Eye sees. It can not hear, it can not touch. The same, ear hear. Taste tastes. Nose smells.
Eminescu has right saying man is limited to the summum of his senses and is trapped by them in himself.
On my turn I ask: which is the sense that makes the man feel the infinite, the absolute? the sense that makes the man feel God.
Man who has not this special sense is like a death versus sounds, like a blind versus images. Man, to whom this sense does not function, can not understand God.

Abyssus abyssum invocat*. The infinite breathed by God calls the infinite that I feel somewhere in the depth of myself. I know I have in myself a door to infinite. I just don't know where it is, but I know it is. God's existence makes me be sure about that.

* Psalms 41,9

Oh, you!
Magnificent are you!
So stately! you're the infinite.
An eagle said unto an eagle
seen by him into
a mirror.

There is an ultimate order in the universe. We see it because we see everything flowing into a certain direction. The flow is not upside down or at random, today in a way tommorow in an other way, today in a direction tommorow in an other direction.
This is seen the best in the order of time. Today emerges constantly after yesterday, and tommorow comes invariable after today. Past, present, and future succeed one another from the beginning in the same order with the same precision. The order never changes. Nor can one say "I am the one who did this, I change it now because I want so".
Everything that breaks universal order is self-distructive, because order is the essence of everything in universe.
Some may laugh; rock metall music is self-distructive because it has no order by its own. It appears like having "many" orders, but it has not its own order.

Suppose Jesus Christ had lived on an other planet, far from us, and the light from that planet meets us over 2000 years. Suppose on that planet, today, Christ is praying on the mountain and it happens His transfiguration and the apostles hear God telling them that This is the One, Son of God. And we hold a field glass pointed to that star where these things happen.
We do not see anything now, but after 2000 years we would see what happens on that star today.
Let's imagine that people on all stars in the sky hold field glasses pointed to planet Earth - some near, some far. And imagine that transfiguration of Christ happens today on Earth. People on Moon would see today, people from far would see tommorow, from further - the day after tommorow, from the depth of the Universe - over 2000 years. The light shinning on transfigurated Christ is voyaging the universe and touches each star it meets and billion of years. Christ's transfiguration happens everytime, neverending. This event is for ever alive, though each one see it like a moment that is not, becomes, is, decreases, is not.
If we overtake speed of light and run a distance of 2000 years we could sit down ant take lunch waiting to see Christ's birth happening.
Each moment which passes makes us need a greater speed to meet Christ. From an astronomical point of view.

This is something. In the languages of orthodox european nations (greek, serbian, bulgarian, romanian) future tense is based on the verb of will.
Curiosity : the same "verbum volendi" is the base of the future tense in languages of nations that are not orthodox anymore: english - will, french - vouloir, german - wollen.
Man changes faith because he wants to and because he is able to. The way of understanding faith, the door - the entrance to faith is not subject to human changes. Thank Lord that God takes care of this. Else we would have nothing anymore; no God, and maybe, who knows, even no ideea about human being.

All languages on earth are structured on tenses, on time: past, present, future. No language can express an action outside the time.
All human actions are made under the time, in one of these two phases:
1. now
2. some other time: 2a) some other time in the past
2b) some other time in the future.
There is no other phase in which man could express his action.
Man escapes into eternity when he produces his action outside of time (outside now and also outside some other time).
When he acts outside the time, he also exists outside the time, therefore he exists in God the creator of time from outside the time.

It seems that I do not have any succes in the holy matters because I wish to lay and rest and because I like to lay and rest. But it is well-known that no saint was some bohemian artist gathering grapes from the sky's vineyards laying on his back in the 9th sky with his legs supported by the clouds from the 14th sky.
Saints shed their blood, scattered their flesh and bones in the fight for the faith which moves the mountains from their location and makes order in the skies of God.
What fight they fighted? A true war. Who they fight against? Devils. Why did they fight against the devils? Because they, being saints, brought God down on earth and filled themselves with His Holy Spirit, and devils can not bear this, it is like you burn incense under their nose, or you sign their forehead with the cross sign, or you beat Toaca* in their ears, may the hell's fire burn them, may Saint Elijah thunder them, may the pitch-darkness strike them, may the waste swallow them! For many evil deeds are done by them with the aim to keep humans away from God's Holy Spirit.
When I meet no obstacle, when I face no enemy, when I do not hear in myself war yellings and clash of weapons, then it is a sign that I am one of them. When I rest I am like a devil, because if devils don't disturb me it means I don't disturb them and they have no reason to disturb me. Therefore behold, I am a devil. If I would walk unto God, devils would hinder me from that. When they do not hinder me from, it means I don't walk to God nor do I disturb them. Behold my fight against the devils: the rest. Christ rised on cross and I did not come out on the street.

*Toaca is a long, rectangular piece of wood. A monk beat it with a small hammer of wood, in a slow growing to very fast rhytm, in order to remember something to the other monks in the monastery. Usually a monk beats Toaca to call the other monks to pray or to come to church to holy service.

