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Appendix AOur Lord’s servant was born Sunday, November 2, 1947, at 18:29 hours, in Ft. Wayne, Indiana, exactly one half hour after the birth of his twin brother. He was the weaker of the two babies and it was thought that he would not live through the night. A nun informed his mother of this and asked her for permission to Baptize the child. His mother agreed. He was Baptized using only his first name, Peter. That night his mother prayed to St. Jude, the patron saint of the impossible, to let him live. She promised to name the child after the saint if he lived. Thus, he received his middle name, Jude. A few days later his brother became ill. The nun got the twins confused, not knowing which one was which, and Baptized them both. He received a third, official Baptism from St. Clement Catholic Church, Center Line, Michigan on September 5, 1948. It was in this manner that he was consecrated to God from his birth. While still living in Ft. Wayne, our Lord’s servant had a dream. In the dream, he saw a great ocean liner sinking into the ocean. In the water surrounding the ship were thousands and thousands of people. All of them were on the point of drowning. Next, he saw on the beach nearby thousands of other people playing and ignoring the sinking ship and the drowning people. In the dream he became frightened and sad. He awoke from the dream in the middle of the night. But it made a lasting impression on him; he never forgot it. Soon after the dream his father died, on March 26, 1956, and his mother moved her family to New Orleans, Louisiana. She did this in order to be near her own family so that she might have some help in raising her five children. Then in July 1956, the Andrea Doria sank when it was struck by another ship. After that, he had the exact same dream of the sinking ocean liner a second time. Again, it made a lasting impression on him. But he never forgot the sequence of these events, although the reason and understanding of the dreams and events escaped him for many years. Sometime in the autumn of 1970 he had two dreams. In one dream his head was on fire. That was all there was to the dream. In the other dream a beautiful young lady touched his shoulder and said to him: “Peter, it’s time to wake up.” He was immediately wide awake; he sat up. After he woke up, he could still feel the touch of the woman’s finger on his shoulder. Never-the-less, it was so real that to this day he does not know if it were a dream or if it were the Blessed Mother touching him and “waking” his soul. However, at the time of the dream he did not think that it was the Blessed Mother. His first thought upon waking was that it was his earthly mother who was waking him but the room was empty, so he just dismissed the dream. It was not until March 11, 1971, that he began to believe that it was the Blessed Mother who touched his shoulder. The following March 11, 1971, the Blessed Mother gave our Lord’s servant a locution and asked that he say a prayer each night before going to bed. He was on his way home from work and it was late at night when he received this locution and he answered Her: “OK, Mary but not tonight. I'll start tomorrow night.” Upon arriving home he went straight to bed. Then he had a dream; it was a nightmare! In the nightmare, he was in a church, hiding from those who were looking for him. He was hiding in the church’s confessional. Suddenly his boss at work opened the confessional door. He was immediately filled with anger and hate for his boss. Looking straight into the man’s eyes, he threw down a flashlight that he had in his hand and jumped at his boss with his fingers opened in a clawlike fashion. He wanted to kill his boss but the flashlight struck the floor and broke. Then everything became black. It was blacker than anything he had ever seen. A terrible cold, burning sensation filled his heart and he began to fall into an endless pit. The fall was eternal and the pain in his heart was unbearable. Then he awoke from the dream to find himself covered with sweat. The pain in his heart was still there. He immediately began to say the Ave Maria. At that point, the pain in his heart immediately went away and a deep peace came upon him. Then he heard a woman say: “Heaven does not play games.” He continued saying the prayer for a few minutes and he knew then that when God our heavenly Father and Mary our heavenly Mother make a request of one, they are not playing games. They expect one to fulfill the request. Then he suddenly understood the meaning of the dreams and the locution. He went to sleep and had a dream of being carried out of a raging volcano by an huge angel. The angel was singing Everything’s All Right from the Rock opera Jesus Christ Superstar. This song was the myrrh for his head and feet. The sinking ocean liner is the world; it is approaching its consummation. The people in the water are all those children of God who are seeking truth and justice. They cannot find it for they are drowning in lies and injustice. Those