my ramblings >>  "Insight is something I always see to be harming more than words ever will do" - Thom Yorke

19/01/01 Friday 12:05am They say that Patience is a virture...i wonder why... I'm up late at night, rambling on and on in the Regular Unleaded message board. i somehow managed to get a bootleg of a practice session of theirs, neat stuff people. since im going to the doctors tomorrow, i hope she at least gives me interesting news. like i've grown 2 inches, or she has some cool band-aids to give me. [yes band-aids. not aids]. if i dont get back in time for 3rd period [communication graphics..why did i mention that? its not like you care], then that will mean that i wont see ashley as much. aw, that sucks. hey ashley!! if youre in class and reading this, and im not there, im sure i miss you!!!! uh..damnit. better not have a lot of make up work. i doubt it, but still...Seems like things are getting a bit better for me, regarding friendships. College..now thats a whole other story, i rather not get into that again. Lets just say me being a procrastinator is going to come bite me in the ass again someday. What else about me is doing much better..oh for a long time i had a bit of a problem with hearing certain people's names. but that was over a long while ago. Blah, its getting late now. Even though i do get to sleep in later then usual, i still need to catch some Zz's. [ha ha, got that off of..nevermind] 3:31pm come on baby light my fire! hey everyone, went to da doctors today, and found out what i have is called Costochondritis. basically its an inflammation of the cartilage of one or more ribs. i feel a sharp pain in the chest wall, and tightness. its worsened by me moving around too suddenly, or breathing heavily, or sneezing, coughing. what else is there to tell about it...the cause of the inflammation is unknown, so i cant prevent whatever it is that causes it. im not sure how long i'll have this either. cause i've had it for 3yrs already. blah. i'll be fine though. at least im not dying. 4:28pm a quickie gonna go to da movies w/daddy, he is paying for me to go see Traffic. yay!!

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20/01/01 Saturday 1am Isnt there a new fool in town??? its early early morning, i went to da movies yesterday and saw Traffic, it was pretty nifty. the thing i didnt like too much was that the camera moved around too much..i get motion sickness. then i went to the mall with my sibs, they didnt have this book that i was wanting to read. saw 2 of my friends at the movie, i felt like laughing, cause i didnt think i'd run into them. how fun. my dad asked me today "do kids your age still like micheal jackson?" the crazy things old people will say. hee hee. my friend Sarah had some awesome pictures taken by our friend Dee . cant wait to have some pics taken of me too, make me feel all pretty like. apparently today we are going to have Bush sworn in as president..my creative writing teacher will be there, and so is this guy named clayton from that class. maybe he'll start some sort of riot..he seems to be..i guess democractic? if not that, then radical or independent. either way, he hates bush. another subject. the majority of my friends have come to the same conclusion: i need to get laid. yup, great huh?? any guy willing to apply?? hee hee. just kidding. cant just go out and advertise myself. i've got a lil crush on this guy. i just think he is pretty groovy. nothing will come of it though, because i want to be single for awhile. even though everyone says i need to get laid...damnit. i cant help that i am an over horny gal. im horny 24/7. it seems natural to me, i just think that a lot of people are denying their true feelings!! shame on you!!! switching topics again, watching some of Conan O'Brian show he has a great point. i've noticed it tons of times..bush cant tell a good speech for anything. theres a better chance of me writing a good speech then him! how much are we paying him?? i got my license in today, its my second one. the pic didnt turn out too bad....blah. its going to be with me till the year 2004. geesh. by that time i'll be 22 years old!! thats crazyness i say! i know people that age right now, and it boggles my mind...urk. "but it doesnt really matter if im wrong or right if i belong im right if i belong" i think i got that lyric right...its from a beatles song. and they fucking rock!! [[ yes im a Beatles fan ]] alright. i've written too much for the morning...yeah. i'll of course, write more later... 