Lunar Park
Published 2005


Excerpts:

It was an indictment not only of a way of life I was familiar with but also - I thought rather grandly - of the Reagan eighties and, more indirectly, of Western civilization in the present moment. My teacher was convinced as well, and after some casual edits and revisions (I had written it quickly in an eight-week crystal-meth binge on the floor of my bedroom in L.A.) he submitted it to his agent and publisher, who both agreed to take it on (the publisher somewhat reluctantly - one member of the editorital board arguing, "If there's an audience for a novel about coke-snorting, cock-sucking zombies, then by all means let's publish the damn thing"), and I watched with a mixture of fear and fascination - laced with excitement - its transformation from a student assignment into a glossy hardcover . . .


She waited patiently. "Mr. Ellis, the main reason you are here is to find ways to get to know your son. That is essential. That is necessary. That you connect with your son."
There was nothing to say except "I'm getting a grip on that situation."
"I don't think you are."
"Why not?"
"Because you haven't mentioned him once since you've been here."


. . . And sometimes on the night and early morning of November fourth I laughed with disbelief at the noises roaring in my head and I kept talking to myself, but I was a man trying to have a rational conversation with someone who was losing it, and I cried let it go, let it go, but I could no longer avoid recognizing the fact that I had to accept what was happening: that my father wanted to give me something. And as I kept repeating his name I realized what it was.
A warning.


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