on shore playing and ignoring the drowning souls are the wolves in sheep’s clothing and henchmen of Satan who are propagating lies and injustices. They are able to save the children of God and the world but they are too busy indulging in their games of greed and selfishness; they do not care about anything. Our Lord’s servant had this dream twice in order to manifest the truthfulness of it (Gen.41:32). The second dream came after the sinking of the Andrea Doria instead of before so that no one would be able to claim that it was just a prophecy for the sinking of the ship. The meaning of the nightmare is simple. He was in paradise (church) hiding from God, for he was in sin (the confessional); just as Adam hid among the trees of paradise. When our Lord (his boss) opened the door to his soul he became angry and filled with hate and tried to kill Him. But the light of his soul was extinguished by his own actions. He then began to fall into the bottomless pit of his own sins. The cold, burning sensation is just some of the pain a damned soul experiences in the second death. These pains continued until he fulfilled the request our heavenly Father and Mother made of him. Our Lord’s servant seldom had any dreams before March 1971. But after the above events he had dreams from God every night, sometimes two or three a night. He continued having dreams that helped him to understand the word of God and the kingdom of heaven. He came to understand that his dreams were no different from anyone else’s dreams. That is, a person’s dreams are a product of their own conscience but that God can and does intervene in one’s dreams. Also, there is very little difference between a dream from God or a vision from God. In a dream one is sleeping and in a vision one is awake but the same processes are at work in one’s mind whether our Lord is giving one a dream or vision. This is similar to how the monolith manipulated the minds of the australopithecines in the book 2001: A Space Odyssey by Arthur C. Clark. He came to understand that many of the prophecies of the scriptures were dreams or visions that the prophets received and that some of the scriptures could be better understood if one took this into consideration. He learned that many of his dreams paralleled a number of the Old Testament prophecies but his dreams used “terminology” that he was familiar with. Our Lord’s servant learned that if one’s soul is completely clean and entirely free of the guilt of sin then one’s dreams become a virtual wonderland or sanctuary. They become a refuge in which our Lord takes His delight (Pr.8:22-31). If one’s soul is filled with the love of materialism then his dreams become “a house of confusion.” But if an individual’s conscience is filled with the guilt of sin then this dream world becomes a prison and a torture chamber where their dreams become nightmares. Our Lord does this in order to help His children avoid sin and come closer to Him (Job,33:14-18). Sometime in the early 1970s, our Lord’s servant had a dream in which our Lord told him: “You shall rise; you shall rise.” He awoke and said: “Yes, Lord I know,” for he thought that it meant that he would rise on the last day. He went back to sleep and had another dream in which our Lord said: “But not for one hundred weeks, not for one hundred weeks.” He awoke and answered: “Lord, how can this be,” for he did not understand the meaning of the 100 weeks. He went back to sleep and had a third dream in which our Lord said: “You will see; you will see.” For a long time he did not understand these dreams. A partial understanding of them came to him about 1983. A better understanding of them came to him about October of 1993. Finally, a full understanding of the dreams came to him after December 2005. The meaning of the dreams is that he will rise from the dead one hundred weeks after his death, leaving his work as a testimony that everything he says is true. This will fulfill the prophecy of Amos (Amos,1:1). Another dream that our Lord’s servant had was of the Blessed Mother. In the dream, he was walking along West Metairie Ave. On his right side was Cleary Playground but there was a fence separating him and the playground. Walking beside him on his left side was the Blessed Mother. She said to him: “You are right, Peter Jude. The world is approaching its consummation. But not until after I release him.” Then She pointed to a drainage ditch on Her left. In the ditch, locked in a cage, was a Tyrannosaurs Rex. The interpretation of the dream is simple. The consummation of the world will not be accomplished until after Mother Mary releases Satan from his pit. The playground is paradise. But it is separated from this would by a fence. The ditch is Satan’s world and the T. Rex is a representation of Satan, a fierce, dreaded beast. It is interesting to note that in this physical world there is a ditch next to Cleary Playground of Metairie, Louisiana. But it is covered over. The symbolism here is that Jesus Christ overcame death with His Resurrection. He covered over this ditch. This