9:45pm damn the atlantic!! i was filling out scholarship and college applications, then i decided on my own to just stop. im putting it off for some reason. i got bored, so i went online and chatted up a storm with people in the AOL chatrooms. ha ha. something i havent done in maybe 9 months? i dunno. it was a long ass time ago i can tell you that. met some really nice people, and then later on this one guy IMed me, and he seems really cool. we have a lot in common, and he makes good websites. anyways, watching tv right now..good stuff on i think. not paying too much attention. im getting bored, not with who im talking to, but the fact that i wasnt able to go out today. by the way. if you ever get your hands on a special guy, try not to let him go. and i dont special as in he is just awesome to hang out with and talk to. i mean the kinda guy that inspires you, comforts you, encourages you, loves you, adores you, needs you, and brings you down from your high horse whenever you need to be broughten down. all the while he has you on his pedalstool. damn. i sure did go a bit girly there didnt i? laughing is great. makes you forget about pain. here goes a funny site to see and laugh at. ucky ducky mucky pucky. did i mention that i ate too many nachos today? i did. kinky. i feel like going outside to eat pancakes. strange. tomorrow i think i've got church..yuck. if i could make out a list of people who have really insulted me..good lord. i know who #1 would be!!! damn you!!! and i got a nice email card from a friend. thanks a bunch! youre bleedin rapid!!! ha. has anyone heard of some guy named Toby Slater?? its a singer, i like one of his songs sorta, plus he is a cutie. he messaged me once on napsta cause i downloaded one of his songs. he said to spread the word of his music. so i am. and im thinking about one day turning my parents into the cops. they opened up a letter of mine, that was clearly marked and addressed to ME, not them. ME, and how do i know it was addressed to me?? I fucking mailed it!! When i took the ACT test they told us to fill out an envelope and mail it to ourselves, because inside they would put the results of our test. i hate it how they do that..im pretty sure they havent done that to personal letters that have been mailed to me, by like friends and stuff, cause i get to them first. my parents are criminals!!!!

21/01/01 Sunday 1:47pm There is nothing left to lose... I've got an application sent out online, to Lamar University in Beaumont, Tx. Why did i send one there?? Because the application was free, and its about 2 hrs away from my house. I have no idea if the school is good or not, so i'm going to count it as one of my backup schools. right now i'm getting ready to write out two essays for the University of Texas in Austin, and boy am i cutting it close..I might not get accepted. But that's alright with me, whatever happens to me, i'm sure i'll be fine as long as i have enough money, food, and clothes on me. doing some of these applications takes awhile, because you have to remember volunteer work and other crap like that. i have a pretty bad memory, so it was hard for me to recall things in the past where i've helped out the community and church. hopefully i didnt miss anything...Hee Hee. On winamp the song "We're Not Gonna Take It!" by Twisted Sister just came on!! That's awesome timing. I was in the mood for something funny...Okay, enough of that, I'm going to put on a Bjork song! Cause she rocks [if youre interested in knowing what song, 'new world']. there's this neat-o site my friend Ashley told me bout, where you can have things translated from english to spanish, or german, or italian, and other languages. its neet-o!! im thinking of changing up my updates page, cause it seems to be too long to me. i'll update it to where uhm..i just have the day before and todays updates, and i'll add in lil comments. like what im listening to and such. cool beans. i listen to winamp too much. yay!! i'll take any advice on what to hear. i'll listen to just about everything. [key word *just] hmm..can anyone else but me notice that i havent started my essays yet?? hee hee. maybe a quick snack will help me get started. i'll ramble on later.. 11:03pm i've come to you cause i need guidance to be true... im getting tired, so i thought i'd write a lil bit before i get off and go to bed. i've had a strange feeling that today was saturday..i need to really get my ass on those essays. yep. i didnt write them today. hee hee. there goes me. dont worry..i'll try and be better about it. ha. i'd like to make a shout out to Dee, who said she'd give me a huge hug tomorrow, thanks!! and also, to Sarah, dont forget bout Schatzi!! ;) And Moon = rocking chica!! And also Ashley head, dont dye your hair for sometime okay?? hee hee. uhm..i'll make more shoutouts later on tomorrow, right now me go nite nite. by the way, the pope rocks too!!

