NIGHT
The rain came down,
The thunder loud.
And I sat alone.
The long darkness…..
Never to end,
To hold me tight
An embrace unwelcome.
And peace I need.
Allow my tormented soul one night
-a single respite,
but none in sight for me.
Am I never to know the peace…..
The peace of a gentle sleep.
good bye
good bye to my peace.
Another night without a friend.
Alone in the dark to sit-
To sit and ponder the consequences of my actions.
What shall I do?
Why should I allow this?
The questions - same ones - over and over.
Never do they end, but continue, following me into sleep.
Why should I allow them to see -
See the evilness inside.
ANGER
it starts small, builds large.
A tiny seed, anger.
And I fear I can't control it -
This time.
The release is near and the fear grows also.
I don't know how I can stop it.
Not this time -
I have allowed It to go beyond what I can do.
And then the release……..
Intense
Angry
Horrible
The black beast strikes again.
a quiet voice
A voice within
Calling my name.
Trying to waken my soul.
A soul hidden in darkness
Not seeing the light
A soul filled with pain
Living in dark.
A soul not meant to survive.
page 3
some on this page may be triggering
The rain came down,
The thunder loud.
And I sat alone.
The long darkness…..
Never to end,
To hold me tight
An embrace unwelcome.
And peace I need.
Allow my tormented soul one night
-a single respite,
but none in sight for me.
Am I never to know the peace…..
The peace of a gentle sleep.
good bye
good bye to my peace.
Another night without a friend.
Alone in the dark to sit-
To sit and ponder the consequences of my actions.
What shall I do?
Why should I allow this?
The questions - same ones - over and over.
Never do they end, but continue, following me into sleep.
Why should I allow them to see -
See the evilness inside.
ANGER
it starts small, builds large.
A tiny seed, anger.
And I fear I can't control it -
This time.
The release is near and the fear grows also.
I don't know how I can stop it.
Not this time -
I have allowed It to go beyond what I can do.
And then the release……..
Intense
Angry
Horrible
The black beast strikes again.
a quiet voice
A voice within
Calling my name.
Trying to waken my soul.
A soul hidden in darkness
Not seeing the light
A soul filled with pain
Living in dark.
A soul not meant to survive.
page 3
some on this page may be triggering
good bye to my peace.
Another night without a friend.
Alone in the dark to sit-
To sit and ponder the consequences of my actions.
What shall I do?
Why should I allow this?
The questions - same ones - over and over.
Never do they end, but continue, following me into sleep.
Why should I allow them to see -
See the evilness inside.
ANGER
it starts small, builds large.
A tiny seed, anger.
And I fear I can't control it -
This time.
The release is near and the fear grows also.
I don't know how I can stop it.
Not this time -
I have allowed It to go beyond what I can do.
And then the release……..
Intense
Angry
Horrible
The black beast strikes again.
a quiet voice
A voice within
Calling my name.
Trying to waken my soul.
A soul hidden in darkness
Not seeing the light
A soul filled with pain
Living in dark.
A soul not meant to survive.
page 3
some on this page may be triggering
it starts small, builds large.
A tiny seed, anger.
And I fear I can't control it -
This time.
The release is near and the fear grows also.
I don't know how I can stop it.
Not this time -
I have allowed It to go beyond what I can do.
And then the release……..
Intense
Angry
Horrible
The black beast strikes again.
a quiet voice
A voice within
Calling my name.
Trying to waken my soul.
A soul hidden in darkness
Not seeing the light
A soul filled with pain
Living in dark.
A soul not meant to survive.
page 3
some on this page may be triggering
A voice within
Calling my name.
Trying to waken my soul.
A soul hidden in darkness
Not seeing the light
A soul filled with pain
Living in dark.
A soul not meant to survive.