trilogy is in no way an attempt to convince one to start listening to their own dreams. The Holy Bible warns against this in several places. To follow and obey one’s dreams is totally illogical and totally irrational. One should follow the teachings of the Roman Catholic Church and the laws of one’s own government. Dreams are very hard to understand and interpret. This is especially if one does not have the spirit of interpretation. Most of the dreams of our Lord’s servant were totally incomprehensible to him. For other dreams an understanding of them came to him days, sometimes weeks, months or even years later. Many of them he still does not understand. Those few dreams that our Lord’s servant did understand were of a personal nature, telling him how he might better serve our Lord in humility, revealing to him how he could more closely obey both mankind’s law and God’s law. Rarely did our Lord’s servant follow his dreams, for his dreams rarely ever commanded him to do anything except to pray or to ask for forgiveness of his sins. Rather, he kept the memory of the dream and its interpretation, if such was given to him, until he needed it in order to help himself better understand the word of God. As for those dreams that he did not understand, he ignored them. One would be wise to follow this same course of action regarding one’s own dreams. That is, just keep them in one’s own memory until they are needed in order to help one become more humble and thus closer to God and the truth. Our Lord’s servant has had many dreams from God over the years. Most of them he does not know the meaning of. Most of those that he did understand were of a personal nature, revealing to him his sins or how he might come closer to God and love of neighbor. Rarely did he ever receive a dream that told of some historical event. Most of this latter type of information he learned through his studies. The dreams he would then have would confirm what he learned. One of the first dreams he had of this type was of the papacy. In the dream, he saw a long list of the popes of the Mother Church. Each pope had three names: The name given to him at his birth, the name he took upon becoming pope and a name given to him by God reflecting the nature of his tenure in office. In the dream, our Lord’s servant looked at the list of names but stopped when he came to the last three popes. The names of these popes were hidden from him. Therefore at the time he did not know who they were. But he did see the spiritual name of them, the name given to each of them by God. The third to last pope was named the Good. He had a good papacy and did the will of God. The second to last pope was named the Good and the Bad. His papacy was partially good and partially bad. But the very last pope was named the Will. He was doing his ugly will, not the will of God. This pope’s name our Lord’s servant ate up with iron teeth. That was all there was to the dream. But one should note that at the time he did not know who these three popes were as he did not see their birth names or pontifical names, only their spiritual names. Nor did he know whether the three popes he saw in the dream were the last three popes to reign up to the time he had the dream, the last three popes to reign during his life on earth or the last three popes of the Catholic Church. Then in the Summer of 2005, our Lord revealed to him that these three popes were Paul VI, John Paul I and John Paul II. John Paul II is the pope who was called Will because, as mentioned, he did his will not the will of God. Instead of guiding the Catholic Church, this pope was busy setting records and getting his name into the record books. Another dream he had of the papacy concerned his own future. In the dream, the pope — he does not know which one for he did not see the man’s face — was walking down a hallway that was flanked with many statues. Our Lord’s servant was following him, walking behind him. Then the pope started to ascend a very tall flight of stairs. Our Lord’s servant momentarily stopped at the foot of the stairs and in exasperation called out: “Julius Rome!” The pope ignored him and continued to climb the stairs. Our Lord’s servant followed him up the stairs. When they got to the top of the stairs the pope sat in a chair and our Lord’s servant sat down on the floor next to him. The pope pointed to our Lord’s servant and then told everyone present to “listen to him.” After this, our Lord’s servant pointed to a very large coin and cried out very loudly: “Oh, the shame of it!” He cried out because there were millions people worshiping the coin and praying to it. That was all there was to the dream. Our Lord’s servant does not know the meaning of the dream. A third dream that he had was of the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. In it he was attending Mass when some priests came on the altar with what appeared an incense burner. Their actions caused the altar to fill with smoke and our Lord’s servant ran out of the church for fear because it wasn’t incense. It was