recovering the satellites
angels of the silences daylight fading i’m not sleeping goodnight elisabeth
children in bloom have you seen me lately? miller's angels
another horsedreamer’s blues recovering the satellites monkey
mercury a long december walkaways

catapult
All of the sudden she disappears
just yesterday she was here
somebody tell me if I am sleeping
someone should be with me here
(cause I don’t want to be alone)

I wanna be the knife that cuts into my hand
and I wanna be scattered from here in this catapult
What a big baby won’t somebody save me please
can’t find nobody home

all of these quiet battered voices
wait for the hunger to come
we got little revolvers and stupid choices
and no one to say when we’re done
(well I don’t wanna bring you down)

I wanna be the light that burns out your eyes
‘cause I know there’s little things about me
that would sing in the silence of so much rejection
in every connection I make
I can’t find nobody home
I wanna be the last thing that you hear when you’re falling asleep…..



angels of the silences
Well I guess you left me with some feathers in my hand
Did it make it any easier to leave me where I stand?
I guess there might not be too many who would stand before you now
Where’d you come from? Where am I going
Why’d you leave me ‘till I’m only good for…

Waiting for you
All my sins….
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is wasted on the dead and dreaming

Every night these silhouettes appear above my head
Little angels of the silences that climb into my head and whisper
Every time I fall asleep Every time I dream
"Did you come? Would you lie?"
Why’d you leave us ‘till we’re only good for….

Waiting for you
All my sins….
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is wasted on the dead and dreaming

I dream of Michelangelo when I’m lying in my bed
Little angels hang above my head
Read me like an open book and suck my blood break my nerve offer me their arms
Well, I will not be an enemy of anything
I’ll only stand here

Waiting for you
All my sins….
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is wasted on the dead and dreaming



daylight fading
Waiting for the moon to come and light me up inside
I am waiting for the telephone to tell me I’m alive
Well, I heard you let somebody get their fingers into you
It’s getting cold in California
I guess I’ll be leaving soon

Daylight fading
Come and waste another year
All the anger and the eloquence are bleeding into fear
Moonlight creeping around the corners of our lawn
And we see the early signs that daylight’s fading
We leave just before it’s gone

She said, "everybody loves you"
She says, "everybody cares"
But all the things I keep inside myself,
they vanish in the air
If you tell me that you’ll wait for me
I’ll say I won’t be here
I want to say goodbye to you
Goodbye to all my friends
Goodbye to everyone I know

Daylight fading
Come and waste another year
All the anger and the eloquence are bleeding into fear
Moonlight creeping around the corners of our lawn
And we see the early signs that daylight’s fading
We leave just before it’s gone



i`m not sleeping
She comes to me at night when I’m sleeping
She comes to me when I’m alone
She comes to me, she holds my head when I’m crying
She comes to me, she shuts my eyes
She brings me home

But I’m not sleeping anymore

She tells me when you look at me, She tells me when you’re lying
She tells me when you talk about me, She lays me on the floor
She tells me when you’re whispering, She lies beside me naked
She tells me when you laugh at me and she locks all the doors

But I’m not sleeping anymore

1-2-3-4-5-6-7 a.m.
All alone again
But I’ve been through all this shit before
Spend my nights in self-defense
Crying about my innocence
But I ain’t all that innocent anymore

I see her on the TV I see her in the movies
I see her in these animals that dance beside my bed
I’ll follow you down baby Down into this valley
I’ll follow you down baby But I won’t come up again

But I’m not sleeping anymore
anymore
I’m not sleeping anymore
anymore
I’m not sleeping
I’m not sleeping
Im not sleeping , no no no no no no no no no
I’m not sleeping
I’m not sleeping
anymore
anymore
anymore
I said rain rain go away come again some other day
I’ve got all this shit to say but I’ll come back to find my way
my sister’s mother’s favorite son lost among the chosen ones
but I’ve got news for everyone cause I’ve gone out that door



goodnight elisabeth
i was wasted in the afternoon
waiting on a train
i woke up in pieces and elisabeth had disappeared again
i wish you were inside of me
i hope that you're okay
i hope you're resting quietly
i just wanted to say

goodnight elisabeth
goodnight elisabeth, goodnight
goodnight elisabeth
goodnight elisabeth, goodnight

we couldn't all be cowboys
some of us are clowns
some of us are dancers on the midway
we roam from town to town
i hope that everybody can find a little flame
me, i just say my prayers
and i just light myself on fire
and walk out on the wire once again