22/01/01 Monday 4:57pm Why oh why do i have to be short?? RAGE!!!! ok, my next door neighbor Bubba [that isnt his real name, thats a nickname] is here till someone unlocks his house, hee hee, he is locked out!! anyhoo, he is 13yrs old, and already 6ft tall!!! i was like "guess how old i am?" he said "17?" i said "nope, 18, and im about 5'5" he started to laugh at me. i come up to the bottom of his neck!! that boy could beat me up to shreds, i told him the only way i could take him is with a gun. ha ha. blah. so today i started feeling great. cause i got lots of great hugs, and i loved seeing ashley!! cause she totally rocks. :) ya hear me?! you rock!!!! uhm, what else..ahh yes. Thanks Cody for fixing my watch today, and for letting me eat some of the cheetos that i stole from marcela!! that was really nice of you. and marcela darling, thanks for helping me try and speak better espaņol. today during creative writing my friends and i were interrigating our substitute teacher Mr.Hatch. I've got all the info on him, well not a lot, but enough. its almost february, the month of valentines day. uck. i love all the candy i get, and the hugs. i should get that all year long..hee hee, not just on one day people!! damnit!! everyone should go out and get me chocolate. ...that'd be very nice! Rage Against The Machine kicks fucking asssss!!! on the way out to the bus today, i saw this boy in the principals office with a rage shirt, i just had to go up to him and say "I really love that shirt" then i smiled and went away. He gave me a weird smile and nodded. im listening to one of their songs right now called "maggie's farm" from the Renegade album, awesome. =) im in a very good mood right now, and rage is building it up up up up up!!!! yeah!!! i feel like running to the mailbox and back. ha ha, yeah..they may have me worked up, but im still lazy. and shit! its cold outside, im not about to go running around the block out in this weather. =P you is crazy if ya thinks i am. for some reason im getting hungry now...so i'll go grab myself a snack. 10:27pm "I'm an Ex-Smoker!!" smoking is bad for you. i know this, you know this. the whole world knows this. i feel like getting a bit mushy now, i just want to say that i know you can do it, if youre stubborn enough to argue with me about stupid stuff, then you can quit this bad habit damnit!! [you know who im talking about, and if you dont, then too bad]  3pm. that was about 7hrs, and 30 minutes ago...thats basically an entire school day. if you've made it this far without another fag, then cripes babe!! you can do without one for a whole day. just use that lil thing i told you about as an incentive ;) hee hee. anyhoo, i made a mix cd for my friend sarah, and then i made an exact copy for myself just cause i really liked the songs a lot. hee hee, i hope she likes them too. i get to read the book Fight Club now...i've got a test in economics tomorrow, quiz rather. didnt study, nor do i plan on it. and i also didnt do my worksheet in that class...im on the road to sucess!! ha. kinda funny yo. alright, there were some crazy 7 lunatics that escaped from a jain near houston like in december, and 5 of them were found today i think. one of them commited suicide [dumbass]. the 2 that werent caught are still on the loose somewhere in colorado maybe. hopefully they are found so that my viewing of Oprah wont be interrupted again!!!! and it was a good show too, damn lunatics!! so my parents found a poem that i had written, and my dad said "whats this line about 'slip your tongue in'?" hee hee. then my mom was convinced that the poem was about me [which it is..] and i convinced her mind to change. i told them all this crap about how i was placing myself inside someone elses place. either way, i didnt get in trouble, in fact, they really loved the poem and read it in spanish to each other. then my daddy gave me a hug and said that i had a good writing talent. i like talking on the phone people. i really really do. if you want to talk to me here goes my phone number (***) ***-*2** you can figure out the rest, or ask me for the number. hee hee. like im going to give out my number!! yeah right!!! im not that stupid. aside from the RATM mood that i was, and still kinda am in, im also in a At The Drive In and Cave In mood. both rockin bands, i suggest checking them out if you like punkin or rocking out to cool jams!! ;) my lil mermaid ring is making me very happy at this moment. oh wait, its not mine...its my lil cousin's darnit. i'll have to give it back to her later on when i see her. [[ oh tight, the site that i found for cave in is awesome! i just found it like a second ago. woohoo!! its so pretty....alright, maybe im the only one who appreciates it, but thats alright. i know of a least one other person who enjoys the band like me. yay! ]] i shall depart now for bed, since its getting late, and my stupid older brother wants to get to sleep soon too. blasted!!! by the way, funkymonkeyman, you are neet-o. i like you. mwa!!

