chu'ng ta tu+` nga`n xu+a dde^? la.i cho no`i gio^'ng Vie^.t : " So^'ng gu+?i tha'c ve^`" , ddo+`i so^'ng hie^.n ta.i tre^n tra'i dda^'t la` mo^.t ddo+`i so^'ng ta.m . Co`n thi` pha?i tro+? ve^` Que^ Tha^.t la` Thie^n DDa`ng Tru+o+`ng Sinh dda~ du+.ng ne^n ta . Amen .
( Cha La^.p ho^`i co`n la` Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng , dda~ mo^.t la^`n gia?ng trong Nha` Nguye^.n Na(ng Ti~nh va` dda~ nha('c la.i ca^u no'i " Sinh Ky' Tu+? Quy " ).
Nhu+~ng trang ky' u+'c tre^n dda^y to^i dda~ vie^'t ta.i Saint Mary's College of California nga`y va` dde^m 10 - 14 October 1994 . Xin me^'n ta(.ng ta^'t ca? ca'c gia'o su+ va` cu+.u sinh vie^n va` nha^n vie^n cu?a VDH Thu. Nha^n Dalat .
Fre`re Theophane Nguye^~n Va(n Ke^' , F.S.C.
Saint Mary's College of California
P.O. Box 5150
Moraga , CA 94575
DDo' la` dda(.c ti'nh cu?a Cha Nguye^~n Va(n La^.p , Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng
VDHDL .
1. La^`n dda^`u to^i ga(.p Cha La^.p
ta.i Vie^.n DDa.i Ho.c Dalat :
Buo^?i chie^`u chu'ng to^i
mo^.t nho'm Anh Em Lasan
va`o Vie^.n nghe ha't :
Sinh vie^n ca ha't
dda'nh tro^'ng ta^'u nha.c
o+? Gia?ng DDu+o+`ng Spellman .
Cha La^.p ddo'n chu'ng to^i ,
Nga`i vui ve~ :
" Cha`o ca'c Tha^`y Fre`res !
Sinh vie^n , cu+.u ho.c sinh
tru+o+`ng ca'c Fre`res
chu'ng nha('c ca'c Fre`res
me^'n ca'c Fre`res la('m dda^'y ! "
2. Nga`i vu+`a no'i
vu+`a phi` pha`o ddie^'u cigare
mo^.t ca'ch tu+. nhie^n
tha`nh ta^m vo+'i chu'ng to^i .
3. La^`n kha'c Nga`i dde^'n ta^.n
nha` chu'ng to^i
o+? so^' 6 Tra^`n Hu+ng DDa.o
" Nho+` va`i Fre`re
dde^'n giu'p to^i mo^.t tay .
tua^`n to+'i co' thi cuo^'i na(m
pho`ng thi thi` nhie^`u
gia'o su+ coi thi thi` i't . "
4. Cha La^.p , mo^.t con ngu+o+`i
co+?i mo? , ti'nh ti`nh de^~ da~i
a(n no'i tha`nh ta^m .
Nga`i quen ddu+'ng
o+? cu+?a chi'nh
nha` Ha`nh Cha'nh
cu?a Vie^.n DDa.i Ho.c .
Co' con cho' na(`m du+o+'i cha^n
quen ho+i chu? no' la('m .
Mo^.t ddie^'u cigare
bo^'c kho'i tre^n mo^i
vo+'i tro+`i Dalat
va`o sa'ng chie^`u
la`nh la.nh ngo.t .
Coi Nga`i tha^.t a^'m a'p .
Nga`i ddu+'ng tha(?ng ngu+o+`i
tay kho'ac sau lu+ng
trong tu+ the^' tu+. tin
bu.ng O^ng DDi.a gia`u sang
hu+'a he.n cho vay tie^`n
kho^ng la^'y la~i
co' thi` tra? , kho^ng co' thi` tha .
Co' tie^`n a('t co' ba.n be` .
Phu' qu'i dda nha^n ho^.i .
Co' tie^`n mo+'i da'm
ddie^`u khie^?n mo^.t tru+o+`ng dda.i ho.c .
Tha^'y Cha La^.p ung dung
cho+` ddo'n gia'o su+
sinh vie^n nam nu+~
phu. huynh cu?a ho.
ngu+o+`i ta co' ca?m tu+o+?ng
Vie^.n DDa.i Ho.c Dalat
la` no+i dda'ng tin ca^.y
la` Tru+o+`ng hu+'a he.n
ba`nh tru+o+'ng ma.nh me~
tu+o+ng lai sa'ng su?a .
5. Sinh vie^n ddo'ng tie^`n :
DDo' la` vie^.c ha`nh cha'nh
Cha kho^ng lo !
Ha~y xuo^'ng va(n pho`ng ha`nh cha'nh
lo thu? tu.c ghi danh
nhu+ mo.i ngu+o+`i .
Cha kho^ng he^` can thie^.p
va`o vie^.c ha`nh cha'nh .
6. Sinh vie^n anh chi. na`o tu'ng qua'
kho^ng ddu? tie^`n ghi danh
le^n Cha La^.p :
" Xin Cha chua^?n
cho kho?i ddo'ng tie^`n . "
Cha tu+o+i ne't ma(.t ma` ba?o :
" Cha kho^ng co' quye^`n a^'y dda^u !
Vie^.c cu?a va(n pho`ng
ha`nh cha'nh la` ddanh the'p .
DDa^y Cha cho con vay
mo^.t so^' tie^`n
sau na^`y con nho+'
tra? la.i cho Cha
dde^? Cha co`n co'
cho ddu+'a kha'c vay ! "
A^'y cu+' the^'
la` ca'i tu'i cu?a Cha La^.p
tro+? ne^n kho^ ca.n
tie^`n lu+o+ng bo^?ng cu?a Cha
ddi va`o tu'i sinh vie^n .
Giu'p ddo+~ con ca'i nghe`o
la` mo^.t thu' vui
cu?a Cha Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng .
7. Sinh vie^n tri`u me^'n
Cha Nguye^~n Va(n La^.p
phu. huynh ca'c sinh vie^n
ta^.n xa cu~ng bie^'t tie^'ng Nga`i .
Gu+?i con tre^n Vie^.n Thu. Nha^n
nha^'t la` nhu+~ng ddu+'a con cu+ng
la` cha('c cha('n
con ca'i se~ ho.c ha`nh ne^n ngu+o+`i .
8. Cha Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng
tha^.t lo`ng sa(n so'c
bo.n sinh vie^n nam nu+~
nhu+~ng tua^`n nghi? ho.c
Gia'ng Sinh , Te^'t Nguye^n DDa'n
o+? la.i trong Vie^.n .
9. Co' ddu+'a tha^'t ti`nh ,
kho'c me^'u vo+'i Cha .
" Cha la`m sao ddu+o+.c , ho+~i con !
Ti`nh ye^u kho^ng co'
o+? trong tu'i Cha .
Ti`nh ye^u o+? trong tim con .
Ti`nh ye^u lu+'a ddo^i
la` kho ba'u
Chu'a ban cho .
Ne^'u ngu+o+`i con ye^u
xu+'ng dda'ng vo+'i con
thi` ca^`u nguye^.n
xin Chu'a ban cho con
mo^'i ti`nh trung tha`nh .
Ba(`ng kho^ng thi` con ddo+.i cho+`
mo^.t na`ng co^ng chu'a na`o kha'c
xu+'ng dda'ng vo+'i con
ne^'u con co' ta^m ho^`n mo^.t Ho`ang Tu+? . "
10. DDu+o+.c sinh vie^n tin ca^.y
la` bi' quye^'t cu?a Cha La^.p .
Vie^.n DDa.i Ho.c Thu. Nha^n
la` mo^.t dda.i gia ddi`nh .
Sinh vie^n trai ga'i
dde^`u la` con ca'i
cu?a Cha Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng.
Cha hie^?u bie^'t ti'nh ti`nh
te^n tuo^?i mo^~i ddu+'a
to^ng ti'ch tu+`ng ddu+'a .
(Ho^`i ddo' so^' sinh vie^n
chu+a ddo^ng la('m dda^u )
Co' va^.y mo+'i quy' chu+' !
11. DDa.i lu+o+.ng ha?o ta^m
ddo^'i vo+'i ca'c Gia'o Su+ .
Va`o Nha` Co+m
la` ga(.p Cha La^.p o+? ddo' ro^`i .
Nga`i dde^'n ttru+o+'c
dde^? xem ba`n a(n
co' sa(~n sa`ng chu+a :
co+m nu+o+'c
ba't di~a
kha(n ba`n
ddu? thu+' sa.ch se~
tu+o+m ta^'t li.ch thie^.p .
Su+. hie^.n die^.n cu?a Nga`i
cu~ng la` mo^.t khuye^'n khi'ch
cho Nha` Be^'p na^'u nu+o+'ng ca^?n tha^.n
vo+'i ta^m ti`nh va` nghe^. thua^.t
mo^.t dda^`u be^'p co' vi. gia'c to^'t
bie^'t thu+o+?ng thu+'c nhu+~ng mo'n a(n
co' thi vi. hu+o+ng tho+m
ngon mie^.ng va` bo^? du+o+~ng .
12. Nhu+~ng ca^u chuye^.n
trong ca'c bu+?a a(n
cu~ng la` mo^.t mo'n quy' .
Nga`i co' khie^'u go+.i chuye^.n
ro^`i thi` ca'c gia'o su+
tie^'p tu.c ke^? chuye^.n
lie^n mie^n thi'ch thu'
tha`nh ta^m nhu+ anh em mo^.t nha` .
13. Chuye^.n ca'c DDa^'ng Thu+`a Sai
ho.c no'i tie^'ng Vie^.t .
Co' o^ng Co^' Thu+`a Sai
mo^.t ho^m da(n do`
ngu+o+`i ha^`u vie^.c :
" Ho^m nay Cha ddi xa
con ddem ca'i dda^`u go^'i
cu?a Cha ra pho+i na('ng " .
( Ca? Nha` Co+m cu+o+`i ra^`m le^n ) .
O^ng Co^' la^`m la^~n :
ca'i go^'i dda^`u
vo+'i ca'i dda^`u go^'i !
Ngu+o+`i ha^`u vie^.c
pha?i bu+ng mie^.ng
kho^ng da'm cu+o+`i to .
Va` cu~ng co' gan
da^~n gia?i cho Co^'
bie^'t no'i tie^'ng Vie^.t
cho ddu'ng chu+~ nghi~a :
ca'i go^'i dda^`u
thi` ddem ra pho+i na('ng ddu+o+.c
ca'i dda^`u go^'i cu?a Cha
thi` kho^ng ddu+o+.c cha(.t ddi .
14. Ca^u chuye^.n mo^.t cha gia`
DDi ca^'m pho`ng
DDu+'c Cha gia?ng ve^` ru+o+.u che` .
DDu+'c Cha no'i vo+'i ca'c cha gia`
cho+' nghie^.n ru+o+.u ma.nh .
Ha~y hu+'a vo+'i ta
la` sau cuo^.c ca^'m pho`ng na^`y
pha?i chu+`a ru+o+.u qua' ma.nh nhe !
Ma^'y cha gia` sa(~n sa`ng hu+'a
la`m vui lo`ng DDu+'c Cha .
DDe^'n nga`y ra pho`ng
co' o^ng bo^' gia`
dde^'n ddo'n Cha Gia` ve^ .
Cha Gia` ghe' tai o^ng bo^'
va` ho?i :
" Bo^' co' ddem cho Cha
ca'i " du`i ddu.c " kho^ng ? "
O^ng bo^' gia` dda'p :
" Con kho^ng da'm mang dde^'n
vi` DDu+'c Cha ca^'m
va` Cha Gia` cu~ng dda~ hu+'a ro^`i ma` . "
DDu+'c Cha na`o ca^'m dda^u !
DDu+'c Cha ca^'m ru+o+.u ma.nh kia ma` !
ca'i thu+' ru+o+.u o+? be^n Ta^y ho. na^'u a^'y chu+' .
be^n mi`nh la`m gi` co' thu+' ru+o+.u ma.nh a^'y !
Ru+o+.u be^n mi`nh
go.i la` ru+o+.u dde^' kia ma` !
ru+o+.u sang tro.ng cu?a Nha` Vua dda^'y
cho+' co' ai the`m go.i la` ru+o+.u ma.nh ! "
15. Ma.nh kho?e xa'c ho^`n
dda.i lu+o+.ng de^~ tho^ng ca?m
co+?i mo+? ti'nh ti`nh
ho`a mi`nh vo+'i tha nha^n
bie^'t a(n bie^'t no'i
vui ve~ cha`o ho?i ngu+o+`i
bie^'t xu+? su+.
bie^'t xa~ giao
cho ho+n ddo+`i
bie^'t ngu+o+`i bie^'t mi`nh .
DDa.i lu+o+.ng ddo'n tie^'p mo.i ngu+o+`i
ro^.ng lo`ng dung thu+'
nha^'t la` tha`nh ta^m
ye^u me^'n tha nha^n .
DDo^'i vo+'i thanh nie^n nam nu+~
cho+' co' bao gio+` ne^u a'n ho.
hoa(.c lie^.t ho. va`o ha.ng
ngu+o+`i hu+ tha^n ma^'t ne^'t
vo^ phu+o+ng cu+'u chu+~a .
Va` tin tu+o+?ng tuo^?i xua^n
la` hy vo.ng cu?a nga`y mai .
16. A^'y la` bi' quye^'t
cu?a Cha Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng
Nguye^~n Va(n La^.p
du+o+.c lo`ng ngu+o+`i
ddu+o+.c nhie^`u co^.ng su+. vie^n trung tha`nh
la`m cho Vie^.n DDa.i Ho.c Thu. Nha^n
co' danh tie^'ng
hie^.n nay co`n vang do^.i
ta.i que^ nha`
va` ca'c no+i
co' nhu+~ng anh chi.
cu+.u sinh vie^n Thu. Nha^n
ddo'ng ddo^ va` sinh so^i na^?y no+? .
Fre`re Ke^' ghi nhu+~ng ca?m tu+o+?ng va` nhu+~ng ky~ nie^.m
ve^` Cha Nguye^~n Va(n La^.p .
Ki'nh nho+' Nga`i .
Ngu+o+`i a^'y la` ai ?
Ngu+o+`i a^'y la` ngu+o+`i
nhu+ mo.i ngu+o+`i
co' xa'c co' ho^`n
co' mo^.t bo^. o'c
mo^.t ddo+`i tri' thu+'c
mo^.t ddo+`i xa~ ho^.i
co' nhu+~ng ddo`i ho?i
cu?a mo^.t tha^n xa'c
con tim rung ca?m .
Ngu+o+`i a^'y ddu+a tay
cha`o ho?i na('m tay
theo tho'i ngu+o+`i ddo+`i .
Tuy nhie^n ngu+o+`i a^'y
kho^ng giu+~ la^'y tay
ai la`m cu?a rie^ng .
Ngu+o+`i a^'y co' nhie^`u
con chie^n bo^?n dda.o
co' nhie^`u ba.n hu+~u
nhu+ng kho^ng gia ddi`nh .
Ngu+o+`i a^'y dda~ tu+` bo?
cha me. anh em
chi. em cha'u cha('t
ba.n hu+~ ti`nh duye^n
vi` me^'n ye^u
Tha^`y Gie^ Su
tre^n he^'t mo.i su+.
Ngu+o+`i a^'y
dda~ nghe tie^'ng go.i :
Ha~y theo Tha^`y
xa^y du+.ng Nu+o+'c Tro+`i .
Ha~y tu+` bo? cha me.
anh em chi. em
ba.n hu+~u vo+. con
ti`nh ba.n , ti`nh nha^n
kho ta`ng gia nghie^.p .
Ha~y theo Tha^`y .
So^'ng che^'t cho Tha^`y .
Pha^`n thu+o+?ng
la` Nu+o+'c Tro+`i
la` Thie^n Chu'a .
DDo+`i ddo+`i la` Tu+ Te^'
La` Tha^`y Tie^'n Le^~
mo^.t chu+'c Tha'nh
quy' ho+n vu~ tru.
sa'ng cho'i ho+n nga`n tinh tu'
trie^`n mie^n in trong linh ho^`n .
Me^'n ta(.ng L.M. Nguye^~n Va(n La^.p
DDu+'c O^ng Nguye^~n Va(n La^.p
dde^? la.i danh tho+m tie^'ng to^'t
cho the^' he^. dde^'n sau
kha^m phu.c va` noi theo gu+o+ng la`nh.
*******
Vo+'i chu+'c Linh Mu.c
Nga`i dda~ sa(n so'c ca'c linh ho^`n
Rao gi?ang Lo+`i Chu'a,
Nga`i dda~ la` mo^.t nha` gi'ao du.c tuo^?i tre?
Nga`i dda~ la`m Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng
Vie^.n DDa.i Ho.c Thu. Nha^n Dalat
ro^`i ddu'ng lu'c Nga`i dda~ tu+` bie^.t Dalat
dde^? tro+? ve^` So^ng Hu+o+ng Nu'i Ngu+.
Nhu+ng chie^'n tranh dde^'n lu'c ke^'t thu'c
Mie^`n Nam ddo^?i chu?
"Malheur aux vaincus!"...Vae victis!
Va` Nga`i dda~ tu+` bie^.t DDa^'t Tha^`n Tie^n!
Nga`i dda~ va`o Saigon.
Va`o Saigon cu~ng kho^ng ye^n tha^n!
Tu+`ng dda`n tu+`ng lu~
dda'm ddo^ng da^n ty. na.n
bao va^y Nga`i...
tu+` bo^'n phu+o+ng ddo`an ngu+o+`i ddo'i ra'ch
ddo^? ve^` Saigon ha^'p ho^'i
va` ngu+`ng la.i o+? Bi`nh Lo+.i
nhu+ nhu+~ng ddo`an con bo+ vo+
bao quanh dde^`n Tha'nh Ma^~u Maria :
"Me. cu+'u giu'p ke? a^u lo ta^.t nguye^`n
ddo`an con ddo'i ra'ch di cu+..."
Va` Me. du`ng Linh Mu.c Nguye^~n Va(n La^.p
la`m Cha ke? a^u lo, ddo'i kha't, ra'ch ru+o+'i, bo+ vo+...
la`m Cha nuo^i du+o+~ng
nhu+~ng tha^n xa'c o^'m ddau
va` nhu+~ng linh ho^`n ddo`i ddu+o+.c cu+'u ro^~i
The^' dda^'y Chu'a Quan Pho`ng du`ng
Cha Nguye^~n Va(n La^.p
la`m Cha dda'm ngu+o+`i ddo'i kho^?
kho^ng nha`, kho^ng co+m a(n a'o ma(.c!
Cha La^.p gia`u ti`nh ngu+o+`i
gi`au lo`ng ye^u ke? kho'
ke? ddau o^'m, ke? bo+ vo+ /.
Chu'a bie^'t
va` Chu'a thu+o+?ng
cho Nga`i tuo^?i tho.
dde^? la`m vie^.c tu+` thie^.n /.
