11/14/03 "for the love of victor, a prayer" how may i atone for this sin? i feel the loss of you like a part of myself my heart bleeds a thousand times over for the love of you. i dream that you are near me and upon awakening find it a lie i see your death before me again and again breaking my heart eternally until i see you safely returned will i find you? my love... my precious heart. i long for your presense again as dearly as i treasure my life. © Andrea K