But my mouth would encourage you; comfort from my lips would bring you relief.

Job 16:5 (NIV)

WAIT

by Cathy Vinson

 
A wrestling with God is being undergone with many Christians in the form of waiting. The wait can be a fresh one where you've asked, and even as you are still perched on the edge of your seat, the answer comes as if on the same wisp of wind. It's sweet, and it's these types of experiences that get many vocal testimonies.

But there is another type of waiting, one hidden into the disgrace of the soul, where the most sincere prayer is seemingly refused. It is lifted up again and again, because it is the prayer closest to the heart. It's the thing you REALLY want. When you experience this type of wait you don't, actually you can't, keep the same heightened expectancy. The perch on the edge of your seat begins to slouch back.

Such was the type of wait for Zecharias and Elizabeth. The angel announced, "Your prayer has been heard!" Prayer...oh, the prayer of their young and energetic youth, the prayer when they and their neighbors looked
on every month for its answer. Yet there had never been a promise, only what they believed to be true about God. With deferred hope after deferred hope, that hope did begin to float into obscurity. The slouch began on their seat, and their hope began to crust over.

What transpires in these kind of years? When your most sincere prayer is refused, what is left? What happens when you "come to a point where what seems to be true conflicts with what you believe about God?"

What happened with Zecharias and Elizabeth was the actions of a devout couple. They walked "upright in the sight of God observing all the Lord commanded." (Lk 1:6) They followed and ministered to the Lord. Somehow they kept themselves from declaring "It's not going to happen," yet must have kept from the question altogether. They hadn't left the Lord, but their demeanor was one of obscured expectancy. They lost themselves in the midst of the years.

At God's time the answer did come. Even with their slouching posture, they were able to RECEIVE the answer. They had persevered. "So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will RECEIVE...." (Heb 19:35-35)

"Your prayer has been heard"

(Luke 1:13)

When your most sincere prayer is refused, what is left? What happens when you "come to a point where what seems to be true conflicts with what you believe about God?"

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