Va` Gi'ao Ho^.i nhi`n nha^.n co^ng tra.ng
cu?a mo^.t DDa^'ng Cha(n Chie^n la`nh
la` Cha Nguye^~n Va(n La^.p
va` ta(.ng cho Nga`i Chu+'c Sang Tro.ng /:
"DDU+'C O^NG cu?a To`a Tha'nh VATICAN
giu+~a dda'm qua^`n chu'ng
ca^`n ti`nh ye^u thu+o+ng
tre^n dda^'t Vie^.t-Nam /.
Hoan ho^ " DDu+'C O^NG NGUYE^~N VA(N LA^.P / .
Frere Theophane Ke^', f.s.c.
Mo^.t Ca^u Chuye^.n Ti`nh
( giu+~a Cha Ly' va` Fre`re ke^' )
-------------------------
1. Nho+' nhung :
Mo^.t ngu+o+`i tha^`m la(.ng .
Mo^.t Gia'o Su+ nghie^m kha('c .
Da.y mo^.t mo^n kho^ khan .
Chuye^n nga`nh Ngu+~ Ho.c
cha^u ba'u i't ngu+o+`i co' .
Nhie^`u ke~ the`m muo^'n
i't ai da'm ho.c .
Mo^.t bo^. o'c tho^ng minh
mo^.t tri' nho+' be^`n vu+~ng
tho^ng co^? ngu+~ Greek Latin .
2. " Co' tra(m sinh vie^n
" Mi`nh ha(ng say da.y
" Co' mo^.t sinh vie^n ho.c
" Mi`nh cu~ng vui lo`ng da.y .
" Cha(?ng co' ma na`o dde^'n
" Mi`nh ngo^`i cho+i xo+i nu+o+'c . "
3. DDa^'y la` mhu+~ng pha'n quye^'t
cu?a Gia'o Su+ Le^ Va(n Ly' .
La`m to^i lie^n tu+o+?ng dde^'n ca^u no'i
tu+` nga`n xu+a cu?a nha` gia'o :
" Ho.c quy' ho^` tinh
ba^'t quy' ho^` dda " .
4. Thuo+? a^'u tho+
ho.c ta.i Ha` No^.i
tru+o+`ng Su+ Huynh La San .
O+? trong Nha` Chung
vu+o+`n nha~n me^nh mang
giu+~a tha`nh pho^' Ha` No^.i .
Thu' vui la` dda' bo'ng .
Mie^.t ma`i dda' bo'ng
vo+'i ba.n cu`ng tuo^?i .
Ca'i tuo^?i ho.c tro`
chu+a bie^'t lo xa .
Chi? bie^'t cho+i gio+~n .
Cu+o+`i nhie^`u ho+n kho'c .
DDa'nh bi dda'nh dda'o .
Say cho+i que^n a(n
que^n na(`m ngu? tru+a .
DDe^m to^'i co`n thu+'c
cha(?ng pha?i ho.c ba`i
nhu+ng ti`m de^' me`n
ba('t ddu+.ng dda^`y tu'i
ddem ve^` bo? mu`ng .
DDe^m khuya chu'ng re^n
the^ tha?m thu+o+ng ta^m .
5. Mu`a he` ddi ti`m
ma^'y chu' sa^u dda^'t
bo` le^n tha^n ca^y
lo^.t xa'c tha`nh ve .
DDem bo? trong mu`ng .
DDe^m khuya chu'ng no+?
xo`e bo^. ca'nh xanh
ve sa^`u xinh xinh
bie^'t ha't bie^'t reo
chu'ng ke^u chu'ng la
thi nhau ca xu+o+'ng
ra^`m ca? nha` ngu? .
Ca? lu~ thu+'c da^.y
vui o+i la` vui .
6. Chu+a he^'t tro` cho+i
co`n thu' dda' bo'ng
tre^n sa^n ca't
dda^`y so?i dda'
thi ddua hai ddo^.i
dda' nhau chi' cho'e .
Kho^ng nha(`m dda' bo'ng
nhu+ng ma` dd'a ca(?ng
ddu+'a no. dda' ddu+'a kia .
Anh la`m tro.ng ta`i
tho^?i co`i ddo`i pha.t .
Tho^?i om so`m inh o?i
ba('t pha.t tha(`ng no.
tha cho ddu+'a kia .
bo.n chu'ng la lo^'i
kie^.n nhau cho'i tai
dde^'n he^'t gio+` cho+i .
7. Va`o ngo^`i pho`ng ho.c
co`n lu+o+`m lie^'c nhau
ddo+.i nga`y ho^m sau
chu'ng tao ba'o thu` .
Nhu+ng kho^ng gia^.n ho+`n .
The`m cho+i vo+'i nhau .
Ro~ tha^.t la` nhu+~ng
tha(`ng ba.n no^'i kho^'
cu`ng gio+~n cu`ng ho.c
ngo^`i a(n cu`ng ba`n
ca~i nhau mo^~i nga`y
kho^ng que^n nhau no^?i .
8. DDe^'n nga`y chia tay
ddu+'a va`o Chu?ng Vie^.n
du+'a nha^.p Su+ Pha.m
ddu+'a la`m Linh Mu.c
ddu+'a la`m Nha` Gia'o .
DDu+'a ho.c Paris
ddu+'a ho.c Roma
sau na^`y ta'i ngo^.
ta.i vie^.n Thu. Nha^n .
DDu+'a la`m Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng
ddu+'a la`m Qua?n Ly'
Qua?n Thu? Thu+ Vie^.n .
Giu'p ddo+~ la^~n nhau
ga'nh ca^y Kho^? Gia' .
Nhie^`u anh chi? tri'ch
I't ke~ ngo+.i khen .
Hai ta ba^'t ca^`n .
La`m tro`n nghi~a vu.
The^' la` vui ro^`i .
9. DDe^'n nga`y ta?n ma't
cu+?a nha` vu+o+`n tu+o+.c
Co^.ng Sa?n gia?i pho'ng
vi~nh vie^~n tha^`m la(.ng
Ca^y Tha'nh Gia' sa('t
chu'ng la^'y gia^'y bo.c
ve~ hi`nh ngo^i sao .
Chu'ng mi`nh phu?i tay
cha`o buo^`n chia ly .
To^i ve^` Sa`igo`n
DDa.i Ho.c Tha`nh Nha^n .
DDi.nh la`m nghe^` mo+'i
mo+? lo+'p a^m nha.c
piano , violon .
Ba?ng rao ha`ng
Tra(ng ngoa`i co^?ng
co' ho+n hai mu+o+i
co^ ca^.u ghi te^n .
DDo+.i nga`y khai gia?ng .
Bie^'n co^' do^`n da^.p :
Sa`igo`n di ta?n
tu+`ng ddoa`n tu+`ng lu~
cha.y ra Vu~ng Ta`u .
To^i cu~ng vo^.i va`ng
le^n xe mo+? ma'y
thoa't kho?i Thu? DDo^
tra'nh na.n chuo^.t nha('t
bi. nho^'t trong ro.
10. Cha Ly' o+? la.i .
Ga^`n mu+o+`i na(m tro+`i
so^'ng o+? Sa`igo`n .
Mo^.t ho^m ba.n to^i
lu+~ng thu+~ng le^ bu+o+'c
tre^n ddu+o+`ng Tu+. Do .
Co' anh thanh nie^n
thu?ng thi?nh ddi theo
chuye^.n tro` ho?i han
nhu+ ngu+o+`i tha^n ye^u .
Anh ne^u ca^u ho?i :
Cha Le^ Va(n Ly'
co' pha?i kho^ng ?
- Pha?i .
- To^i bie^'t tie^'ng Cha tu+` la^u .
Nhu+ng Cha kho^ng bie^'t to^i dda^u !
To^i bie^'t Cha ddau be^.nh ,
Cha ca^`n ddi Paris chu+?a be^.nh .
To^i ma'ch vo+'i Cha mo^.t bi' quye^'t.
Cha chi.u kho' ve^` nha`
vie^'t mo^.t ba?n ddo+n .
Xin ddi ngoa.i quo^'c
chu+?a be^.nh
gu+?i tha(?ng le^n Ha` No^.i
cho Bo^. ...
dda^y Cha du`ng to+` gia^'y na^`y
vo+'i nhu+~ng co^ng thu+'c co' sa(~n
Cha ddie^`n va`o
la` o+? Ha` No^.i ngu+o+`i ta nhi`n ra
Cha la` ai .
DDia. chi? dda^y
Xin trao cho Cha . "
No'i xong ca^.u thanh nie^n
tu+` bie^.t Cha Ly' .
11. To^i qua Hoa Ky`
Cha Ly' qua Paris
Ro^`i qua My~ .
Thi?nh tho?ang ddie^.n tho.ai
no'i chuye^.n vo+'i nhau
chuye^.n vui chuye^.n buo^`n .
Chu'c mu+`ng Gia'ng Sinh
chu'c mu+`ng Ta^n Xua^n .
Chuye^.n cu+.u sinh vie^n
chuye^.n nhu+~ng ddu+'a to^'t
co' ddu+'a ma('c ho.a
ca^`n mi`nh ca^`u nguye^.n
Cha Ly' ha?o ta^m
mo^.t ta^'m lo`ng va`ng
rung ca?m vo+'i tho+
ca nha.c nhi.p ddie^.u .
Mo^.t Linh Mu.c trung tha`nh
vo+'i Gia'o Ho^.i
vo+'i Chu'a Gie^ Su
Tha^`y Chi' Tha^n Chi' Me^'n .
12. Ho^m nay Cha Ly'
be^n kia the^' gio+'i
ve^` co~i tru+o+`ng cu+~u .
To^i co`n o+? la.i
trong co~i gian nan .
Cho+` nga`y tru`ng phu`ng
Nha` Cha Tre^n Tro+`i .
Chu+a que^n ddu+o+.c nhau :
to^i va^~n ca^`u nguye^.n
cho Francois Ly'
ngu+o+`i ba.n cu`ng tru+o+`ng
thuo+? chu+a bie^'t buo^`n .
Fre`re Ke^' ghi
thi ho'a ca^u chuye^.n .
"...I hope that some Thu Nhan students will return to Vietnam to re-establish the Thu Nhan University some day..."
Suy nie^.m ve^` su+. thu+o+ng kho' cu?a Chu'a Gie^su dde^? ghe't to^.i,
dde^`n to^.i, va` tro+? ve^` cu`ng Thie^n Chu'a Cha.
Chi'nh ca'i to^.i cu?a lo`ai ngu+o+`i, to^.i cu?a tu+`ng ngu+o+`i, to^.i
cu?a chi'nh mi`nh ta nu+~a dda~ la`m cho Chu'a Gie^su chi.u na.n chi.u
che^'t.
Chu'a Gie^su dda~ chi.u ddau ddo+'n kho^? so+?... chu'ng ta nhi`n Nga`i,
chu'ng ta nghi~ dde^'n Nga`i, chu'ng ta tin va` ca^.y tro^ng va`o ti`nh
ye^u vo^ bie^n cu?a Nga`i ddo^'i vo+'i lo`ai ngu+o+`i, ddo^'i vo+'i ca'
nha^n ta nu+~a... Nga`i muo^'n ddo^? ma'u mi`nh ra, ddo^? he^'t ma'u
mi`nh ra, ddo^? dde^'n gi>ot ma'u cuo^'i cu`ng dde^? ta?y ru+?a sa.ch
mo.i to^.i lo^~i lo`ai ngu+o+`i tu+` lu'c mo+'i co' lo`ai ngu+o+`i tre^n
ddi.a ca^`u na`y.. cho dde^'n ngu+o+`i cuo^'i cu`ng li`a kho?i the^'
na`y qua ca'i che^'t.
A'n pha.t lo`ai ngu+o+`i:...lo`ai ngu+o+`i pha?i kho^? ddau, pha?i
be^.nh ta^.t va` pha?i che^'t vi` to^.i lo`ai ngu+o+i dda~ pha.m va`
co`n ddang pha.m ma^'t lo`ng Thie^n Chu'a...
O+? dda^u co' to^.i thi` o+? ddo' pha?i co' hi`nh pha.t, pha?i co' su+.
dde^`n bo^`i pha.t ta. ro^`i thi` mo+'i co' su+. tha thu+'...
Chu'a Gie^su dda~ nha^.n la^'y hi`nh pha.t ... dde^? tha'nh ho'a nhu+~ng
ddau kho^? cu?a lo`ai ngu+o+`i, va` bie^'n nhu+~ng ddau kho^? cu?a nha^n
lo.ai tha`nh cu?a le^~ dde^`n bo^`i pha.t ta. dde.p lo`ng DDu+'c Chu'a
Cha.
Chu'ng ta da^ng mo.i su+. ddau kho^? cu?a chu'ng ta, va` cu?a to`an
the^? nha^n lo.ai ... hie^.p cu`ng nhu+~ng kho^? ddau cu?a Chu'a
Gie^su... la`m cu?a le^~ hy sinh dde^? dde^`n bo^`i pha.t ta. Co^ng Ly'
DDu+'c Chu'a Cha.
Chu'ng ta da^ng ca'i che^'t cu?a chu'ng ta hie^.p cu`ng ca'i che^'t
cu?a Chu'a Gie^su dde^? dde^`n bo^`i pha.t ta. Co^ng Ly' cu?a DDu+'c Chu'a Cha:
xin Cha tha to^.i cho con va` cho ca? nha^n lo.ai.
Chu'ng ta cu~ng ghi nho+' : Tha'nh Nu+~ DDo^`ng Trinh Maria, Me. Chu'a
Gie^su va` Me. chu'ng ta dda~ chi.u kho^? ddau nhie^`u la('m dde^?
ddo^`ng co^ng vo+'i Chu'a Gie^su dde^`n bo^`i pha.t ta. va` xin o+n tha
to^.i cho con ca'i Nga`i la` chu'ng ta he^'t tha?y.
Ca'm o+n Chu'a Gie^su va` Tha'nh Ma^~u Maria dda~ chi.u ddau kho^? ...
dde^? cu+'u chuo^.c chu'ng con. Amen.
Frere Ke^' (23/03/1999)
Mo^..t tu+ tu+o+?ng cho mo^~ nga`y.
Co^' ga('ng nuo^i trong ta^m tri' mo^.t tu+ tu+o+?ng mo^~i nga`y
dde^? tra'nh ca'i a^m u to^'i ta(m trong ta^m ho^`n mi`nh...
ca'i nguy cho linh ho^`n chu'ng ta la` bi. va^.t cha^'t ho'a...
le mate'rialisme est une maladie qui paralise l'a^me.
ca'i ca'ch so^'ng le^. thuo^.c va^.t cha^'t, ddam me^ va^.t cha^'t,
consumerism...tha'i qu'a se~ te^ lie^.t linh ho^`n va` tha^`n tri'!
Nga`y na`o ta kho^ng ddo.c mo^.t trang sa'ch dda'ng ddo.c , mo^.t trang
sa'ch co' suy tu+, bo^? i'ch cho ta^m tu+... thi` la` mo^.t nga`y ta
thie^'u a'nh sa'ng tinh tha^`n. Tinh tha^`n ta se~ ma^'t ca'i pha^`n
linh thie^ng cu?a no'. Da^`n da^`n ta se` tro+? ne^n me^ muo^.i...
dda^`n ddo^.n !
va` ca'i dda^`n ddo^.n no' se~ hie^.n ra tre^n gu+o+ng ma(.t chu'ng
ta...no' se~ die^~n ta? trong lo+`i no'i hoa(.c ca^u va(n cu?a chu'ng
ta...the^' la` nghe`o na`n! the^' la` tro+? ve^` vo+'i da~ man...
Ne^'u dda so^' trong mo^.t da^n mo^.t nu+o+'c ma` nhu+ va^.y thi` la`
mo^.t da^n to^.c to^'i ta(m, me^ muo^.i, he`n ha.!
Ca'i gia`u sang cu?a mo^.t da^n mo^.t nu+o+c la` o+? trong so^' ngu+o+`i
va(n minh, co' va(n ho'a, co' ho.c thu+'c, co' tu+ tu+o+?ng co' ta^m
tri' tho^ng minh sa'ng suo^'t, tra^`m tu+ ma.c tu+o+?ng: bie^'t pha^n
bie^.t thie^.n a'c...cha^n tha^.t va` sai la^`m... co^ng ba(`ng va`
ba^'t co^ng...va` bie^'t ye^u ca'i thie^.n ghe't ca'i a'c, la`m su+.
la`nh la'nh su+. du+~...
MUSIC AND FRIENDSHIP
MUSIC IS SOUND OF MY SOUL
MUSIC IS HARMONY OF MY HEART
BEATING WITH MEASURE
IN ACCORD WITH THE RHYTHM
OF BLOOD CIRCULATING
AROUND MY BODY
TELLING ME I AM ALIVE.
MUSIC GIVES GLADNESS
MAKES DANCING
MAKES MOVING
TOUCHING, INSPIRING
FORGETTING PAINS
FORGIVING OFFENSES
PRAYING WITH JOY
AND LIVING HAPPILY.
TRY TO TASTE MUSIC
MUSIC APPEASES YOUR SOUL
MASTERS YOUR ANXIETIES
ENRICHES YOUR THOUGHTS
BEAUTIFIES YOUR LIFE.
LOVE MUSIC AND FLOWERS
AND CHILDREN AND YOUTH
YOU WILL BE YOUNG
IN HEARTS AND SOULS
MUSIC IS SPRINGTIME
AND NEVER FADES.
TRUE MUSIC IS IN HEAVEN
ETERNAL MUSIC IS IN GOD.
GO TO GOD
YOU ENJOY HARMONY
AND PEACE.
MUSIC IS BEAUTY:
THE BEAUTIFUL AND THE GOOD
ARE ALWAYS IN HARMONY.
A BEAUTIFUL FACE
REFLECTS A BEAUTIFUL SOUL.
A BEAUTIFUL SOUL
IS INHABITED BY DIVINE GRACE.
MARY IS BEAUTIFUL
SHE IS FULL OF GRACE.
AVE MARIA GRATIA PLENA...
HAIL MARY, FULL OF GRACE...
RECITE THAT PRAYER.
THAT IS THE BEST SONG
WE SING ALL OUR LIFE
IN OUR CELEBRATIONS:
BIRTHDAYS
WEDDINGS AND FUNERALS.
WITH GLADNESS WE GO TO GOD
SINGING OUR JOY: ALLELUIA.
BROTHER THEOPHANE KE, F.S.C.
Saint Mary's College of California
P.O.BOX 5150, MORAGA, CA 94575 - USA
telephone & fax 925-631-4321
FRERE KE GUI LOI CHAO VA CHUC MUNG
QUI VI GIAO SU
TAT CA QUI BAN CUU SINH VIEN DAI HOC THU NHAN
NAM KY MAO:
MOT NAM TRAN TRE HI HOAN
HANH PHUC VA MAY MAN
AN BINH TRONG TAM HON VA TRONG GIA DINH.