A thought told me: A-ha, you are pious! you cross yourself before holy icons? Aren't you ashamed, you pig?
And I told him: I am ashamed, you pig. What do you want? That I do not cross myself?
And in my heart I faced this thought. And I told me in turn that it is good not to be proud in your soul with any thought. But it is better that you consider things proven true by the Church as the most true and most suitable for you.

I wondered why is Christ wondering about the faith or unfaith of people. Isn't He God, doesn't He know everything before it happens?
But Christ does not wonder for Himself Who knows everything. He wonders for us, so that we easily understand what God likes or does not like to us.
If He tells us he knows what's in human hearts, He does not impress us at all. We too know the Allknowledge of God. But when He wonders, He shows us He found a big thing; so big is that thing that it makes Christ Himself wonder. Therefore He urges our will to want to have that thing. Christ talks to us in a very human way in order to be easy and fast to understand.

Something about Judgement. Suppose a band produces music in a room. Suppose the room has 2 doors: one made in a thin wood, one made in solid ground mixed with sawdust. Let's listen. At the door in wood music sounds good, we hear it well. At the other door music doesn't sound at all, we do not hear it. First door let music pass through it. Second door captured music. Sound was transformed into movement within the door. Vibration of air from the room does not pass beyond the door and comes not in our ears. Also, the sound does not remain in the door as sound. Vibration af air is transformed into interior vibration of the door itself.
This is the righteousness of the Judgement.
Band is Christ with apostles. Music is God's Word. Second door is christian who transforms the Word into reality in his life and keeps God in him. First door is man who does not keep the Word and has not God in him.
In the end who will have God will be brought to God, and who will have not God will be thrown out. Where the crying is.

During the sexual act man and wife produce children.
Unnatural sexual relationship produce nothing. It only increases the power flowing through those (or some of those) who take part in the relationship. In the end the power is wasted because it ends without producing anything.

Watching movies produces nothing. It only increases latent powers of the watching spirits or induce in watching spirits unreal powers (movies are non-reality, they are not real). Movies have no relationship with the reality, with the present time of the watching spirits.
Powers increased or induced by movies or by theatre contain no understanding of the present time and of the present persons and have no proper contribution.

Scientific theory of an universe emerging from a super-explosion of an initial concentrated mass has no basis.
Who or what concentrated the mass? Who or what formed the mass? It can not be in existence coming out from nothing. More. Because it was highly concentrated it had a huge initial, potential, static energy. Where from? Energy can not come out from nothing.

God is energy but energy is not God. God is only God Himself. Energy, though is not finite, is not God and is lower than God.
Nothing touches God. God is Mosthighly.
Eminescu saw it clearly but did not understand.

Let's name God X. Energy is a. Truth is b. Life is c. Light is d.

X = X/a + X/b + X/c + X/d + ... + X/m + ... + X/n = X/X = 1 = X

X is a but a is not X . Only X is X . a, b, c, d, m, n are parts of X and are never X itself.

man = man/hand + man/foot + man/soul + ... + man/n = man/himself = himself

Man divided by hand is a hand. The foot division of man is a foot. Hand is a part of man and is never man himself.
This is why God says "who breaks a rule breaks all rules". Who has not b has not X because X - b is not X .
X - b < X.

Scientists throw God out of reality claiming through their theories that there is no place for God in the reality.
A scientist discovers a and says "A-ha! look, I have discovered a and have seen a is not God. So God is not here, He may be somewhere else, He is surely not here".
Another discovers b, another c, and so on. Each one seem to decrease once more the place available for God in the reality.
They are right only saying that their discoveries are not God. Indeed God is not a, is not b, is not any of their discoveries. God is a + b + c + d + ... + m + ... + n = X
One discovers God only when discovers all together a + b + c + d + ... + m + ... + n = X
Because only X = X (only God knows fully God) humans discover fully God only when God wants to and helps them to.

There is a serious problem in accepting theory of evolutionism. We see every day that evolution presents a specific characteristic: its forms are friendly for humans, and useful for humans, and protect humans and defend humans. This is true while man does not interfere in the chain of evolution.
This shows a specific CARE of the process of evolution towards humans. Which can be explained only through existence of God.

Hunan eye sees light only when light has a frequency higher than 450 billions unities per second. Light with smaller frequence is not seen by the eye. What is this frequence.
If we could see all frequencies maybe we could see devils, and angels, and God.
Maybe this is why man can not see God and remain alive. Because eye does not bear frequencies smaller than 450 bill./sec.
Maybe frequency of devils is 400 bill./sec. Maybe angels frequency is 300 bill./sec. Maybe frequency of other divine powers is smaller than 300 bill./sec.
Maybe God's frequency is 10 bill./sec or 2 bill./sec, or 1 bill./sec. Or the sum of all frequencies/sec. - this could not be beared by any of the frequencies from within the sum.

Quiet of wise man

A chain of magnets. Here are only six from them.

The chain has homogeneity, unity, and coherency only when magnets point opposite poles one another and they mutually reduce to nothing their power of rejection.
They make a single magnet

in which rejection powers are reduced to nothing in interior and remain activated only at EXTERIOR poles.