Collection 4
Collection 4 of the works of Rodriquez Wrenchezo
The Fourth collection
Collection 4, #1
METAPHORSICAL HOPE
(note the name was changed to metaphysical hope
but after future consideration I changed it back to its
original name.)
- Help me I am drowning and nobody can help me
- why can't. you help me, why
- I am in deep and there is no way that I can be saved
- But if there is a way, You have to find it yourself for
- are my last hope.
- If you are my last hope than there is reason to hope for there is
- someone there to hope for and I can have hope for myself and for
- others like I.
- But hope is a blindness for it does not show you the real world
- and you see things that are not really there. But there is also
- sight in hope and for those that is all that they require and they
- are content.
- But others see the world as it truly is and are consoled for they
- can survive in this harsh land, this land of live or die. This place is
- harsh but the hardy live and the weak die unless they are taken
- care by those who love them or those of a protective nature.
- But those who survive and prosper are a different tale all
- together, for they are either the ones with the will or those who
- are born to their prosperity. Those with the will to survive and
- prosper by their wits and knowledge and their instincts. Those
- born to their prosperity live the life of comfort till they are
- thrown out or they squander all their fortunes away.
- Those who learn to become hardy and how to work for their
- fortunes and glory become the martyrs of their chosen life for
- they are the ones who bear the most pain and strain and have to
- learn to deal with it. To those who deal with the pain and strain,
- they survive and become someone that is happy and can take
- anything that is given or done to them. They are the hardy and
- they are the ones who lived their life to the best that they can
- and they survive and prosper in their own way.
Collection 4, #2
- Remember that in
- matters of the heart
- there are things that
- can not be explained
- no matter what the
- person thinks, it is
- what the person feels in
- the heart that is important
- to the heart itself.
- But there are things in the
- heart , that are parts of it,
- that a person will not let
- be shown to someone. These
- parts are the hated parts of most
- people, the part that is hidden and
- not allowed to be seen by others. It is the
- part that is kept close and watched all the
- time by the person and will not allow others
- to see their hidden self.
- But this hidden self is not a bad part of the self,
- just the part of the self that many wish that
- they did not have. It is the part that
- gives us courage and understanding and the other
- parts of the self that need a negative aspect to
- increase comprehension.
Interlude of a Time
- Tis the end, of the middle of the year, and the other year
- is gone and done with almost and there is not much that
- can be done to change the past, except correct past wrongs
- and tell tales of the past that tell of the year in all its
- happiness and woe.
Collection 4, #3
July 2, 1994 @2 a.m.
- I have my honor
- nothing more, yet
- it is a hindrance, a restraint,
- but without it I can not
- live,
- and my life would be
- worthless, nothing, a lie, yet
- things and Life would be
- simpler without it,
- yet it stays with me
- and I am reluctant
- to give it up.
- Its my good half, and
- keeps the darkness at bay,
- rigidly held and at check
- yet sometimes the darkness
- holds and I become a
- night creature, with a
- sense of honor, how odd,
- and unique, an interesting
- combination that shouldn't
- mix.
- Yet it does, and
- I become different,
- darker and lighter,
- I seem to achieve true
- grayness and my efforts are
- wasted, yet, rewarded as I
- think on the past and my
- actions and I would do it again
- no matter what, for my honor
- and my Kair forbids me
- any other choice in these
- matters, and yet I again
- elude fates cruel fingers
- and she fumes as I
- become saddened that I have
- no destiny, that is set, and
- live for the consequences of
- my choice and the right to
- no fate, but my own, which is led by
- my own strict codes of
- honor, and my own
- Kair, my soul, connected
- to all yet separate.
The Trickster
August 25, 1995 @10:00 p.m.
- A trickster, one
- who proves that the lie
- in life is all there is
- when there is nothing left
- in the life that is lived in the past
- full of forgotten memories and knowing
- that there is something to hang on,
- and that because of this the past is
- transferred and changed, realized into
- something that is not part of the original.
- Now the trickster has come
- and the past is done, finished, over
- with and demolished, to bring
- into this life a different creation, one
- that has a life of its own and does not
- need the past to survive upon its own ruin.
- The present, a person walking, in the steps of another,
- finds a new path among the tangle of fates strands, and
- begins the travel, to different paths and ways of life and
- living. A truth, different from the original and needing
- someone else to prove that the life before was the life
- that is held upon the name of the past and is worth knowing
- and remembering in the halls of time.