"...With your possessed love and passion, I hope you will do some things for our University, for all of us, for your children..."
8.
Professor Ngo Dinh Long, Assistant Dean of School of Governmnent and Business:
1932 : Born in Hue^'
1952 : Graduated from National Kha?i DDi.nh Highschool
1956 : Graduated from Wisconsin University : BS Electrical Engineering, married with Miss Nguye^~n Tra^m Anh
1957 : Graduated from Wisconsin University : MS Electrical Engineering
1959 : Built Dalat Research Center of Atomic Power .
1964 : Professor of Business Math , Atomic Physics and Art of Translation at Dalat University .
1965 : Director of Dalat Research Center of Atomic Power.
1970 : Assistant Dean of School of Government and Business.
1973 : Director of Students Affair .
"... I would like to thank Prof. Tran Long for inviting me to join the School of Government and Businees at the beginning. That good will gave me a reason of life, an lovely working environment, many nice memories for our family and life long frienship with all dear students .
"...Those years at Dalat University were the nicest years of my life..."
Professor Pho Ba Long, Dean of Graduate School
of Business:
Cu`ng chung ca?nh ngo^. cuo^.c ddo+`i tha hu+o+ng.
Lo`ng nho+' nu+o+'c to^i co`n o^m ma~i
Da. thu+o+ng nha` ba.n ha~y co`n ghi .
Co`n dda^u, o^i tuo^?i Xua^n Thi`! "
. Born on 10-291930 in Ha Nam province.
. Works : Vie^.t Va(n DDo^.c Ba?n , Ha'n Va(n , Ba.ch Thoa.i , Va(n Ho.c Chu Ta^`n , Tho+ DDu+o+`ng, Tho+ To^'ng, Ly' Ba.ch DDo^~ phu? Ba.ch Cu+ Di., DDu+o+`ng To^'ng Tu+` Tuye^?n .
. "... Ca?nh xu+a co`n ddo' , ngu+o+`i cu~ dda^u ro^`i ? To^i nho+' to+'i linh mu.c Vie^.n tru+o+?ng Nguye^~n Va(n La^.p vo+'i dung ma.o nghie^m trang hie^`n tu+`, la` ngu+o+`i co' co^ng lo+'n trong vie^.c sa'ng la^.p va` qua?n tri. vie^.n na^`y . To^i nho+' to+'i linh mu.c Vie^.n pho' Le^ Va(n Ly' ( sau la` Vie^.n tru+o+?ng ), la` mo^.t ho.c gia? ti'nh ti`nh khie^m ho`a bi`nh di. To^i nho+' to+'i anh To^?ng thu+
ky' Tra^`n Quang Die^.u hie^`n ha^.u hoa.t ba't , ra^'t ye^u thi'ch tho+...Sau mu+o+`i la(m na(m , tro+? la.i tru+o+`ng xu+a , to^i cha.nh nie^`m ta.m go.i la` " hoa`i co^? " , nha^n dda^y co' ba`i tho+ tro^.m coi la` " hoa`i co^? sau dda^y :
Mu+o+`i La(m na(m a^'y , ca?nh tru+o+`ng ta :
Lo^'i dda' , ha`ng tho^ng va^~n ddo' ma` !
Tho+ tha^?n pho`ng xu+a , ba`n ngo' ghe^';
Ba^ng khua^ng sa^n tru+o+'c , la' run hoa .
Ba^.c the^`m tro+ dda^'y , re^u da^`u da~i ;
Ta^'m ba?ng quen kia , pha^'n nha.t nho`a .
na`o ba.n , na`o tro` , na`o sa'ch vo+? ?
Lu+~ng lo+` hoa`i nie^.m , ne't pho^i pha !
. "...Khi Cha La^.p mo+`i du`ng co+m , chu'ng to^i thu+o+`ng vui ve? nha^.n lo+`i vi` Cha ra^'t thoa?i ma'i, co+?i mo+? va` vui ti'nh ....Cha La^.p lu'c ddo' tro^ng "be^. ve^." vo+'i ca'i bu.ng cu?a Ngu+o+`i tro^ng ra^'t " co' tu+ the^' ', chu'ng to^i thu+o+`ng no'i ddu`a nhu+ va^.y ..."
. Cha Ly' la` mo^.t ngu+o+`i bi`nh di. kha'c thu+o+`ng. Mo^.t ngu+o+`i de^~ dde^'n ga^`n nhu+ng kho' theo...Mo^.t o^ng tha^`y hie^`n ho`a, ddo^. lu+o+.ng , khoan dung, nhu+ng ra^'t nghie^m kha('c vo+'i nguye^n ta('c cu?a mi`nh ."
. Hi`nh a?nh vo+. cho^`ng gia'o su+ Tra^`n Long co' le~ mai~ mai~ ddu+o+.c lu+u la.i mo^.t ca'ch tha^n thu+o+ng trong ta^m ho^`n dda.i gia ddi`nh Thu. Nha^n Dalat chu+' kho^ng rie^ng gi`pha^n khoa CTKD ma` tho^i ! "
Sa'ng ddo^? ho^`i xa vang,
Nha.c vui theo cha^n Chu'a ,
Du+o+ng the^' ddu+o+.c bi`nh an ..."
Select topic for you: Eastern physical therapies
Drawing on ancient traditions said to go back at least 3000 years,
Oriental movement and balance therapies aim to affect the flow of life
energy, or chi. They encourage sensitivity and flexibility in the body
while
at the same time utilizing breath control and an inner focus to free up
energy blockages and increase energy levels. Chi kung and T'ai chi,
for
example, are practiced on a daily basis by hundreds of millions of
people in
China, where they also form part of normal hospital therapy.
CHI KUNG:
An ancient Chinese system for the development of internal energy, chi
kung or qi gung (pronounced chee goong") is, like t'ai chi, based on
the
principles of the Taoist religion as extended to Oriental medicine. It
is
also said that another chi kung style is derived from Buddhist religion
which
I have no comments.
Unlike yoga, chi kung puts less emphasis on stretching movements and
postures, and more on learning how to feel and move energy inside the
body.
Some of the basic chi kung drills involve standing still (-du*'ng
ta^'n) for
anything from minutes to hours at a time, sensing the movement of
energy in
the body. Other chi kung excercises involve gentle, rhythmic swinging
or
streching movements to generate and conserve energy, not to burn
calories.
The chi kung practitioner aims to avoid stress on joints and muscles
and
directs his or her awareness inside the body rather than concentrating
on
building up what the Chinese refer to as "external" strength in the
form of
tight, well-developed muscles. Although chi kung involves physical
activity,
its aim is to develop and conserve the internal energy and integrate
body and
mind.
As a result, chi kung practice develops enormous inner power in a
pliable, flexible, relaxed body. An experienced practitioner can use
the
therapy not only for healing but also in a preventive capacity. Chi
kung is
one of the most effective of all Oriental methods for combating stress
and
is also becoming highly popular as a method of enhancing and managing
sexual
potential. Taoist "secrets" of how to conserve sexual energy are now
receiving serious attentions as an important part of resistance to the
aging
process.
The main difficulty with chi kung lies in finding a teacher who
really knows how to develop internal chi power in students.
What can Chi kung treat?
Chi kung works to encourage the flow of energy within the body,
placing emphasis on learning to feel and move it through gentle drills.
A
number of conditions respond to chi kung, including:
***chronic health problems, particularly those involving the immune
system.
***sexual problems.
***stress and stress-related disorders.
***conditions exacerbated or caused by aging.
There are no known contraindications to chi kung, although it is
advised
that you should consult your physician before taking classes.
T'AI CHI CHUAN:
T'ai chi chuan, also known as t'ai chi, is an old Chinese system
designed by Truong Tam Phong, Vo Dang, to develop chi within the body.
It
can be used to rejuvenate, to heal and prevent illness and injuries,
and also
to lead to spiritual
enlightenment. Furthermore, t'ai chi flowing, gentle movements can
provide
the basis of a devastating martial art.
T'ai chi seems to have developed from traditional chi kung practices
a few centuries ago and is now one of the most popular Oriental
movement arts
in the West. Students learn a basic form or sequence of movements. A
short
form may take around 5 minutes to complete, a long form around 30
minutes or
more. Although precision in the movement is important and breathing
must be
synchronized, t'ai chi is ultimately a moving form of meditation in
which the
practitioner "flows with" the direction of the energy in and around the
body.
Like chi kung, t'ai chi is a "soft" internal art and results in a
buildup of inner power within a flexible and responsive body. It
develops
balance, control, and an efficient posture. No straining or "external"
(muscular) strength is required- yet old t'ai chi masters routinely
defeat
younger martial arts experts who have trained exclusively in "external"
forms
of karate and kung-fu.
Conventional medical examinations of t'ai chi students in China have
proved that it has beneficial effects similar to those of Western
aerobic
exercise but without the stresses and strains. It is also renowned for
its
relaxing and calming effects, recommended particularly to relieve high
blood
pressure, anxiety, insomnia, and other stress-related conditions.
What can T'ai chi treat?
T'ai chi can help with most stress-related problems and can also
encourage healing and rehabilitation following injury, surgery, or
serious
illness such as heart attack or stroke. Other conditions that respond
to
regular practice include:
***anxiety and depression
***muscular tension
***chronic ill-health
***high and low blood pressure and other circulation problems
***spinal problems and bone conditions.
T'ai chi is perfectly safe for people of all ages and level of
fitness, although it is advised that you consult uour physician before
taking
classes.
YOGA:
Nobody knows for sure how old yoga is, but recent archeological
evidence
suggests it may be as much as 5000 years old. Many ancient statues
show
people in yoga postures, apparently meditating, which emphasizes that
what
the Westerners think of as yoga is only one part of an entire
philosophical
system of which the ultimate aim is enlightenment- oneness with the
Supreme
Being or, in more modern terms maybe, achieving and maintaining a state
of
peace and happiness.
Medically and scientifically proven at the physical and mental level,
yoga can be successfully used as therapy by people who suffer from
backache,
arthritis, or rheumatism-in fact, yoga postures can help just about
every
physical ailment known to date. As a means of encouraging ralaxation,
normalizing high blood pressure, helping stave off anxiety, or dealing
with
stress, yoga is as effective today as it was thousands of years ago.
Yoga techniques should not be practiced by anybody who has real
difficulty bending the back, especially if this results from spinal
injury.
Sufferers of high blood pressure, diabetes, hernias, and those with a
history
of opthalmic problems should seek medical advice before taking up yoga.
Certain postures should be carefully adapted for pregnant women.
Traditionally there are many forms of yoga. The best-known
traditional forms, such as Hatha, Raja, Ashtanga, Kundalini and Tantra,
have
been adapted, and in some cases mixed-and-matched, by such great modern
masters (yogis) as Iyengar, Sivananda, and Jois.
When yoga is used as therapy, certain positions and postures may be
recommended to speed healing or recovery from illness or injury, based
not
only on traditional wisdom but on the modern medical and scientific
research
that confirms yoga's benefits. In this way, yoga-like chi kung and
t'ai chi-
is accessible to all ages and all levels of fitness, and likewise
noncompetitive. Breathing and breath control are used as a bridge
between
body and mind. Positions and postures that at first are just awkward
to get
into are held longer and longer-a process intended to
redirect the flow within blood and lymph vessels, alternately flushing
and
emptying. This has the effect of giving the internal organs a healthy
massage.
What can Yoga treat?
Yoga aims to improve overall health and well-being, and through
that,a number of conditions may be resolved. Most of the following
will
respond to regular practice:
***stress and stress-related disorders
***high blood pressure and circulatory problems
***back and neck pain
***asthma and other chronic illness
***digestive disorders, including irritable bowel syndrome
***fatigue and insomnia
***arthritis and rheumatism
***anxiety and depression.
Thu*a ca'c Anh Chi., ca'c Ba.n.
Ke^? tu*` nga`y go*?i ddi ba`i ke^u go.i cu*'u tro*. Thu.
Nha^n na.n
nha^n ba~o lu.t o*? que^ nha` dde^'n nay dda~ ddu*o*.c ho*n hai tua^`n.
Trong khoa?ng hai tua^`n a^'y, co' ra^'t nhie^`u thu* ( khoa?ng tre^n 15 ca'i)go*?i ve^` cho to^i tho^ng ba'o dda~ a^m tha^`m go*?i tie^`n ve^` cho Anh BSQuy`nh dde^? ddo'ng go'p cho cu*'u tro*.
Ke^'t qua? na`y mang dde^'n cho chu'ng ta su*. pha^'n kho*?i.
Pha^'n kho*?i vi` chi? do mo^.t ca' nha^n ddu*a ra trong mo^.t phu't gia^y vi` qu'a bu*'c xu*'c tru*o*'c nhu*~ng hi`nh a?nh ddau thu*o*ng do lu~ lu.t ddem dde^'n
cho ddo^`ng ba`o ta o*? que^ nha` ma` dda~ nha^.n ddu*o*.c nhie^`u
ho^`i dda'p.
Pha^'n kho*?i vi` trong ba^'t cu*' mo.i hoa`n ca?nh na`o, chu'ng ta
va^~n kho^ng thie^'u nhu*~ng ta^'m lo`ng vi` ti`nh ddo^`ng mo^n, nghi~a
ddo^`ng ba`o.
Qua bu*'c thu* na`y, tru*o*'c he^'t to^i xin ca?m ta. ta^'t
ca? ca'c
nghi~a cu*? cu?a ca'c Anh Chi. dda~ so^'t sa('ng u?ng ho^. lo*`i ke^u
go.i , va` qua dda^y to^i cu~ng xin ddu*o*.c co' mo^.t so^' ca'c de^` nghi. tie^'p theo ve^` ddo*.t va^.n ddo^.ng na`y.
Thua* ca'c Anh Chi. va` Ca'c Ba.n ,
Ba~o lu.t dda~ ta.m qua ddi nhu*ng dda~ dde^? la.i ha^.u
qua? la^u da`i kha('c nghie^.t tre^n ddo*`i so^'ng vo^'n dda~ co* cu*.c cu`ng kho^? cu?a da^n ta. Ca'i ddo'i nghe`o va` ta^.t be^.nh va^~n muo^n ddo*`i dde do.a ddo^`ng ba`o ta.
Chu*`ng na`o da^n ta co`n bi. tai hoa., chu*`ng ddo' trong ta
va^~n co`n tho^i thu'c ca^u go.i : " Anh em ta o*i ! Ma'u cha?y ruo^.t me^`m ."
Va^~n co`n ki.p cho nhu*~ng giu'p ddo*~ ve^` que^ nha` , va` cu. the^?
la` ve^` cho ca'c gia ddi`nh Thu. Nha^n bi. a?nh hu*o*?ng do ca'c tra^.n
lu~ lu.t vu*`a qua.
Va` dde^? cu. the^? ho'a ddo*.t va^.n ddo^.ng na`y ,to^i xin
ddu*o*.c dde^` nghi.:
Tie^'p tu.c cuo^.c quye^n go'p cu*'u tro*. cho ca'c gia
ddi`nh Thu. Nha^n na.n nha^n ba~o lu.t. DDo*.t quye^n go'p nga('n ha.n trong mo^.t tha'ng va` ke^'t thu'c va`o nga`y 16-2-99, tu*'c la` nga`y Te^'t nguye^n DDa'n.
Xin ca'c ba.n go*?i check ve^` -di.a chi? sau -da^y :
Quy~ Cu+u' Tro+. Ba~o Lu.t
c/o Dalat University Alumni Association
488 E. 17 th street- Suite# B 105
Costa Mesa, CA 92627
U.S.A.
(Check payable to : Dalat University Alumni Association).
..............................
Thu*a ca'c Anh Chi. va` Ca'c Ba.n ,
Trong tinh tha^`n LA' LA`NH DDU`M LA' RA'CH, LA' RA'CH DDU`M
LA' TA? TO*i , to^i ra^'t mong su*. u?ng ho^ nhie^.t ti`nh cu?a ta^'t ca? chu'ng ta.
Hoa`ng Bi'ch,
Thay ma(.t nho'm va^.n ddo^.ng.
" Chu'ng ta ne^n ha~nh die^.n la` chu'ng ta co' nhie^`u ba.n be` tre^n the^' gio+'i ."
"...Ca^y tho^ng "Thu. Nha^n", hay go.i ta('t la` ca^y "Thu. Nha^n"
dda~ tro+? tha`nh mu.c tie^u dda`o ta.o cu?a Vie^.n Dda.i Ho.c tha^n
ye^u: Ca^y xanh suo^'t bo^'n mu`a, ta^'m tha^n ngay tha(?ng, bie^'t
lie^n ke^'t giu+~a Ho.c va` Ha`nh, giu+~a tri' thu+'c va` dda.o
ddu+'c.
Nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i con cu?a Vie^.n DDa.i Ho.c Dalat nga`y nay
du` co`n o+? la.i que^ nha`, hay dda~ ta?n ma'c kha('p no+i nhu+ng
va^~n co`n ho^.i tu. o+? mo^.t mu.c ddi'ch chung :
Mo^.t ta^m ho^`n trong sa'ng,
sa(~n sa`ng phu.c vu.
du` trong ba^'t cu+' hoa`n ca?nh na`o..."
" Hi Thi.nh ,
Ca?m ddo^.ng khi Thi.nh ga('n huy chu+o+ng Ti`nh Thu+o+ng cu?a VanCouver
cho to^i trong la^`n tha(m vie^'ng TN Ba('c California vu+`a qua . Tha^.t su+. , to^i va` anh em Nam California ra^'t nga.i ngu`ng khi no'i dde^'n co^ng danh su+. nghie^.p . Pha^`n lo+'n anh chi. em hoa.t ddo^.ng cho TN Nam California ra^'t a^m tha^`m , ti`m ca'ch no^'i ke^'t TN the^' gio+'i vo+'i nhau mo^.t ca'ch kho^ng ke`n kho^ng tro^'ng , ca' nha^n chu? nghi~a kho^ng co' trong tu+. ddie^?n cu?a TN Nam California. Tha`nh qua? cu?a nhu~ng sinh hoa.t nhu+ BTTN , DDa.i Ho^.i Thu. Nha^n Hai Mu+o+i Na(m (1975-1995) V.V..la` do su+. ddo'ng go'p a^m tha^`m co' ke^' hoa.ch cu?a mu+o+`i ma^'y anh em chu'ng to^i trong HDQT/TN.CA trong ho+n bo^'n na(m qua ...".
Dai su huynh & qui liet vi,
De^m 2/6/99, ngoai Troi mua tam ta, long buon voi vo.i
The la hai vi GS VDH Dalat da ra di trong mot tuan le!
Toi chac chan rang qui vi hoc tro cu~ cua ca'c Thay buon da diet, tai
te trong long!
Nhung Nguoi da ra di de^? lai noi tiec thuong, niem
nho khon nguoi & su kinh trong noi nguoi o lai.
"Tram nam trong coi nguoi ta,
Chu tai chu menh kheo la ghet nhau!"