profane smoke. As he was running out, he noticed that the Mass was attended by thousands of other people, including his earthly mother. Once outside, he met a young woman who was very angry. She was wearing sackcloth and had a wishing well pinned to her gown, near her shoulder. Our Lord’s servant thought that she was a virgin martyr. He then turned to look back into the church and saw a giant circus tent with clowns climbing all over it, inside and outside. The tent had fallen down and the two main support beams that held the tent up were on the point of falling down also, but they did not fall. The two support beams wavered but did not fall. The reason that the tent had fallen down was that the clowns had broken the major cross beam connecting to two main support beams. The smoke on the altar is the abomination of desolation committed by the priests and bishops of the Catholic Church. Their actions have caused the Mother Church to enter a Babylonian Captivity. The thousands of people attending the Mass represent all those who approve of the new Mass in the vernacular and the distribution of Holy Communion by the laity. His earthly mother was there because she became a Eucharistic minister. The bishops and priests have done away with the Latin Mass and have caused the Mother Church to become a circus tent where clowns play silly games. Thus, the tent is fallen and the cross beam is broken. But they have not done away with Her teachings and Her sacraments from whence She gets Her strength. Thus, the two support beams have not fallen. However, many bishops, priests, deacons and other clergy of the Catholic Church do not believe in Her truths are trying to change Her teachings. Thus, the support beams are wavering and on the point of falling. The young woman is St. Helen of Skovde (c.A.D. 1160) whose feast day is July 31. Our Lord’s servant believes that she is angry because the abomination of desolation was first committed on her feast day. However, he is not sure if this latter is true or not. He does not know why she was in the dream and he leaves information of this type to those theologians who have a better knowledge of these things than he has. In the summer of 1999 he had a dream that he was coming home, driving his car on the interstate. He looked out of the window and he saw a building that was under construction but the contractors had stopped working on it and it was falling into deprivation. It was overgrown with weeds. Farther along he passed two more buildings just like the first. He had this dream about three weeks before John F. Kennedy Jr. died and about a week to ten days after he began to review the assassination of his father again.
The buildings are works that he began years earlier but had not finished. Hence, they are under construction but the work on them was stopped. One of the buildings is the chronology of events on November 22, 1963. The other two buildings represent his autobiography and his putting the Douay-Rheims Bible on the Internet. Our Lord’s servant awoke Sunday morning, July 1, 2001, with a dream in which our Lord told him: “We begin in June.” Our Lord’s servant does not know the meaning of this dream. But he does know that he will somehow fulfill the prophecy of Amos,1:1. Then he will glorify God in his death. This is in conjunction with a dream he had in the early 1970s whereby our Lord told him that he would fulfill the promise of David. In the beginning of Advent 2002, our Lord’s servant had a dream in which he saw that the Disney cartoon character Pluto was crucified. Our Lord’s servant understood this to mean that he will glorify the king of heaven in his death. It is important to note that this dream does not mean that the Disney cartoon character Pluto will be crucified. Mickey Mouse is the king of the Disney kingdom and Pluto is his faithful companion. The dream means that our Lord’s servant (the faithful companion of Jesus Christ, the king of heaven) will be “crucified.” That is, his death will glorify God. Factum est. St. Helen was a lady of noble birth of Vastergotland in Sweden, who after the death of her husband gave her time and goods to the service of the poor and of religion. She made a pilgrimage to Rome, and upon her return was put to death by the relatives of her son-in-law on a false charge that she had connived at his death; he having been murdered by his servants on account of his cruel tyranny. Her body was brought from Gotene and interred in the church she had built at Skovde, and on the strength of the miracles of healing there reported Pope Alexander III authorized her cultus in 1164. She was honored on July 31, as a martyr, in her country, and also at Tusvilde on the island of Zealand in Denmark, which claimed to have her relics. Though there is a worthless legend of their miraculous transportation, there is no record of their having been translated thither. At both places her veneration persisted after the Reformation, being in either case associated with a healing well.
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