23/01/01 Tuesday 5:14pm The cow goes "Moo!" que sera sera, whatever will be will be, the futures not ours to see, que sera sera!! sitting here, chatting with some people online. and i just found out that my bestestfriend got me an awesome RADIOHEAD poster!!! wow, you have no idea how much that means to me. weeird, my scanner is going wacko on me now!! and i needed to scan a pic of my friend marcela and her hot boyfriend! no fair. darn machines. uhm. i cant type much else now.oh yeah, aside from the fact that i think my art teacher mrs. abbysure might be reading this!! hi!!!! :) welcome to my site!! hee hee. she's the coolest teacher ever!! so nice and funny and openminded, she totally rocks!!! 6:12pm "So dead cows eat us..." -marcela p. i should be in a happy state, my brother just announced that he got a computer for himself. which means the one im typing on now is mine and my sisters. the bad part is..i dont know where we are goin to put it, and also, i wont have the internet. *sigh* and whats the real reason why i get online? so i can talk to certain people whom its hard to get into contact with. so im sad that i probably wont be able to keep in contact with certain people, actually its mainly just one person im really worried about. i need to think happy thoughts...like how im getting that poster someday...and that i got a letter from my friend marcela, and she sent me some cool clippings of BECK, he is hot. by the way, that title quote is by marcela. she said that today in class, moon was like "your boots are cool but they are made of dead cow" and marcela was going to say a witty comeback, but it came out wrong. she meant to say that "well cows eat our dead bodies" [ like when our dead bodies decompose and the minerals go into the soil..you get the point] but it came out "so dead cows eat us!" hee hee. it was hilarious, you had to be there to get the full effect. alright..i've got some laundry to wash dry and fold. plus being on the computer is starting to make me bored and sleepy. im not going to let it take over my life. 8:42pm One arm scissor took a shower, feel fresher and greater and much more happier. plus im going to go watch tv instead of sit my ass on here for another hour, and eat spaghetti too!! yum yum :-9

24/01/01 Wednesday 3:34pm You broke my thunder... listening to a Blue October song called Do you Ever Wonder? its cool. and one of the lines goes "and do you ever wonder...you broke my thunder.. and do you ever wonder?" neet-o. so yeah, today as you might have read in some of my friends ramblings..was make-out day. but actually nobody made out, we just kissed each other on the lips. this is how it all started. and a little disclaimer here for some people who tend to be shocked by what i write at times..i am not a lesbian, nor am i a slut. okay, so my friend jessica was putting make up on me, mostly just the eye area, and i look nice. then Muna wanted to put lipgloss and lipstick on me, so i let her. i had my eyes closed, and then Dee starts to giggle. and she says "ha ha, muna kissed bacon!" and i was like "wha?" cause i thought that it was the lipstick. hee hee. then dee asked why i didnt kiss her, so i did. and then later on after lunch i kissed Jessica and Sarah on the lips too in the stairwell. [[ no open mouths or tongues were involved people, so boys, at ease]] all of you gals have nice lips i might add. ;) i bet lots of people in our class or who saw me and dee kiss by the stairs thought i was a lesbo, hee hee. i think thats hilarious!! we are just chicas who want to have some fun and bond in a very close way i suppose...yup yup. now i've gotta go clean up my room cause they are going to put the computer in there later on today. yay!! [[ but no net on that one, darnit!!]] ahhh yeah, another thing. Ashley head, i hope you know that i do care lots about you, and you make me happy. and dee, i love you too!! youre face also just makes me go "awww!!" ;) 8:19pm I learned a lot of what i know from t.v. making out is not supposed to be so complicated people. honestly. there are a few simple steps into making out with someone. step 1. eye contact, both of you dont have to actually