This is a general apology, -

How do I apologize or say I'm sorry to those who are no longer with us?

What retribution could be served to them personally? —Well there is none. -

Its like what is done is done.

The best I can do is to let those who knew them and heard about how bad I was or how I had wronged them know I am sorry for whatever unhappiness or wrong I caused those they knew.

I have decided to end the century my life sprang from with the sincerest apology I know how to give, and will not ask more that you understanding, but will accept and welcome forgiveness of those who I have wronged or harmed in some way. —

If you can accept my apology then we both have a base to heal the wrongs I have done.

To clarify what I have just said; I intend to use this as a clearing for all the hates angers frustrations and other negative emotional conditions I may have caused, as much as I know how.

It might serve our purpose better and lessen the hurt that I may have caused you though, by understanding that I was just another frail human you encountered, and someone else might have hurt you in a similar fashion to what I did.

In this reality we're all just running around playing games with each other's lives.

There are so many cultural variations, different attitudes, law rules and regulations, etc., that its almost impossible not to cause some conditions that leads to conflict or disagreement, even for the best of us.

By moving our awareness of our interactions to a higher level we may start doing less harm to others and start creating conditions where there is less need to forgive others for inappropriate behavior or even bypass the need to forgive someone.

At present I am beginning to represent a different consciousness structure; part of the reason this is being publicly expressed.

In moving forward into the coming millennium—I'm releasing the person I was, so I can gain the person I'm becoming.

The person I 'm becoming will do his best to cease to harm others or act uncaring or insensitive as the person I was done. And although I won't be responsible for the reality I inherited or what it was (it was created for me more than I created it), I will be responsible to the vision of the emerging reality and what I'm becoming.

To make a public apology will open me up because of the way I have wronged others–but that's ok.

I feel privileged and blessed to be here and able to express it.

At most the only thing I can really do to make a difference now is to become the best person I can, and work as hard as I know how to create the changes that will allow all of us to become our best.

Perhaps we can create that idealistic society where we move beyond the need to forgive.

What's wrong with trying? –What do we have to loose?