05/01/99 "twenty-five years" i don't think you understand me though i can't say i am surprised i know i've cut right through you with the black crystal light in my eyes and regardless of what i've been saying when i state my point of view i'd like you to know, my darling that it has nothing to do with you because although i pull out my soap box and start to rant and accuse and complain if you reach for the heart that's within me i know that truly there's no one to blame i'm just tired of seeing before me the light that's fading in front of my eyes when a child tells parents of dreaming they just shake their heads and sigh because for me it's all about free will and the choices we're given to make so i think i've been running in circles just for fear that i'd hear my heart break © Andrea K