Nhung nguoi co ta`i ma menh yeu, khong song doi de dong gop nhieu hon
cho xa hoi, cho Nha, cho Nuoc, that dang tiec!
Than oi! "no^`i do^`ng thi` ma^'t, no^`i da^'t la.i co`n!"
Khong, "noi dong" van con nhieu day chu?(BCH TNer...) Nhieu "noi dong"
van am tham ngay dem mang so hoc, so truong cua minh de dong gop cho
doi, cho nguoi, cho Nuoc, cho Nha, cho dong bao khon kho cua minh & cho
nhan loai dau thuong (khong phan biet ton giao, y thuc, mau da....)
Dang qui thay! Dang qui thay!
"Noi dong co mat thi noi dat se thanh noi dong!"
Trong dem mua tam ta, minh hy vong vay di.
Tuong niem nhung Nguoi da mat
Noi Dat Du~ng Sct. KH1, CA.
"We have came a long way to this point, my friends. I refuse to take on, discuss, debate, support or take part of any issues with controversial flavors, which tend to jeopardize our brotherhood and solidarity. And so be it ".
SU CHET VA DOI SONG
CHET khong phai la mot su cham dut hoan toan ma se co mot doi song
khac sau
do. Neu khong phai vay, tat ca moi no luc deu vo ich, tat ca doi song
deu
vo nghia va tat ca moi nen tang ton giao dua tren nhung giao ly cua no
deu
bi xoa bo, vi neu khong co doi song khac sau khi chet, y nghia cua ton
giao
la gi? Cua con nguoi la gi?
Chung ta nghi va noi den cai CHET rat nhieu nhung khong ai biet duoc
tien trinh cua cai chet va nhung kinh nghiem se trai qua sau khi chet
nhu the nao. Co nhung nguoi tu thien co the bo xac than di qua cua chet
va
tro ve theo y muon, va ho biet mot cach chac chan la con nguoi ngoai
cai
nhuc than nay con co mot LINH HON hay TAM LINH.
Neu chung ta biet rang chet khong phai la het, rang co su noi lien
giua doi
song hien huu va nhung the gioi khac dep de hon thi chung ta se cam
thay
yeu doi hon, vui ve hon, va khong con so chet nua.
Sau day xin goi den cac ban bai tham khao ve CHET VA DOI SONG cua Ms.
Darshani Deane.
Ken va Lola la mot cap vo chong moi cuoi. Lola la nguoi co doi song
tinh
than kha cao, Co thuong doc sach vo ve tam linh, tham thien va cau
nguyen
THUONG DE hang ngay, trong khi Ken thi khong tin tuong gi den nhung
dieu ma
vo anh coi trong. Lola phai nai ni, Ken moi chiu thap tung vo di nghe
buoi
dien thuyet cua Ms. DEANE. Lola noi:
Thua Ba, toi muon cuoc hon nhan cua chung toi duoc tot dep, toi nghi
chung toi se co hanh phuc dai lau neu Ken biet chu trong den van de
tinh
than nhieu hon vat chat. Neu ca hai chung toi deu biet huong ve mot muc
tieu
chung la tinh than thi chung toi co the tranh duoc cac cam bay cua vat
chat,
tranh duoc cac do vo, dau thuong do cuoc song huong thu day xa hoa
phung phi
mang lai.
Ken cai lai:
Thua Ba, vo toi muon lam gi thi lam, do la quyen cua nang nhung dung
keo toi
vao cuoc chu. Tai sao toi phai chu trong den nhung van de tinh than?
Tu nho toi rat cuc kho, bay gio co viec lam tot, co du tien nghi va
vat
chat thi phai huong thu chu. Sau nay khi ve gia neu muon thi toi co
the
nghi den van de tinh than sau. Khi do dau co muon, con thieu gi thi
gioi de
lam. Du cho khi ve huu sau 65 tuoi, toi cung con du suc theo duoi cac
van
de tinh than kia ma. Ba nghi sao? Lieu toi dung hay vo toi dung?
Khong ai co the noi rang ong dung hay sai. Viec nay chi minh ong biet
nhung bat cu quyet dinh gi cung phai dua tren nhung du kien thuc te chu
khong the gia tuong duoc... Truoc het hoat dong TAM LINH khong he ngan
cach
voi doi song hien tai ma la mot phan cua doi song hang ngay. Hoat dong
tam
linh khong co gi khac thuong, khong co y nghia phai tu bo cac hoat dong
hang
ngay de theo duoi mot cai gi xa voi. Di theo con duong TAM LINH la song
cho
ra song, song thoai mai voi cuoc song, song mot cach y thuc va chu dong
chu
khong phai song mot cach may moc va thu dong. Muon duoc nhu vay chieu
huong
tam linh phai la trung tam cua ong va trung tam cua tat ca cac hoat
dong cua
ong. Lam sao de cac nang luong deu phat xuat tu cai trung tam day an
tinh va
sang suot ay. Trung tam nay cang manh thi suc khoe, su giao dich, cong
viec
cua ong cang ngay cang tro nen tot dep hon va doi song se tro nen mot
an
sung thay vi mot cai gi ma ong phai vat lon, phai phan dau.
Bay gio chung ta hay xet den van de thoi gian. Toi muon luu y ong ve
cau
noi rang luc nao chung ta cung co thoi gio, ngoai sau muoi tuoi van co
the
theo duoi nhung cong viec nhu y muon. Lieu ong co chac rang ong se
song den
tuoi 60 hay khong? Trong cuon ( Journey to Ixtlan ) noi ve cuoc tim
DAO cua
mot nguoi ten Castaneda voi dao su Don Juan. Doan su Juan noi rang:
Than
chet la nguoi ban dong hanh luon luon di sat ben canh chung ta, gan
den noi
chung ta chi do tay ra la co the cham den than CHET. Di nhien anh
chang
Castaneda khong muon nghi den su chet, anh chi muon hoc hoi nhung
khien
thuc ky la, nhung dieu huyen bi, nhung phep thuat cua Juan nen to ra
kho
chiu. Don Juan ben khuyen: Con cho nen bat chuoc moi nguoi cu nghi
rang
minh khong bao gio chet ma doi lam nhung viec vi dai, kinh thien dong
dia,
va bien lap troi ma nen y thuc rang THAN CHET la vi co van khon ngoan
nhat
ma con se gap.
Duc PHAT da de cap den viec nay qua mot cau chuyen sau: Mot nguoi di
trong rung khi gap mot con cop du, anh ta bo chay va cop duoi theo. Anh
chay
den ben mot vuc tham sau hut day nhung tang da nhon nhu dao, nhay xuong
thi
cung chet ma dung lai thi cop an thit. Bat chot anh nhin thay mot canh
cay
leo du dua giua bo vuc, anh voi chom len bam vao canh cay nay. Vua bam
vao
canh cay anh da trong thay hai con chuot, mot den va mot trang dang gam
nham
canh cay nay. Trong giay phut do anh nhin thay mot trai cay nho xinh
xinh
moc tren canh, anh voi hai an va quen di hoan canh khon cung. Anh xuyt
xoa
khen ngoi vi ngot cua trai cay, quen ca con cop dang gam gu tren bo
vuc,
quen ca vuc tham day nhung tang da nhon, quen ca hai con chuot dang gam
nham
canh cay. Anh chi ao uoc co the tim them mot vai trai cay nhu vay de an
cho
da them thi sung suong biet bao.
Khi chim dam trong su vui suong chung ta quen di nhung vo thuong cua
cuoc doi. Cuoc doi chang bao gio bang phang, em suoi ca ma luon luon co
nhung bien dong vi nhu mat bien truoc con giong to. Chung ta quen thoi
gian
dang gam nham cuoc doi chung ta khong ngung nhu hai con chuot den va
trang
(Ngay va Dem).
Du chung ta dep de hay xau xa, giau co hay ngheo hen, khon ngoan hay
kho
dai thi chung ta cung khong the thoat khoi cai CHET. Giong nhu con cop
trong cau chuyen tren, su chet dang rinh rap chung ta, theo duoi chung
ta,
khong cho doi den luc tuoi gia. Nhung tang da nhon duoi day vuc sau
tuong
trung cho nhung su bat ngo, tai nan, benh tat, chien tranh, thien
tai...Bat
cu luc nao su CHET cung co mat va co the den voi chung ta.
Than Chet luon luon dung canh chung ta voi luoi hai do cao san sang bo
xuong.
Nguoi A Chau co cau thanh ngu: Luc hoang hon xuong, cho tu hao rang
ngay
mai ban se thuc day nhu thuong le. De doi pho voi su CHET chung ta
khong
the tron chay no duoc ma chi co mot cach la san sang giap mat voi no
bat cu
luc nao hay o dau. Hay song lam sao de cho than CHET khong gap minh
luc
chua chuan bi, hay san sang ngay tu bay gio.
Tom lai, van de khong phai viec chung minh cho anh, nen hay khong nen,
theo
duoi van de TAM LINH voi vo anh, ma o cho anh se phai lam gi mot cach
thiet
thuc voi cuoc doi cua anh. Dung quen rang THAN CHET luc nao cung lang
vang
o ben canh tat ca moi nguoi trong chung ta.
Than chuc cac ban khoe manh va binh an trong tam hon.
David Nhu
What the National Flag means to me.
I have read some postings in a newsgroup "Social Culture Vietnamese" lately talking about the National Flag
and National Anthem. It brings back one of the saddest memories of my life and I would like to recount my story to you.
About 20 years ago, my family and I left our country in search for freedom. Communism had already taken over all of Viet-Nam.
To make a long story short, we didn’t have any other choice but to leave our beloved country.
It was not an easy decision to depart from a place where "our placenta was buried and our umbilical cord was cut " (no+i cho^n nhau ca^’t ru’n). After a few days of floating on an open ocean, we arrived at the water-line of the Philippines.
The speaker-phone from the Skipper asked everybody to stand up and sing our National Anthem as a ceremony to bring down the
Flag.
South Viet-Nam had ceased to exist-- at least on the World map.
So I stood up and started singing loudly and clearly:
" Na`y Co^ng Da^n o+i , ddu+’ng le^n dda’p lo+`i so^ng nui’...
But my voice cracked as I choked and tears flowed from my eyes, uncontrolled. I knew then that I was without a home.
While being an orphan is bad, being without a homeland is worse. I recomposed myself and attempted to sing again:
" Ddo^`ng lo`ng cu`ng ddi, hy-sinh tie^'c gi` tha^n so^’ng".
But my voice failed me once again and I could no longer continue. I tried to swallow my tears which by
now freely streamed down my face. I never finished the song.
Whatever you want to do with the National Flag and/or the National Anthem is your own business.
I cannot and do not want to change your view on the matter . I only know what they will always mean to me-- in my heart and in my
mind.
Now, if I may ask of you a favor, please sing along with me the National Anthem.
"Na`y co^ng da^n o+i ddu+’ng le^n dda’p lo+i` so^ng nui’...
Sorry, ladies and gentlemen, I cannot finish my song. My eyes are all wet now.
Atlanta, GA (USA) 1995
Nguyen Thanh Duc
"Na(m tha'ng tro^i qua, cha('c cha('n mo^.t ddie^`u la`chu'ng ta se~ co' the^? cu`ng nhau mi~m cu+o+`i va` vo^ cu`ng vui su+o+'ng khi mi`nh dda~ co' di.p go'p pha^`n trong chu+o+ng tri`nh giu'p ddo+~ cho ca'c em."
Pha.m Duy, Kie^`u va` Chu'ng Ta
To^i kho^ng nho+' ro~ na(m na`o, chi? mang ma'ng la` chu'ng to^i mo+'i
o+? ngoa`i Ba('c va`o, tru+o+'c khi ca^.u to^i mua ca'i radio dda^`u
tie^n ma` to^i cu+' tu+o+?ng la` co' ai ddu+'ng ha't dda(`ng sau, thi`
chi. em to^i dda~ ddu+o+.c nghe ca^.u mo+. to^i ha't nhu+~ng ca^u nhu+
"DDu+o+`ng La.ng So+n a^m u u` u, Ga` bi`nh minh reo lo+ o+` tho+,
Ru+`ng
e^m a'i thu+'c gia^'c trong su+o+ng mo+`..." hoa(.c "Mo^.t mu`a thu
na(m qua ca'ch ma.ng tie^'n ra, dda^'t Vie^.t bu+`ng nga`n tie^'ng,
thanh
nie^n tung go^ng pha' xie^`ng ..." to^i chi? ddo^. ba bo^'n tuo^?i
cu~ng i i? ha't theo .
Lo+'n ho+n mo^.t chu't nu+~a, chu'ng to^i la.i ddu+o+.c nghe ca^.u mo+.
to^i ke^? ve^` nhu+~ng ky? nie^.m kha'ng chie^'n, na`o la` Thanh nie^n
cu+'u quo^'c, Phu. nu+~ cu+'u quo^'c, Nhi ddo^`ng cu+'u quo^'c, tho+`i
ma` hai o^ng ba` ddi da.y bi`nh da^n ho.c vu. khi ta?n cu+ tu+` Ha`
No^.i
le^n Tha'i Nguye^n . Tho+`i a^'y dda~ co' ban ho+.p ca Tha(ng Long
vo+'i
Tha'i Thanh, Tha'i Ha(`ng, Hoa`i Trung, Hoa`i Ba('c. Co' nhu+~ng ca'i
te^n ddu+o+.c ca^.u mo+. to^i nha('c dde^'n nhie^`u la^`n nhu+ Thie^n
Thai Va(n Cao, Gio.t Mu+a Thu DDa(.ng The^' Phong, Xua^'t Qua^n Pha.m
Duy, v.v... Nhu+~ng ca'i te^n a^'y dda~ ho^`n nhie^n ddi va`o
tuo^?i
tho+ cu?a chu'ng to^i mo^.t ca'ch ddo+n so+ va` tu+. nhie^n nhu+ the^' .
Ro^`i chu'ng to^i lo+'n le^n, the^m nhu+~ng ddu+'a em kha'c ra ddo+`i,
trong tie^'ng mo+. to^i ha't ru, tie^'ng ba` to^i nga^m Kie^`u, tie^'ng
dde^`u dde^`u cu?a co^ to^i khi ddo.c Chinh Phu. Nga^m cho ba` nghe, vi`
ba` to^i chi? bie^'t chu+~ Ha'n ma` kho^ng bie^'t chu+~ Quo^'c ngu+~.
To^i cu+' tha('c ma('c kho^ng bie^'t ta.i sao ba` kho^ng bie^'t ddo.c
ma`
va^~n thuo^.c Kie^`u tu+` dda^`u dde^'n cuo^'i . Cho dde^'n khi to^i
va`o trung ho.c, mang ba`i ve^` ddo.c cho ba` nghe, thi` thi?nh thoa?ng
co' nhu+~ng chu+~ ba` co`n no'i "Cho^~ na`y nga`y xu+a the^' na`y, the^'
na`y, kho^ng pha?i the^' (nhu+ to^i ho.c)" . Ca'c ddie^?n co^' be^n
Ta`u, ba` to^i cu~ng bie^'t he^'t, ne^n to^i thi'ch ddo.c cho ba` nghe
dde^? ho?i ba`, ba` ke^? chuye^.n nghe la.i thi'ch ho+n la` tha^`y
gia?ng
o+? tru+o+`ng .
Nhu+ng lo+'n le^n the^m mo^.t chu't nu+~a, tho+`i con ga'i thi'ch ho+.p
vo+'i ta^n nha.c ho+n, tho+ Kie^`u dda~ da^`n da^`n ddi va`o que^n
la~ng,
nhu+o+`ng cho^~ cho tho+ mo+'i, vo+'i Nguye^n Sa, Nha^'t Tua^'n, Vu~
Hoa`ng Chu+o+ng ... Chu'ng to^i ddu+o+.c o^ng cu. thu+o+?ng cho ca'i
ma'y thu ba(ng magne'tophone khi dda^.u trung ho.c . To^i co`n nho+'
nhu+~ng cuo^.n ba(ng nhu+.a ddu+o+.c thu tu+` nhu+~ng ddi~a ha't 75 tua
hoa(.c tu+` radio ra . Nhu+~ng tie^'ng ha't, nhu+~ng ba`i ha't va`
nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i ha't dda~ tro+? tha`nh tha^`n tu+o+.ng cu?a bo.n nu+~
sinh chu'ng to^i . Co' nhu+~ng ba`i ha't cha? nho+' te^n, ke^? ca? te^n
ta'c gia?, nhu+ng chi? ca^`n mo^.t ddu+'a ba.n ha't le^n mo^.t ca^u
dda^`u la` ca? bo.n ha't thuo^.c lo`ng tu+` dda^`u dde^'n cuo^'i ...
"ti`m nhau trong hoa no+? ... ti`m trong ca^u tho+ co^?, ti`m qua
tranh to^' nu+~... ti`m nhau nhu+ Thie^n Co^? ti`m Nga`n Thu" hoa(.c
"nga`y ddo' co' em ddi nhe. va`o ddo+`i"\. Co' nhu+~ng mo^'i ti`nh ho.c
tro` ho+.p tan ba(`ng "nghi`n tru`ng xa ca'ch, ngu+o+`i dda~ ddi
ro^`i" ... vi` "nga`y em hai mu+o+i tuo^?i, mo+'i cho+'m bie^'t ye^u
ngu+o+`i, dda~ buo^`n vi` duye^n mo+'i, ro^`i dda^y se~ nha.t
phai" ...
Cho dde^'n khi la`m me., ha't ru con ba(`ng nhu+~ng ba`i tho+, ba`i ca
dao nga`y xu+a dda~ ddu+o+.c me. ru thi` khi a^'y Kie^`u, Chinh phu.,
mo+'i tro+? la.i, mo^.t cuo^.c tro+? la.i tua^`n hoa`n trong nhie^`u
the^' he^. me. Vie^.t Nam .
Cho dde^'n ba^y gio+`, sau ga^`n hai mu+o+i na(m xa xu+', vo+'i su+.
cha('t lo.c cu?a tho+`i gian, nhu+~ng ba?n nha.c hu`ng, nhu+~ng ba?n
nha.c ti`nh, nhu+~ng ca^u tho+ die^~m tuye^.t va^~n co`n dda^'y .
La^`n tri`nh die^~n Minh Ho.a Kie^`u mo+'i dda^y o+? San Jose' cu~ng la`
mo^.t chu+o+ng tri`nh dda(.c bie^.t . Ban dda^`u no' chi? ddu+o+.c tru`
lie^.u rie^ng cho ca'c Thu. nha^n, cu+.u sinh vie^n Vie^.n DDa.i ho.c
DDa` La.t, nhu+ng sau khi tin tu+'c ddu+o+.c loan ra, so^' tha^n hu+~u
tham du+. qua' ddo^ng, le^n dde^'n ho+n hai tra(m ngu+o+`i, ne^n dda~
pha?i to^? chu+'c ta.i mo^.t qua'n ca`-phe^, va` kho^ng pha?i chi? co'
Thu. nha^n A, Thu. nha^n B (vo+. hoa(.c cho^`ng) ma` co' ca? Thu. nha^n
C
(con ca'i cu?a gia ddi`nh thu. nha^n) va` tha^n hu+~u tham du+. nu+~a .
