s l o w n e s s

Minneapolis, Minnesota
Spring,1997

Why has the pleasure of slowness disappeared? Where have they gone, the amblers of yesteryear? Where have they gone, those loafing heroes of folksong, those vagabonds who roam from one mill to another and bed down under the stars? Have they vanished along with nature? There is a Czech proverb that describes their easy indolence by a metaphor. "They are gazing at God's windows." A person gazing a God's windows is not bored; he is happy. In our world, indolence has turned into having nothing to do, which is a completely different thing: a person with nothing to do is frustrated, bored, is constantly searching for the activity he lacks.

I recalled the well-known equation from one of the first chapters of the textbook of existential mathematics: the degree of speed is directly proportional to the intensity of forgetting. From that equation we can deduce various corollaries, for instance this one: our period is given over to the demon of speed, and that is the reason it so easily forgets its own self. Now I would reverse that statement and say: our period is obsessed with the desire to forget, and it is to fulfill that desire that it gives over to the demon of speed; it picks up the pace to show us that it no longer wishes to be remembered: that it is tired of itself, sick of itself; that it wants to blow out the tiny trembling flame of memory.

Excerpted from: Slowness © 1995 Milan Kundera, HarperCollins Publishers, May 1996
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