connect, but you have to be sure that you know where their lips are. if you fail and miss their lips...bad bad bad. you'll end up looking like a fool, and they'll laugh at you. step 2. move in closer to them, you can go with out warning or, it'd be nice to say "im going to kiss you" while you lean forward. step 3. lip contact. yes folks, the best part of the whole making out experience, where the fun begins. step 4. continue to kiss kiss kissssss, lips closed if you prefer..but if you really want to call it making out, then i say use some tongue. usually the person who starts the make out session should decide when to go in, but if the other person goes for it first, then you shouldnt deny their entry to your mouth. thats all i can say for now about making out. cause its really making me want to kiss someone. tomorrow is a chili cookoff or something at school. i wanna go, cause some friends of mine are going to be cooking up stuff there..unfortunatly it'll be spicy. not all the chili, but the ones my friends are making. heehee. i aint too fond of spicy foods....alright. im busy chatting and making a cd, so c-ya. mwa! 11:14pm So you wanna spin the world around... ah life. its so nice. depressing music...what a lovely thing. okay, so the new computer my brother bought...its not as great as ours, cause it doesnt have all the gizmos and gadgets [[ ha ha you sure can tell i now my computer lingo ]] that the computer we have now has. so its up to him to decide which one he wants, the old one, or the new one. either way my sister and i have to clear up some room in our room to put this desk in. blah. i can type type type all i want in my room then. except there wont be any internet...unless i hook it up late at night ;) muahaha, they wont ever know..unless later the next day someone calls to say that they were calling late at night for an emergency, but nobody answered cause the line was busy. Oooh, then i'd be in trouble. its getting late yo. i should head off to slumber land. aww..i havent called it that in forever. how cute. "..chasing after stories that have already been told.."-Gomez [rythm & blues] just thought i'd add that lil line there, i like it a lot. plus the band rocks.

25/01/01 Thursday 5:51pm "We want Chilly Willy! We want Chilly Willy!!" -barney remember that economics quiz i didnt study for about 2 days ago?? i got an 85 on it, thats a B a good grade. im sure if i would have studied more i could have gotten an A but i didnt. my grades are starting to slip in english class..i should pay more attention ...blah. im so tired by that period though i swear...today was rather dull. im not entirely too sure why..maybe because it wasnt sunny out. was it sunny at all yesterday?? i bet it probably was. most of us were just all tired out, i know i was. i got home and took an hour long nap. i wont be going to that chili cookoff thing at school, my ride doesnt..well he doesnt have his car. ha ha. so no hope in walking out in this weather. i was noticing something, i've noticed it for a long time, but never wrote about it. whenever i go to my bus after school, i see this couple making out by the big trashcans behind our school. now how romantic is that?? kissing right there, by all that smelling trash. the principals are usually standing nearby, they never get in trouble. how lame. "oh sweetie, you look so ravishing standing by those black plastic bags" "why thank you darling, and you smell just like the leftover macaronni from lunch.." hee hee. 10:26pm Pretty in Pink listening to the song pretty in pink by the psychadelic furs. reminds me of the 80's hee hee. duh. which were some weird times, cause i dont really remember crap that happened durin the 80's. i updated a lot of stuff...mostly just all of paul's pics section. he is such a hottie!! its getting late. my daddy wants me to sleep..i've got a test in english tomorrow over some chapters in the book pride and prejudice...have i read the assigned chapters?? no. thank god for sparnotes!! im sure i'll be fine. today is a friends b-day!! HAYLEY!! she rocks a lot!! happy b-day hayley bear!! mwa!! i've better get going to bed now, its getting late.