Tha^.t la` thu' vi. khi mo^.t Thu. nha^n C dda~ le^n sa^n kha^'u no'i
ra(`ng: "Nho+` ba'c ma` cha'u bie^'t Kie^`u nhie^`u ho+n ..." .
Tha^.t he^', the^' he^. o^ng ba`, cha me., chu'ng ta, thuo^.c Kie^`u vi`
ddu+o+.c nghe, ddu+o+.c ke^?, ddu+o+.c ho.c, co`n the^' he^. con cha'u
chu'ng ta sinh tru+o+?ng ta.i ha?i ngoa.i thi` kho' lo`ng ma` bie^'t
Kie^`u, huo^'ng gi` la` thuo^.c Kie^`u . Pho^? Kie^`u qua a^m nha.c
tha^.t la` mo^.t phu+o+ng pha'p hu+~u hie^.u dde^? ca'c the^' he^.
tie^'p
no^'i bie^'t dde^'n mo^.t danh pha^?m trong ne^`n va(n ho.c nu+o+'c
nha` . Pha.m Duy dda~ suy nghi~ tru+o+'c chu'ng ta, nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i
nghe^. si~ ta`i hoa bao gio+` cu~ng ddi tru+o+'c chu'ng ta .
Ho^.i ngo^. la^`n na`y, Pha.m Duy chi? mo+'i cho chu'ng ta thu+o+?ng
thu+'c pha^`n gia'o dda^`u va` pha^`n mo^.t cu?a Minh Ho.a Kie^`u .
Ta'c
gia? chi? mo+'i gio+'i thie^.u kho^ng gian, tho+`i gian va` nha^n va^.t
va` ddoa.n Thu'y Kie^`u ga(.p ho^`n DDa.m Tie^n, xo't thu+o+ng cho so^'
pha^.n ngu+o+`i ky~ nu+~ du+o+'i mo^. . Cuo^.c ga(.p go+~ na`y la`
ddie^`m go+? vi` no' ba'o hie^.u ddo+`i Kie^`u se~ ga(.p nhu+~ng no^~i
ddoa.n tru+o+`ng .
Trong pha^`n na`y, co' le~ chi? co' mo^.t chu+~ la`m ngu+o+`i nghe ho+i
la. la^~m, ddo' la` Pha.m Duy dda~ su+?a mo^.t chu+~ trong ba?n phie^n
a^m quo^'c ngu+~ cu?a truye^.n Kie^`u, ddoa.n ta? sa('c dde.p cu?a Thu'y
Va^n:
Va^n xem trang tro.ng kha'c vo+`i
Khuo^n tra(ng dda^`y dda(.n, ne't "ngu+o+`i" no+? nang
To^i va^~n chu? tru+o+ng ra(`ng ngu+o+`i nghe^. si~ co' quye^`n sa'ng
ta.o . Nhu+ng o+? dda^y Pha.m Duy kho^ng vu+o+.t qua u+o+'c le^., o^ng
chi? cho ra(`ng ngu+o+`i o+? vu`ng Nghe^. Ti~nh no'i "nga`i" dde^? chi?
"ngu+o+`i", chu+' kho^ng pha?i chi? "lo^ng mi" . Theo chu'ng to^i,
ne^'u
the^' thi` ta va^~n cu+' dde^? nguye^n chu+~ "nga`i" vi` no' dda~ co'
nghi~a la` "ngu+o+`i" ro^`i . Ne^'u no'i ve^` a^m ddie^.u, thi` du`
"ngu+o+`i" hay "nga`i" no' va^~n chi? la` tho^ng va^.n . Va? la.i, theo
thie^?n y', "nga`i" o+? dda^y kho^ng pha?i dde^? chi? lo^ng mi nhu+ Pham
Duy dda~ ne^u ly' do, ma` no'i ve^` lo^ng ma`y\. Nga`i o+? dda^y chi'nh
la` con nga`i - con sa^u to+ . Chu+~ nga`i co`n thi'ch ho+.p vo+'i su+.
die^~n ta? ne't dde.p cu?a ca'c thie^'u nu+~ tho+`i xu+a qua ca^u "Ma('t
phu+o+.ng ma`y nga`i" . Du` sao, ddo' cu~ng chi? la` mo^.t chi tie^'t
ra^'t nho? trong Minh Ho.a Kie^`u 1, nhu+ng mo^~i la^`n nghe dde^'n
dda^'y to^i la.i cu+' tha^'y the^' na`o a^'y . Co' le~ mi`nh dda~ qua'
quen vo+'i a^m thanh cu~ cha(ng ?
Minh Ho.a Kie^`u dda~ ddu+o+.c na^ng niu ba(`ng a^m ddie^.u cu?a Duy
Cu+o+`ng, ngu+o+`i con ma` cu~ng la` ngu+o+`i ba.n ddo^`ng ddie^.u cu?a
Pha.m Duy, ba(`ng nhu+~ng tie^'ng ha't ra^'t ddu+o+.c ha^m mo^. cu?a A'i
Va^n, Tha'i Hie^`n, Duy Quang, Tua^'n Ngo.c va` tie^'ng nga^m ddie^u
luye^.n cu?a Thanh Ngoan . Nhu+ng theo to^i, co' le~ gia' tri. Minh
Ho.a
Kie^`u kho^ng chi? o+? cho^~ ddo'; gia' tri. Minh Ho.a Kie^`u co`n o+?
cho^~ Pha.m Duy dda~ da'm nghi~ dde^'n va` dda~ da'm la`m . To^i cho
ra(`ng la`m mo^.t ba?n nha.c kho^ng pha?i la` de^~, ne^'u ba?n nha.c
a^'y
dde^'n tu+` ta^m ho^`n va` dde^? no' ddu+o+.c so^'ng ma~i trong lo`ng
ngu+o+`i . Pho^? nha.c mo^.t ba`i tho+ dda~ kho' ho+n, vi` tho+ ddie^.u
dda~ sa(~n, chi? nu+o+ng theo va` gieo nha.c ddie^.u va`o tho+ sao cho
hay ho+n, phong phu' ho+n, dde^? cuo^'n lo+`i tho+ theo ddie^.u nha.c .
Nhu+ng nghi~ dde^'n mang a^m nha.c va`o Kie^`u thi` to^i tha^'y qua? la`
ta'o ba.o . Ta'o ba.o vi` Kie^`u kho^ng pha?i la` mo^.t dde^` ta`i
tho+`i thu+o+.ng, Kie^`u la.i la` mo^.t ca^u chuye^.n nguo^`n go^'c tu+`
be^n Ta`u . Ba?o sao tra'nh kho?i mang pha^`n na`o a^m hu+o+?ng Trung
Hoa trong ddo' ?
Ba?n tha^n a^m nha.c la` tu+. do, la` bay bo^?ng, pho'ng khoa'ng trong
kho^ng gian, a^m thanh co^'t la`m tho?a ma~n thi'nh gia'c ngu+o+`i
nghe .
The^' ma` Kie^`u la.i la` mo^.t ca'i gi` co^' ddi.nh, a^m ddie^.u dda~
co' tu+. bao gio+`, dda~ a^?n ta`ng trong li.ch su+? va(n ho.c, chi'nh
vi` the^' ma` chi? mo^.t chu+~ "nga`i" ddo^?i ra "ngu+o+`i", ngu+o+`i
nghe dda~ la. tai, huo^'ng gi` muo^'n lo^`ng ca'i cha^'t lie^.u a^'y
va`o
nha.c ddie^.u . Trong Minh Ho.a Kie^`u 1, co' nhu+~ng ddoa.n a^m nha.c
dda~ pha?i nhu+o+`ng cho^~ hay minh ho.a cho lo+`i tho+ .
DDo^.ng co+ thu'c dda^?y to^i u?ng ho^. Pha.m Duy la` vi` dda'ng le~ o+? va`o tuo^?i na`y, vo+'i gia ta`i a^m nha.c ddo^` so^. dda~ ga^y du+.ng, o^ng co' quye^`n nghi? ngo+i, co' quye^`n rong cho+i, nghe con cha'u ha't la.i nhu+~ng ba?n nha.c o^ng dda~ sa'ng ta'c tu+` ho+n nu+?a the^' ky? tru+o+'c . Nhu+ng may ma('n cho nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i ye^u nha.c Pha.m Duy
va` ne^`n a^m nha.c Vie^.t Nam, o^ng va^~n tie^'p tu.c sa'ng ta'c, va^~n
tie^'p tu.c va^.n du.ng ca'i kha? na(ng thie^n phu' cu?a mi`nh dde^?
ddu+a con cha'u bu+o+'c va`o mo^.t khu vu+o+`n nghe^. thua^.t mo+'i la^u
nay va('ng bo'ng nha.c si~, ddo' la` pho^? nha.c DDoa.n Tru+o+`ng Ta^n
Thanh cu?a Nguye^~n Du . Cha('c kho' co' mo^.t ngu+o+`i thu+' hai na`o
la`m co^ng vie^.c nhu+ Pha.m Duy dda~ la`m .
Co' le~ Pha.m Duy kho^ng ca^`n chu'ng ta trao mo^.t gia?i thu+o+?ng a^m
nha.c cho o^ng, nhu+ng chi'nh chu'ng ta pha?i nghi~ ra(`ng o^ng xu+'ng
dda'ng dde^? la~nh nha^.n pha^`n thu+o+?ng cao quy' ddo': vinh danh
ngu+o+`i nghe^. si~ sa'ng ta'c suo^'t ddo+`i so^'ng vo+'i a^m nha.c .
Ba`i vie^'t na`y co`n ra^'t nhie^`u thie^'u so't vi` ngu+o+`i vie^'t chu+a ddu+o+.c thu+o+?ng thu+'c ta^'t ca? nhu+~ng ddi~a nha.c Minh Ho.a Kie^`u . Chu'ng ta co' quye^`n cho+` ddo+.i va` ddo`i ho?i .
Cu+' tu+o+?ng tu+o+.ng ra(`ng trong the^' ky? thu+' hai mu+o+i thi`
he^'t
nu+?a the^' ky?, mo^.t tha`nh pha^`n qua^`n chu'ng kho^ng nho? dda~ ye^u
nha.c Pha.m Duy, dda~ tra?i da`i ddo+`i so^'ng mi`nh vo+'i nha.c Pha.m
Duy . Ai cu~ng bie^'t ra(`ng - va` may ma('n thay - chu'ng ra co`n
nhie^`u nha.c si~ ta`i ba kha'c, nhu+ng ngu+o+`i dda~ ddi va`o ta^m
ho^`n
ngu+o+`i Vie^.t Nam sa^u dda^.m nha^'t, la^u da`i nha^'t, co' the^? no'i
ddo' la` Pha.m Duy . Sau 1975, ha`ng trie^.u ngu+o+`i Vie^.t Nam dda~
dda(.t cha^n le^n kha('p ca'c be^'n bo+` . The^' gio+'i a^m nha.c Vie^.t
Nam dda~ theo bu+o+'c cha^n ho. vang le^n o+? kha('p no+i, dda~ go'p
co^ng pha^`n na`o giu+~ la.i ddu+o+.c tie^'ng Vie^.t . Nay vo+'i Minh
Ho.a Kie^`u, la.i ca`ng nghie^.m ddu'ng ho+n ca^u ai dda~ vi' von:
Truye^.n Kie^`u co`n thi` tie^'ng Vie^.t co`n
Tie^'ng Vie^.t co`n thi` nu+o+'c Vie^.t co`n
Vie^.c giu+~ gi`n tie^'ng Vie^.t qua a^m nha.c co' co^ng cu?a ca'c nha.c
si~ ma` trong ddo' Pha.m Duy dda~ ddo'ng mo^.t vai tro` quan tro.ng .
Mong o^ng ddu+o+.c nhie^`u su+'c kho?e dde^? tie^'p tu.c cuo^.c ha`nh
tri`nh .
Qua?n My~ Lan
Ba('c Cali, tha'ng 10-98
"...Tinh tha^`n Thu. Nha^n ddu+o+.c Cha Cu+.u Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng Nguye^~n
Va(n La^.p vo+'i su+. phu. giu'p cu?a ca'c tha^`y dde^` xu+o+'ng va`
pha't trie^?n khi Cha ddu+o+.c giao pho' vie^.c ta.o du+.ng va` pha't
trie^?n VDHDL tu+` dda^`u tha^.p nie^n ' 60. Vo+'i su+. u+u a'i cu?a
Cha va` co^ng lao da.y do^~ cu?a c'ac Tha^`y, anh chi. em chu'ng ta
dda~ ddu+o+.c trang bi. vo+'i mo^.t co^.i re^? vu+~ng cha('c tre^n
ddo' kie^'n thu+'c, kha? na(ng, gia' tri. va` tie^`m na(ng pha't
trie^?n cu?a mo^~i c'a nha^n dda~ ddu+o+.c tru+o+`ng me. da`y co^ng
vun xo+'i trong nhu+~ng na(m chua^?n bi. bu+o+'c va`o ddo+`i.
Tinh tha^`n Thu. Nha^n, sau ddo', dda~ tro+? tha`nh mo^.t gia ta`i
tinh tha^`n cho anh chi. em chu'ng ta, va` gia sa?n vo^ gia' na`y,
trong nhu+~ng na(m qua, dda~ ddo'ng go'p nhie^`u trong vie^.c giu'p
nhie^`u c'a nha^n trong nho'm chu'ng ta vu+o+.t qua nhu+~ng tha(ng
tra^`m thu+? th'ach cu~ng nhu+ ca'c nghi.ch ca?nh trong cuo^.c so^'ng,
va` dda~ cho chu'ng ta kha? na(ng ho^.i nha^.p va`o c'ac xa~ ho^.i/
mo^i tru+o+`ng mo+'i. Tinh tha^`n Thu. Nha^n cu~ng la` ddo^.ng co+
tha('t ch(.ac mo^i' lie^n la.c giu+~a nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i ba.n ddo^`ng
mo^n sau bao nhie^u na(m ro+`i tru+o+`ng...".
Di tien dua anh Le Dinh Dieu, ngu huynh co nhung cam xuc buon vui lan
lon. Nho den nhung gi nguoi qua co da lam cho gia dinh va cho ban be
roi
lai nghi den nhung gi nguoi o lai se lam cho gia dinh va cho ban be
minh.
Khong con gi thich thu bang duoc gap lai ban be co the noi la sau hang
chuc nam khong gap. Do cung la nho on cua nguoi qua co. Khong co gi vui
bang duoc gap mat lai ban hoc cu hay nhungThunahners khac trong cai
bang
Thu Nhan. Moi tam giao bang huu cung dam da khong kem tinh huynh de
ruot
thit vay.
Giay phut cam dong nhut, theo ngu huynh,la luc anh Hoang Ngoc Tue,
con
chim dau dan cua Nhom Nguoi Viet, da tu hop anh em truoc quan tai cua
anh
Le Dinh Dieu de hua voi anh linh nguoi qua co rang NGUOI O LAI SE CHAM
CHOC CHO CU BA KE MAU CUA ANH LE DINH DIEU nhu chinh anh Le dinh Dieu
da
tung cham soc cho Cu Ba luc anh con song. Con tinh nghia nao cao dep
hon
phai khong cac huynh-de-ty-muoi ? Nhin lai nhung nguoi dung quay quan
truoc linh cuu cua anh Le Dinh Dieu, ngu huynh khong khoi bui ngui
thuong
cam cho loi the nguyen.
Cam tuong chung trong bang huu hien dien sang hom Thu Bay la ANH
DIEU
DA NUA DUONG DUT GANH RA DI, CHUA LAM XONG NHUNG DIEU DU TINH. Nghe
duoc
nhung dieu do, ngu huynh tham nghi lieu ai trong chung ta day cung
giong
nhu anh Dieu, se nua duong dut ganh ra di. Muon muu cau cho khoi bi nua
duong dut ganh ra di, du su ra di dau sao cung la dieu Thuong De an
bai,
moi huynh-de-ty-muoi nen tu lo cho chinh minh truoc da. Ngu huynh muon
noi ro hon, moi huynh-de-ty-muoi nen chu tam mot chut vao suc khoe cua
minh va BIEN THU NHAN THANH MOI TRUONG ALCOHOL FREE-SMOKE FREE VA AN
NHIEU RAU CAI TRAI CAY.
Nhin lai so thao Tap Ky Yeu 30 Nam do anh em dong gop, ngu huynh rat
vui thay ai cung tuoi tot, QUA TUOI TOT NUA LA DANG KHAC. Noi trang ra,
ai cung map phi ca, lai con nhau nhet ruou thit nua chu! Ngu huynh
trong
cung map, nhung chi vi qua om o gay mon luc o Dalat, lai suyen len
suyen
xuong; tuy vay cung it map hon ban be va khong con suyen. Neu duoc thi
cac huynh-de-ty-muoi can theo mot thuc don health food, bot an thit hay
dut diem an thit lai cang tot. Meatless foods bay gio cung nhieu lam.
Muon cho khoi bi nua duong dut ganh nhu anh Le Dinh Dieu thi chi con co
cach cham lo viec an uong cho chung mung, can di bo cho nhieu hoac choi
the thao. Nguoi Trung Hoa co cau Be^.nh To`ng kha^?u nha^.p khong
biet cac huynh-de-ty-muoi con nho khong?
Ngu de chi xin dua ra y kien ma khong can phai tranh luan de neu y
kien nay duoc chap nhan thi tot, neu bang khong thi coi nhu ngu huynh
khong viet gi ca. Neu huynh-de-ty-muoi nao muon biet LIEU AN UONG KIEU
DO
CO DAY DU CHAT BO DUONG HAY KHONG thi ngu huynh san sang gop y voi
rieng
nguoi do. Day chi la y tot cua ngu huynh co duoc cung la nho anh Le
Dinh
Dieu de dong gop cho TNIC Forum ma thoi. Than men va hen gap nhau luc
co
co hoi thuan tien .
---Tran Van Luu / K1.
DDo.c Sa'ch , DDo.c sa'ch va` DDo.c sa'ch !
Chi`a kho'a cu?a su+. tha`nh co^ng trong vie^.c ho.c la` ddo.c sa'ch ,
ddo.c ba'o , ddo.c truye^.n ...Kho^ng ddo.c thi` kho^ng the^? tie^'n bo^. ddu+o+.c trong vie^.c ho.c . Muo^'n tie^'n thi` pha?i ddo.c va` ddo.c nhie^`u . DDo.c la` mo^.t kha? na(ng ca^`n pha?i luye^.n ta^.p .
