03/14/02 'Mother' I have lived to experience a world of emotion. Joy, sorrow, anger, regret. I struggled with the violence of youth to find peace and then found it finally when I gave up and let it go. I swam against the stream to prove my strength and found it both easier and harder to let go my fear and pride and flow where the currents would lead me... The great watery veins of the Earth. Her life's blood. These paths are ancient... why did my small spark fight them so? Have I not seen the fireflies at night that gather by? Do they, too, seek illumination beneath the waters? And will I find it in the belly of the salmon? Or be reborn an egg... to hatch, to swim, and to live brilliantly in the pathways of wisdom and the Mother of All? Let my light become brighter! © Andrea K