26/01/01 Friday 3:05pm I saw a dead bird on the road hello everyone, its raining outside now!! how cool. and my sister is changing the channels a lot..theres some guy on the Jerry Springer cam dressed up in drag. Okay...he looks baaaad. ew. he doesnt even have his chest shaved!! if he wants to be a good drag queen, at least do it right!! comeon people =P today i wore this shirt that was now called "boob shirt" ha ha. it was great, guys sure do stare a lot at breasts. really crazy i say, geesh people!! i've had these pair for a looong time, how come ya'll didnt stare at them then? hee hee, j/k. i know why, cause they werent all hanging out. but hey!! i'm not slutty, and i didnt do it on purpose. i love my body anyways, im comfortable enough to where if they accidentally fell out of my shirt, whoops!! oh well. i'd blush but i wouldnt start crying or screaming about it. during lunch my friend marcela, and muna, and jessica drank some sort of hot sauce thing, that was nutty. and marcela gave me a kiss. aww. that was nice. i dont know how well i did on that english quiz over that stupid stupid book....ah well. whatever it was its what i deserve, cause i didnt study at all. and tomorrow i have my SAT, and i didnt study for that either!! ...i was walkin home from the busstop, and it started to sprinkle, and then i saw a dead bird on the road. i thought it was fake, i was like "oh my god..is that a real bird? is that real? how'd it get there? oh my god was it run over? did someone shoot it down? ee!!" poor birdy, it was all smushed and stuff =( 11:44pm Dazed and confused you wont guess where im sitting at right now....MY ROOM!! yessss, we finally put the darn new computer in here. my room looks like crap, lemme rephrase that..my sisters room, and my room, looks like crap. we had to move around a lot of stuff. yay!! im as giddy as a school girl!! hee hee. i dont have cable modem in here..that kinda sucks. but ah well. now i can talk to my brother online..even though he is in the room right next to mine. ha ha. ^_^ tomorrow morning i wake up at about six thirty to go take the SAT at some school i've never been to. i didnt study for it, and im going to use one of those stupid calculators too. that wont help much...after the test im going shopping w/my friend ashley, yay ashley!! i wish everyone was online right now....darn you people!! ah well. i should go download some more stuff, then get offline. toodles!!

27/01/01 Saturday 4:25pm Jesus Loves Me & Blue shirts rock i know that today is saturday the 27th because i took the SAT this morning, and they repeated that, and had it written all over the dry eraser boards. my dad had a hard time finding the school, i asked him last night. "dad, youre taking me tomorrow, do you know where it is?" "ah yeah, i know" "okay" we start driving down beltway 8 on the feeder road, and he says "okay..now where is this school?? pull out the map!" i pull out this big ass map, and have to look for the place on there. im like "dad, i think its suppose to be on this section of the map, but they dont have it, cause they put a key there instead." and he argued with me that it wasnt in that area. so we get to a gas station and he asks this man where the school is at, he says its by the 290 feeder road, just past 1960. you know what?? the school was exactly on the part of the map that i told him it should have been at!! okay. i get into the building, and its freeezing!! now lots of people know that i get cold easily, but i know i wasnt crazy this time. cause there were lots of people with blankets and had goosebumps on them. luckily i had my sisters blue hooded jacket, [[80% of our body heat escapes from our head, remember that!!]] and i think that the teachers monitoring us during the test thought i had the answers in there or something. cause they were always standing right near me, instead of all the other 30 or so kids in there. lets se...my ID that i was suppose to have wasnt too valid. they needed to see picture ID [[stupid me thought i had it, but it ended up being on my bed, my license that is]]. all i had on  with me [[thank god]] was my stupid school ID, it has a sticker of cameron diaz on my head. so during the 1 minute break the main teacher came up to me and asked that i take it out. so i did, then i had to take the sticker off. and ha ha!! to my amazement, there was another sticker under there. i had totally forgotten all about that cute squirrel. i told him "well that kinda looks like me, but you want to see the real me.. idont have nails to take it off, so you'll need to do it" so the man ended up taking about 2-3minutes during our 1 minute break, to take my sticker off. everyone was staring at me and wondering what he was doing. "sorry kids, this will only take a second..." [[3 minutes man!! not a second..]]