Kho^ng pha?i ta^.p mo^.t gio+` , mo^.t nga`y , mo^.t tha'ng mo^.t na(m ro^`i bo? , nhu+ng pha?i ta^.p lie^n li? cho tho^ng hie^?u , la~nh ho^.i ddu+o+.c he^'t nhu+~ng gi` mi`nh ddo.c. Tre? em na`o ddo.c mo^~i nga`y nu+?a gio+`, mo^~i tua^`n ba gio+` ru+o+~i thi` nha^'t ddi.nh pha?i tie^'n bo^. trong vie^.c ho.c . Pha^`n ddo^ng tre? thi'ch cho+i , thi'ch coi TV ho+n thi'ch ddo.c ne^n su+. theo do~i cu?a cha me., ky? lua^.t cu?a cha me. ra trong vie^.c ddo.c sa'ch pha?i ddu+o+.c tua^n giu+~ .
Chuye^.n ddo.c sa'ch cu~ng nhu+ chuye^.n tre? ta^.p ddi, sau mo^.t tho+`i gian va^'p va'p , tre? se~ ddo.c tro^i cha?y , tho^ng tha.o . DDo.c co`n nga^.p ngu+`ng , do du+. , ddo.c re^` re^` tu+`ng chu+~ , a^'y la` da^'u tre? chu+a hie^?u ddie^`u mi`nh ddo.c ; ngu+o+.c la.i khi nghe tre? ddo.c ro~ ra`ng , tro^i cha?y , co' ta^m ti`nh vui buo^`n theo ca^u va(n , a^'y la` da^'u chi? su+. tho^ng hie^?u mi`nh ddo.c gi` . Tri' kho^n va` su+. hie^?u bie^'t ddi song song vo+'i vie^.c ddo.c .
DDo.c nhie^`u mo+? mang nhie^`u , ddo.c i't mo+? mang i't . Pha?i ta^.p
cho tre? em co' tho'i quen ddo.c sa'ch ngay tu+` lo+'p mo^.t . Xin giu'p tre? em ddo.c sa'ch mo^~i nga`y . Quy' vi. dde^? tre? em coi TV mo^~i nga`y va`i gio+` kho^ng to^'t ba(`ng ba('t tre? ddo.c sa'ch mo^~i nga`y
nu+?a gio+` . Nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i chuye^n mo^n trong vie^.c da.y do^~ dde^`u cho ra(`ng : DDo.c sa'ch to^'t ho+n , co' lo+.i cho tri' kho^n,
co' lo+.i cho o'c tu+o+?ng tu+o+.ng phong phu' ho+n la` coi TV . Truye^`n hi`nh la`m lu mo+` o'c tu+o+?ng tu+o+.ng cu?a tre? em . Tra'i la.i , su+. ddo.c sa'ch phong phu' ho'a tri' tu+o+?ng tu+o+.ng va` tri' tho^ng minh . Gia'o su+ Benjamin Bloom ke^'t lua^.n ra(`ng :
* Kho^ng ddo.c thi` kho^ng tie^'n
* Trong vie^.c ho.c , kho^ng tie^'n tu+'c la` lu`i .
Nga.n ngu+~ Trung Hoa cu~ng co' ca^u : " Nha^'t nha^.t vo^ thu+ , ngo^n
ngu+~ vo^ vi. " ra^'t ho+.p vo+'i su+. nha^.n xe't tre^n .
" To^i nghi~ " Thu. Nha^n la` gia'o du.c con ngu+o+`i cho ra ngu+o+`i
NGU+O+`I la` Nha^n, Nghi~a, Le^~, Tri', Ti'n .
NGU+O+`I la` giu'p i'ch nha^n qua^`n xa~ ho^.i .
NGU+O+`I la` cho^'ng a'p bu+'c ngu+o+`i du+o+'i mo.i hi`nh thu+'c ,
to^? chu+'c , chu? thuye^'t va` gia'o ddie^`u ."
" Hy vo.ng se~ ddu+o+.c ddo'ng go'p mo^.t i't kha? na(ng ha.n he.p cu?a to^i ve^` phu+o+ng die^.n ho^.i ho.a hay graphic arts cho gia ddi`nh Thu. Nha^n chu'ng ta trong tu+o+ng lai ."
Tie^'t Canh Vi.t
O+? Florida co' ra^'t nhie^u ho^` nha^n ta.o hoa(.c thie^n nhie^n do
ddo' co' ra^'t nhie^u vi.t ( vi.t tro+i va vi.t nuo^i )
va` da^n nha^.u Vietnam khoa'i la('m . To^i dda~
ddu+o+.c xem mo^.t ma`n ba('t vi.t cu?a ca'c
da^n nha^.u tru+' danh na^`y ta.i ca'c ho^` ao na^`y .
Ca'c tay nha^.u a(n ma(.c nhu+ ca'c ngu+ o^ng cha^'t
pha'c hie^n la`nh, tay va'c ca^`n ca^u , tay xa'ch gio?
ta` ta` dde^'n ca'c ho^ co' nhie^u vi.t ro^i nhe. nha`ng qua(ng mo^`i
xuo^'ng ma(.t nu+o+'c sa't bo+` . Mo^`i
gia?n di. chi? la ruo^.t ba'nh mi` ma` tho^i..Ba^`y vi.t
tha^'y mo^`i qua(ng xuo^'ng la ddo^? xo^ bo+i nhanh la.i tranh nhau
a(n..Chi? cho+ di.p na^`y la ca'c tay
nha^.u tu'm ngay ca'c con vi.t kho+` da.i , be? co^?
va qua(?ng ngay va`o gio?. Chi? trong vong 15 phu't ddo^`ng ho^` la` dda~ co' 5,6 chu' vi.t ddu+o+.c ho'a kie^'p
dde^? sa(~n sa`ng cho mo'n tie^'t canh vi.t ngon la`nh .
Thu' thu+c vo+'i ca'c ba.n, tuy o+? Vietnam to^i cu~ng tu+`ng a(n
tie^'t canh vi.t va cha'o long vo+'i tie^'t
heo nhu+ng qua dda^y la^u ro^`i, coi ca'i ma`n be? co^? vi.t ro^`i va(.t lo^ng vi.t la ddu? ru.ng ro+i tay cha^n ro^`i...La.i co`n ma^'y ca'i vu.
be^.nh truye^n nhie^~m tu+ ma'u lam to^i he^'t su+'c nga^`n nga.i khi
du+o+.c mo+i a(n mo'n tie^'t canh vi.t. Bo? thi uo^?ng ma` a(n thi`
so+. Tuy so+. ro^`i sau cu`ng
to^i cu~ng dda'nh lie^u nha('m ma('t a(n ...Ma` ngon
thie^.t ca'c ba.n Thu Nha^n oi...thie^.t la dda^.m dda` va te^ ta'i lo`ng
...nha^'t la` sau ddo' nha^'m nha'p the^m dia~
dda^.u pho.ng va` ly bia..pha?i chi co' ca'c ba.n
hie^`n cu?a nho'm Nha^.u Lai Rai o+? ca.nh
thi` tha^'y ddo+i thie^.t phu? phe^ qua'...
Nhu+ va^.y ngoai mo'n tie^'t canh vi.t dda(.c thu` cu?a Florida...co`n co'
gi` nu+~a kho^ng...?? Co`n chu+' ca'c ba.n Thu. Nha^n, ddo' la` mo'n
"Ca' Sa^'u "
va` xin he.n ca'c ba.n nha^.u Thu. Nha^n trong ky` to+'i...
My Dear son,
Time is flying!
I am glad that you have become a wonderful young man!
But at the same time I am so worried that you are soon leaving home...
We are one of a few lucky parents who just wish to have a son like you. You are a real gifted boy… We give you the chance to learn many skills but only
you can make them happen. I am happy and proud of your success in
school even
if I still have some unreasonable expectations…
I will miss you…
I will miss our tennis, our ping pong, our soccer table games…
I will miss your hard work…
I will miss your wonderful touch on the piano and those "mid-night"
practices…
I will miss your lousy singing voice…
I will miss your happy face….
I will miss your cranky behavior…
I will miss every step of your childhood…
And I will miss you as a son…
The son that I have not had much chance yet to tell him what’s really inside me!
The son that I have not had enough time yet to share with him all of my experience in life!
The son that I have not taught him yet how to handle some of the
simplest things that he needs to know!
That's why I am so worried to let go of you to the real world…
You are right when you told me that you need to make some mistakes so you can learn and don’t over protect you…I want to do that but because of the nature of the parental love we still have not fulfilled your wish…
That’s why I still worry!
I know that nobody is perfect. You too, you have some weaknesses.
And remember, sometimes the smallest mistake can change our fate!
A small leak in the dam could destroy the whole dam. It could destroy the whole village down in the valley… Don’t ever under-estimate our bad habits. They could be dangerous!
Get rid of them! You don’t need to keep them for any reason…
I feel guilty that I do not present myself as a good example in many aspects.
But please do not learn my bad habits. Don’t let them become a real
"sorry" for me!
I want you to learn how to organize your work, your activities, your leisure time…
Plan ahead! Find ways to remind you of things that you cannot afford to forget…
Read again your small guiding books; watch again the tape about how to succeed in school…
Everything is important! Everything in life has its own value!
You have the ability to achieve what you want!
But only "Persistence" not your talent can have the last word in your
success!
Your future is now in your hand!
Set your goal! Motivate yourself!
Have a dream and go after it!
With your best effort, promise me that you will keep the "Persistence" word in your life…
With music in your hand, promise me that you will make your life a
happy one…
Try your best, always your best and you never have to say that you are sorry…
We will try ours to support your effort.
School does not guaranty your happiness in life,
but it does provide a good foundation for your future happiness…
And remember that I am always here for you as a father and as a friend!
Good luck for your future!
Love,
Your dad
And in many languages....., it's the same....,
Afrikaans - Geseënde Kersfees en 'n gelukkige nuwe jaar
Argentine - Felices Pasquas Y felices ano Nuevo
Bohemian - Vesele Vanoce
Brazilian - Boas Festas e Feliz Ano Novo Bulgarian - Vesela Koleda i
chestita nova godina!
Catalan - Bon Nadal i un Bon Any Nou!
Chinese - Sing Dan Fae Lok. Gung Hai Fat Choi (Cantonese)
Chinese - Shen Dan Kuai Le Xin Nian Yu Kuai (Mandarin)
Chinese - Shen tan jie kuai le. Hsin Nien Kuaile
Croatian - Sretan Bozic
Czech - Stastne a vesele vanoce a stastny novy rok!
Danish - Glaedelig Jul og glaedelig nytar
Dutch - Vrolijk Kerstfeest en een Gelukkig Nieuw Jaar
Dutch - Prettige kerstdagen en een gelukkig nieuw jaar
English - Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year
Eskimo - (inupik) Jutdlime pivdluarit ukiortame pivdluaritlo!
Esperanto - Felican Kristnaskon kaj Bonan Novjaron!
Estonian - Roomusaid joulupühi ja head uut aastat!
Faeroese - Gledhilig jol og eydnurikt nyggjar!
Filipinos - Maligayang Pasko
Finnish - Hyvää joulua ja onnellista uutta vuotta!
Flemish - Zalig Kerstfeest en Gelukkig nieuw jaar
French - Joyeux Noel et Bonne Année!
Scots Gaelic - Nollaig chridheil agus Bliadhna mhath ùr!
Galician - Bo Nadal
German - Frohe Weihnachten und ein glückliches Neues Jahr!
Greek - Hronia polla kai eytyhismenos o kainourios hronos
Greek - Hronia polla ke eftihismenos o kenourios hronos
Hausa - Barka da Kirsimatikuma Barka da Sabuwar Shekara!
Hawaian - Mele Kalikimaka ame Hauoli Makahiki Hou!
Hungarian - Kellemes karacsonyi uennepeket es boldog ujevet!
Icelandic - Gledhileg jól og farsælt komandi ar!
Indonesian - Selamat Hari Natal dan Selamat Tahun Baru!
Iraqi - Idah Saidan Wa Sanah Jadidah
Irish Gaelic - Nollaig Shona duit
Irish Gaelic - Nollaig Shona
Irish Gaelic - Nollaig faoi shean agus faoi shonas duit agus bliain nua
faoi mhaise dhuit!
Italian - Buon Natale e Felice Anno Nuovo!
Japanese - Meri Kurisumasu soshite Akemashite Omedeto!
Latin - Natale hilare et Annum Faustum!
Latvian - Priecigus Ziemsvetkus un Laimigu Jaungadu!
Lithuanian - Linksmu Kaledu
Maltese - Nixtieklek Milied tajjeb u is-sena t-tabja!
Modern Greek - Kala Christougenna kai evtichismenos o kainourios
chronos!
Norwegian - God Jul Og Godt Nytt Aar
Pennsylvania German - En frehlicher Grischtdaag un en hallich Nei Yaahr!
Polish - Vesowe Boze Narodzenie
Polish - Wesolych Swiat i Szczesliwego Nowego Roku
Portuguese - Boas Festas
Portuguese - Feliz Natal e um Prospero Ano Novo
Romanian - Craciun fericit si un an nou fericit
Russian - S nastupaiushchim Novym godom i s Rozhdestvom Khristovym!
Romanche - (sursilvan dialect): Legreivlas fiastas da Nadal e bien niev onn!
Serbian - Hristos se rodi
Slovakian - Sretan Bozic or Vesele vianoce
Slovak - Vesele Vianoce i na zdravie v novom roku!
Slovenian - Vesele bozicne praznike in srecno novo leto
Spanish - Feliz Navidad y Próspero Año Nuevo
Swedish - God Jul Och Ett Gott Nytt Ar
Thai - Suk san wan Christmas
Thai - Suk san wan pee mai - Happy New Year
Trukeese - (Micronesian) Neekiriisimas annim oo iyer seefe feyiyeech!
Turkish - Noeliniz kutlu olsun ve yeni yilinis kutlu olsun!
Turkish - Noeliniz Ve Yeni Yiliniz Kutlu Olsun
Ukrainian - Srozhdestvom Kristovym
Ukrainan - Z novym rokom i s rizdvom Hrystovym!
Vietnamese - Chuc mung nam moi va Giang Sing vui ve
Welsh - Nadolig Llawen a Blwyddyn Newydd Da!"
Yoruba - E ku odun, e ku iye'dun!
American - Happy Holiday's to All,
" Once a Thunhaner , always a Thunhaner "
HO^`I KY'
DALAT , TO`A GIA'M MU.C CA^`N THO+ VA`
DDU+'C CHA JACQUES NGUYE^~N NGO.C QUANG
Dalat doi voi toi khong nhung co nhung ky niem tho mong, xinh dep cua
thoi sinh vien, dai hoc xa, nhung tinh ban xay dung tu nhung ngay cung
chung duoi mai truong Me than yeu, Dalat con anh huong va thay doi
dinh menh ca cuoc doi toi . Nhieu lan toi dinh viet lai nhung ky niem
o Dalat, nhung lan nao cung vay, noi cam xuc dang day, toi khong the
nao viet duoc nhu long mong muon. Toi khong biet phai bat dau nhu the
nao ! Nhung ky niem cu tuon tran, nhung guong mat hien ra, nhung nu
cuoi rang ro, nhung hinh anh linh dong luon luon trong trai tim toi.
Trong tri nghi toi, hinh anh cua Dalat la hinh anh cua Vien Dai hoc,
noi da chiem mot goc long trong trai tim toi. Toi nghi va nho den
noi chon ay nhu mot thien dang nho be ma minh duoc han hanh song
trong mot thoi gian ngan. Moi lan nho den, toi nhu duoc dan ve mot
qua khu ngot ngao, hanh phuc, khong the nao co lai duoc trong cuoc
doi nay nua, cho dau rang gio day chung ta co the ve song lai Dalat .
Giong nhu tat ca cac ban hoc o Dalat, toi bo ngo len Dalat de theo
duoi mot giac mong, mot hoai bao cua mot trai tim day tin yeu, tho
ngay va nhieu nhiet huyet. Toi co biet bao nhieu ky niem thuong yeu,
day ap tinh lo lang cua quy Cha, quy Su Huynh, quy Soeur, va duoc
nuong chieu, day do boi cacGiao su day tinh nguoi, co xay dung cho
chung toi mot can ban hoc thuc de giup ich xa hoi sau nay.
Toi sinh truong trong Nam, vung dong bang song Cuu long, mien Hau
giang, tinh Sadec, trong mot gia dinh giao chuc, dong con. Gia dinh
toi theo dao Phat. Anh chi em chung toi bat hanh, me chung toi qua doi
khi toi con hoc tieu hoc. Doi song giao chuc khiem ton, khong the cho
con cai nhung cua cai vat chat de bao dam tuong lai, Ba toi co gang
trong kha nang cua mot giao chuc, bang cach tao dung cho con cai mot
kien thuc. Vi vay, tat ca chung toi du duoc gui di dai hoc sau khi hoc
het trung hoc o tinh. Toi van con nho rat ro, cuoc hanh trinh cua hai
cha con toi trong chuyen dua toi di hoc Dalat. Moi lan nho den, toi
van con xuc dong. Nhung ky niem rieng tu ay, toi rat qui qua, boi vi
toi it khi co dip gan gui Ba toi lam, phan vi ban tinh nghiem khac cua
mot nha giao, phan nua vi me toi qua doi, Ba toi lai cang co doc va
nghiem nghi hon. Toi con nho lan dau tien den Vien, con dang ngo ngac
tim dai hoc xa, Ba toi duoc cac sinh vien huong dan tan tinh, chi dan
duong di chu dao, Ba toi tam tac khen ngoi mai ve an tuong dau tien
ay.
Toi duoc han hanh biet Duc Cha Quang vao mot dip rat tinh co vao nam
toi theo hoc Luat khoa Dai hoc Can tho, nam 1969. Dai hoc Can tho, neu
toi nho khong lam thi dao ay khong co dai hoc xa cho sinh vien. Ba
toi gui toi o tro nha nguoi co.
Mot buoi chieu toi di tho than, lang
thang tren duong pho, long buon ruoi ruoi, phan vi nho nha, phan hoan
canh moi, tinh co di ngang qua Toa giam muc. Dao ay toi cung khong
biet do la Toa giam muc. Toi chi thay trong san nha ay trong vang,
thanh tinh co tuong Duc Me rat hien tu trong tay am mot hai nhi,
trong mot tu thai rat hoa nha, bao dung. Toi buoc vao trong san, de
tim mot su khuay khoa tam hon. Co le vi mat me tu lau, bat cu hinh anh
mau tu nao, cung deu gay cho toi su xuc dong va tui than rat nhieu.
Tu nho, toi it khi lui toi choi nha ban be, chi vi khong the giau duoc
su cam xuc khi nhin thay nhung nguoi me cua cac ban toi. Va vi cu moi
lan di choi nha ban, tren con duong ve la nuoc mat toi cu roi rot
khong lam sao dut. Toi da va hay con dang khoc me toi ca mot giong
song day nuoc mat cua biet ly, nuc no, thuong dau cua mot dua tre mo
coi me . Dao khi con trong gia dinh, co cac anh chi em chung quanh,
toi hay dau nhung dong nuoc mat nho thuong ay, boi vi toi khong muon
nhung anh chi em toi buon long . Chung toi da nuong tua nhau ma song,
cat dau noi phien muon, de them suc manh buoc di tren con duong doi.
