i needed a gun
to my head
to push me over
the edge
and leave you behind

to tear your two faces apart
to live with the devil
and let the angel subside

you say all you did
you did to survive
but can i face
the taste of pleasure
you drew from your lies
that i saw in your eyes
but still wasn't enough
to convince me

as the half i loved dies
i promise you
this is not goodbye
this is not goodbye