goodnight elisabeth
goodnight elisabeth, goodnight
goodnight elisabeth
goodnight elisabeth, goodnight

i will wait for you in Baton Rouge
i'll miss you down in New Orleans
i'll wait for you while she slips in something comfortable
i'll miss you while i'm slipping in between
if you wrap yourself in daffodils
i will wrap myself in pain
and if you're the queen of California
baby i am the king of the rain
and i say
goodnight elisabeth
goodnight elisabeth, goodnight
goodnight elisabeth
the moves of satellite, yeah
won't you fall down on me, now
won't you fall down on me
come, come falling down on me, now
won't you fall down on me
cause i'm all alone
you ain't coming home
we just settle down, down, down into bone
yeah, said i'm all alone
you ain't coming home
we just settle down, down, down into bone



children in bloom
Children in bloom cooking in the sun
waiting for a room of our own
leave my sister alone
she don't deserve this
she is a flower and i am a flower
and we are all alone

I gotta get out on my own
I gotta get up from this waiting at home
I gotta get out of this sunlight
it's melting my bones
I gotta get up from this slumber and get myself home

All these wasted dreams
just waiting for the sun to open up my heart to anyone
bring me some rain
cause i'm dying and i can't get this damn thing closed again

I gotta get out on my own
I gotta get up from this waiting at home
I gotta get out of this sunlight
it's melting my bones
I gotta get up from this slumber and get myself home

Where's the funhouse this year?
The fairground's deserted and all the skies don't seem as near
But, Nicole's my oldest friend
but the altar is empty and she'll never be a little girl again

I gotta get out on my own
I gotta get up from this waiting at home
I gotta get out of this sunlight
it's melting my bones
I gotta get up from this slumber and get myself home
I can't find my way home
I can't find my way home
I can't find my way home
I can't find my way home
no x 24



have you seen me lately?
get away from me
just get away from me
this isn't gonna be easy
but I don't need you, believe me
yeah, you got a piece of me
but it's just a little piece of me
and i don't need anyone
these days it feels like i'm fading away
like sometimes when i hear myself on the radio

Have you seen me lately?
Have you seen me lately?

I was out on the radio starting to change
somewhere out in America
it's starting to rain
could you tell me the things you remember about me
and have you seen me lately?

I remember me
and all the little things
that make up a memory
like she said, she loved to watch me sleep
like she said,
"it's the breathing it's the breathing in and out and in and..."

Have you seen me lately?
Have you seen me lately?

I was out on the radio starting to change
somewhere out in America
it's starting to rain
could you tell me the things you remember about me
and have you seen me lately?

I guess I thought that someone would notice
I thought somebody would say something
if I was missing
can't you see me
come on color me in
come on color me in
give me your blue rain
give me your black sky
give me your green eyes
come on give me your white skin
come on give me your white skin
come on give me your white skin

I was out on the radio starting to change
somewhere out in America
it's starting to rain
could you tell me the things you remember about me
and have you seen me lately?



miller`s angels
Miller's angels in black and white
Welcome everyone in
Children dreaming of wrong and right
Wrapped in grace and in sin

They come out of the blue sky
They come out of the blue
They come out of the blue sky
But you never know where they're gonna go
Hey romeo

Miller's fingers are traveling down the length of her thigh
But Miller's mind is still wandering
Staring up at the sky

They come out of the blue sky
They come out of the blue
They come out of the blue sky
But you never know where they're gonna go
Hey romeo

Don't come around here

Miller's angels are hovering in between
the earth and the sun
In the shadow of God's unwavering love
I am a fortunate son

They come out of the blue sky
They come out of the blue
They come out of the blue sky
But you never know where they're gonna go
Hey romeo



another horsedreamer's blues
Margery’s dreaming of the middle of the day
Tiyuri to win
Perfect Dozen to place
money is the matter that’s been on her mind
time ticks by her one race at a time

She’s tryin’ to be a good girl
And give ‘em what they want
But Margery’s dreaming of horses

Lookin’ at a green sky
Sun like a red eye
Bright blue horses are the fortune she lives by
She’s tired and lonely
scared and depressed
Her visions of one day go racing the next

She’s tryin’ to be a good girl
And give ‘em what they want
But Margery’s dreaming of horses

Margie doesn’t say anything all the way home
So afraid she’ll awake to find she’s all alone

