HOPELESSLY

I have been alone for so long. I have forgot what yearning feels like. How good it felts to be loved and to love. The trill of anticipation…desires.

Then you came alone. You invaded my dreams, my life.

My feeling of loneliness intensified.

I wished more than ever to hide. For now, I know of a new feeling - hopelessness.

You smiled. And hopelessly, I smiled.

You cried. And hopelessly, I cried.

You walked. And hopelessly I followed.

My best friend. That's what you think of me.

And hopelessly, that's what I allowed myself to think.

And hopelessly, I fell in loved.

And hopelessly, I called you my best friend.

And hopelessly, I blessed your wedding.

And hopelessly, I hugged you love.

And hopelessly, I bided you goodbye.

And hopelessly…

And hopelessly…I am without hope, without you.