Long before the sun reaches the heavens, she stumbles from bed, sleep binding her
eyes and blaring music assaulting her ears announcing it's 2:45 am. The day has
begun, again. She groans, as she irons their clothes and prepares the lunches of her
two darling but devilish children. She tries to shake the cobwebs from her head in
order to remember the date, and which child had practice today at 6pm and who had
rehearsals at 5, or was it rehearsals at 6pm and practice at 5? She couldn't remember
right now, but she knew after two cups of strong coffee things will start to COM back to
her. As she heads out on her hour and a half journey to the place that pays for the
latest CD's, sporting events, and video games, the place that sucks in vacation time like
a vacuum and swallows sick days whole, the place called JOB! 12hrs of steady work
and attitudes, but it must be done because the rent is due and the kids can't live
without cable. Not soon enough the sun begins it's descent into the hills, and she
makes her return journey, first stop, day care. With her mind filled with thoughts of
thawed out hamburger and frozen vegetables, and is all the football gear packed in the
trunk? Did she remember to check her daughter's leotards for holes that seem to
appear in every new pair after only one use? A smile suddenly touches her face as she
thinks that in only about 4hrs she can getaway. Not being able to hold this thought
long, she moves to the fast lane when she finally realizes she's running late, Damn
boss! And his last minute assignments. Finally reaching her destination she hustles the
kids into the car, actually pushing them because they are walking like they have no
place to be in 20 Oh Shit! 15 minutes. In the car she's being bombarded with stories
and accusations in two different voices, two different tones, at the same time. So up
goes the antennae, you know the one mothers use to decipher and translate what their
kids are really saying, like "Mom we're having a party in our class tomorrow"
Translation: you need to buy cupcakes tonight even though I knew a week ago but
forgot to tell you. Or "Mom guess what? I got an A on my math test". Translation: now
can I have those new Jordans? So as she answers 20 questions, breaks up 2 fights
and says sit down 100 times she drops one off here and the other one there. She has
1 hr before pickup, enough time to go home and get dinner started then run to the
store for cupcakes, and back again, with all this accomplished not to mention
homework from hell, she glances at the clock on the microwave 9pm bedtime! Such a
sweet word and 1hr till getaway time. After tucking the kids into bed and passing out
kisses and bugs, she washes the dishes, this time with a new energy that just thinking
about her getaway has given her. With 30min to go she fills the tub with pear scented
bubble bath and Neutrogena sesame oil until it is almost brimming over the edge,
another look at the clock tells her it's 10pm and time to getaway, so she eases into the
bubble filled water, lies back and closes her eyes, within minutes she is no longer
momma, coworker, chauffeur or maid but Tangie a beautiful island girl lying on the
beach in Jamaica, Awaiting the return of her lover Juan. As she lies in the sand letting
the Caribbean breeze caress her skin she suddenly hears a noise, Tap, Tap, she looks
around, Yet she sees nothing but the Mediterranean sea softly crashing against the
surf, then beyond, approaching across the sand with his long graceful stride is Juan,
and she raises her arms to receive his embrace when suddenly, Tap, Tap, panic fills her
as this sound penetrates her mind, a sound so familiar and so dreaded she can feel a
chill. She jumps up and runs to Juan, and just as their fingers touch, the words come,
words that can drag you back through time and space to settle you in the middle of
reality, MOMMA! Open up I gotta go baaaad!!!
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