03/21/02 'evolving' i want to drown to fill up with dark water so that it pours from my mouth clear, pure, ever-flowing i want to plunge within the cold, dark water. let it cover me surround me fill my ears, my nose, my mouth make all around me muted silence to hear the strange, beautiful calls of my brothers i want to be one of them. let it move me carry me away from the shore so that i may swim the watery depths unfetered let my hair, everything... flow away from me perpetually slow i move springing up to breathe in the cold air shocking to my lungs and delicious. © Andrea K