| 11/22/04 I suppose with everyone's web page there's a touch of personality to it...some more so than others....I'll try to post some thoughts and perhaps even a little about my life - but more to the point I'd rather focus on seeing thing from a spectator's point of view. Being able to see things clearly and step away from the focus gives us all a chance to percieve what little Truth is there....and Truth in many ways is relative. Some say Truth itself is merely a point of philosophy...a conjecture about how we view life...that itself is the insight into the human's soul. Well, that's a little to deep for me...but I do know that when we can look from the outside in...that is when we discover a piece of the much bigger picture. I don't have answers for anyone looking...my insights are shallow and much to often vague, but I do offer one thing for all of you that might be looking for it...perspective. In my heart, I feel that which is around me...in the dimmest sense feel life's beauty moving at such tremendous speeds that I can only compare it to being a spectator. Looking around at life....taking a step back can show us a world that won't stop to understand the tangled web of humanity...being pushed forward by time, but not understanding the inter-connected pieces of the grand design...or not wanting to... I've often dreamt of standing in Throeau's shoes at Walden...hoping for a place in this world I can call my own - but not in the sense of ownership...or land...but in being. I wish to reach my hand out to those in need - healing the pain, removing the hate...the ignorance from humanity. Yet, being just another inadequate person...I am forced into the daily servitude of one man's life. So...as such I put my thoughts to you...an anonymous person...with your own dreams and desires. My only desire to you - Find yourself and examine your life with endless passion. Find what makes you breathe and dream... My thoughts are idealistic..and often my words are too big for my mind. I'm by no means a teacher, artist, or poet...merely another person looking at what we call life...all too many times a simple spectator. So...being that it's 4am (US CST)...it's time for some soft music and a warm bed. |