Nhin tuong anh Duc Me, trai tim toi tran day dau kho, va toi da khong
giu duoc nhung giot nuoc mat tuon roi dam dia tren mat. Nhu mot ong
But hien lanh trong cac truyen co tich than thoai, nhu truyen con
Tam, con Cam, khi buon sau, than khoc, thi ong But hien ra, hoi vi sao
con khoc. Duc Cha Quang da den voi toi trong hoan canh ay. Toi duoc
han hanh biet Duc Cha Quang bat dau tu ngay do. Sau mot thoi gian, gap
go Ba toi va hieu gia dinh toi, Ngai rat thuong men chung toi va nhan
toi lam con do dau. Day la mot vinh du cho toi, mot vinh du rat la dac
biet, ma toi thuong cat kin trong long, lay lam sung suong va khong
muon chia se. Toi va hai ban gai khac duoc Duc Cha cho o noi tru
trong Toa giam muc de di hoc. Khi ay, Duc Cha chi giao co moi mot
dieu kien la chung toi khong duoc khach khua tham vieng, tru gia dinh.
Ba dua chung toi, mot hoc Dai hoc Khoa hoc, hai hoc Dai hoc Luat khoa
va Khoa hoc xa hoi . Sau khi toi di Dalat, thi mot ban than cua toi,
hoc Dai hoc Su pham cung duoc phep den o. Cac ban toi con o hoc tap
cho den khi ra truong . Duc Cha Quang da giup do chung toi, nhung
sinh vien di hoc xa nha tu nhung gia dinh giao chuc, cong chuc, buon
ban khiem ton, thanh bach, de chung toi co co hoi hoc tap ma khong
phai tra chi phi nao mac du chung toi deu la nguoi ngoai dao. Chung
toi duoc xep dat o chung nhau mot phong o dau day nha. Phong chung toi
o canh nha nguyen. Moi sang som, khi chung toi hay con ngu, thi quy
Cha va cac Souer, cung nhan vien trong Toa giam muc, lan dong bao gan
gui, den dang le rat dong. Toi nghe quen thuoc het nhung kinh dang le
truoc khi thuc su buoc vao nha tho du le lan dau tien. Va toi cung
thuoc rat nhieu nhung bai hat, thanh ca duoc hat trong nhung buoi sang
mai thanh binh ay. Nhung am thanh cua nhung bai kinh cau nguyen nay,
nhung bai hat tham tan day long, trong than phan nho nhoi cua kiep
nguoi, luon luon an hien trong giac ngu cua toi cho den bay gio .
Cua so phong toi nhin ra ben sau nha nguyen. Ben ngoai cua so la cay su rat to, no hoa trang xoa. Trong dem khuya, giua khong gian thanh tinh
cua Toa Giam Muc, nhung bong hoa trang xoa nhu nhung thien than be
bong luon luon la mot trong nhung hinh anh thanh khiet moi khi toi nho
ve Toa Giam Muc. Trong san nha con co gian thien ly buoi toi toa
huong thom ngao ngat, lan trong huong dem, duoi bau troi day trang sao
da lam Toa giam muc tro nen mot goc troi thien nhien, tho mong, hien
hoa y nhu dong song Can Tho em dem xuoi chay phia sau nha. Day phong
chung toi o co khoang bon hay nam phong, bang van go, tho so, khi nao
cung co phong trong. Cua so la sach, de gio lua vao mat me trong
phong. Truoc cua nha la hang man, nam nao cung co trai rat ngon. Nha
bep o sau nha. Phong tam, giat giu o cuoi day. Moi dua duoc cho mot
cai giuong nho, mot tu ao va mot ban hoc, to chuc nhu trong dai hoc xa
nhung chung toi tu nau an lay. Cha Quang lau lau tham vieng, quan
sat cach sinh song chung toi, de xem chung toi can gi them khong. Doi
voi chung toi , nhung sinh vien xa nha, duoc cho mot cho o an toan va
day tinh thuong yeu, thi hoan canh ay qua tinh that la dang qui. Cuoi
day la phong tam tru cho cac chi nha tap, thuong chi o trong thoi
gian ngan, khi cac chi can di hoc o Can tho. Cac chi hay con tre nhu
chung toi, nhung rat diu hien . Moi khi di ngang phong cac chi, chung
toi deu thay cac chi cham chi doc sach, cau nguyen, hay theu thua.
Nhung hinh anh ay that trong sang, hien lanh, va de thuong. Co mot
dip Duc Cha cho phep chung toi theo di Soc Trang, tham vieng mot
nha tu dong Men Thanh gia. Toi co dip quan sat doi song cua cac chi
tu tap. Toi thay ho cung tre nhu chung toi, nhung ho chon con duong
phuc vu, song thanh doan the, doi song vui tuoi, coi mo, phuc vu mot
ly tuong cao dep. Bat dau tu dao do toi van hay co y dinh muon chon
con duong nay. Viec ay sau nay hay la de tai de nha toi treu gheo.
Anh ay bao la anh da cuu dum toi, neu khong co anh thi toi da la
Souer! Loi noi dua vo tinh, nghi cho cung, co le cung dung. Gio day,
mac du co mot gia dinh hanh phuc, toi van thuong hay nghi minh da chon
mot con duong qua hep!
O Toa giam muc mot thoi gian, chung toi tinh nguyen tham du trong ban
ca doan moi sang Chua nhat. Khi ay, co mot linh muc vua du hoc xong o
Tay Duc ve, phu giup viec cho Duc Cha Quang. Do la Linh muc Le Phong
Thuan. Cha Thuan la truong ban ca doan Toa giam muc dao ay. Cha
Thuan co giong hat rat hay. Cha tap duot chung toi, va mot so nhan
vien trong nha, moi tuan mot lan, truoc khi thanh le ngay Chua nhat.
Toi van con nho nhung bai hat cha day chung toi. Moi sang Chua nhat,
Duc Cha cho phep chung toi duoc cung tat ca moi nguoi trong Toa giam
muc an sang chung trong phong an lon canh nha bep, sau thanh le. Toi
van nho nhung buoi sang Chua nhat that em dem ay. Toa giam muc vui
tuoi han len, khong khi trong lanh lan voi mui huong ngot ngao tu
nhung hoa la chung quanh. Khi ay, nhan vien Toa giam muc , ngoai Duc
Cha Quang ra, co Cha Thuan lam Quan ly, hai So phu ta, co le dong
Providence, khi nao cung thay mac ao dong trang. Mot trong hai So ay,
chi Le Mang Tinh hay con rat tre. Chu tai xe Tan dung tuoi, doc than,
it noi. Bac lam vuon lan gac cong, nguoi mien bac, luc nao cung thay
lan chuoi man coi va doc kinh. Ba bep kha lon tuoi, nguoi vui tinh,
de dai. Va sau cung la mot mot gia dinh Viet kieu di tan tu Mien ve,
gom hai vo chong va mot thang be nho khoang 5, 6 tuoi. Thang be khau
khinh, de thuong, goi Duc Cha la Ong Noi, va goi mot So bang Ba Ngoai.
Sau nay, chung toi cung hay goi theo nhu vay. Cac nguoi trong nha goi
chung toi la cac co sinh vien. De phan biet toi voi hai co ban, thang
be goi toi la "Chi mat nho". Toi van hay buon cuoi vi thang be ngo
nghinh, dang yeu nay. Toi van nho hinh anh So ba Ngoai va chi Le
Mang Tinh luc nao cung vui tuoi, ban ron, chay tat ta trong cong viec
hang ngay phu giup viec cho Duc Cha Quang va cha Quan ly Thuan.
Duc Cha Quang rat ban ron, nhu phai day hoc o chung vien, di tham
vieng ho dao, hoi hop cac vi linh muc, cam phong, tiep khach tham
vieng, chuan bi nhung chuong trinh cho giao phan. Nhung ngay cac linh
muc ve cam phong, nhung ngay ay Toa giam muc rat la nghiem nhat. Toi
thuong cho doi cac dip cam phong ay, de duoc dip quan sat sinh hoat
cua cac linh muc qua cua so trong phong nha toi. Toa giam muc tro nen
huyen bi hon, nghiem tuc hon voi nhung buoi dang le, doc kinh, cau
nguyen, va nhung bai thuyet giang. Nhung ngay ay, chung toi duoc
khuyen khong nen ra ngoai nhieu, tru khi di hoc. Binh thuong Cha Quang
lam viec rat khuya. Tu phong ngu cua chung toi, nhin qua khoang san
rong, doi dien tren lau, la phong lam viec va phong ngu cua Cha. Ban
dem, khi chung toi hoc bai, lam bai that khuya, nhat la mua thi,
thuong van thay den phong lam viec cua Cha con sang. Co khi trong
bong dem, thay Cha tram tu dung ngoai bao lon tren lau, dieu thuoc
chay lap loe trong dem toi. Cha Quang hay hut thuoc vao ban dem. Sau
nay, cha Vien Truong Ly hay nhac lai nhung ngay con di hoc chung ben
Phap. Cha Ly noi, "Oi gioi oi, tu xa ong ay di toi, nguoi chua toi,
da thay khoi, nhu la ong khoi tau day! "
Cuoi nam thu nhat, thi xong cuoi khoa, den he, sap sang nam thu hai.
To tu lu ve nganh hoc cua minh. Toi khong muon tro thanh Luat su nhu
Ba toi mong muon. Toi muon theo hoc Chinh Tri Kinh Doanh Dalat ngay
tu khi nam thu nhut, nhung Ba toi ngai Dalat qua xa, the chat toi yeu
duoi, hay dau om, va so khong nguoi cham soc Trong mot co hoi rat tinh
co, toi giai bay su lo lang cua Ba toi, uoc muon va long khao khat cua
toi duoc di hoc o Dalat cho Cha Quang nghe. Mot su trung hop that ngau
nhien, Cha bao Cha vua duoc bo nhiem lam Chuong An Vien Dai hoc Dalat,
Cha co the giup giai quyet duoc nhung lo lang cua Ba toi. Co the Ba
toi khong muon toi khong muon toi di hoc xa nha, di xa nhu Dalat.
Sinh truong va lon len trong mot tinh ly hien hoa, nho be o vung dong
bang song Cuu Long, noi ma thuc an, hoa qua day day, noi co ruong dong
bat ngat, phi nhieu, doi song de dang, moc mac, thi Dalat that qua xa
xoi doi voi nguoi mien Nam chung toi. Cha da khuyen khich va giup do
toi tat ca moi viec, tu viec chuyen truong cho den xin dai hoc xa. Toi
khong the nao quen duoc khi trong tay cam buc thu duoc nhan hoc o Vien
Dai hoc Dalat va duoc chap nhan o dai hoc xa Kiem Ai vao mua he nam
1970. Do la mot mon qua rat lon, that lon doi voi toi, da lam toi cu
tuong nhu la trong mong!
The la giac mong da tro thanh su thuc. Toi thu xep do dac, roi bo Toa
giam muc Can tho. Toi hieu rang, toi dang roi bo nhung ngay em dem,
thanh binh cua doi toi de di vao mot doi song moi. May thay, doi
song moi ay, dem lai cho toi biet bao ky niem cua thoi thanh nien, cua
trai tim day mau nong, tin yeu vao tuong lai cua dan toc, dat nuoc.
Khi moi den truong, toi vao hoc nam thu nhut. Toi van con nho, hom
ay vao gio Giao su Tran Long day. Trong gio nghi, toi den thua voi
Thay rang toi da dau xong nam thu nhut Luat khoa, khong hieu toi co
the xin nha truong cuu xet de theo hoc nam thu hai hay khong. Thay
sot sang tra loi duoc, va sau do chinh tay Thay gui thu yeu cau Dai
hoc Can tho gui giay to cua toi len Dalat de Thay cuu xet hop thuc hoa
nam thu nhut va quyet dinh toi can phai thi nhung mon nao can thiet.
Cu chi sot sang va long tan tinh giup do cua Thay da lam toi rat cam
dong, nhat la doi voi mot sinh vien lan dau tien gap go nhu toi. Sau
nay duoc dip biet Thay nhieu hon, toi thay do la tinh tu nhien cua
Thay, mot duc tinh ma toi van hay lay do lam guong va thuc tap trong
doi song.
Nhung ngay o Dai hoc Dalat, doi voi toi do la nhung ngay tap
su de truong thanh, truoc khi dan than vao doi song. Va nhu tat ca
cac ban deu biet, chung ta chuan bi de tro thanh nhung cong dan huu
dung cho dat nuoc, gop phan xay dung quoc gia, tham gia vao guong may
chinh quyen, xay dung mot xa hoi tot hon, trat tu hon, tien bo hon,
huu ich hon. Tu than, te gia roi moi den tri quoc, binh thien ha,
phai khong cac ban? ! Neu cac ban o dai hoc xa nhu toi, thi toi tin
chac cac ban khong bao gio quen nhung loi ran day ay. Nhung Giao su,
nhung Frere, nhung Soeur voi tinh thuong vo bien da lo lang, chi day
chung ta cung cach o doi, chuan bi hanh trang thiet thuc cho chung ta
vao doi. Ngoai su giao duc de tang truong kien thuc o lop hoc, chung
toi o dai hoc xa con duoc day them nhung gia te, le nghia voi xa hoi
ngoai doi. Nhung lop day khieu vu do cac Frere to chuc, nhung lop toi
cua cac Frere day viec chon ban lua doi, de tao mot doi song gia dinh
hanh phuc. Quan trong hon het, chung ta se la nhung nguoi me nhan lanh
trach nhiem day do con cai nen nguoi. Toi khong the nao quen duoc
Soeur Giam doc Dai hoc xa Kiem Ai cua chung toi. Soeur Yen va Soeur
Phu ta Guong. Soeur oi, Soeur nhu nguoi me cua ca sinh vien noi tru
chung con. Chung con mang on nhung loi day do cua Soeur rat nhieu.
Gio day da la me, chung con hieu the nao su lo lang cua nguoi me!
Nhung khi chung con buon phien, Soeur luon luon ben canh vo ve, khuyen
lon. Soeur cham soc chung con tung bua an, giac ngu, cham soc viec
hoc hanh va ca viec tinh cam cua moi sinh vien! Mot dua con khong duoc
may man con me, lam sao con khong cam dong duoc truoc nhung thuong yeu
ay! Soeur oi long con thuong Soeur nhieu, nhieu lam, nhieu hon ca
nhung ngay xua ! Con kinh xin gui den Soeur long biet on va cam kich
vo cung cua con. Nhung nam tuoi tre duoc day do va huong dan duoi moi
truong cua Vien Dai hoc Dalat, da ung duc cho toi co mot trai tim tin
yeu, mot trach nhiem cua nguoi tri thuc, gay dung cho toi cai nhin
nhan ban, mot hoan canh rat dac biet cua mot nen dai hoc o que nha
dao ay. Chinh vi dieu nay, toi vinh vien mang on quy Cha, quy vi Giao
su, quy Frere, quy Soeur, da lo lang, day do, dao tao chung toi co mot
trai tim biet yeu doi, yeu nguoi, phuc vu va mot khoi oc minh man de
song va thich ung voi hoan canh nhu ngay hom nay. Nguoi toi tri an
nhieu nhat, la Duc Cha Jacques Nguyen Ngoc Quang. Cha Quang da cho toi
mot tinh thuong cua mot nguoi cha, va mot tinh thuong can thiet cua
mot nguoi me ma toi da som mat. Cha da cham soc doi song tinh than,
vat chat va linh huong tam hon toi tu ngay toi duoc han hanh biet
Ngai. Nhung ngay o dai hoc xa, Cha thuong xuyen thu tu tham hoi viec
hoc hanh va doi song moi cua toi, khuyen khich toi tham du vao cac
cong dong, day do toi lang nghe, va tho cung hoi tho cua nhung nguoi
xung quanh, hieu biet the nao la tinh yeu va hy sinh.. Khong nhung
chi cham soc va lo lang cho toi khi toi con di hoc, ma ca khi toi da
lap gia dinh roi, Cha van thuong xuyen theo doi de day do toi them
trong cach xu the cua mot nguoi truong thanh. Roi sau khi roi khoi
Viet nam, trong hoan canh tam toi cua van nuoc, van nha, ly huong, co
doc, dau kho vi sinh ly, tu biet, Cha da luon co gang trong canh ngo
rat kho khan doi voi cac linh muc luc bay gio, de gui den toi nhung
loi cham soc, thuong yeu va an ui chi day toi cach song huu ich. Toi
som mat me, thieu sot rat nhieu nhung cong dung ngon hanh cua mot
thieu nu can co. Cac anh chi toi tuoi hay con rat tre, nhung da dong
vai tro cha me tre cua chung toi tu nhung ngay tho dai ay. Khong ke
nhung cha me tre nay thi cha Quang la me cua toi. Cha da la bai hoc
cho toi ve long nhan tu, duc khiem nhuong va tinh than phuc vu tha
nhan! Danh rang song o doi la phai chap nhan luat tuan hoan cua troi
dat, phai chap nhan sinh ly va tu biet, nhung sao moi lan nghi den,
trai tim con nhu nghen lai , nhu dang tan tac ra tung manh ! Toi xin
duoc chia se mot vai la thu Cha Quang gui cho toi. Toi xin trich ra
nhung doan, lien quan den tinh hinh Toa Giam Muc, Vien Dai hoc Dalat.
Toi giu nguyen van loi thu, de giu tinh chat trung thuc.
Thu ngay 10-4-72 khi toi con hoc o Dalat.
" Tham con, Cha duoc tho con gui, ca cai tho dan tem thieu nua. Gan den ky thi roi, lo hoc, dung ngoi nho vien
vong. Song trong thuc te, song cho tuong lai, dung song trong mong.
Mong dep lam nhung van la mong. Tuong lai ra sao, deu do hien tai con
co gang tao nen. Phai biet tu kem che minh, tu lo cho minh, tu lap!
