October 1999
October 26, 1999
I thought it would be nice to have at least one entry for October.
October 28, 1999
Okay, so here's a second. I'm not sure what I'm going to write about, but I feel like writing.
I realized something about me as I rode home from another supper at the Lukes'. My ideas about apologetics are fake. They're a game. I can argue a point into the ground ( believe me, I've done it ) and I only do it because it's a game. Sometimes I don't even believe what I'm saying. I say it only to win the game.
Father, forgive me.
Also tonight I was reminded of the past. I guess I never believed that something could follow you forever. Now I've learned that it's true. Ninety five percent of the time I shake off the feelings of dark shame, but sometimes I can't.
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