Margery’s wingspan’s all feathers and coke cans, and
TV dinners and letters she won’t send, and
Every race night is shot through with sunlight
Trying to hit the big one one last time tonight for….
Drunken fathers and stupid mothers and
boys who can’t tell one girl from another
So she takes her pills
Careful and round
One of these days she’s gonna throw the whole bottle down

But she’s tryin’ to be a good girl
And give ‘em what they want
But Margery’s dreaming of …

Trying to be a good girl
And give ‘em what they want
But Margery’s dreaming of horses



recovering the satellites
Gonna get back to basics
Guess I'll start it up again
I'm falling from the ceiling
You're falling from the sky now and then

Maybe you were shot down in pieces
Maybe I slipped in between
But we were going to be the wildest people they ever hoped to see
Just you and me

So why'd you come home to this sleepless town
It's a lifetime commitment
Recovering the satellites
All anybody really wants to know is...
when you gonna come down

Your mother recognizes all your desperate displays
and she watches as her babies drift violently away
‘til they see themselves in telescopes
Listen, do you see yourself in me?
We’re such crazy babies, little monkey
We’re so fucked up, you and me

So why’d you come home to this faithless town
Where we make a lifetime commitment
to recovering the satellites
and all anybody really wants to know is…
when are you gonna come down

She sees shooting stars and comet tails
She’s got heaven in her eyes
She says I don’t need to be an angel
But I’m nothing if I’m not this high

But we only stay in orbit
For a moment of time
And then you’re everybody’s satellite
I wish that you were mine

So why’d you come home to this angel’s town?
Well it’s a lifetime’s decision
Recovering the satellites
and all anybody really knows for sure is…
that you’re gonna come down



monkey
All dressed up
No place to go
Hey monkey, when you gonna show your face around me?
I know all the wrongs and rights
And I just want a little light to fall on me

Hey monkey, where you been?
This lonely spiral I’ve been in
Hey monkey, when can we begin?
Hey monkey, where you been?

Well I’m all messed up
That’s nothing new
Hey monkey, when you open up your blue eyes
I don’t know if I’m wide awake or dreaming
But all I ever need is everything

Hey monkey, where you been?
This lonely spiral I’ve been in
Hey monkey, when can we begin?
Hey monkey, where you been?

Just get the world off your shoulders
and close your pretty blue eyes
Hey monkey, what’s life without an occasional surprise?

Got nowhere but home to go
Got Ben Folds on my radio right now
I’m in trouble for the things I need
Hey monkey, don’t you want to be needed too?

Hey monkey, where you been?
This lonely spiral I’ve been in
Hey monkey, when can we begin?
Hey monkey, where you been?



mercury
She is trapped inside a month of grey
And they take a little every day
She is a victim of her own responses
Shackled to a heart that wants to settle
And then runs away
It’s a sin to be fading endlessly
Yeah, but she’s alright with me

She is leaving on a walkaway
She is leaving me in disarray
In the absence of a place to be
She stands there looking back at me
Hesitates, then turns away
She’ll change so suddenly
She’s just like mercury
Yeah, but she’s alright with me

Keep some sorrow in your hearts and minds
For the things that die before their time
For the restlessly abandoned homes
The tired and weary rambler’s bones
And stay beside me where I lie
She’s entwined in me
Crazy as can be
Yeah, but she’s alright with me



a long december
A long December and there’s reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can’t remember the last thing that you said as you were leavin’
Now the days go by so fast

And it’s one more day up in the canyon
And it’s one more night in Hollywood
If you think that I could be forgiven…I wish you would

The smell of hospitals in winter
And the feeling that it’s all a lot of oysters, but no pearls
All at once you look across a crowded room
To see the way that light attaches to a girl

And it’s one more day up in the canyon
And it’s one more night in Hollywood
If you think you might come to California…I think you should

Drove up to Hillside Manor sometime after two a.m.
And talked a little while about the year
I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower
Makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her

And it’s been a long December and there’s reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can’t remember all the times I tried to tell myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass

And it’s one more day up in the canyon
And it’s one more night in Hollywood
It’s been so long since I’ve seen the ocean…I guess I should



walkaways
"I gotta rush away," she said,
"I’ve been to Boston before.
and anyways
this change I been feeling
doesn’t make the rain fall

No big differences these days
Just the same old walkaways
and someday
i’m gonna stay
but not today