That cung se co nhung phut uong hen, kho tranh duoc. Nhung roi co
gang lay lai the quan binh trong tam hon. Tuong lai o noi Chua mot
phan lon. Phan Chua, Chua se lo. Phan con, con lieu. Cuoc doi cua ta
la mot su cong tac giua Thien Chua va ta: cong tac de toan thien, de
hoat dong, de sang tao, de tang trien. Cha khong ranh nhieu nhu con
tuong dau. Con thuong hay tuong tuong cha ca ngay ra hut thuoc, vao
doc bao: chi co the thoi! Dau phai vay. Cuc phan xac it, cuc phan
tri, cuc boi lo au, boi trach nhiem. Cha gui theo day bai bao, ta nep
song cua cac sinh vien dai hoc xa_chac la cua Kiem Ai. Can tho tuong
doi yen tinh, tru cau Cai rang bi giut sap. Hom nay bat cau noi di
tam duoc roi. Ngay 11/6/72 cha di Dalat va o den 18/6/72. Nhung con
chi duoc gap cha ngay 17 ma thoi. Luc do con ban thi. Lo phan su
minh di. Chuc con an manh, vui luon. "
Thu ngay 31-7-72 khi toi con o Dalat
"Tham con, Con co ghi ten xin cho de thuc tap khong ? Khong lo, cuoi
nam dung trach nghe. Doc thu con, neu con khong doi long, cha thay con
tien trien phan nao ve tam linh. Con nguoi phai luon luon co gang
vuot len khoi cai tam thuong, co tao cho minh doi song phong phu doi
dao ve nghi luc de co the duong dau voi nhung kho khan tinh doi. Phai
rang tao cho minh doi song tu lap, tu cuong, tu tuc. Nhung khong tu
dac, tu ai qua dang. Bay gio con nhan thay cai hen cua su ich ky va
cam thay cai vui cua su hy sinh, do la con khoi su hieu duoc tinh yeu
cua Chua. Yeu la Hy Sinh. Yeu la Ban Phat. Yeu la Chiu Cuc. Bao
gio con hieu duoc nhu vay va thuc hanh nhu vay, thi doi con moi thay
song la vui, va yeu song, yeu doi. Va sau het Yeu la Tha Thu. Duoc
nhu vay, doi song moi thanh thoang, nhe nhang va diu dang. Nhung yeu
do tinh cam ma thoi, se mau phai lot, can co ly tri dieu khien va
huong dan, de khoi bao phat, bao tan. Co qua tham cha vao thang 8 nay,
thi qua ngay thu ba hay thu tu (15 hay 16 tay). Tu 20/8 cha di vang.
Di Dalat sap dat Dai hoc cho ky tuu toi. Chuc con vui tuoi an manh
luon. "
Thu 18-10-75 la thu dau tien sau ngay mat nuoc
" Tham chung con, Cha duoc dien tin va tho sau con goi, co hinh Nha
Trang. Nha Trang co duyen qua, de thuong lam. Con nho, chua biet
giong ai.
Cha van an manh, Toa Giam muc thay doi chut dinh thoi: ba Ngoai di
lam viec cho khac. Tan va cac nhan vien ve que lo canh tac, cha Thuan
nay lam Duc Cha pho, cung o chung, co cha quan ly khac. Ngoai ra
khong co gi thay doi. Lau lau cha cung di tham cac ho dao, tuy it di
hon truoc vi co Duc Cha pho di thay. Con hay an tam va can dam. Moi
nguoi co so phan cua minh. Trong cay roi day cung co ngay con lai xin
duoc tro ve tham que nha. Chuc chung con an manh. Hon Nha Trang
Thu ngay 7-1-1977 "Tham con yeu dau va hon Bo Cau Nha Trang,
Con thua hieu cha nho con lam sao. Nhung phai chap nhan cuoc bien
chuyen cua trai dat ma khong biet ngay nao gap lai con va Nha Trang .
Trong cay con co Bo Cau voi con, cung do buon . Doi la the: hiep roi
tan, tan roi lai hiep. Thoi, nay con lon roi, co gang tu lap, tu lo
cho minh va cho Bo Cau. Can can dam va nhan nai, chiu kho lam viec de
sinh song. Ve tri nao, tim an ui noi sach vo. Ve tinh than tim an ui
noi chua trong thanh le. Cha cung nhu thuong. Toa Giam muc cung nhu
xua. Khong thay doi. Chi co nep song co hoi thay doi chut it. Cha
di day moi tuan 8 gio o Cai rang. Di bang Honda. Vi thieu giao su
day cac mon than hoc, nen phai tiep tay. Co le nam 77 nay phai tang
gio them. Lau lau cung di Soc trang hay cac ho dao khac. Le Noel nam
nay ben nha lam lon lam. Tot dep lam ben ngoai, mac du that tiet
kiem. Hang man truoc nha con o Toa giam muc khong con nua. Don lam
cui, trong thu khac vi co hoi rap qua. Dai hoc Dalat da giao cho
chinh phu quan ly va dieu khien. Cha Vien Truong ve huu tai Saigon.
Cac co so cua dai hoc chac cung se trao lai cho chinh phu, vi minh lam
khong noi."
Thu 16-11-78 "Tham vo chong con va Bo Cau,
Duoc thu con, mung lam, vi cu tuong con da di London, nhu tho nam roi cho biet. Khong biet
chung nao chung con tro ve Viet nam de Ngoai gap Bo Cau. Cu tien tan
de tien, co le cung duoc ve theo cach du lich. Con khong nen gui gi
cho Cha, vi ly do ky thuat, kho toi lam; va lai, ben nay cung khong
thieu thon gi. Chung nao can gi, Cha se cho biet. Cac hinh con gui,
de vao album, lau lau lay coi do nho. Cha van manh, con di day hoc nhu
thuong. Lau lau cung di cho no kia, nhung khong con di Dalat nua.
Cac co so, don dien, tai san Dai hoc Dalat da giao cho chanh phu, gia
tri co hon mot ty bac. Bay gio khoe ru, khong con phai dau dau de lo
nua. Co y viet tay, de con thay cha con manh. Chuc chung con vui ve
luon. Hon Bo Cau. "
Thu ngay 4-5- 1979, " Tham hai con va Nha Trang.
Chuc chung con an
manh luon. Cha lau nay khong di dau xa duoc, vi khong co phuong tien.
Xe nha chua duoc phep dung, vi phai tiet kiem xang. Giao Hoang Hoc
Vien da nghi day may nam nay. Chua biet se ra sao. Tu 1975, cha
khong di Dalat lan nao, chac la nhieu thay doi lam . Con nho nam nay
cha 70 tuoi roi. May Chua cho con khoe manh, con lam viec duoc.
Khong biet den ngay nao ! Chi mong co ngay gap con, hon con va Bo
Cau." Toi con nhan duoc hai la thu nua vao nam 1981 roi sau do cuoi
nam 1982 toi roi Hongkong sau gan tam nam troi song o xu la que nguoi.
Toi sang Australia mot thoi gian roi dinh cu o My nam 1983. Toi khong
con duoc lien lac voi Cha Quang tu do.
Trong bai nay, toi cung kinh xin gui long tri an den Linh muc Vien
Truong Le van Ly, nguoi da thay the cha Quang lo lang, thuong yeu van
an ui linh hon toi rat nhieu sau nhung nam mat nuoc, sau khi Ngai sang
duoc ben Phap. Khi ay toi con song tai Hongkong, trong hoan canh rat
co doc, khi tat ca gia dinh deu con ket lai o Vietnam. Sau nay, khi
Cha Vien Truong Ly duoc dinh cu o My roi thi co nhieu lan Cha den
tham, o lai voi gia dinh toi, va tien viec Cha cung tham vieng mot con
do dau khac cua Cha, do la Linh muc Martin Tran van Duc, nguoi cung
que voi toi, hien dang hoc tap o Rome. Duoc don tiep Ngai den tham
vieng va duoc dip gan gui voi Ngai la mot vinh du cho toi. Toi van nho
nhung buoi sang o nha toi, Cha deu cu hanh dang thanh le mot cach don
gian nhung khong kem phan trang trong. Moi lan den, Cha deu mang cho
toi mot it sach. Mot trong nhung ky niem Cha cho, la tuong Duc Me rat
dep ma toi rat qui . Toi tran trong tat ca nhung tinh cam that qui bau
ay. Su ra di cua Cha la mot mat mat rat lon lao doi voi toi.
Toi cung kinh xin gui long tri an den voi Cuu Giao su Khoa Truong
Tran Long. Sau khi toi ra truong, Cuu Giao su Khoa Truong Tran Long
luc bay gio lam Tong Quan Ly Hoi Dai hoc Dalat da giup do cho toi mot
cong viec lam o Thu quan Xuan Thu, Saigon, mot trong cac co quan tai
chinh tai tro cho Vien Dai hoc Dalat, de toi co the di hoc tiep tuc
Cao hoc Chinh Tri Kinh Doanh cua truong. Duoc han hanh lam viec duoi
su lanh dao cua Thay, lai duoc gia dinh Thay Co cho mot cho o tren lau
nha so 26 Gia Long, goc duong Tu do. On ay con khong bao gio quen.
Tu ngay roi dat nuoc den nay, trai qua bao nhieu doi doi, con it khi
lien lac voi Thay Co, nhung trong long con luon luon nho va mang on
Thay Co rat nhieu.
Ngoai ra, toi cung kinh loi tri an den voi Giao su Khoa Truong Pho ba
Long. Trong thoi gian toi luu tru o Hongkong gan tam nam, co nhieu dip
Giao su ghe qua tham, va thuong xuyen an ui, giup do toi. Giao su da
gioi thieu toi voi cac linh muc nguoi ngoai quoc da lam viec qua o
Viet Nam va dang song tai Hongkong. Mot trong cac vi ay la linh muc
Francis Tsang. Nho do, toi co dip phuc vu cong dong ti nan tai
Hongkong trong chuong trinh Caritas, Program for Resettlement and
Counseling for Vietnamese Refugees va sau do lam viec cho United
Nations High Commisionner for Vietnamese Refugees tai Hongkong voi tu
cach Chuyen vien dac trach van de dinh cu trong thoi gian gan nam nam
truoc khi di dinh cu o My. Do la thoi gian toi da thuc thi duoc nhung
bai hoc da hoc tu nhung vi an nhan: phuc vu tha nhan.
Toi cung kinh loi tri an den tat ca Giao Su da day do chung toi nhu
Giao Su Ngo Dinh Long, Tran Long, Pho Ba Long, Do Ngoc Hien, Luong
Huu Dinh, Ngo Tang Giao, Pham Quoc Cuong, Ly Cong Thuan, Chau Nguyet
Hong, Nguyen Ngoc Huy, Vo van Hai, Le Cong Truyen, Le Tu Hung, Hoang
Huan Long, Nguyen Khoa Phon Anh, Dam Quang San, Lam van Si, Dinh
Xang, Nghiem Phu Phuong, Le Thanh Liem, Nguyen Chanh Doan, Linh muc
Nguyen Huu Trong, anh Tran Dai, anh Mai Kim Dinh, anh Le Duong.
Con rat nhieu giao su ma vi thoi gian toi quen mat ten. Kinh xin qui vi tha loi cho.
Trong long toi, tat ca
nhung nguoi lam nghe truyen dat kien thuc cho the he doi sau, da va
dang gop phan xay dung mot xa hoi tot dep hon, da va dang lam mot su
mang thieng lieng : thay doi so phan cua cac mon sinh. Qui vi luon
luon la nhung nguoi thay dang qui, dang kinh, dang nho on.
Cach rieng, toi xin kinh loi tri an doi voi Frere Theophane Ke. Frere
da day chung con mon nhiem vu hoc, da giup cho chung con co nhung suy
nghi lac quan o doi. Con cau mong Frere nhieu suc khoe de song doi voi
chung con, luon luon tao cho chung con nhung nu cuoi cua long tin yeu
vao doi song. Con cung xin kinh loi hoi tham va chuc suc khoe den linh
muc Mai van Hung, Linh muc Pho Khoa Truong Vu Minh Thai, Linh muc Quan
ly Tri, Frere Khoa Truong Van Khoa Tran van Nghiem va con rat nhieu
nguoi da cham lo va day do chung con duoi mai truong cua Vien Dai hoc
. Chung toi cung khong quen cam on: Ong Dieu, Tong Thu ky Sinh vien
vu, anh Le van Vang, luc nao cung ban ron tat bat voi cong viec vi
chung toi. Ong Ngo, truong nha in Roneo Sivida, nguoi da cam cui in
bai cho tat ca sinh vien chung toi hoc va cac bac, cac ba trong ban
nau an cua cac dai hoc xa. Rieng dai hoc xa Kiem Ai, chung toi xin
cam on bac Thi, nguoi da cung cap cho chung toi nhung bua an bo duong
hang ngay, de chung toi duoc lon manh phan the chat hau co the phat
huy duoc phan tri thuc.
Cung tai Vien Dai hoc Dalat , truoc cua lau
van phong Cha Vien Truong, toi da duoc nha toi, trao nhan cau hon. Nha
toi la nguoi Hoa o Hongkong, tham gia chuong trinh tu thien y te quoc
te Project Concern den giup Viet nam, phuc vu tren vung cao nguyen
Dalat, o Laba va Tung Nghia. Toi hang nghi neu toi khong den Dalat
hoc, co le toi cung khong co duyen no nay. Chung toi co mot chau
gai. Dieu dang mung nhat la hai cha con noi duoc tieng Viet, biet doc
va viet chu Viet. Nha toi nguoi hien lanh, co doi song va tinh than
phuc vu cong dong. Toi xin dac biet cam on Linh muc Tuyen uy La thanh
Lich, nguoi da day do giao ly va da lam phep hon phoi cho toi o nguyen
duong Nang Tinh ngay nao, da danh dau cho toi mot bat dau cua doi song
moi va tu do tao dung mot mai gia dinh nho be, hien hoa cho den ngay
nay. Con cam on nhung ban phep lanh cua cha!
Thang ba nam 1990, Ba toi bi benh nang. Toi tro ve tham gia dinh
lan dau tien sau muoi lam nam xa cach. Dip ay, toi co sang Can tho,
tham duoc Duc Cha Quang, trong mot thi gio rat han hep ma Cha da cho
phep toi. Toi hay hoi tiec ve lan gap ngan ngui nay. Nhung co le vi
hoan canh cua cac linh muc luc bay gio chua cho phep ! Ba toi qua doi
cuoi thang ba nam ay . Duc Cha Jacques Nguyen Ngoc Quang qua doi thang
sau cung nam. Duc Giam muc Le phong Thuan, truong ca doan thanh ca Toa
giam muc cua chung toi ngay xua, nay thay the Duc Cha Quang . Duc
Cha Thuan la nguoi bao tin cho toi ve su ra di cua Duc Cha Quang. Con
xin duoc man phep dang la thu cua Cha gui cho con o day de giup them
chi tiet ve su ra di ay.
Truoc khi roi Toa giam muc nam 1990, Duc Cha Thuan trao cho toi tieu
su Duc Cha Nguyen Ngoc Quang, danh may tren nhung trang giay vang ua,
pham chat rat xau, duoc lam nhan dip le tam muoi tuoi tho cua Cha
Quang vao nam truoc do. Toi duoc han hanh biet Duc Cha Quang da lau,
nhung chi biet den Cha qua doi song don gian, binh thuong cua mot linh
muc phuc vu cong dong. Doi voi toi, Cha Quang chi la mot nguoi cha
hien lanh, thuong yeu toi, nguoi da huong dan doi song toi khi toi
con tre, va anh huong rat nhieu trong nhung suy nghi va hanh dong cua
toi sau nay. Cha Quang khong noi gi ve minh ca. Cha ban biu voi nhung
cong viec hang ngay, cham soc va lo lang cho nhung nguoi khac. Nhung
ma, gia su toi co duoc biet Cha Quang nhieu hon toi da biet , nhu khi
doc nhung dong tieu su tho so va dang kinh men nay, thi long thuong
yeu toi danh cho Cha Quang cung khong the nao hon duoc nua. No da
khong con cho de tang truong trong trai tim toi! No da chiem mot goc
long toi roi! Nhung to giay vang ua, ngheo nan ay, chua dung tieu su
cua mot nguoi cong nghiep rat day, da lam biet bao dieu ich loi cho
the gian! da dem kien thuc va cuoc doi de phuc vu tha nhan, da day do
bao nhieu ke thanh nhan, da xoa diu biet bao cuoc doi dau thuong cua
nhung ke khon cung, da nang do nhung ke ngheo kho, bien nhung trai tim
co doc, phien muon cua ho thanh nhung trai tim yeu doi, day nhiet
huyet, hang say! Do la doi song cua nhung linh muc. Ho da chon mot
con duong va di theo con duong ay cho den ngay trut hoi tho cuoi cung.
Nhung nguoi da song nhung cuoc doi dang song!
Trong nhung nam xa que huong, toi hang cau nguyen cho minh duoc gap
lai hai nguoi cha than thuong cua toi truoc khi ho qua doi. Loi cau
nguyen cua toi da duoc nghe! Nhung ngay o Toa giam muc va hoc o
Dalat, doi voi toi do la nhung ngay song that hanh phuc. Toi khong
muon la nguoi chi song bang qua khu Duong doi trai dai truoc mat,
chung ta phai buoc di, di mai . Co khi buon chan, met moi, co doc,
chung ta muon tro ve loi cu. Tro ve de tim lai nhung dong co xanh
em, nhung doa hoa tuoi tham cua nhung ngay con tre. Tro ve de tam mat
duoi giong song trong lanh cua thoi tho au, de boi loi vui dua cua lua
tuoi au tho. Trong dem khuya, nhung ky niem kia cu lan luoc hien ve,
troi chay theo nhung dong nuoc mat . Toi muon nhung ky niem ay cu troi
di, troi di theo dong nuoc mat, troi di vao quen lang cua cuoc doi,
cho tam tri minh nhe nhang, bay bong, nhu nhung cum may lo lung kia,
de sang ngay ra ta se bat dau mot kiep doi moi, mot than phan moi .
Dalat la noi mong mo cua rat nhieu nguoi, trong do co chung ta. Nhung
chung ta khong chi mong mo trong ao tuong. Chung ta mo mot giac mo
tam thuong cua mot con nguoi! Nhung nguoi da thuong yeu va day do
chung ta trong muc dich thanh nhan, rat nhieu nguoi da qua doi .
Nhung ngay con lai nay, kinh xin qui thay, qui co, tiep tuc chi day
them cho chung con nhung dieu hay, le phai o doi, giup chung con tro
thanh huu dung hon, biet dung doi song tren the gian nay thuc te va
loi ich hon cho nhieu nguoi. Xin giup chung con nang cao tam hon len
va mo rong trai tim ra . Nhu nhung giong nuoc chay xuoi, xuoi mai.
Nhu nhung giong song dang chay ra bien . Nhu nhung giong song dang
chay tro ve nguon. Chung ta da va dang troi lenh denh tren giong song
dinh menh nay Trong tam tu toi, gian thien ly ban dem van toa huong
ngao ngat trong khong gian. Tren troi trang sao van lap lanh. Nhung
doa hoa su ngay nao, van no trang tinh trong dem khuya - no trang nhu
mot linh hon con tre, con rat tre!
Tran Thanh-Yen
The End
In Memory
Duc Cha Jacques Nguyen Ngoc Quang, Chuong An Vien Dai hoc Dalat 1970-
1975. Rieng tang tat ca ban be than thuong khoa 6 Chinh Tri Kinh Doanh
de ky niem 25 roi truong me, 1973 - 1998 va cung de tuong niem nhung
nguoi ban da ra di. Thuong cho anh toi, Hung (Vo bi Dalat), cac em toi : Le Thanh (K8 CTKD), Van (Van Khoa), Hong & Thuy (Su Pham), Phi & Loan (Bui thi Xuan) de nho nhung ngay doan tu o Dalat. Thuong cho cac anh chi em toi con o lai Vietnam de nho nhung ngay hanh phuc, dau kho cung chung nhau cho den khi bien co 75 da tach re cuoc doi tat ca chung minh thanh hai nga.
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