I remember
when you said
on Valentine's Day
the way you formed
every word
how I was just me
that's all
me
and how I wanted you

I remember
on the floor
some day in March
running your hands
through your fine hair
and saw the fear
heart pounding

I remember
the words
the bastard you were
telling me with mud
in your mouth
and how you spit it over me
and that it hurt