. my ears were getting hot, cause i was a bit embarassed. but that lasted like 2 seconds, cause then i thought "ah fuck it! i wont see any of these people anymore anyways. i dont go to this stupid freezing school" luckily the test seemed much more easier this second time around taking it, thank god i didnt study! whoosh. or else i would have just added stress onto the test taking. hee hee. lets see...ashley picked me up from the school and we went to the mall. i helped her pick out a few dresses for this wedding thing she's going to with her once ex-bf, who was then my ex-bf, but is now her bf again. [[ thats some fucked up shit there huh?? ha ha ]] she picked out 2 really pretty dresses, she looked hot! ;) and while there i tried on some clothes, cause i got bored just sitting there and waiting to see her in dresses. there was this VERY awesome blue shirt there, it was sooo beautiful, it was like a v cut type thing, with cool blue thingies..damn im so bad at describing things. hee hee. anyways, believe me, it was great looking. even ashley thought i looked hot in it. but the price. :( it was $58 dollars!!! can you imagine?? so of course i didnt get it, i was very tempted to just steal it, and im sure i could have gotten away with it. but i know that each time i'd wear it, i'd feel guilty about it, and i'd burn in hell. then we ate in the foodcourt, and she decided she needed some shoes to go with her dresses. so we left and went to DSW to get her some shoes, she picked out some really pretty black ones, and got them for only $13 bucks!! great deal, she always seems to get discounts and good sale prices when i shope with her. hee hee. hmm...i really wish i had that beautiful blue shirt...i know its just a shirt..and im not really materialistic..but goodness. i looked great in it!! ah well, maybe some other time. now im back home. and im in the mood for some ramen soup. by the way, happy b-day to my friend waldo, he is in the regular unleaded band. ooh jah. another thing. now that i've got the computer in my room, that means i probably wont be able to be online as late as i usually am. cause i have to use a free net service, and its too much of hassle for me sometimes, so i aint even gonna bother getting on too much at night. unless im on this computer, cause i can still use it, just not as much. ;) 7:19pm David Koresh, Jaws, Cheerleaders, & Charlie Bucket was a fag earlier on the tv i was watching this cheerleading competition that was being held in disneyland i think, it was interesting. not all cheerleaders are bad people. some are very nice and smart gals, and their whole life doesnt revolve around pom poms and short skirts. hee hee. they do practice a lot, and they have to keep their figure and grades in good shape. so i commend most of them for that. now im watching Jaws on tv, i used to have a big ass fear of sharks, i mean huge!! but my fear seems to have dwindled down to just a huge dislike..hee hee. what else, ahh. right now during commercials im watching this other channel, and its about the David Koresh thing, and his whole cult crap thingy that went down in Waco Texas. what a nut he was. i wonder if i'd ever join a cult...it wouldnt even be a good one. it'd be some really dorky one in which we are too lazy to do crap and have no real goals in life..oh wait!! that sounds oddly familiar....[[ ha ha ]] has anyone else noticed how much charlie bucket was gay?? i've nothing against gay people, but i was just thinking about that...some boy in the jaws movie reminded me of him. alright, you can all carry on with what you were doing before...